There is a saying: a woman's tears are poison, while a man's tears are a lie.

It was at this moment that I finally understood what the word "lie" meant, which was endless pain, helplessness, and even despair!

I wept and cried, but I didn't cry. Every time I shed tears, it was an unforgettable sadness, a scar that could not be erased. The previous time was, and this time too. (As for what the previous one meant, I don't want to mention it, it's also a scar in my heart)

My tears fell onto Britney's face and slid into her mouth, and she opened her eyes that had been enchanted and slowly faded away from the flush she had just had. I have heard that most girls cry when they give their first time to the man they love, and these tears contain many meanings, ranging from physical pain to psychological excitement and joy. I just noticed that Britney was crying when she closed her eyes for me to kiss and caress her, and two sparkling pearls slowly slipped from the corners of her eyes and fell on the pillow and wet two points. I think it must have been tears of joy and excitement, with a hint of shyness and overwhelm. After all, it's a girl, and being shyness is always unavoidable, no matter how delicate and willful she usually is, she will still reveal her daughter's nature at this moment.

At this point, I can judge, I can judge 200%, Chi Tiantian is still a little daisy who has no personnel, and to put it bluntly, she is still a white and flawless virgin. Although I haven't really tested her until now, after so much observation and speculation, I should have guessed the result no matter how stupid I was. It makes me happy, it excites me, and at the same time it makes me even more heartbroken.

Yes, she's a virgin, and she's a superlative beauty virgin, and yet...... She doesn't belong to me anymore!

"Brother Yu, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" Xiao Tiantian stretched out two white lotus-like jade arms, gently hugged my neck, and then sat up.

I found that I was out of shape, so I quickly wiped the corners of my eyes with my sleeve, and gently wiped the tears on her cheeks, and said with a smile: "No, I was just too happy and excited for a while, so I cried." ”

Xiao Tiantian was relieved when she heard this, and immediately smiled all over her face, and came up and kissed me on the face. He stuck out his tongue at me mischievously and said, "Oh, yes? Then Brother Yu, why are you excited, it's because I, Chi Tiantian, want to take the initiative to dedicate myself to you, do you feel that you have been greatly favored before you shed tears? ”

"Go, you little girl is less amorous, do you think I don't want you, I don't want you yet?" I immediately deliberately turned my head away to give her a look.

"You dare, Yu Xiaoxi, let me tell you, I'm already your person, and you've treated people like this, it's ...... It's just the last ...... If you dare to disemrate me, I'll castrate you!" Britney made a "click" gesture, but it made me break out in a cold sweat, I don't think she was joking, she can really do it.

"Cut, you're too domineering, I didn't say I wanted to marry you, you're like that! Didn't you just say it yourself, don't we still have the last step to do, I don't need to be responsible for you! I swallowed my saliva and said angrily.

"That's not easy, come on, I can grit my teeth without fear of pain, see what else you have to say later!" Xiao Tiantian said and immediately lay down, closed her eyes, and opened her two slender and seductive legs slightly, revealing the gap in the space between the legs. You're a girl, this obscene gesture almost made me lose my nature again, and the beast was very angry. So I quickly grabbed one of her arms and pulled her whole body up, and she threw herself into my arms again.

"You dead girl, you're really thick-skinned, you said I wanted you! Where am I still interested in you being like this? I said duplicitously. Not a little interested? Lie to the ghosts, I'm very "sexually interested"!

"If you don't say it, it's still one step away, people want to give you this step!" At this time, Britney is no longer a little shy, because she has completely handed herself over to me from the heart, so what is there to be ashamed of?

I smiled bitterly and didn't answer her, just lowered my head and kissed her forehead gently. Xiao Tiantian turned around in my arms, looked at me with a pair of big watery eyes, and then said to me with a wicked smile: "Brother Yu, you haven't told me why you shed tears just now, I heard people say that only we girls will cry for the first time, do you men cry for the first time?" Brother Yu, are you also ......" Xiao Tiantian said and covered her mouth with a smile, which made my old face red all of a sudden. So I quickly adjusted my voice and pretended to be deep and said: "Little children are not allowed to talk nonsense, it is not good to learn at a young age, but you have to listen to these messy things, how much it affects the development of mental health!" Who told you that men shed tears because of the first time...... Besides, how old am I, how can it be the first time? "Actually, Nima Laozi is the first time!

As soon as these words came out, Xiao Tiantian's face immediately became ugly, and the vinegar was so strong that it would sour half of China's population to death.

"Yu Xiaoxi, you said, who did you give your first time to? Who is she, is she as beautiful as me? "It's over, I've forgotten the nature of women as creatures, and jealousy is their ultimate self-detonating weapon.

"This ...... Tiantian, calm down first, I just talked about it casually. Besides, what's the big deal about this man's first time, you won't mind this! "I'm going to quickly soothe this little devil's little universe and prevent her from exploding.

"I ...... I don't mind that, it's just...... It's just that it's the first time for people, and you're not, so ...... So it's a bit unbalanced! Xiao Tiantian pouted and said, Damn, it turns out that because of this, it's really naïve.

"So Tiantian, you're really ...... Virgin? I couldn't help but ask cautiously.

"You...... Brother Yu, why do you ask people like this, you're ashamed, I won't tell you, you ...... You guess! Xiao Tiantian buried her head in my arms very shyly, grandma's, at that moment I was almost unable to control myself, I really wanted to immediately press her under her body to correct the Fa on the spot, but I couldn't help it.

Hehe, don't tell me, let me guess? That's a, the answer is already so obvious. A charming, well-behaved and flawless beautiful virgin. Isn't this the girl I Jade Xiaoxi dreamed of? Right now, this perfect girl is lying in my arms, and I can pity the warm nephrite and let me mine it, but I can't move anything. (To be clear, the "can't act" here doesn't refer to some of my physiological reasons, don't misunderstand, Lao Tzu is firm!) ）

Looking at Chi Tiantian in my arms, I had mixed feelings, on the one hand, how much I wanted to have her and completely possess her. But on the other hand, there was no way I couldn't do it, because I promised her father that he would leave her, leave her forever, or even see her again. What a painful torment it was, and it was so close that it could not be obtained in any way. I really don't know what I did in my last life, and God would think of such a cruel way to punish me.

That's right, I can easily possess her body now, and it's still consensual. But I can't do that, I'm a very principled person, and since I can't afford to pay that responsibility to her, how can I bear to defile her body so pure? Maybe this seems ridiculous to some people, thinking that I am extremely pedantic and old-fashioned, and that I still believe in such traditional old ideas in what age. I don't want to defend anything, I just want to say: I'm not really you!

In just a few minutes or seconds, there were so many thoughts going on in my head. I've decided, I've decided to do that. Actually, I had already decided before, and I was only willing to do so now!

No, I can't be reconciled at all, I'm just lying to myself!

I straightened the girl in my arms, held her beautiful face and said to her, "Little villain, you tortured my body and mind to the point that it was about to explode, to be honest, I really want you right now!" But I looked back and thought about it for a while, didn't it be the first time for you, girls must see red for the first time. I just calculated a hexagram, today is the 888th birthday of the Queen Mother, it is not advisable to see red, otherwise it will cause a bloody disaster. So, let's set this commemorative day for tomorrow night! Is that possible, my Highness the Princess? ”

"Brother Yu, you're talking nonsense again, but I'll pretend to believe you this time, tomorrow will be tomorrow, you won't be able to escape!" Britney said and gently bit my wrist, then got back into my arms and pretended to be asleep. I think she must be wondering how she should give me her divine virginity tomorrow night. But at the moment, what I was thinking about was something else, something that made me feel so sad and had to do. I was about to collapse when I saw the sweet smile on Britney's face when she pretended to be asleep, but I told myself to hold on and not show the slightest bit of strangeness. I tried to convince myself that it was all for her good. Chi Tiantian, my beloved girl.

I hugged Xiao Tiantian, like a pure baby, and there was no evil thought in my mind. When I think of the word "tomorrow", my heart hurts like a pinprick!

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