Chapter 129: I Won't Go
I rubbed Jiajia's head and smiled, "Well, son, that's good." ”
There is Jiajia along the way as a regulator of the atmosphere, and it is still in a safe period for the time being, but this can only last for dozens of minutes, and when I return home, I still have to explain some things that should be explained, and it is impossible to do nothing and not know what to do, it didn't happen.
In fact, now I don't know if I'm waiting for Fu Yeqing to ask me why I went to the hospital, or if I should ask Jiang Xiuqin what's going on, when things come to this point, it should be spread out.
Back at Fu's house, Fu Yeqing handed Jiajia to the nanny, dragged my hand back to the room, closed the door, he didn't ask me at first, but put me against the door and looked at me for a while, wanted to say and stopped, and then let go of me and walked towards the room, while taking off his coat, he asked me: "Who told you to go to the hospital?" Who told you about it? ”
I stood up straight, walked over and stared at his back and said, "I'll go by myself, Fu Yeqing, at this moment, do you still want to hide it from me?" The words you said in the hospital today, when your mother is discharged from the hospital, you can't hide anything. ”
"What can't you hide? As long as you don't admit that Chu Licheng is your father, all this can be hidden. Fu Yeqing turned to look at me, his falcon-like eyes pouted with a cold light, and he held my shoulders with both hands: "An An, no matter what you hear or see today, selectively forget about me, your father is no longer here, as long as you don't admit it to my mother, everything is fine." ”
I looked at Fu Yeqing, and I could see his contradiction at the moment from his eyes, and I smiled and asked, "Is it okay?" There is no impermeable wall in this world, today I am accompanying you to play this scene for the sake of my aunt's poor health, and when she is discharged from the hospital, we still have to confess, it is the first family who is sorry for the Fu family, and I will pay off the debt owed by my father. ”
The corners of Fu Yeqing's mouth hooked a sneer: "What do you take?" Fate? An An, do you want to atone for your father's sins, or do you want to leave me? Do you still want to leave? ”
"Fu Yeqing, where else can I go? The heart is with you, the people are with you, where can I go? I grabbed his hand, looked at him and said, "I know what you're worried about, I'm not leaving, like you said, it's been four years, how much time do we have to waste?" I chose to stay, but I don't want the rest of my life to be by deceiving people, I once thought that my parents were very loving and happy, but when the veil was finally lifted, it was full of scars and tears, I lived for more than 20 years, and now I find out that I live in deception every day, just like a joke, my parents lied to me, you also lied to me, is it now that I can't get rid of the word deception for the rest of my life? Do you still want me to lie to others? ”
This confession has never been said to myself in my heart, although I stayed, I didn't say a word to Fu Yeqing, his contradictions and gains and losses are in my eyes, how can I not be entangled, what if I have crossed human life, and now there is another Jiang Xiuqin in the middle.
Even if you can hide it for a lifetime, you can't get over it in your heart.
"An An." Fu Yeqing hugged me, his emotions were a little excited, just like that rainy night, he hugged me tightly, and the heat sprayed on my neck: "You don't owe the Fu family, it's me Fu Yeqing who owes you, you are the woman who gave birth to me, we forgot about it, my mother, I'll say, you just need to stay by my side with peace of mind." ”
His father's life, my father's life, it is considered to be offset, Jiang Xiuqin has been lying in the hospital for so many years and has suffered so much, but I have also added population to the Fu family, is this considered a?
That's not how the accounts are calculated.
I rubbed Fu Yeqing's clothes and looked out the window: "Fu Yeqing, if you can solve this matter, why bother to get to now, there are so many people, you can't hide it at all, your mother has such a big reaction just by hearing a surname, if she knows that my father is Chu Licheng, and we hide it from her, what will happen to her?" ”
The result is clear without thinking about it, I withdrew from Fu Yeqing's arms, looked at him and said: "You should have told me about this a long time ago, if you knew this, Fu Yeqing, I would never have left you back then, and escaping will not solve the problem at all, since you said let's do it again, let me face it with you this time, from today on, I hope that there are no lies and deception between us." ”
Regardless of the final outcome, this time I want to do my best.
This may be the most correct decision I have made in my life, but the honesty I want, Fu Yeqing still hasn't done it, and he can't do it, since he has already hidden this matter from me, and I have now decided it, he naturally can't say another thing that broke me.
I remember he once said that if you want to hate, you hate someone, and he became the person I want to hate, and I don't mind carrying the black cauldron for so many years.
Jiang Xiuqin's matter is finally clear, and Fu Yeqing no longer carries me to the hospital to see Jiang Xiuqin, because of what happened in the hospital, Fu Yeqing once again proposed to get the certificate, and he didn't want me to follow me so namelessly.
I thought of how happy I was with Fu Yeqing to get the certificate back then, but this time I hesitated, it's not that I don't want to be upright, it's just that I want to wait for Jiang Xiuqin to nod, wait for her to be discharged from the hospital, and really accept me.
I insist on this matter, Fu Yeqing can't do anything about me, he doesn't want to have more dreams at night, I know this, but I don't want to be sneaky, for my identity, I am Jiajia's mother, no matter how others talk about it, what can they say?
Because of my insistence, Fu Yeqing had no choice but to announce his 'divorce' from Shen Yingrong and get back together with his ex-wife, this incident has become the most exciting news in Rongcheng this year, and Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung divorced, and turned his head to reunite with Faye Wong.
The news released by Fu Yeqing also explained the reason why I canceled my wedding with Simu in disguise, now I have become a celebrity, Fu Yeqing did not discuss this matter with me, I am glad that Simu is not in China, otherwise I really don't know how to face him, how uncomfortable he should be when he sees the news.
No matter how big the news is, this news will not reach Jiang Xiuqin's ears, she has little time to wake up, and she is in a private hospital, as long as no one tells her, she will not know, and when this matter ferments for half a month, it will pass, and Jiang Xiuqin is even more unlikely to know, and in order to prevent Jiang Xiuqin from knowing, Shen Yingrong's side Fu Yeqing went in person, I don't know how Fu Yeqing said to Shen Yingrong, such a big thing, Shen Yingrong didn't come to me, and she didn't come to make trouble.
As soon as Fu Yeqing's news was released, Tang Qian and Wang Dongjun immediately came to the door, and asked Fu Yeqing to invite guests to dinner, such a big thing, how can it be so forgotten, even if there is no longer a wedding, this meal must be invited, Fu Yeqing will naturally not be stingy with this, with a wave of his hand, he settled in a private room in leisurely.
Shen Chuhan, who is far away in City A, also called when she saw the news, she was invited to come last time, but in the end something like that happened, I only gave her a phone call, and I didn't say the specific reason, this time she happened to come here, so I invited her to dinner, and this meal was set on the night of the 14th, which happened to be Valentine's Day.
Fu Yeqing invited a lot of people to this meal, and the Zheng family also called, but it was not to me, but Fu Yeqing, Zheng Guorong wanted to make some money from Fu Yeqing, Fu Yeqing was not as good at talking as Simu, so he hung up the phone directly.
I thought that there was someone who should also be invited, I did not choose to call, but personally went to the door to invite, took a taxi back to the rental house where I lived for more than a month, stood at the door of the community, thinking back on the days here, my heart was unprecedentedly calm.
took the elevator upstairs, I didn't know if Lin Xi was at home, I didn't call her and came directly, but as soon as the elevator opened, I heard Lin Xi's voice, as if he was arguing with someone.
The door was only half-hidden, and as soon as he stepped out of the elevator, there was a sound of smashing things in the room, which should be something like ceramics that had been dropped, and Lin Xi's angry voice was sandwiched between them: "Go, I don't want to see you again." ”
Lin Xi's anger was full of exhaustion, I saw Lin Xi and Tang Qian standing opposite each other through the half-hidden door, there was broken glass and ceramic pieces on the ground, Lin Xi's finger pointed to the door, he may have been scratched by the glass just now, and there was blood on his hands.
Tang Qian was standing with his back to me, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could see his steps moving a little towards Lin Xi's side, and finally froze because of Lin Xi's words, and his voice was cold: "This is my last chance for you, if you figure it out, you will move it back for me tomorrow, if you can't figure it out......"
He didn't say anything about the rest of the story, maybe he didn't want to say anything about it, or maybe he didn't want that kind of choice to appear, he took out a card from his wallet and put it on the coffee table, straightened his clothes and walked towards me, he opened the door and was stunned when he saw me, and then walked past me towards the elevator.
Glancing at Lin Xi, who was sitting on the sofa in the room with his face buried between his legs, and then at the elevator that had been closed, I suddenly thought that when I first met Lin Xi, she was also arguing with Tang Qian, but that time Tang Qian was indifferent, and even wanted to part with Lin Xi, but now, he came again and again when Lin Xi was avoiding him.
The more you worry about what you can't get, the more disobedient the woman, the more men want to conquer, which is also the so-called holding and not leaving, fighting backwards.
I sighed in my heart before I walked in, Lin Xi had already seen me when she was arguing with Tang Qian, listening to my footsteps, she didn't raise her head, and a choked voice came from between her legs: "Chu An, why do men have the final say in the affairs of this world?" He can't give me what I want, so why should he ask me? That little love for him has long been exhausted by eight years. ”