Chapter 46: Traveling Alone

In the pink box, there is a cute little doll of HelloKitty.

She suddenly remembered that when she was a child, there was a girl named Meimei in the class. She proudly told everyone that she had been to Disneyland in Japan! At that time, she was so envious.

Disneyland, Snow White, Cinderella, Mermaid, are all her favorite fairy tales.

At that time, she wrote that ridiculous letter. At the time, I thought it was a love letter, and I always regarded that ridiculous letter as a love letter in my heart. However, he saw it.

...... You must be secretly laughing at me......

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"You want to take Yiyi with you when you die?"

"There are many, many places to go, let's go together!" Okay, okay?"

In Qian Yiyi's mind, the lines that he had seen and wrote back then clearly appeared. And she looked at the little doll in the box and felt a little warm in her eyes.

This time, it's not because it's uncomfortable, it's not because it's painful, it's just because of some emotion......

Is there a convention to grow up together? Yohji? In the year we've been apart, let me take some time to complete this engagement, right? May I? Yohji?

 will not go to you, will not bother you, this time, she only goes to half of the place, the remaining half of the unfinished place, and when you come back, we will finish it together?

When Qian Yiyi thought of this, when she closed her eyes, tears suddenly fell. Those tears, dripping into the little box, dripping onto Kitty's doll, drop after drop.

On the other side of the street, not far from her, Yi Pan'er stood behind the crowd wearing a hat.

 She looked at Qian Yiyi on the other end, the thin figure in front of the window, she lowered her head, so that people could not see the expression clearly. But at this moment, his eyes caught the tears that were dripping from her.

Yi Pan'er stood there stunned, motionless, and suddenly unresponsive.

What kind of thing is it to love someone......

Isn't loving someone selfish possession?

But ...... But why...... What she saw before her eyes seemed to be different from what she had realized before......

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Chapter 216: I'll Hate Him

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Qian Yiyi stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears crisscrossing her face, she raised her head, took a step, and continued to walk forward. The small pink box in his hand was carefully put into his bag.

After going to the cinema and watching the movie with Pan'er, she had to think about completing the half of the agreement.

Go to the bank first to see, your own savings are enough to travel to those countries! Passports are no problem! It's a good thing to be in Italy for so long, but to get an international passport!

 Thinking of Italy, I don't know how Xiao Yu is doing recently!

His Royal Highness, it seems that his attitude towards Xiao Yu has always been unusual! Otherwise, she wouldn't have been left alone to be his secretary for five years, but Xiao Yu's appearance is indeed too mysterious.

But even His Highness did not send anyone to investigate her details, and it was obvious that His Highness was quite interested in her.

Qian Yiyi thought, raised his head, and looked ahead. At this moment, a faint smile has risen at the corner of her mouth, Tianai already has a beloved, Pan'er has Pei Huan, Xiao Yu should also have a home!

And herself, hasn't she always had Yohji by her side?

Looking up at the blue sky, it is incredibly blue. Yohji, it's Christmas, did you think of me there? What are you doing? How are you doing?

...... I miss you......

"Yiyi! At this time, someone behind him suddenly shouted.

She turned her head in a panic, followed the voice, and saw Yi Pan'er standing not far from her, smiling at her. The aqua blue hair was all coiled into the hat, and it didn't feel obtrusive.

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Qian Yiyi turned around and smiled at Yi Pan'er not far away. The two seemed to have a tacit understanding, and Yi Pan'er also showed a smile at the same moment, as bright as the sun.

"Yiyi! Yi Pan'er shouted her name and ran towards her.

 Suddenly hugged her in her arms, two girls, two equally cute girls, hugged each other in the crowded street. No one will notice, and no one will notice.

Passers-by only think that they are friends or sisters, but only they know that the feelings that fill each other's hearts at the moment are growing rapidly.

Some feelings do not become strong or thin because of the length of time they have met, and many things are growing for a long time, like grass growing in the cracks of the wall, tenacious.

"Yiyi! Let's go to the cinema! The movie is about to begin! Yi Pan'er let go of her hand and hugged her arm affectionately again.

Qian Yiyi said "En", but didn't ask her more why she suddenly appeared here.

I have always known that the reason why she will accompany her may be because of Pei Huan! Is Pei Huan afraid that she will be lonely, so let her accompany her? Or rather, is it a messenger sent by Yoshi?

Do you know?

My loneliness is because I miss you.

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 6 o'clock in the evening.

The night is already dark, and Taipei is a little cold in winter. The streets are bustling with activity, and the spirit of Christmas is in full swing. Those neon lights shine brightly, shining on the smiles on people's faces.

The movie has ended, and people have come out of the cinema one after another.

"This movie is really touching! A girl walked out of the movie theater crying with her boyfriend's hand around her hand. And she obviously couldn't get out of the plot and was excited.

The boyfriend hurriedly reassured, "Okay! Don't cry! This is a movie! ”

"How can there be such a good man!" I was terminally ill, and in the end I lied to the heroine that I was in love with someone else and asked her to leave her. And in the end, he died! ”

The girl's eyes were so red that she bit her lip and said, "But the heroine didn't know the truth until three years later!" After three years of separation, they actually met in front of the grave. ”

"It's so pitiful! She said, leaning her head into her boyfriend's arms.

Her boyfriend put his arm around her shoulders and sighed, "This is all a play!" How could there be such a thing in the world! All right! Don't cry! I won't take you to watch this kind of tragic movie in the future! ”

"Don't ...... It's really impressive......"

"Good, good! See you later! ”

"Don't ...... I can't stand ......"

"You ......"

Behind this pair of lovers, Qian Yiyi and Yi Paner looked at each other and smiled. And in their eyes, there seemed to be some throbbing. But it's just a movie, how can it be in real life?

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The two walked out of the cinema side by side and breathed in the oncoming fresh air.

Yi Paner turned her head to look at Qian Yiyi beside her, and whispered, "This movie just now is really touching!" How could such a thing be? ”

"Yes! Qian Yiyi nodded, looking up at the sky a little bored.

"Although the plot is a little vulgar, it really earns tears. That actor would do such a thing, good man! Three years later, the heroine went to his grave! ”

Yi Pan'er suddenly stopped and asked curiously, "Yiyi!" You said that the heroine was in front of his grave, what did she feel in her heart? ”

"If I were that heroine, I would cry to death!" Know such a truth! As she spoke, she turned her head to look at Qian Yiyi, waiting for her response.

Qian Yiyi also stopped, but she didn't look back. And her voice, at this moment, actually sounded a little cold, with some stubbornness, and resoluteness, so clearly floating in the air.

"If it were me, I would hate him!" I will! ”

"......" Yi Paner was stunned for a moment and did not speak.

Qian Yiyi turned her head at this time, and a smile appeared on Qingling's face, but there was a strange feeling.

She blinked her eyes and said slowly, "Because I love him too much, I will definitely hate him!" Even if he is going to die, he should let me accompany him until the last second! ”

"Even if he knows that he will be sad and painful, he will cry until he can't do it, but the last person who accompanies him should be me!" ”

Yi Paner was completely stunned, and was amazed by her beauty for a while.

Love may not be eternal......

But in a limited time, please let me, who loves you deeply, accompany you......

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Chapter 217: Hope Lost

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United States.

New York Central Hospital.

In the first-class ward area of the inpatient building, Sankailin walked in the corridor with a small Christmas tree. Stopping at the door of a hospital room, she knocked on the half-open door before entering.

In the ward, Xi Yaosi was half-leaning against the window, and he had cut off his shoulder-length hair. Because of chemotherapy, I felt irritable when I saw my hair falling out every day, so I simply shaved my hair and poured it clean.

Hearing a knock on the door, he turned his head and saw Sankailin standing at the door, his eyes looked away from her face, and he also saw her holding a small Christmas tree in her hand.

The small Christmas tree is full of cute decorations and even small socks.

Xi Yaosi suddenly thought of when he was a child, Qian Yiyi always liked to drag him to the street.

The Santa Claus on the street will distribute gifts to the children, and he will receive small socks with strawberry patterns. Qian Yiyi clamored for him to give her strawberry socks, but he refused to give them to her.

I love to see her naughty smiling face and cute appearance.

He came back to his senses in surprise and realized that today was December 25th, Christmas. The time difference between the United States and Taipei is more than ten hours, and now Taipei should be around 6 o'clock in the evening!

Money Yiyi! Are you shopping right now? Ever go down the street and ask Santa Claus for a present?

If you spend a holiday in Taipei alone, will you be lonely? There is no company for you!

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"Yoshi! It's Christmas! Look at this Christmas tree! Is it good-looking? Sankelin walked into the room, placed the little Christmas tree on the table, and reached out to play with it.

Yesterday, she called her dad and asked him about bone marrow.

Dad mentioned on the phone that he had found someone with the same blood type as Yaoji, but he was still sending someone to find that person. But just now, my father called.

"Kaylin! Father...... Is dad bad...... If Dad had found out a month earlier, it wouldn't have been like this! O Kaylin! That man...... The man is dead...... The bodies were cremated......

Thinking that the only hope was lost, Sang Kailin's heart was sullen, and the movements of her hands stopped.

At this moment, she stood beside Yoshi, accompanied him for 20 days, watching him receive treatment in pain every day, waiting for the hope of survival, and her heart was uncomfortable and distressed.

Why, in the end, the ending is like this?

Why can't I find bone marrow, why is it so difficult to find in this world......

Xi Yaosi said softly, seeing her stiff body, and the appearance of lowering her head and stuffing her head, she suddenly felt an ominous feeling. With some emotion, after thinking for a while, I decided to speak.

"Kailin! Father...... Did I call you? ”

The person with the same blood type as him, has he been found? He had been anxious to find out, and for twenty days he had been looking forward to the results every day.

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When Sankailin heard his question, she was stunned again, looking at the Christmas tree in front of her, and suddenly lost her sight. And she had lowered her head to the point where she couldn't lower any longer, not knowing how to answer.

She really can't speak, she can't speak, how can she tell? Tell Yohji that the man is dead? And his only hope is about to be dashed?

Seeing her actions and hesitation, Xi Yaoji already had the answer in his heart. He suddenly felt a tightness in his chest, and he was a little speechless for a moment. He looked back again and looked out the window.

"Daddy hasn't called you yet!" Then I'll have to wait hard! He said lightly, but there was no smile on his face.

"Yao Si ......" Sang Kailin raised her head at this time, she looked at his tall back, but felt lonely. In this loneliness, because of the gradual passage of life, it slowly grows.

She tried her best to restrain her emotions and pretended to be okay and said, "Yoshi! It's okay, Dad said he's still looking for that guy! You'll need to be treated, because you might find it right away! ”

"Then you can change the bone marrow, so you have to work hard!" ”

As she spoke, she found that she was a little weak.

"I know...... I know! I'll try to treat! It's Christmas, can you buy me a pudding in the evening? As he spoke, he pulled out a tissue and wiped the blood from under his nose.

"Pudding? But the doctor said......" Sankelin thought of the doctor's instructions, and immediately frowned.

He interrupted her and said softly, "Don't take it as an example!" Just this once! Good no good? ”

"Good ......" she didn't think about it, and blurted out directly. How can you bear to refuse? His request, she could not refuse him. And during these twenty days of painful treatment, he didn't even say a word of pain.

There is nothing she can do, many times, she will think that the person who accompanies him does not seem to be her......

 My own power is too small......

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There was a sudden knock on the door of the room.

The nurse stood outside the door, nodded to the two people in the room, and said with a smile, "Mr. Xi Yaosi! Today's treatment begins! Please come with me! ”

"Huh? Good! Sankaline informed.

Xi Yaosi looked at the blue sky, and her smiling face appeared in her eyes. finally turned around, but he was a little reluctant.

Who would know that he doesn't really like to eat pudding, just because there is a child who says she loves pudding the most. Keeping her love, sometimes she will call for a pudding for no reason, even if she doesn't eat it.

Xi Yaosi walked outside the ward, and when he passed by Sang Kailin, he sighed and said, "Kailin, thank you!" ”

 I should thank this woman for being by my side. And her stance and her forbearance moved him. Although, although he will not be able to repay her for the rest of his life......

Sang Kailin watched Xi Yaosi walk out of the ward, and did not move for half a minute, nor did he say the first half of a sentence.

She couldn't speak, she was afraid that she couldn't help crying as soon as she spoke.

Yes