Love is not a widow's joy: Shanmeng looks forward to the afterlife (2)

The quiet room breathes like a blend of nothing, the faint smell of perfume under the nose, and her soft and wine-scented lips on the lips, jerky and affectionate.

"Widow, we must have a child!"

Her words on the phone are still in my ears.

They have to have a child!

has given up humanity and given up the possibility of a qiē, so what else can't be let go?

There was a touch of self-deprecation and sadness in Junli's eyes.

Throughout his life, he had too few things in his life.

Poor few!

Jane had done her best, but ...... His indifference made her heart dull.

It's been two years, and you still can't let go of her?

720 days and nights still can't make you accept the fact that I'm your wife?

There was a touch of pain in her golden pupils, she just wanted to walk into his heart, was it really not?

Jane's body was about to step back, and suddenly there was a warm palm around her waist, and he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, strong and rude......

She was stunned, her pale face gradually flushed, and her slender arms wrapped around his neck, responding to his kiss.

The room is full of candlelight, the fragrance is rich, and the charm is gradually rising.

At the age of 35, he fell in love with her – too late.

At the age of 36, he lost her - love went too fast.

At the age of 37, he married someone else - far from love.

At the age of 39, he finally didn't even have the qualifications to love someone silently in the end.

He no longer has the right to love her.

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Lan Mufei decided to take Sijun with the idea of leaving country A, not a day or two, at this time Sijun was already two years old, able to walk, able to speak, very quiet and well-behaved.

Long Ziqi repeatedly persuaded her to stay, but Lan Mufei had already made up her mind, and it was useless for anyone to say.

It's not that she's afraid of trouble with Long Ziqi, it's just that she never thought of staying in country A forever.

When Long Ziqi asked her where she would go, Lan Mufei didn't speak, but looked at Sijun, and a shallow smile floated on her lips.

Long Ziqi knew it in his heart.

rejected Long Ziqi's kindness to send someone to send her and Sijun, most of the luggage had already been packed and properly placed, there was nothing for her to worry about, and there was no need to waste manpower.

There are too many things about Long Ziqi's care for her and Sijun in the past two years, and I can't say "thank you", not to mention that in the past two years, the friendship between the two has become stronger and stronger, and they can often understand each other's thoughts with one look.

At this moment, the word "thank you" again seems hypocritical and contrived.

Before leaving, she left several CDs for Long Ziqi, all of which she recorded by herself, and she insisted on practicing the piano in the past two years, which is not as good as a musician, but it is also mature.

Long Ziqi likes to listen to the tunes she plays, and that's all she can do for Long Ziqi.

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Leaving country A, Lan Mufei took Sijun to country C first, rested in the hotel that was fixed*, and took Sijun to the cemetery the next day.

Lan Mufei put a bouquet of flowers in his hand in front of the tombstone, bowed his head and said to Sijun who was standing beside him: "Sijun is good, kowtow to grandma." ”

Sijun was wearing knee-length plaid pants, a white shirt on his upper body, a small black vest, a pair of royal blue eyes with bright eyes, and a high nose bridge, which was very handsome.

Listening to Lan Mufei's words, he knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.

"Sijun is my child and your grandson...... I hope you can bless him in heaven and grow up safe and happy. ”

Over the years, she had only come to worship Iroh twice, once to escape from Paris, and this time to leave Country A.

If it weren't for Sijun, maybe she still didn't want to come to worship Yiruo, and she always felt that having such a mother was a shame for her life.

Because of Sijun, she realized how hard it was to conceive a baby in October, even though Yiruo was heinous, she never felt sorry for herself, nor did she think about hurting herself.

The whole world looks down on her, is he entitled to be sorry for her?

"Forgive me for being ignorant all these years, and please understand that there are many times when I can't help myself, and I can't come to worship you often in the future. Unfilial daughter, Ifei kowtows to you. ”

Lan Mufei knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.

Get up and pick up the kneeling Sijun, at this moment the sun slowly rises from the east, driving away all the gloom and cold.

"Sijun, say goodbye to grandma."

"Goodbye, Grandma." Sijun said milkily to the tombstone, and waved his fleshy little hand a few times.

Lan Mufei carried Sijun down from the long and narrow staircase, and the sunlight extended all the way with their footsteps, as if it was the feet of a fairy, giving birth to a lotus step by step.

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At the airport, Lan Mufei checked in and waited for boarding time with Sijun in the waiting room.

There are large LCD screens on both sides, and cartoons are played at the same time, with occasional commercials.

Lan Mufei took out a blue thermos cup with a Mickey Mouse pattern, poured a small glass of water, and handed it to Sijun, he has been a little dry in the toilet recently, and he should drink more water.

Sijun took the water cup and said very sensibly, "Thank you, Mom." ”

Lan Mufei stared at him, a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, gentle and indulgent.

Sijun slowly drank the water at just the right temperature, saw the LCD TV on the wall, and suddenly blamed the TV, saying, "Mom, that uncle, I seem to have seen it!" ”

Lan Mufei looked at his hand, and his face turned pale slowly......

The volume of the TV is not loud, but the picture quality is clear, and I can clearly see that Louis Ying in the camera walked out of the hospital with Jane's fragrant shoulder, and when a large number of reporters rushed up to take pictures, he was very strong and considerate to protect Jane in his arms......

Such a picture seems familiar, but it is already a thing and a person.

"Mom, he's ...... Dad"

Before Sijun's words were finished, Lan Mufei gently covered his hands in front of his eyes, and his voice was as light as catkins fermenting in the air: "He's not a father...... Not really! ”

She didn't want to, and didn't want Sijun to watch his father put his arms around another woman, going in and out of the hospital, taking good care of her.

Even though the woman was his rightful wife.

Although I can't hear the interview, I can see the subtitles, about - Jane is several months pregnant!

The heart, which had been silent for a long time, was turned up again, and the sourness surged from the deepest part of the heart to the eyes, and the pain was terrible.

I haven't seen him for more than two years, he is still handsome, more and more calm and introverted, he is a good husband in the eyes of everyone, and he will be a good father.

In the past two years, his news will be seen intermittently, intentionally or unintentionally, from the beginning of his heart like a knife, crying for love in the middle of the night when no one is around, to gradual habitation, numbness, and then to light and light.

Now that I see him and Jane have a child, my heart hurts, and while blessing them, I will also be infinitely sad.

Because he will never know that there is a boy in this world who has his blood on his body, has the same pupils as him, and has the same facial features as him.

The boy's name was Sijun, and he was his son.

It's the child of their dreams!

I don't know how long it took, Sijun whispered, "Mom, I'm done drinking." ”

Lan Mufei came back to his senses, the picture on the screen had already turned into other news, and the hand covering Sijun's eyes slowly fell.

Sijun handed her the cup and looked up at her with a warm smile.

Lan Mufei lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek, holding him in her arms, her eyes moist.

Thank you, Sijun!

Thank you for showing up in my life and making me feel less lonely and lonely.

At least......

I still have you!

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When Jane was three months pregnant, she had stopped all the work at hand and raised the baby with peace of mind, which was also requested by Madame Hong.

Louis Ying Widow came home regularly every night to accompany her, and was dutifully a good husband and father-to-be.

When women all over France were envious of Jane's happiness, there were several peachy scandals about Louis Widow and a few little stars.

Jane was very unhappy when she heard the report, and after talking deeply with the earl, she didn't seem to be discouraged, but moved back to her parents' house.

When everyone is lamenting that all happy endings are fairy tales, and this marriage is in danger, Louis Widow and Jane appear in the public eye together, behaving intimately, looking at each other's eyebrows and eyes, and the husband and wife break all the marriage rumors together.

Later, someone found out in detail the reason why Jane forgave the earl, because Madame Red gave Jane half of her family's power, so that the power in her hand could completely confront the earl.

As for the other half of the forces, it is naturally to Louis Ying.

Madame Hong's intention is obvious, she will not entrust all the power in her hands to one person, but divide it among two people, so that the husband and wife can compete with each other and contain each other.

Even if one day in the future, their relationship between husband and wife will break down, because of the children, because of these complex powers that are intertwined and wrong, they are destined to be tied together and never die!

At first, Jane seemed to be inferior to the Earl and had a slightly weaker position, but when it was found out that she was pregnant with a boy in her womb five months later, Madame Red was very happy and gave Jane twenty percent of her shares.

When the child is born, the remaining twenty percent is given to the child.

With 20 percent of the shares and half of the Taylor family's power, she will be the successor of the Lanstrow family in the future, surpassing Louis Ying's widowhood and becoming more and more violent.

Many people are not optimistic about the marriage status of strong women and weak men, but these people do not include Madame Hong, who is not afraid that Jane will surpass her son.

Because she is also a woman, she can understand the affection and affection in Jane's eyes when she looks at Louis Ying's widow!

No matter how strong a woman is, once she loves a man deeply in her heart, then no matter how strong she is, it is impossible to hurt her beloved husband!

She is convinced of this!

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Jane was 37 weeks pregnant, and with childbirth imminent, Louis Widow had to leave Paris for a few days.

The reason is that when Uncle Wu, who was far away in the west, took a bath, he unfortunately fell, hit his head on the ground, and bled nonstop, and was sent to the hospital for rescue to no avail, and left.

Madame Red naturally did not agree with him leaving Paris for a subordinate when Jane was about to give birth, but Louis Ying's attitude was very firm, and Uncle Wu and Aunt Wu were not subordinates to him, but the closest person, and the only person who had contact with his grandmother, and he took it very seriously.

Jane knew, so she had no objection to Louis Widow leaving Paris, but it was only a few days, and she could wait, believing that the baby in her womb could also wait.

Louis Ying took the nearest flight, hoping to go early and return early, and Hangzhou Airlines was the only one with him.

Since leaving Xixun with Lan Mufei, Louis Ying's widow has never returned to Xixun, and he has only been in contact with Uncle Wu and Aunt Wu by phone.

He was reluctant to come back, because there was too much left of the water that belonged to them.

Those memories were so good, so beautiful that he didn't even dare to touch them, for fear that they would be broken.

When she saw Aunt Wu, she had already begun to pack up Uncle Wu's relics, and although her eyes were red, she was calmer and calmer than Louis Ying expected.

When Louis Ying arrived, Uncle Wu had already been buried, but the mourning hall had not been removed, and the pale color made people's hearts ache.

"Sorry, I'm late." Louis Ying Widow stepped forward with a lot of white hair and Aunt Wu with a lot of white hair, and a trace of guilt crossed her eyes.

"The old man is glad that you can come back to see him." Aunt Wu knew that he and Lan Mufei had separated and married a woman with a head and a face, either she felt that the other party was not good, or she felt pity.

Earl and Miss Lan, look at what a good pair.

Louis Ying Widow wanted to go to worship Uncle Wu, but Aunt Wu didn't let him go, and asked him to rest first, after all, it was getting dark, and he was tired enough to toss after sitting on the plane for so long.

The bedroom is still the same as the original, and the furnishings have not even been moved, and Louis Widow lies on the huge *, looking at the ceiling, but his heart is full of desolation!

The quilt covering her body was full of the smell of sunshine, but there was no longer her breath.

The books he bought about pregnancy were still on the head, and the bookmarks were still tucked away where he had seen them.

On this *they resisted death countless times*, and had held her in their arms, and she listened to him read those books and heard him fall asleep.

Now, he is the only one left.

The woman he loved was long since disappeared from his life.

* They are all remembering their good past, and they basically don't sleep much. When I woke up the next day, my face was not very good.

After using the breakfast prepared by Aunt Wu, the two of them carried the sacrifices and went to worship Uncle Wu.

The place where Uncle Wu was buried was not far from his grandmother's cemetery, and since he came back, he must have gone to pay homage to his grandmother.

first went to worship his grandmother, and then went to worship Uncle Wu.

Neither of them spoke much on the road, and Louis Ying wanted to comfort Aunt Wu, but he was really not good at comforting people.

Aunt Wu knew his thoughts, and in turn comforted him.

In fact, they are all old, they have never experienced anything in their lives, life and death have long been seen, but they never thought that the old man would leave so suddenly, without a little mental preparation, and it was a little difficult to accept for a while.

In the past few days, she has accepted the fact that Uncle Wu has passed away, their husband and wife have stumbled all their lives, in fact, no one can do without anyone, as soon as the old man left like this, Aunt Wu was alone and lonely.

Fortunately, she is also old, and sooner or later she will have to leave, and she will not let the old man wait too long in another world!

Uncle Wu was buried for a short time, the soil had just been renovated, and the air was filled with a strong smell of fresh earth, and there were a lot of ashes and firecrackers on the ground.

The cemetery here is not as formal as the cemetery in the city, with a pile of round graves and a stone tablet engraved with his life.

Louis Widow lit a candle and squatted in front of the tombstone burning the paper, a trace of pain in his deep eyes.

Scarlet's whereabouts are unknown, Feng Chen is dead, and now even Uncle Wu is gone, as if the people around him have left in different ways, leaving him alone.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is now infinitely beautiful, high, and famous, like a winner in life, but no one sees how much he has lost.

once drank with Luo Ruochen, and when he heard Luo Ruochen inadvertently mention interesting stories with Huang Xiwen and the child, he would suddenly be unable to breathe, his face was pale, cold sweat was dripping, his body slid off the sofa weakly, and he sat on the ground holding his heart tightly, and he couldn't even say a word in pain.

He felt a hand reach into his chest, snatching out the blood-connected heart alive.

Luo Ruochen was frightened, thinking that he was sick and wanted to send him to the doctor.

Louis Widow refused, knowing that there was nothing wrong with his body, but ......

It's just that...... I miss her so much.

Nothing more!

Aunt Wu knew that his wife was pregnant, so she didn't say much congratulations, but just told him that he would be a father in the future and be responsible for the family and the children; Let go of the past if you can.

Louis Ying's face was fixed and nodded, he understood Aunt Wu's words in his heart.

If Aunt Wu said "give up" instead of "let go", would he have enough confidence to answer: I have nothing to give up.

Letting go is not giving up, and he doesn't know how to let go of that relationship.

I often wonder if I would go back in time and the lonely, lonely and scarred woman would choose to love her or not want to hug him.

The mobile phone rang abruptly on the clear mountain, Louis Ying Widow picked up the phone, his face changed color suddenly, and he immediately got up and said: "Aunt Wu, something happened in France, I have to rush back!" ”

Aunt Wu saw that his face was not good, and something big must have happened, so she didn't ask more, "Let's go back." ”

Louis Ying nodded, looked back at Uncle Wu's tombstone, stood in front of the tombstone, and bowed respectfully three times.

Aunt Wu went down the mountain with him, and in a hurry, she forgot to take the black key bag placed on the grave.

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Louis Ying and Aunt Wu hurried down the mountain, and from another path the beautiful shadow carrying the bag, was almost to the top of the mountain.

"Sijun, mom hugs you!" After all, the child is still young, and it will be tiring to walk such a long way.

Sijun didn't let her hug her, and said in a soft voice, "Mom, I can walk." ”

The bag that his mother was carrying felt very heavy, and he didn't want his mother to hold it anymore, thinking that it would make his mother tired, as if he was tired and couldn't walk his legs.

The corners of Lan Mufei's mouth pursed a smile of relief, her Sijun is more considerate and well-behaved than any child, even if she takes care of him alone, she doesn't feel very the contrary, he always says something that makes her very warm.

The incense candles in front of the tombstone had not yet burned, and the ashes were also warm, Lan Mufei thought that Aunt Wu had just come.

"Sijun, kowtow to grandpa."

Sijun knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times, looking at her with her little head held high, a little unbearable, "Mom, I'm tired, I want to sit." ”

Lan Mufei took off the scarf around his neck and spread it on the ground, made him sit on the ground, and poured water for him.

"Sijun sits here and drinks water, and my mother goes to worship Grandpa Wu!"

Sijun nodded, holding a small cup and slowly drinking warm water.

Lan Mufei squatted in front of a pile of ashes, burning the paper for Uncle Wu, as well as the ingots she folded herself.

"Uncle Wu, I'm sorry...... There were too many people on the day of your burial, and it was inconvenient for me to show my face, so I only came to worship you until now, I hope you don't get angry with me. I've brought Sijun with me today so you can see ......"

Lan Mufei threw the paper ingots in the firelight, and looked sideways at Sijun, who was sitting not far away drinking water.

Instantly, his expression was stunned......

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