The winter wind was ringing in my ears, and I ran barefoot outside the community.

There is only the sound of the wind in the world, and the only sound in the world is Pei Yining's voice in my ears.

I didn't care about anything and rushed to the road, just wanting to get rid of Pei Yining's voice.

Until a car rushed by, I stood stupidly in the middle of the road, stunned and let the car arrive, without dodging at all.

His arm was heavy, and he was pulled by someone, and he fell into the man's arms.

With tears on his face, he looked at the person who saved me, turned into a mother, and cried: "You are all dead, why don't you let me go?" You're all dead, cruel to death, why are you so cruel to me? Hysterical shouting.

My mother suddenly became very gentle, hugged me and whispered, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over!" I'm here, I'm here! I will always be there for you and be with you! ”

The sudden warmth made me grasp her hand like a life-saving straw, clenching her hand tightly, crying: "Why do you want to leave me, don't take me away, why let me face everyone alone, why?" ”

She patted me more and more carefully: "No, no, never, never, you believe me, three!" ”

Buried in her arms and weeping bitterly, crying so much that she couldn't help herself, she was as gentle with me as she was when she was not sick.

Until I fell asleep in her arms, she was as gentle as ever.

A dream went back to the past, was awakened by the gentle sound of the Buddha, opened his eyes, got up straight, lifted the quilt, for the previous events, the memory is not deep, changed clothes, this is Qin Dongli's home, how can I go back to Qin Dongli's house?

Put on slippers and get out of bed, gently open the door, and a man's voice came: "Mr. Qin, in the early stage of Mrs. Qin's paranoia, if she is emotionally unstable, no one can predict what she will do." ”

"Is there only one way to do it?" Qin Dongli asked, "Is there any other gentle way!" ”

The man replied: "Yes, Mrs. Qin herself still has smiling depression, this depression should be caused by a long-term lack of care when she was a child, judging from her medical records, which led to the constant indoctrination of herself in psychology, she is very good, very good thoughts." ”

"If you want to cure it, it depends on herself, but one thing worth exploring is that her heart is very strong, and the faith in her heart is very strong, supporting her to make her look like a normal person!"

Qin Dongli was silent for a moment: "If you find the source of her fear and quote it, will it be cured?" ”

The man smiled slightly: "It may also be counterproductive, she can't control her emotions well and may commit suicide!" ”

Qin Dongli was silent for a long time before he said, "Is there no other way?" ”

The man was just about to speak, but his eyes were raised, he stopped at me, stopped talking, and said to me: "Hello, Mrs. Qin, I am your psychiatrist, Jiang Han!" ”

I tilted my head and asked, "Jiang Han?" Professor of the Department of Psychology of Tongda University, a well-known psychologist in Shanghai and even in China, Jiang Han! ”

Jiang Han was stunned for a moment, and generously admitted, "Yes, I didn't expect Mrs. Qin to also hear about me, and I was flattered!" ”

I walked over slowly, Qin Dongli got up and said, "Doctor Jiang, I'll contact you again at this end today!" ”

"Okay!" Jiang Han smiled at me: "Mrs. Qin, we'll see you next time!" ”

"Wait!" I stopped Jiang Han, came to Qin Dongli, and leaned over to take Qin Dongli's cup.

Qin Dongli helped me stroke my hand: "The water is cold, I'll change a glass for you!" ”

"No!" I looked at Jiang Han and smiled: "Anyway, it's not me who drinks!" Stretched out his hand and threw it at Jiang Han.

Jiang Han, whose face was full of water, wiped his face with his hand in astonishment, shook off the water in his hand, and asked me, "Can I know why?" ”

Qin Dongli frowned and asked, "Can you give me an explanation?" ”

I slammed the cup to the ground and sneered, "Explain? Qin Dongli, what are you doing so anxious to let people know my medical records? Your property was taken back by you before it was notarized, and now you have found such a psychiatrist with different hearts and mouths to see me, what kind of heart do you have? ”

Qin Dongli looked at the broken cup: "I don't understand what you mean, you are indeed sick, and you really need to see it!" ”

Jiang Han looked at me and said, "Mrs. Qin, I'm sure I don't have anything to do with you, where do you start?" ”

"Where to start?" I moved my foot and said, "Dr. Jiang, how did you come to be famous all over the world?" When you became a professor of psychology at Tong University, what kind of paper did you get for an interview? If you don't want people to know, you can't do it unless you do! ”

Jiang Han smiled: "I am a psychiatrist, I treat a patient well, and I have to share her case with the world, besides, I have treated so many people, not everyone can remember it clearly!" ”

"Can't remember clearly?" I turned my head and asked Qin Dongli: "What qualifications do you have, take my medical records to others, and return them to this kind of person, if you want me to die, you don't have to do it yourself, hand me over to this kind of person, at most a month, I have to die!" ”

Qin Dongli was so smart, and quickly, he understood the center of the matter and asked me, "Do you know Doctor Jiang?" He's a psychiatrist, who has he ever seen? ”

Jiang Han didn't seem to care about what Qin Dongli asked me, and said with a faint expression: "Mrs. Qin, you are emotionally unstable now, what you say and what you do are also unstable, as your psychiatrist, I understand your current mentality, I understand your current emotions, and you are in a hurry to vent your excuse!" ”

"Mr. Qin, I'm going to leave first, I'll take Mrs. Qin's medical records to study, and we'll discuss the specific plan!"

"No way!" I directly stretched out my hand to stop Jiang Han, "You are not allowed to take my medical records, you are not worthy, a psychiatrist like you has no medical ethics at all!" ”

Jiang Han looked at me, "Mrs. Qin, you are very resistant to me, can I know why?" Could it be that I'm treating too many people? Mrs. Qin thinks I'll be confused? Treat you like everyone else? ”

I sneered, "Jiang Han, I know what I am doing in my heart, things have changed, I don't want to look for you, you don't want to take my medical records, even if I die, depression and suicide, I don't need your treatment, and I don't need you to treat me." ”

Jiang Han stared at me, completely ignoring Qin Dongxuan, without asking, and said bluntly: "You are afraid of me in your heart, you are afraid that I will find out the secret hidden in your heart!" You don't want to be treated, in fact, you are afraid that others will dig up the secrets in your heart, right? ”

"Don't question me so blatantly!" I said to Shang Jiang Han, and the fierce light was revealed: "I know better than you what kind of cases you like and what kind of people you like to operate!" ”

Qin Dongli looked at me silently from the side, I don't know what he was thinking, I don't know if he was trying to know the truth from my conversation with him by conniving at Jiang Han like this.

I don't understand Qin Dongli anymore, he is sometimes gloomy and terrible, sometimes very gentle and sinky, no matter what he is, it is extremely dangerous and fatal for me.

Jiang Han cautiously glanced at Qin Dongli at this time, and saw that Qin Dongli was silent, with a leisurely expression: "It seems that Mrs. Qin must have misunderstood me." As the saying goes, rumors in the rivers and lakes are not credible, some people are the rivers and lakes, and the rivers and lakes are battles, Mrs. Qin, you should know that there are people in this world who don't want to see you hello, it is a common thing, and it is possible that I am splashed with dirty water. ”

Want to clear up the relationship so soon?

Have you forgotten what you used to do so quickly?

I sneered: "Put my medical records down, I am not the object of your research, and I will not be the object of your research, let you treat me as a monkey, and let you study me like a guinea pig." ”

Jiang Han's eyes seemed to see the essence of people, and he became gloomy: "Mrs. Qin, I was hired by Mr. Qin, everything will be based on Mr. Qin, I am afraid it will be difficult to do your requirements!" ”

Take Qin Dongli to press me?

"Who is Mrs. Qin?" I said coldly: "Jiang Han, I'm just depressed, you also said that I am no different from a normal person, now you are violating my privacy, trying to use me as a guinea pig to do experiments, I have the ability to question you today, I must know what you have done, it is not difficult to get evidence, are you sure you want to fight with me?" ”

Jiang Han frowned, as if he was thinking about what I meant.

At this time, Qin Dongli reached out and grabbed my shoulder, "Doctor Jiang, suspend the discussion of my wife's condition!" ”

When Jiang Han heard this, he blurted out: "Why! Mr. Qin, Mrs. Qin's illness is very serious, she is now paranoia plus smiling depression, or is it severe, such a case is rare! ”

Qin Dongli's face changed slightly, "Doctor Jiang, I hired you from my wife's illness, not to make you think that my wife's medical case is very rare!" ”

Jiang Han was stunned for a moment and cleared his throat: "Mr. Qin, Mrs. Qin's condition is serious and needs to be treated as soon as possible, Mr. Qin didn't believe what a patient said and really felt that she didn't need treatment!" ”

Qin Dongli's face was a little unkind: "Thank you Dr. Jiang for reminding me, my wife needs to rest now, Dr. Jiang, please!" ”

Jiang Han leaned over to get my medical records, but Qin Dongli stopped him: "Doctor Jiang, I will let Assistant Xiao contact you, my wife is emotionally unstable, and I don't want any external factors to affect her mood again." ”

Jiang Han narrowed his eyes, "Okay, Mr. Qin, I will go back and formulate a few intervention treatment plans, Mrs. Qin must have misunderstood me quite a lot!" ”

"Walk slowly!" Qin Dongli said.

Jiang Han glanced at me before leaving, "Mrs. Qin, I hope that the next time we meet, there will be no misunderstanding." ”

"There will be no next time!" I said indifferently: "Get out of my place!" ”

Jiang Han took his bag and left with a smile with Qin Dongli.

Seeing Jiang Han leaving, I took Qin Dongli's hand on my shoulder and sat down next to him, "Let's talk, Qin Dongli!" ”

Qin Dongli glanced down at me, sighed, and went into the house to get a blanket to cover my lap, "Business, or private!" ”

"Do you want me to die?"

Qin Dongli was stunned, "Why do you say this, you know, I want you to be good more than anyone else, you are Mrs. Qin, the woman who will accompany me for a lifetime!" ”

I was a little excited, "You don't want me to die, you find Jiang Han to come over and treat me, do you know how Jiang Han's bastard did to Yang Lingxuan?" ”

Jiang Hantong University's youngest professor, 35 this year, his famous dissertation is how to put death in the afterlife, simply put, his intervention treatment plan is to first make the patient's heart collapse, and then re-establish the psychological defense.

Qin Dongli shook his head and stared at me, "I don't know, if you don't like it, you can change it, of course you want to like Yu An'an, I can also arrange a special plane to pick her up!" ”

"I don't like anyone!" I said to Qin Dongli, "Do you think it's funny to play with me?" One set in front of people, one set in the back, aren't you tired? ”

Qin Dongli blinked for a moment, and said in a deep voice: "Do you mean property?" Indeed, I think you are very emotional now, and it is not suitable to be in charge of a large amount of property, He Jinrong's return will affect Yang Lingxuan's judgment, Yang Lingxuan will affect your normal judgment ability, I never think that your depression is a disease! ”

"I give you freedom, be your strong backing, I just want you to live your own life, but you always make a mess of things, things that are obviously easy to solve, will always make a big detour, and then solve them, if you put the determination to solve things, like the budget you do, you can't lose anything more than anything!"

Making a mess of things?

What did I mess up with?

Why can't I understand what Qin Dongli said?

"Give you 500 million euros, as long as you guard against He Jinrong, the circle of rich people, Yang Lingxuan and He Jinrong's matter is not a secret, what kind of goods He Jinrong is, and it is not a secret, Yang Lingxuan invests in real estate with him, in the final analysis, it is just to make a wedding dress for others, if you blindly stop you, you will have a rebellious mentality! So 500 million euros is just for you to invest! ”

It was only after half a sound that I found my voice and said: "After all, you are playing with me, and then talking about yourself so magnificently, you say that you love me, but you are in and out of line with Lin Yanmei, you say to give me freedom, you are letting everyone hurt me, if this is your Qin Dongxuan's love, your love is really cheap!" ”

Qin Dongli didn't have a brain anger, nor did he deny what I said, he just said, "If you don't go crazy, you can't live, your depression needs to be opened in the atrium to be better treated, even if it is bloody, I don't have a choice, you don't have a choice, I won't let you stay depressed!" ”

It's really nice to say, my mother also said that she would accompany me for the rest of her life, and she would not leave, and he himself said that he would protect me, and now let me peel it off, and then let me sprinkle salt on the wound and rub it, I don't have such a strong heart, I can't do such a powerful thing.

I smiled, and the wind was swelling: "And then ...... How are you getting results so far? Did I achieve the results you wanted? ”

Qin Dongli shook his head and sighed, "You still don't eat oil and salt, but I like the way you look radiant and your eyes are shining, so in order for you to return to this state, I have to force you!" ”

"Bang bang bang!" I stretched out my hand and slapped my face: "What an infatuated speech, Qin Dongli, you are not only a successful entrepreneur, but also a speaker, when the Qin family falls, you will not starve to death if you go to speak!" ”

Qin Dongli raised his eyebrows: "Very good, the idea is very good, I can consider it, and ask Mrs. Qin to carry my bag for me when the time comes!" ”

"Get out!" I said angrily and funny: "No matter what you say, I won't waver, Qin Dongli, you have played with me several times, I'm fed up, I don't care what He Jinrong will do, but ...... If he hurts Yang Lingxuan, I decide that I won't let him go! ”

Qin Dongxuan's eyes were deep, "It turns out that all the roots are in Yang Lingxuan, is it that he is gone, you will rise up and not run away!" ”

An affirmative, not a question, I was immediately wary, "What do you mean?" ”

Qin Dongli squinted his eyes, "What are you nervous about?" I won't be stupid enough to destroy Yang Lingxuan and make you hate me! ”

Almost imperceptibly relieved, "You once said that if I begged you and asked you for help, you would help me, right?" ”

When Qin Dongli heard my words, he was a little playful, "I forgot, I forgot to say this sentence for too long, besides, you didn't abide by the rules of the game, I remember, before you left yesterday, you let you rest at home, and you still went to Wenjing Venture Capital despite your physical discomfort!" ”

I subconsciously touched my stomach nervously, and it was only two days after the miscarriage, so I didn't want to go out......

Qin Dongxuan's squinted eyes became more and more cold as I moved: "Actually, I can lock you up at home, raise you, and no one will let you see you, I haven't tried it in captivity, I won't get tired of you!" ”

"Poof!" After a while, I got up and the blanket fell to the ground: "Qin Dongli, you are crazy, I have a nervous disorder, and you are not lightly ill!" ”

Qin Dongli sat still and looked at me playfully, "It's good to know, you shouldn't come to provoke me, provoke, I decided, don't even think about running!" ”

Neurotic, who provoked him?

"I can do without any woman other than you, but you must be mine, and even if you have a mental breakdown, you must be mine." Qin Dongli swore an oath, "Mrs. Qin, can you understand what I said?" ”

The whole body trembled, and sure enough, he knew that I had no children, he pretended not to know, he didn't care about anything, the property was just a warning he gave me, he was warning me, I was holding it in his hands no matter what, no matter what I became, he loved it!

What is this view of love? I don't think I have any merit worthy of such paranoia for a man.

Now I am a little compromised: "Qin Dongxuan, if you drive He Jinrong out of Yang Lingxuan's side, I will come to your side, and I won't go anywhere!" ”

"Impossible!" Qin Dongxuan directly rejected me and said: "You said that I am also sick, Yang Lingxuan's illness seems to be more serious than mine, all diseases have to be cured by themselves, Yang Lingxuan's cause is He Jinrong, only He Jinrong is here, he can be better!" ”

"As for your illness, Jiang Han said, the root cause is when I was a child, I want to know, what happened when you didn't communicate with me when you were 16 to 18 years old!"

Bang Dang! A string broke in his heart, his hands and feet were cold, and he avoided bending down to pick up the blanket: "I don't need your help, I can guard Yang Lingxuan, He Jinrong can't hurt Yang Lingxuan anymore!" ”

Qin Dongliang's cold voice came, "Pei Sansan, when did you escape?" ”

"No escape, I don't need you, I don't need it, it's enough for me to have Yang Lingxuan!"

I was at a loss, I was 16 to 18 years old, those two years were nightmares, how can I remember?

How do I peel open the wound?

Qin Dongli didn't intend to let me go, "You need me, Mrs. Qin, I am the only one in this world who is ruthless, let you peel off the wounds, and let you face the past!" Yang Lingxuan just blindly indulges you, you can't get better at all with him! ”

"I can say no!" I cut it off and said: "From today on, I refuse all your help, you don't have to love me, you don't have to be obsessed, save the energy spent on me, it's no problem for you to rebuild and play, so you don't have to be me!" ”

Qin Donglian's whole body was full of breath, and he stood up, 180 people, full of aggression, "Pei Sansan, I have to be you, even if I die, you are still Mrs. Qin!" ”

"Neurotic!" I wanted to push him away, but Qin Dongli grabbed my hand and wrapped me in his arms, "Mrs. Qin, I almost lost you last night, I told myself that it is urgent to cure your illness, but where to start, you should know!" ”

I struggled to resist, "I don't know, and I don't want to know, Qin Donglian, don't force me!" ”

Qin Dongli asked me to struggle, clenched my arms, and said in a cold voice: "Don't run away, you've been running away for five years, Pei Sansan, you can't run away anymore, you don't like Jiang Han, it's okay, I can do it to you myself!" If you are forced to death by me, I will accompany you with myself! ”

Take yourself with me?

Fate?

I said loudly, "Are you insane? I don't need it, I don't need it, I don't need anything, your life, I don't want it, my life is my own! ”

Qin Dongli's arm was like an iron plier, firmly clamping me: "I know your pain, I know you escape, but you have to face things in life, you have to face everything, you have to face all this yourself!" ”

I struggled and collapsed in his arms, "Qin Donglian, will you let me go?" We've never had any intersection in front of us! ”

I always wonder why he has to be me, if together with the feelings when I was a child, I and him are just one side, even if it is online, across a screen, how can it be easy to fall in love with the person behind the screen.

Qin Dongli was cruel and gentle: "It's already intersected, how can it be that nothing happened in front of it?" Mrs. Qin's self-deception is not cute, okay? ”

"None of us can go back, we can only look forward, we can only torture ourselves and cheer ourselves up!"

I never knew how cruel a person could be, does Qin Dongli love me?

He is like Jiang Han when he forced Yang Lingxuan, leaving him to die and then reborn, but unfortunately there has never been such a thing as afterlife, all things are just appearances, but in fact, they don't exist at all.

In the end, the condition will only get worse and worse, the nerves will reach a critical point, and there is no choice but to destroy yourself by suicide.

I really want to ask him loudly, why are you so cruel, there are so many people in the world, why are you on the bar with me? What are my merits that are worth your shoulders?

But I didn't ask, and let Qin Dongli hold me.

In fact, I also covet the tenderness in his arms, what I want is very simple, but he wants to give me complications and cure my illness, how can it be done overnight?

Smiling depression, beautiful names often contain great poison!