Chapter 304: I Can't Bear You

Everyone will meet many people who have intersections with them in their lives, and a very small number of them can become friends, lovers, or colleagues, or people who are in constant contact, but most of them will become passers-by in life, like a short-lived style, a short period of beautiful bloom, and then only leave an indelible shadow in someone's heart.

Fan Di is leaving Xiaoying's house tomorrow, he is excited, but Xiaoying and Douzi are a little sad.

Although Douzi is only ten years old, this child is very sensible, more mature than children of the same age, he is in this small town, but his heart is yearning for the colorful shijie outside. Especially recently, he studied painting with Fandi and listened to Fandi's stories, and he became more and more full of expectations for life in the city. He wanted to learn more than the town could give him. He fantasized that he could go to middle school, high school, and college in the city, and that when he earned money in the future, he would be able to buy his mother and sister a lot of beautiful clothes so that they could live the life of a rich man, and most importantly, a thought had already sprouted in his little heart...... I longed for the day when I could take my mother and sister away, leave that beastly stepfather, and leave this dire home.

Douzi's ambition may not be very lofty in the eyes of some, but it is the best way to express his love for his mother and sister that his simple and kind heart can think of. But he didn't tell his family, but occasionally in front of Fandi, he would inadvertently reveal his true thoughts.

Xiaoying will also have this fantasy. She wants to do her best to protect her brother and mother, but often things don't work her way, and she can't even protect herself. Every time Xia Zhiqiang started to beat someone or had that kind of evil intention against her, although she tried her best to resist, she still felt very helpless. Women and men are born with a disparity in physical strength, Xia Zhiqiang is a brute force with five big and three thick, Xiaoying and his mother are not his opponents when they join forces, whoever is beaten, the other comes to dissuade, usually they will be beaten together and bruised all over the body.

Yu Meijuan once proposed to divorce Xia Zhiqiang, but Xia Zhiqiang always threatened that if she dared to divorce, she and her two children would be killed......

Xiaoying dropped out of school very early, because the family did not have the conditions for her and her younger brother to go to school at the same time, and now for her younger brother, Xia Zhiqiang has always cursed about this matter, where does she still have the opportunity to study. She just thought that it would be nice if she could go to the city to work and earn money when she could...... With money, even if Xia Zhiqiang refuses to divorce, she can take her mother and younger brother to live in the city......

People who live in adversity need to have illusions and hopes, otherwise, they will not be able to persevere. Only when you dare to think can you dare to do it.

As soon as Douzi finished dinner, he went into the next room and pestered Fandi to tell him the story. And Fandi talked about what he had seen and heard in various places over the years, and Douzi also listened to it with relish, but later he couldn't help but hold Fandi's arm with tears in his eyes, and said over and over again: "Afan, I can't bear you." ”

Afan, this title was originally fabricated by Van Di for a while, but recently I have become accustomed to it, and I think it is quite good. Ordinary and quiet, here, no one knows who he is, no one will calculate him, no one will want his life. Xiaoying and Douzi are both simple and bubbling people, with simple and simple thoughts, and their personalities are so kind that Fandi feels a little ashamed of herself.

He has Xiaoying here every day, taking care of his diet and daily life, asking for warmth, and taking care of him. In addition to Fandi, Xiaoying is strictly forbidden to clear his name. Outside the pants, Xiao Ying will take the opportunity to quietly take away the rest of the clothes to wash. In this regard, Fandi is really helpless, and can only sigh that women are really talented in housework, and sometimes he doesn't know how Xiaoying takes away dirty clothes.

Every day when he gets up, Xiaoying will prepare a cup of tea for him, and he can drink a glass of milk before going to bed at night...... Xiaoying said that he was injured and needed nutrition, in fact, Fandi didn't drink milk before, but in order to replenish his body, he still reluctantly drank it, and he got used to it after a few more times.

Fandi loves to eat the fish porridge made by Xiaoying, which is sweet and refreshing, and she never gets tired of eating it. Xiaoying's laundry smells fragrant. Xiaoying would clean his room, help him sew buttons, and put a lot of meat in his bowl......

Kindness and care like family. This is how Fandi feels when she lives in Xiaoying's house. It is impossible to say that it is not touched at all. At least Fandi felt the long-lost warmth from Xiao Ying, very warm, meticulous care, he thought that Xiao Ying did this because he was tempted by him, and then heard Xiao Ying say that he had a man he liked, and he felt that maybe Xiao Ying was born too kind, so he was so good to an outsider.

Actually, there are two reasons. Xiaoying is kind-hearted, but because she secretly likes Fandi, she will be more careful. He didn't like her, but she couldn't control that she would be nice to him......

Fan Di was comforting Douzi, seeing this kid crying so sadly, his cold heart was still a little awkward, but he always had to leave, and he had to go back to Fan's Mansion.

How to comfort a ten-year-old child, Van Di is really inexperienced...... Is it necessary for a child who should have enjoyed an innocent childhood to begin to understand what it means to be "a feast that is indispensable in the world" at this age?

"Beans, actually, it's not too far from the city." Fandi didn't say it too clearly, but with his cool appearance, it was rare to be able to say that.

"Woo...... Afan, when you go back, there will be no one to play with me, and no one will protect us...... Woo woo...... "Beans rubbed their red eyes, very reluctant.

Fan Di frowned, Xia Zhiqiang's fierce appearance appeared in his mind, and his face sank a little.

When Xiaoying came in, she happened to see her brother crying, and she didn't feel good, but after all, she was a few years older than her brother, and she was always embarrassed to hold Fandi and cry like her brother, right?

Sometimes the relationship between people is not about the length of time, just like Xiaoying's sisters and brothers have known Fandi for a short time, but they already regard Fandi as a very important person.

Fan Di glanced at Xiao Ying who was standing at the door, and didn't know what to say, so he had to pretend not to see that her eyes were red......

Xiao Ying's complexion today is not very good, very pale, and her eyes are bloodshot...... She had insomnia last night, and she had another day's work today, how could she not be tired, but she didn't want to sleep yet, she wanted to talk to Fandi.

"Brother, look at you, your eyes are swollen from crying...... Xiao Ying touched Douzi's head distressedly, and took out a handkerchief to wipe his tears.

This handkerchief was sewn by Xiao Ying herself, light apricot color, with a few red plums embroidered on it, which was embroidered by Xiao Ying's skillful hands.

In recent years, there are not many people who use handkerchiefs, but Xiaoying likes to use them. I don't know how many tears she and her brother had on this handkerchief.

"Woo...... Sister ......"

"Well, don't cry, let Afan have a good rest." Xiao Ying hugged her younger brother's small body, but her eyes were looking at Fandi.

Get a good rest? A little bitterness shook in Fandi's heart...... Why does he feel that he is not sleepy, is it because he is too excited to leave tomorrow?

Douzi didn't stay any longer, and obediently went to sleep in the next room, Xiaoying was slightly stunned...... I thought I needed to be persuaded, but I didn't expect my brother to be really simple.

As soon as Douzi left, only Xiaoying and Fandi were left in the room, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

Xiao Ying's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, her two big watery eyes seemed to have a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start.

Fan Di is even less good at chatting with women, he used to only chat with Shui Han energetically, but now he is facing Xiaoying, and he has no topic.

Xiao Ying pinched the corner of her clothes slightly crampedly and sat on the chair next to the bed. Van Di sat on the edge of the bed with a cigarette in his hand......

A strange feeling welled up in both of them...... It's not usually so awkward, but what's wrong today? Speaking of which, Xiaoying and Fandi are quite close, they have changed the medicine for him several times, and they take care of his life every day, just like a family, but now that he is leaving, she doesn't know what to say.

"The ......"

"Avan ......"

Both of them spoke at the same time, and both stopped at the same time, and then Fandi choked on the puff of smoke in his mouth.

"Ahem...... You speak first...... You speak first. Fandi half-squinted, coughing so much that his face turned purple.

Xiao Ying hesitated, bit her lip, and said as if she had made up her mind: "Afan, I want to ask you to help me paint a picture, okay?" ”

"Drawing?" Fan Di suddenly thought of something, the corners of his mouth hooked, and the evil arc was particularly seductive: "I know, you want to give it to the man you like, right?" Okay, sit down, I'll draw it for you now. ”

When it comes to painting and character sketching, this is too easy for Fandi, but the bitterness in Xiaoying's heart can only be understood by herself...... Isn't the man she likes Fandi? But he didn't know it......

This secret was buried in her heart with his departure, and she hoped that she would soon forget about this man. She will only be happy if she forgets.

Xiao Ying sat on the chair and did not move, and Fan Di drew very seriously. This is the first time he has observed Xiao Ying so carefully, he doesn't know if he doesn't look at it, but now he realizes that Xiao Ying's skin is really delicate, and her face shape and facial features are also very standard, which belongs to the youthful and sweet type. When she laughed, she still had two shallow dimples on her cheeks, a heart-shaped face, bright eyes and bright teeth, and a small cherry mouth...... Such a fresh and delicate flower, no wonder Xia Zhiqiang's beast wants to beat her idea, to be honest, a pure natural young and beautiful girl like Xiaoying, a blank piece of paper, evil men want to leave traces on her paper......

Thinking of Xia Zhiqiang, Fan Di felt unhappy for no reason, and the pen in his hand couldn't help but stop...... Just imagine, if Xiaoying is accidentally succeeded by Xia Zhiqiang one day, how miserable and dark will her purity and youth be? That's a human tragedy...... [There are still updates.] ]