Lin Xi said very naturally, but I didn't believe her words, I stared into her eyes and said: "You have a grudge against Dad, you don't like me to mention him, I know, but I didn't pursue Dad jumping off the building this time, I just want to know, what happened to my mom and my dad at that time, I can't remember what happened before I was ten years old, and I don't have any memory of my dad opening a company, so I came to ask you." ”

She stroked her hair and said: "The memory of that time, I really don't remember it very clearly, so many years have passed, since you said that you don't pursue it, then it's useless to ask these things, how many people still remember that little now." ”

"Lin Xi, you remember, you must remember, if you are not mistaken, at that time, your mother was pregnant with Chulin, and Dad chose to leave with the money at that time, leaving you behind, such a big thing, you can't not remember." I was a little emotional, grabbing Lin Xi's arm, Lin Xiuwen has been with my dad for 30 years, but Lin Xiuwen said that she had never seen Fu Yeqing's father, she only knew that the other party was surnamed Fu, Lin Xi was eleven or twelve years old at that time, how did my dad leave them?

How willing to give it.

Lin Xi's inhesitation made me think that the junior was not Lin Xiuwen, but my mother, and she was the one who intervened later.

"Chu An, calm down." Lin Xi held my hand and tried to calm me down.

At this time, Chu Lin came out of the house, with headphones hanging around his neck, holding a game handle in one hand, and said loudly: "Sister, if she wants to know, tell her, what is there to hide, Dad and Mom are gone, even if you say it, Aunt Zheng is a junior, she snatched her father, causing Dad to divorce Mom." ”

Divorce?

Chu Lin's words blindfolded me, and the hand holding Lin Xi gradually let go, I looked at Lin Xi, and then at Chu Lin, and asked sneeringly: "What divorce?" What's going on? ”

Chu Lin pointed at me with the handle of the game and said, "It was your mother who snatched your father, and your father didn't want us, and you killed your mother, and you and your mother are not good people." ”

"Xiaolin, you go back to the room, who told you to talk nonsense, come into the house and play your game." Lin Xi yelled at Chu Lin, Chu Lin glared at me fiercely, turned around and slammed the door with a loud bang, as if the whole house was shaking, and then Lin Xi said to me: "Chu An, don't listen to Xiao Lin's nonsense, you came here so early, you shouldn't have breakfast yet, what do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you." ”

"He's telling the truth, isn't he?" I looked at Lin Xi in a daze, although Chu Lin was only fifteen or sixteen years old, he also knew the grievances of adults, and it was impossible to talk nonsense, the reason why he had always disliked me was because my mother intervened and ruined their family.

This time Lin Xi hesitated, and he didn't dare to look at me, I don't understand, why since it was my mother's intervention that ruined their family, Lin Xi didn't tell the truth, and Lin Xiuwen didn't say it?

They all keep claiming to be juniors, why is this?

What is called living like a joke, this is it, no one has ever told me what is going on, my mother also hides it from me, I want my mother to be alive and tell me what is going on.

Lin Xi was silent for a long time, in order to avoid my gaze, he took a sip of the water cup and pretended to take a sip.

After Lin Xi took a sip of water, he licked his lips and said: "Xiaolin is right, Chu Licheng's first wife is my mother, when my mother was just pregnant with Xiaolin, he suddenly disappeared, I didn't know anything at that time, I only knew that my mother cried every day, and it was only later that I learned that he ran away with the money, my mother and Chu Licheng are actually not married, in the real sense, they are just living together, they appeared as husband and wife to the outside world, but they did not get a certificate, Chu Licheng came back when Xiaolin was one year old, At that time, the woman next to him was your mother, that is to say, my mother was abandoned, Chu Licheng knew that my mother gave birth to Xiaolin, and felt guilty in his heart, plus the woman was soft-hearted, and she coaxed it when she said two good words, this coaxing was more than ten years, she was originally a wife, but she became a junior. ”

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Lin Xi glanced at me and asked with a smile: "What is there to tell, even if my mother is a junior, what you knew before is not false, and a person who doesn't even want a wife and children is not worthy of being a father at all, I don't want to mention half a word about him, Xiaolin has always thought that it was your mother who snatched Chu Licheng, in fact, this man can't control it if he wants to change his mind, in fact, compared with your mother, my mother is not as beautiful as your mother, nor does she have a temperament, men are visual animals, Chu Licheng is just a modern version of Chen Shimei, Maybe his feelings for your mother, your father's love is true, but for us, he will never be qualified, since one party is unlucky, why bother to involve you again, in fact, those rights and wrongs are really not clear, I am only one year older than you, maybe Chu Licheng has known your mother a long time ago, he took away your mother, and abandoned my mother. ”

Are those all true?

I also hope it is, my dad really spoils me in my memory, that beautiful memory, I really don't want it to be just acting.

I wanted to ask something, but I didn't dare to ask anymore, my dad left when Lin Xiuwen was just pregnant with Chu Lin, I was already ten years old at that time, and I was with Lin Xiuwen before Chu Licheng, so why did a ten-year-old me suddenly appear? Did my dad really know my mom and Sammi Lin at the same time?

Thinking of this, I didn't dare to stay any longer, and even left Lin Xi's residence in a panic, and hurriedly stopped the car to return home, Fu Yeqing had already gotten up and was washing in the bathroom, I hurriedly took out the diary in the drawer, and looked at it carefully from beginning to end.

Fu Yeqing heard the movement, and the corners of his mouth were still stained with toothpaste foam and came out: "An An, so panicked, what happened?" ”

"It's okay, I'm just looking for something, you go wash up." I sat on the edge of the bed with my back to Fu Yeqing, waved my hand at him, and kept my eyes on the diary.

It is recorded that the year my mother married my dad was the first year of my birth, and it was happy at the beginning, until I was five years old, my mother's diary was full of sadness, I have no memory of being ten years old, let alone five years old, I don't remember it at all, but it can be known from the diary that when my dad met Lin Xiuwen, he did know my mother, this is the so-called stepping on two boats, and finally my dad chose my mom.

I'm thinking that if my dad knew that Lin Xiuwen was pregnant with Chulin at that time, he probably wouldn't have chosen it this way.

There are a lot of feelings recorded in the diary, but there are no actual things.

"I heard Jiajia say that you went out, did you go to find Lin Xi? What did you talk about? ”

I was so engrossed in watching that I didn't notice Fu Yeqing's approach, and it wasn't until his voice sounded above my head that I suddenly looked up and quickly closed the diary.

When Fu Yeqing asked people to pack up their things, it was estimated that Fu Yeqing had already seen this diary, and there was really nothing to hide, and when I reacted to what I had just done, I felt a little weak, my cheeks were slightly hot, I lowered my eyes and said, "Well, I went to find her." ”

Fu Yeqing's eyes stared at the diary in my hand, and his voice was low: "An An, are you still investigating your father's jumping off the building?" ”

"Huh?" I subconsciously raised my head and looked at his deep eyes, and my heart became even more empty: "I just miss my mother a little, take it out and take a look." ”

We told each other not to pursue the past, but I still didn't give up to investigate, I felt that something was wrong, and I always couldn't help but investigate the confusing things back then.

Fu Yeqing didn't debunk my clumsy lies, looked at me with heavy eyes and asked, "Is there a place you particularly want to go to today's Saturday?" ”

I didn't want to go out, but when he asked, I wanted to fool the diary again, so I said: "Jiajia muttered that she was going to the playground before, why don't you go today, Jiajia should be sent to school in a few days, and it will be regarded as the opening ceremony." ”

"It's okay, I'll call the playground later, this afternoon's tickets are all free, and my son will be the opening ceremony."

"Free admission?" I was stunned for Fu Yeqing's generosity, and then I thought of what Jiayin had told me at the beginning, Fu Yeqing built a playground for Jiajia, and I could obviously brush Jiajia's face for free admission, I also bought a ticket, swallowed my saliva, and I gave Fu Yeqing a thumbs up: "Jiajia has a local tyrant father, as long as you report your name when you go out in the future, this Rongcheng will be unimpeded." ”

Fu Yeqing hooked his lips: "Only pet once, don't take an example, my son has to be poor." ”

I smiled, touched my stomach and said, "Baby, you have to be a girl, otherwise your dad won't know how to raise you." ”

Fu Yeqing said that he only spoiled Jiajia once, over the years, not to mention this pet, but his father's love is like a mountain, very heavy, not a mountain dew, unlike my loving mother who has many defeated children, Jiajia wants to give everything, and wants me to raise children, it is estimated that I have to raise crookedly.

Fu Yeqing squatted down, attached his hand to the back of my hand, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth was even worse: "Sons and daughters are fine, but it would be better if it was a daughter, I would make her the happiest little princess." ”

I deliberately put on a straight face and said, "Aren't I going to fall out of favor?" ”

He reached out and scratched the tip of my nose with a smile in his eyebrows, and his voice was doting: "Sons and daughters have to be behind you, daughters want to marry, sons want to marry daughters-in-law, only wives can live a lifetime." ”

"It's about the same, you go wash up, I'll go look for my son, it's almost noon now, go out for a meal and then go to the playground, the time is about the same."

"Okay." Fu Yeqing entered the bathroom, walked to the door and remembered something, turned around and asked me, "Why didn't you see Yao'er today, where did she go?" ”

"Yao'er......" I glanced at Fu Yeqing's expression before saying, "She should still be on the plane to France at this time." ”