Dajun recalled the scene at that time, and he still vaguely remembered a song he wrote in middle school:

The past has become a good memory

It means that it is the eternal past!

That night, the stars spread across the vast sky,

I walked on the vast riverbank, but I didn't know where I was going.

It's still you dancing in front of you.

In the cold wind, I stood silently,

Gazing at the lights in the distance, looking at the boundless sky;

Let the dust fly, listen to the wind and the wind,

Faintly heard silent sobbing,

Neither me nor you,

It was a trembling heart, a drunken dream.

In the early morning, the bird was startled by the sound of firecrackers,

It should return to its rightful place.

On that day, the festive people were talking and laughing, and there was no end to the auspiciousness.

From then on, the past, the tenderness, the sweet words,

They will be forever secrets in your heart and mine.

Today's reality is to run around,

Neither the wind nor the rain,

Who can remember everything in the past? Who wants to remember......

The army got up and walked out of the shack, and when he looked up, there were a few white clouds floating in the blue sky, which changed and looked like different shapes, and slowly dissipated.

The army thought to himself, how can the world not be like this white cloud floating in the sky, and it is difficult to guess its changes and results? He smiled bitterly, turned around and entered the shack, and he asked Lijuan, "You two were just about to enter the university gate, why are you getting married in a hurry?" ”

Lijuan knew why Dajun asked this, but she frowned, and then replied with a smile: "There is no one else here, I am not afraid of your jokes, because I was pregnant with Xiaobao at that time." ”

"Ahh You've ......," the army looked at Lijuan with wide eyes.

"That's right, on the day the college entrance examination results were announced, Li Moran and I were on the list, and at that time, the organization had already characterized his parents' problems as unjust, and at the same time was considering rehabilitating Zhaoxue, so as long as the test scores reached the standard, it is estimated that it will not be a problem to go to college. Double happiness is coming, why aren't we excited? Just as we were celebrating, we both drank an extra glass of wine, and he asked me for it while the wine was happy. Sun Lijuan said it very lightly, very generally, and very logically.

But Liu Dajun sounds so far-fetched, so casual, and so incapable of reasoning. He asked, "Can you tell me your story?" ”

Sun Lijuan did not indicate whether she could or couldn't, she said: "Since I agreed to be his girlfriend, our relationship has changed from classmates to lovers, and I didn't feel any great feelings at the time, but, after a while, I found that he is really more and more like you, in our interactions and contacts, sometimes I often involuntarily think of him as you, I say something that is not ashamed, just when I have a relationship with him, I assume that he is you. ”

Sun Lijuan's face turned red, sweat drops were slightly soaked on her forehead, and she sat on the bed and fiddled with her clothes.

Dajun tore off the towel that was about to dry from the clothesline and handed it to Lijuan, and he asked again, "When did you know you were pregnant?" ”

"When a woman is with a man who is called her and has a first intimate contact, it doesn't matter if there is a second and a third time." Sun Lijuan sighed: "Alas, in order not to separate, we applied for the same university, and when we entered the school on the first day, we found that the high school classmate Yan Mei was also in this school, and we were in the same class as her." ”

"How can it be so coincidental? Don't you know in advance? Dajun was curious: "What's wrong with this Yan Mei getting in your way?" ”

When Sun Lijuan heard Dajun's question, she immediately frowned, her face showed an unhappy look, her eyes were full of hatred and sadness, and she said, "It's her, doing everything possible to destroy the relationship and marriage between me and Li Moran." She originally applied for a prestigious university in another country, and she was not the same university as us. ”

Puzzled, the army asked, "What ......?" Hey, that's weird, why did she come to your school? And I'm in the same class as you, what's going on? It's wicked. ”

Sun Lijuan smiled bitterly and explained: "This is nothing strange, I later learned that her uncle is the director of the Provincial Department of Education, powerful and powerful, she knows my school and class with Li Moran, so she transferred her to our school and class through her uncle's relationship." Later, after I had a conflict with Li Moran, when I went to question her, she shamelessly said to me: 'I just want to be with Li Moran, I love him and have been loving him. ’”

"Damn, there are such shameless people in the world!" The army scolded indignantly: "However, then again, flies don't bite seamless eggs, so it seems that your Li Moran is not a good thing!" ”

Sun Lijuan smiled and agreed: "Yes, you are right, for the appearance of a third party, I think that you should not just stare at other women, the key is that your man is not angry, he can't control it, the man himself has a problem, he forgot his own book, forgot his responsibility." ”

The army asked again, "Doesn't he love you very much?" Why did he hook up with Yan Mei again? Why did he become the way he is? ”

For the series of question marks of the army, I couldn't help but touch the sore spot in Sun Lijuan's heart and evoke her bitter aftertaste. She sighed, looking at the blue sky outside the shed, and she slowly recalled her bumpy life journey......

She remembered the vow that Li Moran made to her on her first date, she still remembered the process of her first intimate contact with Li Moran, and she gave him her body while she was drinking, and since then, the relationship between the two has been like glue, at this time, just in time for Li Moran's parents to rehabilitate Zhaoxue, resume work and return to leadership positions, the resentment that had been pressed in Li Moran's heart for many years suddenly broke out, and his temper gradually became worse and worse, and there were often conflicts with his classmates. Even sometimes entanglement with some indiscriminate people inside and outside the school, fighting, fighting, fighting, fighting, and even more scornful, as long as there are classmates who are not convinced and do not give in, they will add up their fists and legs and fight at every turn.

Sun Lijuan persuaded him several times, but he said: "For so many years, I have lived like a thief with my parents, and I dare not even come out. I swore secretly that one day I would make those people pay back double! Today, I finally turned over and liberated, see who dares to underestimate me? I must take revenge, shame on the snow! ”

Sun Lijuan retorted: "You are taking revenge on society, and it is not good for you." In the past, it was a political movement, and the movement was participated by the masses, and it was not something that could be controlled by a single person or a few people. Since your superiors have rehabilitated your parents and resumed their work, it means that the party and the people have not abandoned you, and it is normal for the higher authorities to return to chaos, and do not use the restored power as a tool to vent personal anger. ”

"I know these great truths better than you, and I don't need you to teach me a lesson." Li Moran argued: "Why didn't anyone reason when they raided my house? Why didn't anyone reason with me when they criticized my parents? Why is no one reasonable when they make my parents kneel and scold me on the high platform? ”

Hearing this, Sun Lijuan shook her head and said, "Li Moran, you have changed, why did you suddenly become I don't know you?" I was so disappointed. ”

Li Moran smiled at her and said: "Actually, I haven't changed, even if you are pregnant now, I still love you, like you, and I will still like you and love our children in the future." It's becoming fate, it's the political climate, it's the whole society! ”

"Can we be like we used to be? No matter how the society develops or changes in the future, as long as we complete our studies well with peace of mind, it is our greatest responsibility, and we will let go of everything else, let go of it, ignore and provoke them, and live our small life well in the future, not asking for any great blessings and nobles, just seeking peace and security, is this okay? Sun Lijuan prayed bitterly to Li Moran for a long time, but Li Moran barely listened to half a sentence. Sun Lijuan said helplessly: "Look, I am now pregnant with your child, for this child, in order to keep your school status, I took the initiative to drop out of school, and I don't even go to college, now I am getting more and more stupid, in a few months, you will become a father, so in the future, we are all old and young, what else do we want." ”

It is often said that the world changes life. Things are not so simple, just when Sun Lijuan was about to give birth with a big belly, the situation and relationship between the two of them suddenly underwent a major change.

Since they knew that Sun Lijuan was pregnant, they had to tell the two adults that although Li Moran's parents were reluctant, they reluctantly agreed to this family affair under the pressure of morality and social public opinion. Seeing Sun Lijuan's stomach slowly bulging, it became more and more obvious. Li Moran's parents were afraid of making trouble and jokes, so they hurriedly arranged the marriage for them.

After they got married, Sun Lijuan was forced to drop out of school and stay at home, and was ready to be a good wife and mother and a virtuous daughter-in-law. However, her pregnancy reaction was very obvious, and her belly was also very large, and at that time they thought she was pregnant with twins.

In order not to hurt the child in her belly, she didn't know how many times she refused Li Moran's request to have sex with her, and every time she was on vacation, he would make such a request, but she unceremoniously refused.

On New Year's Day that year, Li Moran returned home, this time he didn't ask her for anything, he lay on his side beside Sun Lijuan, just looked at Sun Lijuan's stomach and body through the quilt for a long time, he asked: "When is the due date?" Will I be able to catch the holidays? ”

"Well, I've just checked it, and there are probably more than twenty days left, and I may give birth before the Spring Festival." Sun Lijuan counted with her fingers, and she instructed him: "You can study with peace of mind, I have my parents at home to take care of, you don't have to remember me, it's okay." ”

He put his arms around her and gently stroked her bulging belly with his hand, and she felt so warm that her lips were pressed against his face.