Everyone who lives in this world has been young, in that yellowing green age, you, me, and he have loved a beautiful girl or a handsome boy, that he or she is the person you and I will never forget, some people can hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son, and some people can only disappear in the vast sea of people, but no matter what, the young love is always the most beautiful scenery in life.

When you open the book of memory, page by page to look at these scenes that have been yellowed but full of laughter and crying, you may unconsciously burst into tears, and unconsciously may seem to return to the era that has already been yellowed in your heart, you will think where he or she is now, who is the person who accompanies him or her, and finally everything turns into a silent lonely sigh, you and him or she are finally separated from each other, becoming the most familiar stranger, this situation can be recalled, but it was already sad at the time!

After many years, even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty and your temples are like frost!

But Mi Zixuan is luckier than everyone, he can be a human being in two lives, and he is seeing An Zixian who once disappeared into his world forever.

Mi Zixuan really wanted to take An Zixian's cool hand and walk in the night, look at the stars in the sky, and listen to the hustle and bustle of the world, until all the lights went out, and he didn't want to let go of her hand.

But in the last life, he could do this, but in this life he couldn't, at least temporarily, if he really did this, God knows if An Zixian would take out a can of anti-wolf spray and spray it all on his face like a trick, for the sake of his own safety, Mi Zixuan could only bury this strong impulse deep in his heart.

Back at the hotel, Mi Zixuan still couldn't fall asleep over and over, and kept thinking about An Zixian who lived next door in his mind, since he couldn't sleep, Mi Zixuan simply didn't sleep, put on his clothes and went out of the room, it was 11 o'clock in the evening, and the capital at night was still brightly lit at this point, and there was still traffic on the road, and he didn't fall into silence because of the deepening of the night.

Mi Zixuan didn't know where to go, there happened to be a bar on the first floor of the hotel, and Mi Zixuan, who didn't know where to go, went directly into this bar.

The bar is not big, more than 100 square meters, the light is not dim, but it is not bright, the small wooden round table is scattered in the small bar in no order, there is a white wide-bottomed glass in the middle of each table, a thick white candle is lit in the cup, the guests gather around the table to drink wine and chat quietly, there is a small stage in the middle of the bar, there are drum kits, keyboards and guitars, it seems that there should be a band singing here, But today I don't know if the resident band has finished singing and left, or if there is no performance at all today, and the small stage is empty.

Not far from the stage is the bar, and the wine rack behind the bar is filled with a variety of wines, and the bottles are beautiful under the reflection of the colorful neon lights on the wine shelf.

There wasn't a single customer on the barstool in front of the bar, and the bartender was a little bored fiddling with a CD playing his favorite soothing songs.

Mi Zixuan walked over and asked for a glass of whiskey, lit a cigarette and took a sip of spicy whiskey, Mi Zixuan needs a few glasses of spirits to fall asleep as soon as possible, and there are many things to do tomorrow.

When Mi Zixuan drank the second cup, there was a sound of quarrel at a round table not far from him, at first the two sides of the quarrel tried to refrain from being loud, but soon as the emotions of both sides of the quarrel became more and more excited, the sound of the quarrel became louder and louder, instantly breaking the soothing and lazy atmosphere of the bar.

Mi Zixuan followed the sound to see that it was two young men and women who were arguing, it seemed that they were college students who had just left school, the boy looked pained, took the girl's hand and kept begging her not to go, but the girl shouted angrily to let the boy let go of his hand.

When the girl found that everyone in the bar was looking at them, there was an embarrassed look on her face, I don't know if she was annoyed and angry, or if she completely lost patience with the boy's entanglement, her voice suddenly raised a few points and said, "Zhao Ran, are you interesting?" I really don't see any hope in you, let's break up, you don't pester me. ”

What is the biggest blow to men in this world? There may be many, but there must be a woman whom this man loves deeply, and said to him loudly, I don't see hope in you, let's break up.

What is no hope? It's just that she can't see the future with this man, she can't see the life that this man can give her, or what a woman wants, that man can't give her, whether it's material or spiritual, he can't give it.

For a man, when the woman he loves the most says that he can't see any hope in him, this is the biggest blow to him, a man can't give his beloved woman the life he wants, the invisible future, what can make a man feel more embarrassed and aggrieved than this situation?

When the boy heard this, he was like a lightning strike, and the whole person stayed there, and the hand that was holding the girl loosened and slipped a little bit, and finally the hand that he might have held many times finally slipped away from his hand and fell off, which may be the last time he held the girl's hand in his life.

Seeing the boy's painful expression, the girl's face showed an unbearable look, but in the end, she turned away without looking back.

Zhao Ran sat there with his eyes as if he had lost his soul, and kept muttering, "Hope? Don't see hope? ”

Seeing this scene, Mi Zixuan sighed like many people, there will be such a situation every day in this world, love, tired, divided, hate, such a scene is repeated every day, and there will never be an end.

In the past, Mi Zixuan would not care about such a thing, he didn't have the leisure to do it, but today I don't know what he thinks, he actually stood up and blocked the girl's way.

The girl's name is Qi Yongshi, she looked at the tall, but ordinary-looking man in front of her in puzzlement, and couldn't understand what he was doing to stop her? Could it be that he is Zhao Ran's friend? Want to persuade yourself not to break up with Zhao Ran? Yes, it must be.

Qi Yongshi frowned and said, "If you don't want to persuade me not to break up with Zhao Ran, then don't say it, I'm really done with him, now please get out of the way." ”

Mi Zixuan shook his head with a smile and said, "No, I didn't want to persuade you to reconcile, I'm not his friend, I don't know him at all, and I don't know you." ”

Qi Yongshi was stunned for a second and said, "Then why are you stopping me?" Are you sick? ”

Mi Zixuan knew that he would definitely be scolded for meddling in his affairs, but today he wanted to take care of it, or help Zhao Ran, who lost his soul and a walking corpse at this time, he didn't know why he was bothering about this idle matter, maybe it was because of the reunion with An Zixian, or because he saw the shadow of him and An Zixian in the previous life in Zhao Ran and Qi Yongshi, or maybe he couldn't sleep and was so idle that it hurt, but no matter what, he just wanted to take care of this idle matter.

Mi Zixuan was not annoyed, let alone get out of the way, but smiled: "Girl, don't worry, I'm actually not a good person." ”

Mi Zixuan's joke was not funny at all, but it made the irritability in Qi Yongshi's heart subside a little, and without waiting for her to speak, Mi Zixuan stretched out his finger and pointed to the position next to him and said: "I invite you to have a drink, rest assured that it will not delay you for a long time, and I will not persuade you to reconcile with him, I just want to find someone to chat with a few words, that's all, I may be too idle today, whatever." Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan shrugged his shoulders, and the smile on his face became more and more desolate, no matter anyone who saw such a desolate smile, they would think that Mi Zixuan was a man with a story, and a man with taste.

I don't know if it was because of Mi Zixuan's sudden melancholy temperament, or if his words moved Qi Yongshi, she actually nodded and sat next to Mi Zixuan, and Zhao Ran was still like losing his soul at this time, Qi Yongshi's words just now hit him too hard.

Qi Yongshi asked for a glass of beer, Mi Zixuan drank all the spirits in his cup, looked at her and said, "You are a college classmate with him, right?" ”

Qi Yongshi nodded, I don't know why, and suddenly said faintly: "I've been with him for five years, but I really can't see any hope in him, he ......"

Mi Zixuan waved his hand to interrupt her words and said: "You don't need to tell me your story, I can guess about it, in fact, your story is nothing more than just a few words, like, love, tired, divided, love, never can't do without these." ”

Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan looked sideways at the stage not far away, and suddenly said, "Do you want to listen to a song, you can leave after listening to it." ”

Qi Yongshi looked at the man with a story in front of him in surprise and said, "Will you?" ”

Mi Zixuan said with a smile while taking off his coat: "Yes, I'm bored anyway, I just happened to meet you again, so I'll just give you a song." ”

Qi Yongshi looked at Mi Zixuan curiously and nodded, "Okay." ”

Mi Zixuan smiled and waved his hand to call the waiter: "Can you use your guitar and stage, I want to sing a song." ”

The waiter was also stunned, he has been here for a few years, and he has not seen a few people who volunteered to sing on stage, this is not a KTV drink and there are friends around him, he doesn't care whether he is incomplete in five tones, in short, he dares to go up and cry wolf howl with the strength of wine, this is in a bar, surrounded by strangers, and there is no teleprompter on the stage, and there is no professional accompaniment equipment, this is to sing in the local area to have real skills, otherwise just wait for Yixiao Dafang to be embarrassed by a boo and roll off the stage.

To be honest, the waiter didn't think that the ordinary-looking man in front of him had this talent, but he still said happily: "Sir, no problem, please!" ”

The waiter agreed so happily First of all, Mi Zixuan is a guest, the guest has a request, but it is not too much, he naturally has to be satisfied as a waiter, and secondly, it is Mi Zixuan who goes up to sing and it is not him, and it is also Mi Zixuan who is embarrassed, not him.

Mi Zixuan rolled up his sleeves and stood up and walked towards the stage, reaching out and patting him on the shoulder when he passed by Zhao Ran, what he didn't notice was that when he walked towards the stage, An Zixian actually walked in and looked at him in surprise.