Chapter 57: Humble Expectations
It's you! Pan'er, how are you? How are you? Are you feeling better......"
Qian Yiyi asked anxiously, a little confused, Yi Pan'er couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips and interrupted her inquiry, "I'm fine, really good." The body is almost better. You don't have to worry, and don't be so nervous. But your body, why is it still restless when you are pregnant with a baby? ”
"Are you alright...... That's good......"
She choked up a sentence, Yi Pan'er's eyes turned red when she heard it, "Of course it's okay......"
Emperor Superstar: Retreat
Yi Paner told Qian Yiyi on the computer that she would visit her and be the baby's godmother. He even playfully threatened her that if she didn't leave her a spot, she would wait and see. Qian Yiyi agreed with a smile, guaranteeing that she would definitely be there for her godmother's sake. The two laughed again, and then hung up the phone.
Holding the phone, Yi Pan'er didn't move for a long time.
When she calmed down, she walked out of the room with her phone.
It's almost time, she should go back there. Go back and see the people she cherishes the most.
Chew Yi Pan'er walked from the third floor to the ninth floor, and went to the room where Situ Huang and Lu Xiaoyu were. The guards didn't stop it, because Emperor Situ had already ordered it. Yi Pan'er walked upstairs smoothly, but turned her head to see that the door of the suite was half open, as if waiting for her arrival.
She had to sigh at Situ Huang's cleverness, such a man was so wise. Use the QQ coins to access this site for free
You don't even have to say anything to know what she's going to do.
Yipaner walked into the suite.
This was the first time she had come to Situ Huang's private domain.
The large suite, low-key and gorgeous style, but it is fierce. Just like its owner, it feels the same way.
On the sofa in the room, Situ Huang sat silently.
He slowly looked at Yi Pan'er and smiled.
And Lu Xiaoyu saw Yi Pan'er and immediately stood up. She knew she couldn't keep her, and she wouldn't let her go with her. Lu Xiaoyu also knew that she should let her go alone, and some roads could only be completed by herself. But she was so reluctant that she couldn't help but walk up to her and speak.
"Pan'er, can I go back with you?" Lu Xiaoyu said softly, looking at Yi Pan'er with sincere eyes.
Yi Pan'er patted her shoulder boldly, and said with a smile, "What? I'm not a three-year-old child, are you still afraid that I will lose it? Rest assured, that's where I was born and I won't get lost. ”
'M afraid......
She didn't get lost, but her heart was lost. Never again.
Lu Xiaoyu frowned, obviously knowing that she would say this. She looked at her quietly for a long time, and could only sigh silently, "When you go back alone, you must pay attention to taking care of yourself." Remember to call me and don't lose contact with us. If there's anything, we'll get to you right away. ”
"Don't always be alone and think you can do anything."
"Okay?"
Lu Xiaoyu's words were brief, but they were so heartwarming, and Yi Pan'er's whole person was warm.
I just said goodbye to Qian Yiyi on the phone, and now I am saying goodbye to her face-to-face, although Yi Pan'er has always been competitive, she also softens her heart at this time. She reached out and hugged her, feeling the affection that depended on each other, "I know, I know everything." Makes you worry about ......"
"As long as you're good, anything is fine." Lu Xiaoyu hugged her back and said softly.
"Don't worry, I won't let myself get into trouble. Because I still have to wait for Yiyi's baby to be born, and I have to wait for your baby to be born. There are many things in this world that I can look forward to. Yi Pan'er said quietly, as if she was self-hypnosis, "I won't be obsessed anymore." That would be stupid. ”
There are too many things, too many people, to be cherished by her.
Could it be that without him, her world would really fall apart?
Nothing has changed except for the hollowness and a heart that can no longer burn.
Lu Xiaoyu nodded with satisfaction, finally relieved.
Emperor Superstar: A Taste of Home
Yi Pan'er walked out of the Taipei airport, and the dazzling sunlight stung her eyes.
How it felt like centuries had passed, so long that everything felt strange to her.
Yi Paner stopped a taxi and headed for Tainan from Taipei Airport. The driver is a brother who is very talkative. He was talking eloquently in front, and Yi Pan'er listened quietly, "Miss, are you here for a tour?" Tainan is good, the farm and ranch there are the best places for leisure! ”
"It's not a tourist ......" Yi Paner turned to look out of the car window, and the familiar scenery seemed to be dyed with a strange luster. The driver waited for her next step, and she said slowly, "I'm just going home......"
Go home. What simple two words.
I used to hate mentioning it, even rejection
But now, these two words came out of her mouth, and it made her want to cry. For many years, she kept her mouth shut, but she didn't expect that by the time she said it, she would have lost it long ago. Is there too many things, and you won't know how to cherish them until you lose them.
And regret what I once was, what did I miss.
"Brother, I'm a little tired, it seems that the jet lag hasn't adjusted. When it's time, will you call me? Yi Pan'er didn't want to talk, and said apologetically.
's brother agreed, and said heartily, "No problem, Miss!" Sleep in peace, I won't take a long detour! ”
"Thank you." Yi Pan'er said softly, slowly closing her eyes.
But everything from the past flashed in front of me.
Those happy pasts are hazy and clear.
When the taxi arrived in Tainan, it was nearly 3 p.m.
Yi Paner deliberately asked her brother to stop the car at the bottom of the hillside, she paid the money and got out of the car. Seeing that there was no one around, the kind driver lowered the window and admonished, "Miss, be careful alone." ”
"Thank you." Yi Pan'er smiled slightly, and the smile was bright.
's brother was stunned for a moment, and when she came back to her senses, she had already turned around and walked away.
Yi Pan'er walked along the hillside alone, and when she reached the top of the hill, she stopped. From afar, you can see the small bungalow. She had lived in a home for many years, with her beloved father and her beloved mother, and they were a family of three.
Those warm memories were like a lake pouring into her. It only takes a split second to overwhelm her.
Yi Pan'er's body trembled slightly in the wind, and suddenly took a step, as if chasing something, and rushed away in such a hurry. With the messy and hurried pace, the little bungalow was in a trance in sight, getting closer and closer to her, getting closer and closer. Yi Pan'er rushed to the front of the house desperately and reached out to push the fence open.
My heart was so intense that I was even breathing with a pretending of pain.
For a moment, it was like a hallucination, like a virus attack.
She saw her father standing in front of her, smiling softly. He said, "Pan'er, you're back."
Yi Pan'er suddenly walked towards the door, knowing that no one could open the door for her, knowing that her home was long gone. But she still didn't believe it, and insisted on walking to the door. Reach for the doorbell and ring the doorbell, expecting someone on the other end of the door to answer, and the door opens. The person he missed appeared in front of him like this.
"Ding-dong-ding-"
Yi Pan'er's eyes were already blurry.
On the plane, how many times did she tell herself that she couldn't cry. So endure it.
Miraculously, the door actually opened.
Yi Pan'er froze at the door in astonishment, watching this scene rudely. With teary eyes in her eyes, and in her blurred vision, she saw a tall figure, like her father. She didn't even have time to take a closer look, she couldn't help but hug him, the faint smell of tobacco, like the taste in memory.
Tears were falling, and she was already choking.
The man was stunned, his expression full of disbelief and amazement. After a long time, he hugged her back, his three-dimensional facial features revealed a faint pity, he reached out and caressed her, and said in a deep voice, "Pan'er, you're back......"
Yi Pan'er heard his voice, it wasn't her father.
She also knew who he was.
Jiang Xiuli's relatives - Jiang Xu.
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In the quiet living room, Yi Paner and Jiang Xu sat face to face.
"Uncle and Aunt Yi died unexpectedly, and the police are still investigating. Don't be too upset. Jiang Xu's deep male voice echoed, even more lonely, "I often come here to take a look, and I think maybe you will come back suddenly." Unexpectedly, you really came back. ”
"It's good to be back." Jiang Xu raised the corners of his lips and looked at Yi Pan'er calmly.
And Yi Pan'er, who was sitting quietly on the sofa, held a cup of hot tea in both hands and didn't say a word. She stared at the teacup in her hand, her face full of tea. Her mood seemed to calm down, but she still didn't speak. Pale lips, pursed, silent color under the eyes.
She was so weak and helpless, like a lonely soul, adrift.
Jiang Xu stood up, walked to Yi Pan'er and squatted down.
She reached out to hold Yi Pan'er's hand, wanting to give her strength, "It's okay, I'm here." ”
He didn't want to ask who the person who had been in her heart all those years was, and he didn't want to ask where she had gone alone this year. I don't want to ask, how did she know about the death of Uncle Yi and Auntie. It's just that at this moment, there is a thought in his mind, he just wants to protect her.
The thought was so strong that he took her hand and lowered his head to kiss her, "I'll be there for you." ”
Yi Pan'er came back to her senses for a long time, and said softly, "I want to go and see Dad, and ...... Aunt Jiang ......"
"Okay, I'll take you." Jiang Xu looked up at her and helped her to the cemetery.
It took a little time to drive to the cemetery. Actually, it's not far away. It was quiet and the wind was clear.
In April, it's already spring. The wind was blowing slowly, mixed with the smell of spring, the smell of grass and a faint fragrance of flowers, which was the nostalgic taste of Lite Hu in Yi Pan'er's memory.
The smell of home permeates my heart like this.
Emperor Superstar: You and me
The empty cemetery is empty, and there are no people.
Yi Paner and Jiang Xu walked silently on the path, and Yi Paner, under the leadership of Jiang Xu, came to the tombs of Yi Dongquan and Jiang Xiuli. The grave itself is a lonely thing, but it is no longer so lonely because the people who accompany each other underground are the last people in each other's lives.
A gust of wind blew, and the tall grass rattled.
Yi Pan'er walked to the tombstone and looked down at the picture on the tombstone.
That's Jiang Xiuli.
Yi Pan'er used to be disgusted with her, because of her mother's death, she blamed all her hatred on this woman. If it weren't for her, then maybe Mom wouldn't be gone. That's what I thought back then, and I never even doubted my own idea.
But things have changed, many years later. Everything goes with the wind.
When she is in a trance, Yi Pan'er will also be confused.
Why did Mom leave back then?
Even if it's because Dad fell in love with another woman and carried their marriage behind his back. But she was still her mother's daughter. If Mom hadn't died, where would she have gone? Who is she with. Why didn't she come back to see her once? Is it just to rest assured of her?
Mom's gentle words still echoed in my ears, so clear.
She said that Pan'er is a sensible child and is very well-behaved