I'm really afraid that Fu Yeqing will say something at this time, so I rushed in front of Fu Yeqing and said, "It's my fault, my aunt was hurt by me, I'm sorry." ”

Hearing this, Uncle Shen looked shocked: "What did you say?" Meifang really hurt you to the hospital? An An, our Huo family is sorry for you, you ...... Ay. ”

Uncle Huo was very sad, sighed heavily, covered his heart with his hand, Huo Sicheng said worriedly: "Dad, what's wrong with you." ”

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I kept bowing and saying I'm sorry, I really don't know what else to say at this moment except for this pale sentence, my voice was choked and almost couldn't make a sound, Fu Yeqing frowned and shouted at me, but he didn't stop me anymore.

Uncle Huo closed his eyes, waved his hand, and before he could speak, the door of the operating room suddenly opened, and the doctor took off his mask and walked out of it. ”

The doctor said: "The patient is out of danger now, but after all, he is old and needs to be hospitalized for a period of time. ”

Hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief and felt even more guilty in my heart, Huo's mother was pushed out of the operating room, Huo Sicheng and Uncle Huo followed to the ward, and I immediately followed, and when I arrived at the door of the ward, Huo Sicheng stopped, and said in a light tone: "Sister An'an, at this time, you better avoid it first, and please help inform my brother, thank you." ”

Dropping this kind sentence, Huo Sicheng had already entered the ward, looking at the closed door, I burst into tears, but I have no right to blame anyone, all this is my own fault.

Although I don't know where Simu is, I know that there is someone who definitely knows, which is why Huo Sicheng asked me to contact Simu, they can't find it, only me.

I shuddered and took out my mobile phone to dial Yao Lime's number, and I had a lawsuit with Yao Lime before, and this number was all saved.

The phone was connected, and Yao Qingling knew that I was looking for Simu, so she didn't beat around the bush, and said directly: "Miss Chu, Senior Brother Huo said that he doesn't want to see anyone now, and he will talk about anything when he goes back." ”

I held my phone and said, "Miss Yao, you told Simu that his mother was in the hospital, and he must come to the hospital." ”

The other end was silent for a while, and the person who spoke up again was Simu, who asked urgently on the phone: "An An, how is my mother?" In which hospital? ”

I reported the address of the hospital, hung up the phone, I stood in the corridor and waited for Simu, in fact, I was afraid, afraid to face Simu, but I couldn't just leave, I was the culprit of all this.

I sat down on the chair next to me, covering my face with my hands, my heart was uncomfortable, I asked myself in my heart, Chu An, what have you done, what have you done when you come back in addition to making others unhappy and harming others.

After sitting for a while, I felt that there was one more person in front of me, I knew it was Fu Yeqing without looking at it, thinking that I would come over later, Fu Yeqing should not appear here, I took my hand off my face and said, "Fu Yeqing, you go back." ”

"An An ......" Fu Yeqing also knew that he was not suitable to appear at this moment, and I would not leave, so he only said in the end: "I'll wait for you in the car." And he left.

Fu Yeqing left for about twenty minutes, and Simu came over in a hurry, I don't know how Simu spent the past few days, his beard was not shaved, he looked very decadent, and there was a strong smell of alcohol on his body.

"An An, how is my mother?"

I got up from the chair and looked at this decadent man for me, with Huo Mu lying injured because of me, and in front of me was Simu with a look of self-abandonment, at that moment, I realized that I had done something wrong, from the beginning, I was wrong.

I shouldn't have agreed to Simu's engagement in the first place, and I shouldn't have given him hope or even provoked him when I knew I couldn't fully give my body and mind to Simu.

Huo's mother is right, I am ruining Simu, unconsciously, decades of dependence, and Simu have known each other for decades, I have long been unable to distinguish whether it is a lot of friends, a strong sense of confidant, or that guilt, let me follow Simu step by step to this day.

I took a deep breath, and from that moment on, I made a decision to leave Simu, and if I can't afford to give the other person what I want, please stay away and give him a chance to meet something better.

"My aunt is inside, and she's out of danger."

When I said this, I didn't have the courage to go to see Simu at all, and as soon as the words fell, Huo Sicheng came out of the ward, saw Simu, and said hurriedly: "Brother, Mom has woken up and is about to see you." ”

Simu immediately rushed into the ward, Huo Sicheng also followed, in the corridor, in the end, I was the only one left, empty, listening to Huo's mother wake up, I knew that I could no longer stay here, and I was not qualified to stay here, so I walked out of the hospital step by step.

Fu Yeqing was really waiting for me in the car, and when he saw me come out, he immediately extinguished the cigarette in his hand and got out of the car, I walked in a straight direction, and didn't want to go in the direction of Fu Yeqing, he walked over quickly and took my hand: "An An, where are you going?" ”

Where to go?

I don't know, there was Fu Yeqing before, everywhere is home, and then there is Simu, I don't have to be afraid, I can act recklessly, no matter where I am, I can be taken care of by him, I have always thought that I have grown up, I don't need to rely on anyone, looking back, in fact, I have never been free from the protection of Simu.

I was like a child who kept muttering to his parents about independence, but in fact he was always under their protection.

I turned my head to look at Fu Yeqing, and suddenly pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled: "Where else can I go, there is nowhere to go." ”

My home is gone, Simu doesn't belong to me, I have nowhere to go.

Facing me who was frustrated, Fu Yeqing had a touch of pity in his eyes, grabbed my hand tightly, and led me to the direction of the park: "Follow me, where there is me in the future, there will be you." ”

What a beautiful love sentence.

Do men don't need money when they talk about love?

At this moment, I don't want to think about what kind of love and hate relationship I have with Fu Yeqing, or ask him what the meaning of this sentence is.

Seeing him grab my hand, I smiled self-deprecatingly and withdrew my hand: "Fu Yeqing, if there is a place for me in the future, there can't be you." ”

It's been four years, time flies so fast, in the blink of an eye, it's been four years, and I haven't lived like myself at all in the past four years, hating, loving, guilty, tormented, entangled, where is this still me.

I feel like I'm really going crazy with these mixed emotions, and even if I'm not crazy at the moment, I'll go crazy sooner or later.

My tone was very calm, and after dropping this sentence, I turned around and walked towards the door, and the neon lights of Rongcheng had already changed beyond recognition.

It is said that an empty city will bury a person, but in this city in my heart, there is a surviving person buried.

Fu Yeqing didn't catch up, I walked to the door and stopped a car, reported the location of the villa, after getting into the car, I lay on my back on the seat, looking at the pedestrian vehicles coming and going, the driver may see that I was not in a good mood, and picked me up at the door of the hospital, and asked: "Miss is a native of Rongcheng." ”

I wasn't much interested, but as a courtesy, I replied softly, "Hmm." ”

"Many things in this world are predestined, so let's look a little away."

It's all destined, perhaps, the reincarnation of cause and effect, what the previous generation planted, what kind of effect the next generation will get.

When I returned to the villa, it was already ten o'clock, and Sister-in-law Liu saw that my face was not good, and wanted to come up and care about it, but I had already gone upstairs, went back to the room and took out a suitcase, and packed a few clothes.

Sister-in-law Liu came up and saw that I was packing my things, and said in surprise: "Miss Chu, it's a big night, what are you doing packing up?" ”

I took out my clothes from the closet and said, "Sister-in-law Liu, you don't have to worry about me, go and rest." ”

"Miss Chu, how can you ignore this Sister-in-law Liu, tell Sister-in-law Liu, are you angry with Mr. Miss Chu, if you think twice, don't be impulsive, you are still pregnant with a child, where to go in the middle of the night, no, I will go to Mr. ”

I didn't stop Sister-in-law Liu, because I knew she couldn't find Simu at all.

The things in this room were all bought by Simu, I only brought some clothes, and I didn't take anything else, holding the luggage rail, I looked around the room, and finally decided to take out a piece of paper and leave a few words for Simu, and typed an IOU, which I owe Simu.

After doing this, I went downstairs with my luggage, Sister-in-law Liu couldn't contact Simu, seeing that I insisted on leaving, she dissuaded me: "Miss Chu, why do you say that you will leave, let's talk about it tomorrow, it's so late now, you go back to rest first, okay, listen to Sister-in-law Liu's advice." ”

I smiled and glanced around the house, unconsciously I have lived in it for more than half a year, I said: "Sister-in-law Liu, don't stop me, I know what I am doing, I don't bet on my husband, there are some things you don't know, I left a letter for my husband, and he will naturally know when he comes back to see it." ”

Sister-in-law Liu couldn't persuade me and was in a hurry, but she couldn't come over to grab the suitcase, so she could only watch me walk out of the villa step by step.

Walking on the side of the road with his luggage, passing by the place where Huo Mu had an accident, the gifts that were dropped before may have been packed up by the cleaners, and not even a little fragment could be found, if it weren't for the traces under the ridge where Huo Mu rolled down, a few cacti were crushed, and the grass along the edge was also crushed to death, as if nothing had happened.

I said sorry to the place where Huo's mother had an accident, raised my hand to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, and continued to walk forward with my suitcase.

Suddenly, a car drove towards me, with the dazzling high lights on, so I could barely open my eyes, and subconsciously raised my hand to block my eyes, and turned my body sideways.

I thought it was just a passing car, but I didn't think the car stopped next to me, the far lights were still not off, I heard a sound of the door opening and closing, and a tall figure came against the light.