Mu Xiaoyu was blocked by Sunan dialect, and he was speechless with resentment.

I nodded to Yu An'an, and the two of them left together.

It doesn't matter what the three people behind it do, none of this has anything to do with me, not at all!

When I came to the front of the car and opened the door with the car key, Yu Anan stopped me and asked, "Pei Sansan, are you depressed?" ”

I was stunned and smiled: "What do you say, seeing that I smile so brightly, how can I have depression?" ”

Yu Anan said to me very seriously: "Smile depression! You've got smiling depression, and it's pretty serious! ”

"Smiling depression? Is there still this disease in the world? With a faint smile on my face, I sat in the car: "Do psychiatrists like to figure out others like this?" Where am I like someone with depression? Are you kidding? ”

Yu An'an stared at me and said, "Smilingdepression is not a diagnostic category of mental illness – it is a pattern of how people with depression react to their condition. Rita Labeaune, a clinical psychologist in private practice at Beverly Hills, describes it as "acting happy in front of others but suffering from symptoms of depression inside". Although they seem to be smiling, they actually struggle with low emotions every day.

In the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5) in National M, the diagnostic criteria for depression include depressed mood, loss of interest and pleasure in things and activities around them! ”

"Pei Sansan...... Can you show me your medical records? Yu Anan said on my car door. I'll give you a treatment plan, trust me! ”

Sticking the key in the car, he smiled, "I'm not sick, I don't need it!" ”

"Pei Sansan!" Yu Anan said anxiously: "I treat you as a friend, you believe me, I won't tell anyone." ”

started the car and glanced at Yu An'an lightly: "You really think too much, smile and depression, I haven't heard of it, you are a psychiatrist, do you see that everyone is sick?" I don't think you should find fault with me, you can find fault with Shen Chaoxi and Mu Xiaoyu, why did one do that and the other did so with her! ”

Yu Anan retorted: "I didn't think much about it, I was secretly observing you, you were obviously very unhappy in your heart, but you could still laugh, comfort others with a smile, smile and be depressed, that is, you don't see anything on the surface, but you are pressed in your heart, waiting for a day, and it will break out." ”

I pricked up my ears and listened to Yu An'an's words, with a quiet expression: "Are you finished?" ”

Yu An'an was silent.

"That's it, I'll go first!" Stepped on the gas pedal and sped away.

The cars came and went, with no smile on his face, holding on to the steering wheel, and gnawing his fingers for a while.

Drive through the traffic, return to the florist and run to the attic.

I rummaged through the attic, but I didn't find what I was looking for, my eyes narrowed slightly, and I went downstairs and drove to Yang Lingxuan's house.

searched all the corners of Yang Lingxuan's house, but still didn't find it.

pinched his waist, looked around the room, gnawed his fingers, where is it, it's not me to put it away myself, Yang Lingxuan put it away, where will it be placed?

He couldn't throw it away, he couldn't take it home, his chest was panting heavily, and he was invisibly afraid.

No, I shook my head, I'm healed, I was healed, and suddenly I raised my eyes, safe, safe, safe.........

Run to Yang Ling's room and open the safe. I pulled out the thing, and in the innermost part, I saw the paper bag containing the medical records.

Sitting at the head of Yang Lingxuan's bed, he breathed a sigh of relief, opened the paper bag, and drew the medical record sheet, which read, Severe smiling depression patient, Pei Sansan!

The next piece of paper writes, smiling depressed patient Pei Sansan intervention treatment.

Covering his mouth, biting his lip, his whole body was shaking, and he was panting loudly.

The head is constantly echoing, I'm going to destroy it, I'm going to destroy it.

Stand up on the edge of the bed, slowly walk into the kitchen, and turn on the liquefied gas.

Draw out the sick profit, light it, look at the light and dark flames, and exhale slowly.

Relieved, none of this exists, I am Pei Sansan, and there is nothing in my life that cannot be overcome.

Fear of the night, fear of silence, sleep with the light on, fear of turning off the light, as if countless eyes were looking around, and then making fun of me.

Woke up in a daze, sat on the bed, Yang Lingxuan's bed, touched the phone, Ling Chen.

Dusk's profile picture was black, and he couldn't help it, so he sent a message: "I'm sick again!" ”

As soon as the finger was pressed and retracted, I never told Dusk that I had depression or severe depression.

No...... No...... Okay, I'm already fine, I have to take care of Yang Lingxuan, so I have to get better quickly.

deleted the text message, dialed Yang Lingxuan's number, the air conditioner was at 15 degrees, hid in the quilt, and listened to the beep on the mobile phone.

Silent thought in my heart, a... Two...... Three...... The fourth sound, Yang Lingxuan came in a thick nasal voice: "Three...... Missing your brother? ”

"Hmmm! Guess where I am? ”

There was a sound in his ears of Suo Suo lifting the quilt, "On the bed of Qin Dongli?" ”

"What nonsense!" I said unhappily, "Is it okay in your bed?" ”

"In my bed?" Yang Lingxuan didn't react for a moment: "I don't have you in bed!" ”

I laughed, "In your Huijingwan house!" ”

Yang Lingxuan suddenly said solemnly: "What's the matter?" Do you have something on your mind? ”

"What's on my mind, it's just that I miss you!"

Yang Lingxuan was silent for a moment: "Did someone bully you?" ”

"Who dares to bully me!" I grinned and said, "You don't know me, whoever dares to bully me must not tear him apart!" ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone: "Pei Sansan, I will go back the day after tomorrow, before I go back, I must take good care of myself." ”

I laughed: "What do you think, it's just that you can't sleep at night and call you, where do you think?" ”

"I wish I hadn't thought too much, Pei Sansan!" Yang Lingxuan called me: "Take good care of yourself, when I go back, if there is anything to find Qin Dongxuan, I have already entrusted him to take care of you!" ”

My heart ached suddenly, "I know, it's so verbose, it's not old enough to be seventy or eighty, it makes me very disgusted, and when I'm seventy or eighty, I'll definitely pretend not to know you." ”

"Good, good!" Yang Lingxuan said helplessly: "Three queens, you are disgusting me!" I'm going to be very sad. ”

"Yes, yes!" I said with extreme disgust: "I won't tell you, I want to recuperate, there will be a banquet the day after tomorrow, I have made money, please have a big meal!" ”

"Ten dollars for a bowl of beef noodles on the side of the road?"

"You dare to dislike it?"

"Don't dare! If you give me poison, I'll eat it with my eyes closed. ”

"Flim Flam, I won't tell you, bye!"

I'm about to hang up......

"Three, three, ......," Yang Lingxuan shouted.

"Hmmm! I'm here, you say ......"

"Take care of yourself and wait for me to go back!"

"Good!"

Tears crept in, hung up the phone, pulled the quilt, and covered his head.

Oh, yes! Yang Lingxuan picked me up from the Suzhou River, I was already in a trance, he sent me to the sanatorium, raised, talked to me every day, waited for me to get better, picked me up, I was hysterical, he hugged me tightly and comforted me.

I'm afraid that I'll have an accident, and even sleep, with me.

In my dreams, the chaotic shouting and scolding exploded in my ears, and the hospital morgue was cold and damp.

I hugged my knees, shrunk in the corner, staring blankly at the lattice where my mother's body was parked, no one came, no one asked, no one said to me, three, three, I'll take you home.

The night was spent unsteadily, and the next day, when I woke up, I had two huge panda eyes.

I drank a glass of water, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and went out in a daze.

Printed a divorce agreement, in fact, I don't have any property division with Qin Dongli, as long as he signs the divorce agreement.

Pick up the pen and sign your name, use the express delivery of the day, and hand it to the Qin family.

drove the car, went to get flowers, and went to set up the venue for Li Fei'er and her grandfather's house.

Everyone is busy, and only when they are busy can they forget all their troubles.

I'm happy, in addition to my own things, I also did what I could.

Because I need to be very tired to be able to sleep.

It was very late at night, so I didn't go back, slept in the car all night, and continued the next day.

Qin Dongli received the divorce agreement, without any information, without a phone call, I think he should sign it.

I can't fight with him at all, and I don't have any substantive role with him at all, and I can't help him in any way.

Wealthy families, they have to be the right family, and their family backgrounds are equal, otherwise, they will end up like my mother.

The banquet of the king is set at noon, perhaps the people are too old to withstand the noisy toss of the evening.

Like a princess, Li Fei'er held Shang Zhe's arm and greeted the guests.

I'm in the garden, pruning flowers and plants for Wang Lao, for free.

At twelve o'clock in the afternoon, when all the guests had arrived, Li Fei'er called me out of the garden.

I brought it into her room, took the skirt, and said to me, "Pei Sansan, hurry up and change your clothes!" ”

"I'm in a good outfit! Why change clothes? ”

Li Fei'er Monkey was anxious, "What's the matter, let you change, you hurry up and change, and you have to go to greet the guests!" ”

I asked uncertainly, "Facade?" You're not going to let me greet you with guests, are you? ”

Li Fei'er gave me an expression you understand: "Hurry up!" ”

All right!

A classic little black dress, paired with a pair of flat shoes, is actually quite small and fresh.

Li Fei'er looked at it, "Yes, it will definitely be able to cover Lin Yanmei's limelight." ”

I was shocked, Li Fei'er pulled me away, "I'm the most unaccustomed person, the people I hate are more comfortable than me, I have to make Lin Yanmei ugly today!" ”

I muttered, "Who is Lin Yanmei coming from?" ”

"Qin Dongli!" Li Fei'er blurted out: "You didn't see her arrogant appearance, the whole city of Shanghai is like dung in her eyes." ”

Qin Dongli!

Maybe he just waited for a divorce agreement, and getting the certificate was just a matter of congestion in the early morning, and he didn't react.

"Has it already arrived?" I'm actually angry, but I still have to smile, don't I?

"Just arrived! In the hall, Qin Dongli went to see my grandfather! ”

In this way, I was pulled to the hall by Li Fei'er, and Shang Zhe came over and said, "Where did you go, I won't be able to see you as soon as I slip away!" ”

Li Fei'er said coquettishly: "I'm going to find Sansan," Shang Zhe, where is Qin Dongli? ”

"In the back room! I'm talking to my grandfather! Shang Zhe replied: "There are still guests who have not arrived, don't be naughty!" ”

Li Fei'er casually took a glass of wine to me, "Sansan, today you are my invited guest, I will go to greet the guest!" ”

As soon as the words fell, Li Fei'er took Shang Zhe out.

I diminished that my sense of presence and I really didn't fit into this kind of big scene.

Perhaps, I am suitable for opening a flower shop quietly, without any venue decoration, and without receiving delivery, which is good.

Wang Lao is a national calligrapher, and his birthday is full of guests and distinguished guests.

Business, official, artists, writers, today's banquet is like a big show, all-inclusive, celebrities.

I don't fit in.

Lin Zhuofeng came with Liu Yuyue in his arms, followed by Lin Yanli.

Celebrities gather, there is always indispensable, young people from the family, all kinds of men and women, introduce each other, blind date in disguise is nothing more than that.

The high-spirited Lin Zhuofeng, talking and laughing, made tens of millions of dollars from exports, made hundreds of millions, looked at the corners of his mouth, and the nightmare of the past was passed over in his mind.

To say forgive them is false, I have always hated them, I have always hated them......

But...... It was Yang Lingxuan who asked me to let go and live my own life...... In order not to worry Yang Lingxuan, I happily made a carefree Pei Sansan!

"Pei Sansan, why did you come here?" Lin Zhuofeng was very surprised and pulled me out of meditation.

When did I get to the center of the hall?

I stepped back: "Attend the banquet, just like Mr. Lin!" ”

"Is this kind of high-class banquet for people like you to come?" Lin Yanli obviously didn't believe it, and sneered: "Pei Sansan, who are you on?" You can also come to the banquet of the old man, it seems that the people on the side are not small! ”

I laughed angrily, "Of course, if you come, I will have a way to come." ”

Lin Yanli swept around, "Your man, call over and see you!" Let Dad give you a good hand! ”

"No, Mr. Lin has every opportunity, just find a good home for you, and I won't bother him here." I couldn't help but take another step back.

Lin Yanli didn't plan to leave it at that, "I heard that my sister met a man in Milan......"

In an instant, I felt like I had been stripped naked, exposed to all eyes.

"Yanli, what are you talking about?" Lin Yanmei interrupted Lin Yanli's words.

A purple low-cut gown set off her figure.

I can't hide it.

Lin Yanli pouted: "Sister, how can I talk nonsense?" ”

I looked behind Lin Yanmei and didn't see Qin Dongli.

"Good! There are a lot of young talents over there, go check them out! Lin Yanmei said to Lin Zhuofeng elegantly and gently: "Dad, you and Yanli went over, and I have something to say to my sister." ”

Lin Zhuofeng glared at me and left, Lin Yanli smiled, "I'm really afraid of your big money, you're a bad old man!" Dad will be angry when he sees it. "Say a victor's gesture and leave.

I also looked behind Lin Yanmei, Lin Yanmei took a glass of wine, touched it lightly on my cup: "What are you looking at?" Look at Qin Dongli? ”

"No......" I retracted my eyes, "I was wondering how you can give me the spring violet?" ”

"Spring violets for you?" Lin Yanmei chuckled and stretched out her right wrist: "180 million, a poor family will never see so much money in ten lifetimes without eating or drinking, so I will give it to you casually, you are too naïve, right?" ”