Yan Ling looked down at his trembling hands and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say? What should she do, what should she do. "I'll go back to the space, I can't come out, Qingxuan, or you lock me up, no, what should I do, how can I control my demons, Qingxuan, you teach me, what to do, I don't want to hurt the children, they are all my treasures." Yan Ling cried bitterly as she spoke, and the successive blows made her feel that life was beginning to be hopeless.

The child is gone, and he was still invaded by demons, and even almost killed his own children without being conscious. What should she do, Yan Ling even doubted that she was in reality or in a dream now, she didn't seem to be able to tell what reality was like, she wanted to hide, maybe it would be good to wake up from a sleep, these are all dreams, yes these are dreams.

Yan Ling muttered to himself as he wanted to lie down and get some sleep.

Yuan Qingxuan was extremely heartbroken when he saw Yan Ling's appearance, but now he couldn't let Yan Ling go down like this, once Yan Ling fell asleep, he might be controlled by the demon again.

"Ling'er, you can't sleep now, you're unstable now, and if you sleep now, you'll definitely be controlled by demons." Yuan Qingxuan said categorically, and pulled Yan Ling up from the bed.

Yan Ling was pulled up from the bed by Yuan Qingxuan, shook his head, and pinched his arm hard. "Ah," Yan Ling cried out in pain. "It's okay, I know the pain, it shouldn't be a dream."

Yan Ling tried to sober himself up and looked up at Yuan Qingxuan again. Yuan Qingxuan opened Yan Ling's sleeves, and immediately saw the bruises on it, Yan Ling's physique is like this, it will be bruised if he touches it slightly.

He was distressed, but now he couldn't find any way to let Yan Ling control himself, maybe this was the only way to let Yan Ling determine whether he was in a dream or not.

"Ling'er. From now on, I will not leave your side, you must always remember this, and if anything is wrong, come to me immediately. You have to believe in yourself, the demon is very fragile, as long as your willpower is strong, it can't do anything about you, so Ling'er you have to always remind to make sure that you are not sober. Yuan Qingxuan held Yan Ling's hand with both hands, he planned not to leave Yan Ling for half a step again, first, he could help Yan Ling at any time. In one is to avoid the tragedy before it happens.

Yan Ling nodded and looked out the door, "Qingxuan, where is Nianling?" I want to see her. Yan Ling was obviously lacking in confidence when she said this, and she was even a little afraid that Yuan Qingxuan would not let her see the child, and she was worried that the child would be afraid of her. She was even worried, Yuan Qingxuan didn't stop herself from seeing the child. What if she suddenly goes crazy again and hurts the child?

She was very entangled. Yuan Qingxuan sighed lightly before he smiled and said, "Ling'er, Nianling is not here now, this girl suffered just now, where would she easily give up this opportunity when she saw Xie Rongfei, and now she is holding Xie Rongfei." Don't worry, let her go to Xie Rongfei's house for a few days. ”

Hearing Yuan Qingxuan's words. Yan Ling breathed a sigh of relief, she was really worried about hearing other answers, she was really nervous about the child, she was very afraid that the child would be disappointed in her.

"Nian Ling is not there. But the other four children are here, do you want to meet them? Yuan Qingxuan asked cautiously.

Yan Ling began to hesitate again, whether to meet the child or not, she really wanted to see the child now, but she was afraid that the child would be afraid of her, afraid that she would lose control and hurt the child like this.

"Ling'er, what are you worried about, those are your children, children who have taken care of them since childhood, think about Yongkang, how much you have paid for her, they all know it, they will help you, don't worry." And I'm also here, as long as Ling'er is determined, she will never do anything to hurt the child. Yuan Qingxuan straightened Yan Ling's body again, let Yan Ling look at him, and said with a smile.

Yuan Qingxuan's words made Yan Ling's heart instantly brighten, yes, those are her beloved children, how could she do such a thing, no, she must not let the demon control herself again to do things that hurt the child.

Yan Ling nodded firmly to Yuan Qingxuan.

Yuan Qingxuan smiled again and shouted loudly, "Children, come in." ”

Only then did Yan Ling notice that a few small heads poked out of the open door. A few children had actually been waiting outside the door, waiting for Yan Ling to summon them to meet them.

"Mother, mother" Several children swarmed over and surrounded Yan Ling.

Yan Ling didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, she had just been hit, and in the blink of an eye, the children were still happily surrounding her, and they were not affected by this incident at all, Yan Ling's tears seemed to be uncontrollable.

"Mother, don't cry, don't worry, we will always be with you." The eldest baby, Ruibin, saw the tears on Yan Ling's face and stretched out his hand to help Yan Ling wipe away the tears.

"Yes, mother, don't worry, we will help you, you will definitely be able to defeat the demons in your heart." Yongkang also ran to Yan Ling to offer treasure.

"Mother, we made this, you can taste it." Zu'er was still holding a small tray in his hand, and a white porcelain bowl on it was still steaming, Yan Ling fixed his eyes and saw that it was a bowl of white porridge.

But this bowl of white porridge is now a delicacy in the world for Yan Ling, and this bowl of porridge was actually made by several children for her.

"Mother, you can eat something, we did it together, you should be hungry." Fluttershy carefully takes the bowl off the tray and places it on the table of the Eight Immortals in front of Yan Ling.

Yan Ling's vision was blurred by tears again. She was really touched that the children had all drunk the porridge she had made herself, and that when she first adopted Fluttershy and Zu'er, Yan Ling prepared meals for the children alone every day. But in the blink of an eye, the children could help her make porridge.

Yan Ling nodded. Choked up and sat at the table, eating the porridge carefully, to be honest, the heat of this bowl of porridge is a little big, and there is a faint mushy taste, but in Yan Ling's eyes, this is the delicacy of the world.

"Xiexie, you're gone," Yan Ling nodded gratefully at the children.

"Mother, this is what we should do, my mother used to make porridge for us, but unfortunately it was the first time we made it, and it was not cooked well, and it was thanks to the teaching of my mother's ancestors." Yongkang said with a smile.

Yan Ling choked up again, and still nodded, "It's good, my mother likes to eat it very much." ”

Then Yan Ling looked at the children seriously, "Aren't you afraid of your mother?" My mother has been invaded by demons and may do something to hurt you. ”

Several children shook their heads and said in unison, "Don't be afraid"

"Mother is the most gentle and kind, how can we be afraid of you, mother, don't worry, you will be able to defeat the demons, didn't you tell me before, can't you escape when you encounter problems? Mother should also face this problem, so that we can defeat the demons in our hearts. Yongkang ran to Yan Ling's side and squatted beside Yan Ling.

"Yes, mother, haven't you always been strong, at that time you were alone with me and it was fine, now it's just a little demon, mother must be okay, besides, mother, if you don't want to hurt us, you have to be stronger, otherwise we will all be very dangerous." The baby looked at Yan Ling with a serious face, in her heart, how could her mother have been so fragile.

"Yes, mother, let's go over the past, you still have us." Fluttershy slowly walks over to Yan Ling's side and squats down, resting her head on Yan Ling's lap.

Zu'er was stupid and didn't know what to say to comfort Yan Ling, so Zuihou rushed up directly and kissed Yan Ling on the face. made Yan Ling lose his voice, this Zu'er is so cute.

And Yuan Qingxuan also walked behind Yan Ling, pressed Yan Ling's shoulder and said, "Ling'er, if you want to have me, children, family, and friends, we will all help you." ”

Yan Ling nodded, as if she had regained a little confidence, but in fact, she still had no bottom in her heart, this kind of lack of confidence has always existed, but it was not so obvious before, and now it should be a matter of demons, Yan Ling seems even more unconfident.

The children accompanied Yan Ling and were driven back to practice by Yuan Qingxuan, especially Yongkang, but they could only accompany Yan Ling if they asked for leave, and the time to study in the Royal Academy was limited, of course Yuan Qingxuan didn't want the child to be troubled by this and not be able to study with peace of mind.

"Ling'er, the first thing you have to do is to let go, although the previous tragedy is not what we want to see, but something has happened, and we can't avoid it. You don't have to blame yourself, in the end, everyone is responsible, we can only say that this child has no fate with us, you have to think about it, maybe we will have children in the future, and she may come back. "The first thing Yuan Qingxuan has to do is to let Yan Ling let go of that matter, otherwise no matter what he does, that kid is Yan Ling's inner demon.

Yan Ling's face turned pale all of a sudden, she actually knew in her heart where her demons were, but she just couldn't let go, she could always remember that little girl standing there covered in blood, yelling at her.

"Qingxuan, I understand what you said, but I can't forget it. She always appeared in my head, covered in blood and crying to me, saying that I didn't want her, that I didn't like her. Yan Ling's tears flowed down again, and when she thought of that little girl, Yan Ling's heart couldn't stop hurting.

"I understand, Ling'er, you have to think better, maybe she is waiting for you, you can't take care of other children in this way now, in addition to her, you are also the mother of five children." Yuan Qingxuan patiently enlightened Yan Ling.

Yan Ling was silent, yes, she always thinks about this child like this, she is really very selfish, she still has five children to take care of by herself, why is she always trapped here. No, she's going to get out.

In the afternoon, Yuan Qingxuan accompanied Yan Ling quietly, and she didn't persuade Yan Ling anymore, Yan Ling knew many things, and she needed to think about it herself. (To be continued......)