Chapter 31: Frustration

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The people under the stage are black and can't see the edge, so many people have tens of thousands of people, and now a large number of people are booing together, you can imagine how big the boos are together, Su Hongwen has experienced this kind of scene, he was already nervous, after hearing these boos Su Hongwen was completely stupid, he felt that his legs were weak for a while, and he could sit on the ground at any time!

Big drops of sweat slid down Su Hongwen's forehead, his face was ugly, with a deep sense of fear in his paleness, he wanted to run, but his two legs could still listen to his command here!

I don't know who in the audience took the lead to Su Hongwen and still brought a mineral water bottle, and then all kinds of sundries were thrown at him like rain, accompanied by people's boos, and the sound of driving Su Hongwen off the stage!

Su Hongwen was smashed stupidly, he didn't know how to hide at all, let those things fall on his body, the feeling of pain followed, Su Hongwen didn't even have the heart to think about why this game had pain at this moment, just when he didn't know what to do, his eyes suddenly went black, and then a huge electric current flowed through his body, and the pain caused by the electric shock almost made Su Hongwen faint, but fortunately, his body was transformed, otherwise his body would not be able to bear it even if he was strong!

The process of the electric shock is actually not long, only ten seconds, but in Su Hongwen's opinion, these ten seconds are as long as ten years, and the pain caused by the electric shock is too intense!

After the electric shock stopped, Su Hongwen fell directly to the ground, and at this time, a line of information appeared in his mind: The completion evaluation of the game is low!

Su Hongwen will be weak, and he can't care about these things at all, but Hesel's voice sounded in his ears: "Failure is not terrible, but the terrible thing is that you don't know why you failed, you have such a good voice, and the songs you sing will definitely be very beautiful, it is not difficult for you to get a perfect evaluation of this game, but why don't you dare to sing it?" Low self-esteem is the devil in your heart, it makes you dare not sing, it makes you never think that you still have a specialty, my child you have to defeat the devil in your heart, okay, my words, you think about it when you go back, today's study is here! ”

Su Hongwen raised his head and looked at it with great effort when he heard this, he found that he was back in that room again, and Serre was turning to leave at this time, he wanted to shout and say something to Ser, but he didn't know what to say to Ser, the table just now was really bad!

Thinking of this, Su Hongwen couldn't help but think of the last words that Serge said to him, these words are not difficult to understand, Su Hongwen understood what they meant when he listened to them, but he couldn't do it when he really wanted him to do it, as Hessell said Inferiority complex is indeed the devil in Su Hongwen's heart, and it is also a hurdle, if Su Hongwen can step past his future is naturally limitless, but if he can't get past it, his life will be spent in inaction, even if he has the medical lifeboat of Zhiyuanxing, Because he didn't even know the first level, let alone try to learn medicine from Heser!

No one can help Su Hongwen to overcome his inferiority, he can only overcome it by himself, Su Hongwen is very clear about this, he struggled to get up from the place with a wry smile, his clothes were completely soaked, and it was very uncomfortable to stick to his body, but Su Hongwen couldn't feel these things at all now, he repeatedly wondered why he didn't dare to sing, it was just a game, even if he didn't sing well, what if he didn't sing well?

Thinking of this, Su Hongwen thought that he could try it, he thought he could sing, but when he decided to enter the game, he hesitated, and involuntarily appeared in his mind the picture just now, the black crowd under the stage, the boos, the debris still coming up, and even the scolding, this scene crushed the confidence that had just risen in Su Hongwen's heart into powder, so that he didn't dare to try!

Su Hongwen felt very useless at this time, and he didn't dare to try a game, but he was afraid, afraid that in the face of such a scene, the young man was very disappointed and bitter in his heart, he felt that he was too wasteful, he didn't have the face to see Hesel, he just wanted to find a place where no one was there to stay by himself!

As soon as he had such a thought, he felt that his eyes were dark, and when he appeared, he was already in the dilapidated health center, and it was still very quiet outside, and it was a little terrifying, and there might only be Su Hongwen within a radius of five hundred miles where birds don't!

Su Hongwen picked up the spaceship from the ground, sighed helplessly, and then put the spaceship into his bag, after finding a place to put it, Su Hongwen took out his mobile phone and looked at it and found that it would be almost four o'clock in the afternoon, he arrived here at about 11 o'clock in the morning, Lao Wang, it was almost 12 o'clock when they left, and now it is almost four o'clock, which means that he has been in the spaceship for nearly 4 hours, but unfortunately Su Hongwen has not learned much in these four hours, he has not even played a game, which can't help but make Su Hongwen feel very frustrated!

Su Hongwen sighed again, he looked up slightly and looked around to find that his luggage was still on the ground, Su Hongwen walked over and sorted out his things, he really didn't have many things, a set of bedding, a few clothes, and some books, the most valuable item was the guitar that Zhang Aobo gave him!

Seeing the guitar, Su Hongwen couldn't help but think of the huge stage he had on in the game, as well as the crowd of black people in the audience, this would make Su Hongwen really want to pump himself with a big mouth, why is he so useless, isn't it just singing? How difficult is it? Why can't you sing that?

He sat on the simple wooden bed with his guitar in his arms, and Su Hongwen's own futon had been laid on the bed, but fortunately, Zhao Dahai left his dirty straw mat when he left, otherwise the mattress brought by Su Hongwen himself must be very thin, and it would be quite uncomfortable to sleep at night!

But now Su Hongwen is in a very bad mood, very bad, he doesn't have time to think about this, he sat there alone holding the guitar and thinking about his own thoughts, this sitting was more than an hour, and suddenly a wind poured in along the unclosed door to make Su Hongwen feel cold, and he couldn't help but shrink his neck!

At this time, he remembered Zhao Dahai's words, before he left, he said that the temperature difference here during the day and at night is very large, but what is the temperature difference so big that Su Hongwen doesn't know, and he can't imagine it, but now the wind blows directly gives Su Hongwen a feeling of coming to the late autumn season, you must know that it is only July now, and the whole of China is shrouded in the scorching summer, but who would have thought that Shashi, which is far away from the emperor, can be cold like this at just five o'clock in the afternoon!

Su Hongwen was dissipated by this chill in his heart, he put down the guitar and ran to the door to close the door, this door looks very dilapidated but has been repaired, the person who repaired the door is naturally Zhao Dahai, he is also afraid that the door is too broken and the cold wind will pour in along the gap at night, so he made some changes, and now it is convenient for Su Hongwen, the cold wind will not blow in this closed door, and a stove is burning in the house, so it doesn't feel cold at all, but there is a slight heat!

Su Hongwen closed the door and walked over to look at the stove, Zhao Dahai once told him that the Longyanquan Health Center didn't care about sending coal here, so it was necessary to use firewood to boil water and cook here, so Su Hongwen took it for granted that the stove was also burning firewood, but now when he looked at it, he found that it was not like that at all, it was charcoal burning, but the charcoal looked a little weird!

These are indeed charcoal, but they are not finished products, but Zhao Dahai himself burned them in the earthen stove under the kitchen, and there is still a big gap compared with real charcoal, but there is a little advantage, that is, it is more resistant to burning than firewood, if you put more before going to bed at night, you don't need to get up in the middle of the night to add charcoal, but unfortunately Su Hongwen can't burn charcoal, and simple ones can't do it, so that Su Hongwen can suffer it in the future!

But he didn't think of this now, he felt that the charcoal in it was almost burned, so he went out and looked for it, found some more in the kitchen and added it, and poured himself a cup of hot water, and just took a sip of it and felt hungry in his stomach, he hadn't eaten for a day, breakfast and lunch, and now it would be strange if he was not hungry!

Su Hongwen finally didn't feel depressed anymore, he knew how to cook, Su Hongwen's parents in elementary school were busy with work, and he basically made it himself at noon, so many years ago, I don't dare to say that the craftsmanship is comparable to that of a chef in a big hotel, but it's not bad, of course, he will also cook some simple home cooking!

Su Hongwen came to the kitchen and looked at the earthen stove, and felt that it was still forgotten, there was no bellows, and when did he have to do it to make this meal, so he brushed the pot left by Zhao Dahai and then put it directly on the stove in the house, although the stove burned inferior charcoal, it was also hotter than the earthen stove without bellows, and the rice could be cooked sooner or later!

Su Hongwen came today for the first day, he was hungry in one, he wanted to make something delicious for himself, Lao Wang left him two baskets of vegetables, meat, and eggs before leaving, so today's dishes came out of here, although it is poor here, there is still oil, but not a lot, Su Hongwen first made himself a pot of stick porridge, he didn't move when he saw too little rice, in a previous rice cooker, he didn't know how to cook rice with this charcoal stove!

Su Hongwen didn't want to spoil the food, so he could only drink porridge, as soon as the porridge was cooked, Su Hongwen hurriedly fried a dish for himself, due to the problem of the temperature of the stove, he wasted a lot of time making this meal, and it was already dark when it was done, just when Su Hongwen was about to eat, suddenly there was a banging knock on the door in the kitchen!