Chapter 510: Concubine Shu's Defeat (10)
"When I begged Dongfang Che to listen to my explanation, how did he sneer?"
"When I was pushed to the ground by Sun Guifei and the child had a miscarriage, who cared about me?"
"When I was poisoned and almost died, none of you came to see me, even if it was just a false look!"
"So many things have happened to me, none of you care about me, no one cares about me, and now I need to know the general situation and measure it. Who among you has considered my feelings! ”
Zhan Meixiang said a lot in one breath, because of the excitement of emotion, her chest rose and fell violently.
The posture that was originally sitting also stood up and faced the Queen Mother.
Her face was calm, but her heart was like churning water.
If she doesn't hate Dongfang Che in her heart, it is false. She hated Dongfang Che for ignoring her before.
If Dongfang Che was willing to listen to his own explanation from the beginning, how could things have developed like this; If at the beginning, someone is willing to stand on their side, believe in themselves, and support themselves, then they will not be so helpless and hesitant; If the Queen Mother came to say this to herself at the beginning, then she might really be angry with Dongfang Che for the sake of general tolerance; If you start ......
Zhan Meixiang knew that it was a mistake from the beginning, a naked mistake! She even felt that it was just a mistake for her to meet and fall in love with Dongfang Che.
If she hadn't met Dongfang Che, if she hadn't entered the palace, wouldn't her heart be so scarred now.
Maybe she will find an ordinary person outside, she doesn't have to be very rich, and she doesn't have to be very handsome, but he loves her very much, such an ordinary day is like a dragon well, although it is bland, but it is comfortable.
The life in the palace made her feel really tired and tired.
The Queen Mother listened to Zhan Meixiang's accusation, and also felt that it was her own fault. It was he and Dongfang Che who were sorry for Zhan Meixiang that made Zhan Meixiang suffer so much grievance.
But the royal pride, the royal majesty did not allow her to apologize, nor did she allow her to lower her profile, for him, even if it was wrong, it was right.
She also stood up and looked at Zhan Meixiang levelly, "The mourning family still means that, if you are the queen, you should know the general situation, don't make trouble with the emperor, go and admit your mistake with the emperor, and there will be nothing left." ”
Zhan Meixiang replied without thinking: "Impossible, I can't do it." I will not forgive my dead child unless he is brought back to life! ”
It is impossible for the child to come back to life, and it is impossible for Zhan Meixiang to forgive Dongfang Che. The loss of the child has left an indelible mark in Zhan Meixiang's heart.
She only blames herself for her weakness and softness, and she lost her child.
And this time, she will not be weak anymore, she knows that only if she becomes stronger and more powerful, can she protect the people around her.
"Zhan Meixiang, you have to be clear, he is the emperor, you are the queen, he is above, you are behind, you will always have a lower profile than him, this is the rule since ancient times."
"I'm still saying that, unless my dead child can come back to life. I don't want to care about any rules, if he doesn't like me, or is tired of me, he can take me off, I won't be a queen! Zhan Meixiang's voice was firm and resolute, without a trace of attachment.
Everyone present looked at Zhan Meixiang in shock. The position of the queen is the position that many women in the palace dream of, and it symbolizes a woman's highest honor and greatest rights.