I went back to the private room, where Director Zhang was still sitting, and asked me, "Do you have anything else to do, or you should go and get busy." I warn you, don't beat the idea of oranges, that's a good boy. ”

I smiled at Director Zhang: "I beat her idea, I'm still afraid that she will beat my idea." ”

Director Zhang walked out, and I stuck my head out and said to her, "Don't forget to pay." ”

Director Zhang stopped, turned his head to look at me, and wanted to say something, but he was stunned for a moment and left without saying anything.

I sat there for a while, and I was there thinking about what kind of life I was doing. The Gu poison has not been resolved, and this is impotence again. It's really good, and it saves me from making mistakes outside. Thinking about it, my tears fell, which god did I offend to create these sins on me. I wiped my eyes and quickly got up and left.

I wandered the streets with nothing to do, and I went into a sex toy store and watched and touched it without any scruples. I've never bought any of these things, and I was embarrassed to go in.

I asked the old ladies at the counter, "Sister, which set is easy to use." ”

The old lady looked up at me and said, "What are you used to?" Whether it's smooth, floating-point, or threaded. ”

I really didn't know that there were so many exquisitenesses, and it seems that some things still need time to understand. However, I am also glad in my heart that if I had used this thing before, maybe I would have died in this life.

I pretended to know how to ask the old lady: "Sister, it's just ordinary, I'm asking you if the brand is easy to use." ”

The old lady smiled: "I haven't used this thing either, but." Durex sells more, or you can try it with a box. ”

My face is a little red. Said to the old lady: "Okay, then you can give me that box, how much is it." ”

"Forty-two, how big do you want?" The old lady stopped me at this question.

I froze, not knowing what to answer. After all, he was in business, and he immediately found out about my embarrassment and said to me, "Or." I'll give you a bigger box, and I'll change the size later if it's not suitable. If it's big, it's okay, but if it's small, it's uncomfortable. ”

I paid for it. I left the sex shop as if I was running away.

I walked to the Yellow River and sat on the stone steps on the bank for a while, bored and helpless. I took out the condom. I took it apart and took out one. When I opened it, I saw that the balloons I bought when I was a kid were the same as them.

I took it out, washed it in water, and it blew up, and it blew so big. I held it in my hand and sighed at it, but I didn't know what it was feeling. I heard a voice and quickly let go of the gas inside. Hold it in your hand.

When the people left, I submerged it in the water. Watch the water go in little by little. When the water is full, lift it up, the water falls downward, and there is space again, and then it is poured into the water and lifted again. Until the water is about as big as the one I just blow. I tied it to my mouth and pushed it into the Yellow River.

I walked a few steps, looked back, and could still see that the place near the seal was still exposed to the water. I sighed and left.

I didn't want to eat anything, so I walked back to the hotel. When I got back to the hotel, I lay on the bed, covered my head, and lay still on my stomach.

I am reminded of Zheng Jun's song: I always have an urge to die for you. I want to die now, but I really don't have the urge to do so. I want no, I'm going to sing it myself, I can't think of anything else that will free me up. I jerked to my feet and prepared to walk out.

As soon as I pulled the door, a woman threw herself into my arms. I was scared "oops" and she was scared "ah". She leaned over and wrapped her arms around my neck. I held the door with my right hand and pushed my left hand on her chest.

I felt that my hand was not pushing properly, so I quickly let go. She followed forward with one foot, then slowly let go of my neck. I had already seen it, it was Huang Ju, and I only then remembered that I asked Huang Ju to come to my hotel.

I took a step back and said, "Come in." "I didn't have a single expression on my face.

Originally, Huang Ju's face flushed, but seeing me like this, he immediately turned his face up. Huang Ju followed me in, then closed the door.

I sat on the bed, didn't speak, and looked at Huang Ju. Huang Ju stood in front of me like this, and did not speak. After a few minutes, Huang Ju took the initiative to walk over, remove the things from the chair, and then moved the chair and sat down opposite me.

Actually, I still prefer this kind of savage girl, but now it's different, and this person is different. I can't be considered a pure man now, and this woman and I have a grudge.

I want to say, it's really hard to say what this is called. It seems that the hatred that does not share the sky is what it is: killing the father, taking the wife, digging the ancestral grave and the like. It seems that there is really no broken root, so I'll add it later. I have an uncommon enmity with Huang Ju for breaking my roots.

Huang Ju sat opposite me and looked at me, it was a kind of death-pressing look, as if it was me who made the mistake, I wanted to take out the momentum, but unfortunately, now, I feel inferior.

Huang Ju asked me gently: "What do you want, it's my fault, if you want me to accompany you, I'll pay myself to you, don't embarrass anyone, okay?" ”

I raised my head a little, squinted at Huang Ju, and lowered my head again. Huang Ju smiled: "I will give you everything you want." Then he stood up.

I think Huang Ju smiled very miserably, and he was also very helpless, which made me feel a little distressed in my heart. But I said to myself ruthlessly, this is your enemy, the enemy of broken roots, and the hatred of the roots.

When Huang Ju entered the toilet, I looked in her direction. I don't know what it means for her to go into the toilet, I thought obscenely, did I see a handsome guy like me, I felt it, I thought about it.

I was still sitting there and I didn't know what I was thinking, but I heard the sound of water in the toilet. I don't know what Huang Ju is doing, but I don't think she should be taking a bath, but the sound of water is constant, and she should be taking a bath.

I leaned over and lay down on the bed. My tears fell unconsciously, and I didn't want to wipe them.

As soon as the toilet door rang, I quickly sat up and wiped away my tears.

Huang Ju slowly walked out. What I didn't expect was that Huang Ju was naked, she crossed her hands together, put them on her lower abdomen, tied her hair behind her head, and walked out with her head half down.

I was stunned, sitting there, not knowing what to do, Huang Ju walked up to me, about a meter away from me, and I could smell the smell of shower gel on her body, she stopped.

I bowed my head. Huang Ju spoke: "Don't you want me, I'm yours now, you can do whatever you want." Again, don't embarrass others. ”

I didn't speak, I kept my head down. Huang Ju took another half step closer, and I thought, if she went a little further, she would stick to my body. I tried it, but the little brother didn't react at all, I felt that difficult in my heart, that regret in my heart, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

Huang Ju may have seen my sadness, and she reached out to stroke my head. I opened her hand, reached out and touched something, and threw it out with all my might, causing Huang Ju to tremble in fright.

I stood up suddenly, looked at Huang Ju, and pointed to her forehead: "You TM think I can't do it, now I strip naked to humiliate me, believe it or not, I can kill you." ”

Then I started looking for something in my room. I don't know what I'm looking for, but I mean to kill her. Huang Ju was also a little scared, and she kept turning around with my movements.

I looked for a few minutes, then walked to the other side of the bed, sat on the floor, leaned against the bed and cried. I don't know why, I don't know why I'm so sad, I cried with snot and tears, and my voice was sad.

Huang Ju slowly leaned over to me, squatted down, stroked my head, and without saying anything, pulled my head to her chest. I leaned over obediently, and I could feel that Huang Ju was already dressed.

I don't know how long I cried, but slowly I stopped crying. Huang Ju also sat next to me, and she put her arms around me. I could feel her body twitching at this time, and I think she was crying too.

Seeing that I had stopped crying, Huang Ju rubbed his head against my head and said to me in a subtle voice that I could hear just now: "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you until you are optimistic, if you don't see it well, I will accompany you for the rest of your life." ”

Damn, until now, you're still cursing me for not being good.

I stood up, didn't look at Huang Ju, and said, "You go, just give me a million ready, I want money." (To be continued......)