At the night food stall on the street, Mo Nineteen and Wu Caijian sat opposite each other. After ordering a few dishes, Mo Nineteen called for another case of beer.

"Come, drink", Mo Nineteen didn't say anything, and first emptied a bottle of beer with Wu Caijian.

Wu Caijian seemed to be in high spirits, and each opened a bottle again: "Brother Jiu, I respect you."

After two bottles of wine, Wu Caijian seemed to have returned to that confident and serious state, but at this time he actually touched a handful of tears.

The man has tears and does not flick, Mo Jiujiu believes that the young man with a goatee on the other side must have experienced an unforgettable past.

The dishes from the night food stall have already begun to be served, and neither of them has moved their chopsticks.

At this moment, Wu Caijian, who was sitting in front of Mo Nineteen, seemed to be a different person, not only did he lose his usual hanging, but he also had a sense of competence and calmness in his gestures, and his body sat straight, faintly with a scholarly atmosphere, maybe this was his truest self, but who would have thought that behind a cynical young man was such a true self.

Looking at Wu Caijian with a thin face in front of him, Mo Nineteen secretly thought, "Maybe he should have been a scholar."

After a short silence, Wu Caijian spoke: "When I was twenty years old, when others were still studying in ordinary universities, I was studying for a doctorate at HX Military University, which was the most proud stage of my life."

"Ph.D. from the Military University of the HX country? Twenty years old? Mo Jiu was stunned for a while, although Mo Jiu, who had been trained in the cruel training camp, could be regarded as a demonic life, but the two of them had different paths after all.

Doctor of HX Military University, that is a senior general or staff officer in the military in the future, and he is only twenty years old, and his future can be imagined, so no matter how good Mo Nineteen's psychological quality is, he can't help but be taken aback by Wu Caijian's opening remarks.

In addition, Mo Shijiu finally understood why Wu Caijian made rapid progress in training, it turned out that he had a foundation.

Wu Caijian didn't seem to know Mo Nineteen's surprise at the moment, but continued: "It was at this time that I fell in love with someone, someone I shouldn't have fallen in love with."

Speaking of this, Wu Caijian suddenly stopped, as if he was caught in a memory, and at the same time, his body began to tremble slightly, as if this memory was very painful to him.

Fortunately, in just half a minute, Wu Caijian slowly recovered, and at this time, Mo Shijiu still didn't say anything, but picked up another bottle of wine: "Come, drink."

As soon as the two of them looked up, a bottle of wine bottomed out again. Mo Nineteen's alcohol consumption seems to have always been very good, but I didn't expect Wu Caijian to be good.

"This person is my foreign language teacher, nine years older than me", Wu Caijian continued: "She entered the HX Military University with me almost at the same time, but she was a teacher and I was a student, although I was already studying for a doctorate at that time, but after all, it was a skip jump, and things like foreign language studies that need to be accumulated are still weak, so the school arranged for her to become our teacher."

"When I saw her for the first time, I was fascinated by her, and the smell of her ripe fragrance attracted me deeply, so I looked for opportunities to see her every day, and she seemed to see me, but she didn't reject me, maybe I was a young talent at that time, so over time, we fell in love with each other, even beyond the limitations of the body."

Wu Caijian paused slightly when he said this, and Mo Nineteen nodded, listening silently.

"After that, the love between us evolved into an infatuation, but unfortunately the good times did not last long, one day, she finally said to me, she was actually married, the moment I heard the news, I was stunned, this is deception, I hate her, but in the face of her tearful face, I can't hate it at all, so after that, we still maintain a relationship, until her husband found out, the matter between us was completely revealed."

"And then?" Mo Nineteen knew that what made Wu Caijian completely change was definitely what happened later.

"Later, the school found out about us, so she was expelled from the school, and because I was the focus of the school's training, so after the discussion of the upper leadership, it was decided to give me a chance to reform myself, but the premise was that I had to completely cut off the relationship with her, at this time I gradually came to my senses, so between her and the school, I finally chose the school."

"Later, one day half a month after she left school, she suddenly called and said that she wanted to see me for the last time, and I didn't pay attention to the tone of her voice at the time, so I decisively rejected her, and the next day, the school came to the news of her death, which was suicide, and then I knew what she meant by the last face."

"When I heard the news, my whole body collapsed, and the bits and pieces that I had been with her came to my heart, and her face was more like the last straw, which completely crushed my nerves, so I went crazy on the spot, I rushed into the crowd, biting people everywhere, screaming everywhere、、、、"

"But in the end, it didn't work, she was dead, and I was expelled from school, and after that, I was no longer the same Wu Caijian as before, I was in a mess all day long, crazy, and my family broke their hearts for me, and then in order to reduce the burden on my family, I left home and crossed the border to come here."

"Maybe I left my homeland, or maybe it's far away from the place where I met her, not long after I came here, my madness was miraculously cured, so I simply stayed here, but after all, Wu Caijian is no longer the original Wu Caijian."

After Wu Caijian finished speaking, he raised his head and breathed a long sigh of relief, as if he had finally released all the things that had accumulated in his heart over the years.

Mo Nineteen looked at Wu Caijian quietly and was speechless for a long time.

Heaven seems to have played a big joke with Wu Caijian, and while holding him up as the pride of the sky, he also threw him into the abyss, maybe this is Wu Caijian's grief.

Mo Nineteen's heart began to have an unrelieved melancholy, but he felt extremely dazed in addition to melancholy.

"Would you like to hear what I think?" Mo Nineteen said slowly.

"Brother Jiu, what do you say、、、"

Mo Jiujiu nodded: "Whether you have pain or happiness, it all comes from your memory, even if it has made you feel painful, but once you face its existence, it is an indispensable part of you, and it is precisely because of it that you are a complete person, and you have your own goals and directions."

"But you know what?" Mo Nineteen suddenly changed his words: "The Mo Nineteen in front of you, that is, me, doesn't even have the qualifications for pain or happiness, because I don't have any memory, the family in my memory, the pain or happiness that has happened in my memory, are all things that I can't touch, so I don't even have a set goal and direction in life, what kind of dazed and helpless is this, you may experience?" ”