Chapter 104: Maybe We Shouldn't Be Together

The atmosphere in the office was a little stiff, and Ye Shucheng's face was already very heavy, "No matter how urgent you are, you have to wait." ”

He has always had his own principles for work, and if anyone can interrupt his conversation with customers at will, then he, the president, should not do it.

Xu Jinghe didn't give up, "Then I'll wait here." ”

Without waiting for Ye Shucheng to speak, he walked over and sat on the sofa next to him.

She was angry in her heart, and she couldn't wait to tear her face and ask questions at this time, and it was already a great concession to be able to wait patiently.

Seeing this, the customer was a little hesitant, "Mr. Ye, do you want to ...... another day?"

Ye Shucheng smiled apologetically and looked at Xu Jinghe, "Director Xu, if you don't go outside, I can only call the security guard to invite you out." ”

Xu Jinghe was stunned for a moment, looking at him in disbelief, his fists were clenched tightly, his nails were embedded in his palms, the pain was imperceptible, his face was pale as if his soul had been pumped, and it took a few seconds before he found his voice, "Okay, I'll wait for you outside." ”

When she went out, her steps were slow and her body was stiff, and her anger made her mind blank, Ye Shucheng had no conscience at all, she looked back and looked back at what she had been doing in the past time?

The servants have served him for so long, and they can't get any good!

Outside the president's office, Rita pulled a leather chair for her with a worried face, she sat there like a wood, and waited for almost an hour before the customer left Ye Shucheng's office, she couldn't wait to push the door in, Ye Shucheng's hand was tapping quickly on the computer keyboard, and her eyes were also focused on the screen.

She bit her lip and almost slammed the door, walked over and stood in front of the table, "You went to the architectural design department to add Su Nian's name to the internal training list?" ”

Ye Shucheng's eyebrows frowned slightly, and finally hit the enter key, looking up at her, "What, do you have an opinion?" ”

Why do you want to do this? Add Su Nian's name by name, are you afraid that others will not know about the shady relationship between you and her? ”

Her words were sharp and sharp, and there were four words that pierced his heartβ€”

Filthy relationship.

He didn't speak immediately, the leather chair turned slightly, and he faced her head-on. stared at her, "Why don't you tell me first, why do you want to participate in the work of determining the quota for internal training, Director Xu, I asked you to go to the architectural design department to do a business post, and the work of the technical department doesn't seem to be your business." ”

When Xu Jinghe heard this, he was stunned before retorting: "I just want to help, in a department, where can the division of labor be clear to that point?" ”

Okay, even if you want to help, what is the reason why you deliberately removed Su Nian. ”

She was silent for a few seconds, "Isn't that obvious?" Her academic qualifications were originally a joke when she entered the technical department, and now she is asked to participate in internal training, what do you think about other new employees who have applied for internal training and failed to participate? Training also comes at a cost. Training designers, I don't think Su Nian has this potential. ”

The words were high-sounding, but Su Nian denied how much effort Su Nian had made in the past few days, as if it was no longer worth giving any chance if he lost at the starting point, Ye Shucheng's eyes were dark, and there was a subtle anger spreading in his heart, "Su Nian's work attitude during this time in the company is obvious to all, you don't know the efforts she has made, and she has made progress, why can't she be a designer?" She is an old employee, she should have the same priority as other old employees, she has contributed to the company, which new employee has objections, you can come to me. ”

Heh......" Xu Jinghe laughed angrily and stared at him. nodded, "Ye Shucheng, why are you going around and talking to me about these scenes, don't you just want to add her to it, you are obviously abusing your power and not distinguishing between public and private!" ”

With the last few words, she almost roared.

Quietly, he looked at her madness with cold eyes, and asked rhetorically, "What about you?" ”

Her eyes were red with rage, and she couldn't speak.

He said: "It's my company, it's not someone else's turn to call the shots, I didn't let you go to the architectural design department to give you the opportunity to make things difficult Su Nian, you abused your power not to say, today you broke into my office without permission when there are customers, Director Xu, there are some things you have to figure out, work is work, in work, I will not tolerate anyone." You said that I added Su Nian to internal training regardless of public and private, why don't you go to the architectural design department and ask, how many classes Su Nian has added in the past time, how many drawings have she made, she participated in training outside in order to improve herself, squeezed the subway and lost her wallet and mobile phone, so tired that her body almost collapsed, you told me that she has no potential and no qualifications? ”

At the end of the sentence was a questioning tone, and it was clearly angry, his tone was cold, and his face was angry.

Ye Shucheng is a person, most of the time he is moody, even if he has some emotions, he will hide it very well. And she was silent, indifferent and silent, but at this moment she seemed aggressive, and the anger between her eyebrows frightened her.

She had never seen him like this, he had always been tolerant and accommodating to her, and occasionally even if there was some unpleasantness between the two of them, he would always respond with silence, where had he ever reprimanded her like this?

And he treated him like this, all for Su Nian.

She was so angry that she was trembling all over, her breathing was not smooth, and tears were about to flow out, "You said so much, it's nothing more than fighting for Su Nian, Mr. Ye, I want to know, is the undergraduate requirement on the recruitment website for people to see?" As the president, you favor her as a grassroots employee everywhere, what are you, you are confused by her? Are you in love with her? ”

She asked anxiously and excitedly, but the voice fell, followed by a long silence that made her even more uneasy.

The slightest hum of the computer was infinitely magnified in this limited space, and her tears were falling one by one, and she heard that she was about to cry out loud.

It was a long few seconds for her, and what she wanted to wait for was a peace of mind, a promise, but she didn't wait.

Because, Ye Shucheng finally spoke, and what he said was: "Yes." ”

She thought she had misheard, but he continued, "Su Nian is very special to me, and I won't allow others to get in her way, even you. ”

Her steps were vain, her body was weak, tears kept pouring out, and the faces of the men in front of her became blurred.

He didn't seem to be cruel enough to her, and added: "This is the first time that this kind of thing has been redeemed, and now it has been redeemed, I don't care about you, if there is a next time, let me know, you don't do it in the architectural design department, the headquarters office, you go back to Jinghe Jewelry directly." ”

You ......," she choked out in disbelief, "how can you do this to me?" ”

She cried, "How can you do this to me! I'm your girlfriend, you talk to me like this for another woman, treat me like this, Ye Shucheng, do you have a heart for this person, what do you think of me......"

His brows furrowed, Xu Jinghe cried in front of him like this, even he couldn't be indifferent, for a long time, sighed, got up and pulled out a tissue and handed it over, which was opened by her wave.

He tugged at the corners of his lips, laughing rather than laughing, self-deprecatingly looking at his hand holding a tissue, and was silent for a few seconds. It's like saying to himself: "Maybe we shouldn't be together, I found you to repay the favor and make amends, I want you to be happy, but you are by my side, what has become of you now?" ”

Many years ago in the sea of fire, the girl who saved him, although her appearance was not good, but she was brave, calm and calm, how many times did he think of her in the most painful days when he first returned to the Ye family to have enough courage to persist in the Ye family.

The name Xu Jinghe, as well as the letter she wrote, was once a symbol at the lowest point of his life, and for him, it was courage. It was also the only relationship that he could still be sure of in this world, he thought that by keeping her by his side, he would seal it all upright, but he didn't expect it, but it was all destroyed.

The current Xu Jinghe is extremely unfamiliar to him.

She was hysterical, she broke down like a jealous woman.

When she heard him, she cried even harder, "...... It's obviously your fault, you're with me, why are you still entangled with her? You said you wouldn't fall in love with anyone, why could she ......"

Her voice softened, and he cried, and his heart was a little heavy, and he used some strength to grab her shoulder. Holding a tissue to wipe her tears, she pushed it away once, his hand reached over again, she tried to block his hand again, but he held it down, the tissue was held by him, rubbed on her cheek, the tears were wiped away, and soon flowed out again, he wrung his eyebrows and watched, and threw the soaked tissue on the table with some frustration.

After a long time, he said, "I didn't lie to you when I told you, I thought I wouldn't like anyone. ”

His voice was deep and steady, and he said things she didn't want to hear.

Su Nian was an accident, I don't actually understand this kind of feeling, and I don't want it. ”

His eyebrows have been locked deeply, he turned around and took a cigarette, the lighter clicked, especially loud in the quiet office, he lit a cigarette and took a few puffs slowly, "I hate my life the most and can't help but control myself, when I meet Su Nian, everything is messed up, I thought I could handle it, maybe I overestimated myself too much, I ...... to her"

He fell silent.

Xu Jinghe's whimpering voice gradually became smaller, but her tears did not decrease, she didn't want to hear him say so many things about Su Nian, she wanted to interrupt him. I wanted to reprimand him and condemn him, but she choked up and couldn't speak.

Anger, sorrow clenched her heart at this moment, and worse, horror.

He remembered something, and suddenly smiled, "Do you know, you have always felt that Su Nian is a third party, in fact, you are wrong, when you were in the United States, I was already with her, and I didn't take her too seriously at that time, thinking that separation would be separation, and you were my responsibility." Now I know that it may be wrong to make up for and repay you by being with you. ”

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, trying to calm her voice, but she was still shaking: "You...... What do you mean? ”

He took the cigarette from between his lips and turned to look at her.

Even if I break up, I won't leave you alone, I will continue to take care of you, in my eyes you are my only family, you don't have to worry about life and work in the future, so, Jinghe ......" He paused, looking her in the eyes, "I can't give you the affection you want, maybe someone else can give it to you, you should think about it." ”

She lowered her head, tears welled up again, she couldn't bear it anymore, and a drop fell on the sandalwood floor.

The man's face turned was terrible, even if he broke up, he wanted to force her to say, but how could she say it?

He is light and hope to her, she can no longer let her life be beaten back to its original shape, she needs him, how can she leave and fulfill him and Su Nian, so that sooner or later everything back then will be revealed, what should she do then?

She was stuck in her throat and struggled to speak, "No...... I don't want to break up......"

He didn't speak, he smoked in silence.

In this relationship, he can't be the one who talks about the end first, but he can't see any meaning anymore, he thinks that if he says so much, she will understand.

She raised her head and walked up to him in two steps, her voice trembling and out of tune, "Shucheng, don't you care about me...... You can't leave me behind, I don't want to be alone, I only have you, don't be so cruel to me, I really can't live without you......"

Her hand trembled as she grabbed his. He looked down slightly and saw her completely crying face.

His heart sank, "Even if I get married, I won't fall in love with you, even so, do you still want to be with me?" ”

She only said: "I don't want to break up, don't you want me, I will be very well-behaved in the future...... I won't make trouble, she will let her go if she wants to participate in that training, but you promise me not to entangle with her again after I get married, okay? As you once said, are you going to lie to me again......"

He pulled her hand away, "Jinghe, let's all calm down, you look really bad now, don't go to work, I'll ask the driver to take you back to Yishui Yunju to rest." ”

Let's talk about it. He turned off his cigarette and took out his cell phone to call the driver.

She watched quietly for a moment, then wiped her face with a tissue, knowing that she must be looking ugly now.

She came to him, originally to ask for an explanation, to ask him why he was so partial to Su Nian, but it turned out to be really ironic, making such a situation, it was obvious that he had thought of breaking up, but because of the guilt and gratitude in his heart, he couldn't say it directly, her heart was as cold as being frozen, how to continue such a relationship?

In the end, it was all because of Su Nian, even if they had broken up, inside, she would not have a peaceful life, she held the tissues soaked with tears, and kept taking deep breaths, suppressing the anger in her heart.

After Ye Shucheng finished the call, he was relieved to see that she had wiped away her tears and seemed to have calmed down a little.

Women are really troublesome, seeing Xu Jinghe crying, he is still uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't want to talk about it to this point, but she asked endlessly and aggressively, and he suddenly realized that in fact, in his heart, how much he hoped that she could figure it out for herself. There is no longer any need to continue this relationship.

Obviously, all he brought to each other was pain, and he didn't know what else it meant.

But he can't ignore her after all, he can't be indifferent to that extent, forget her kindness, forget the debt to her, forget that she is the only person in this world who doesn't care about reciprocating his sincerity to him.

The atmosphere in the office was depressing and dreary, he didn't speak again, walked over, raised his hand and gently rubbed her hair, he wanted to comfort her, but couldn't find words.

Feelings are not something he can control, if he can, he also hopes that he can like her rather than Su Nian, who approached him with a purpose in the first place, but he can't choose it, and he is already deeply trapped. It is useless to say more.

I...... Acceptable. Xu Jinghe suddenly spoke, and her tone was much calmer.

He was stunned.

Even if you don't love me and love others, it doesn't matter, we still have a lot of time, Shucheng, you and I are the same people, we don't have a home, we should support each other to go on together, and it is my dream to be with you...... From the time I was fifteen years old, to now, more important than my career. ”

She spoke firmly, took a step forward, raised her hand and hugged him, "Don't you want me, I only have you, I would die without you, it's really ......"

He couldn't speak, bowed his head slightly, and finally raised his hand and gently patted her on the back twice.

……

In the past few days, Su Nian has started to rotate again, and the internal training has provided her with great convenience, so she doesn't have to toss back and forth on the subway, but when she thinks of the project of the horticultural fair, she works overtime every day.

Her state slowly recovered, and her heart sank when she was drawing, so she didn't have to think about Ye Shucheng anymore, no matter why he approached her and arranged internal training for her, she didn't want to pursue it anymore, she didn't want to mess up her mind because of his every move. The current horticultural fair project is the most important thing for her.

The result of working overtime every day is to return to the house at eight o'clock one night and face the same as Uncle Han Jing.

He was boiling water in the living room to prepare instant noodles, and when he saw her come back, he complained, "Where did you go crazy?" ”

She rubbed her neck with a tired face, "I'm working overtime." ”

What kind of perverted company worked overtime to this point, delaying my food. ”

He came back from a trip to the field, thinking that he would be able to eat a hot meal, but when he came back, he faced the empty and unpopular house, and he didn't know how desolate it was.

People are like this, when they lived alone before, they didn't feel that the house was empty, and after coming back a few times before and seeing that Su Nian had already cooked and kept a copy of him, it became a habit, and when it was gone, I felt that there was a piece missing in my heart.

Su Nian was tired to death, sat down on the sofa and threw the bag aside, "You're embarrassed to say." You came and went without a trace, you didn't tell me when you came back, you didn't say hello if you didn't come back, I cooked your meal the day before yesterday, but you didn't come, I put it in the refrigerator and ate two leftovers in a row, where do you dare to cook so much. ”

He bit the plastic fork and thought, "Then if I come back and call you later?" ”

She nodded.

He thought that if he called her and said that I was going home, remember to cook......

How can it be so subtle.

He coughed unnaturally and changed the subject, "Why did you work so late overtime?" ”

It's not overtime, I want to make more pictures myself, I don't have a computer now. I even have to use the office computer to practice by myself, and I plan to buy a notebook next month if I have more money, so I don't have to go so far. ”

He sighed, "You're so poor." ”

She stared at the instant noodles in his hand, "You're not bad." ”

……”

This counterattack hit him hard, and his face fell, and he muttered, "I originally said to give you the notebook I don't use, look at you like this, forget it." ”

She was stunned, "Do you have a computer that you don't use?" ”

Well, it's been a long time since I threw it in the house. ”

She disdainfully, "Can that still work?" ”

You don't see the book as a low dog.,I've just used it a few times since I bought that book.。 ”

The water was boiling, and he was about to pour it. She said, "Don't soak it, I'll cook for you, I didn't eat either, but I can probably only make noodles at this late hour." ”

He threw the fork and said, "Okay, then I'll show you Ben first." ”

Han Jing really took out a laptop from his room, and as he said, the condition looked almost brand new, and the boot speed was very fast, Su Nian looked at it and was dumbfounded: "Han Jing, are you Doraemon, your room is a four-dimensional pocket?" ”

You can take out whatever you want.

He laughed, "It's useless for you to pat me on the back, it's the right way to cook for me." ”

She fumbled for a keyboard. "Why don't you use it if it's so new? The last time I saw you use it, it seems to be another one. ”

The boot screen passed, and on the desktop wallpaper, a young girl was smiling, it was obvious that this was a life photo, not a star or an Internet celebrity, Su Nian's eyes widened: "Who is this?" ”

Ex-girlfriend. ”

He shook the mouse, and in just a few seconds he changed the wallpaper to a blue sky and grass, and he said, "It's much better." After a pause, he added: "There is PS in it, which I used to process photos before, 3Dmax, you have to download and install it yourself, this computer has a lot of running memory and storage, if you want to make a Maya model, you can also download it, it should be very easy to use." ”

She said, "Then I'll borrow it once in a while." ”

You can take it and use it. He lazily moved to the side, "Anyway, I have a new computer, by the way, there are things I have stored on the G drive, you just don't delete it." ”

She was groping for it, and when she heard it, she asked, "What is it?" ”

Some photos. He touched a cigarette, lit it, and saw that she had already lit the G drive, and he took the cigarette, "What are you doing?" ”

She didn't look at him, "Look at the pictures." ”

......" he was speechless, "I don't use this computer because I don't want to see these things, can you be curious and open it when I'm not there?" ”

She glanced over, and under the browsing view, those photos were nothing special, "What, is it possible that you took a nude model and didn't dare to show it to others?" ”

I have clicked on a photo while talking, it is two people standing side by side, a man and a woman, the woman she only met a few minutes ago, it is the ex-girlfriend on the desktop, as for the man......

She felt a little familiar, and stared at it carefully.

Wearing gold-rimmed glasses and looking polite, she pointed to the photo and said to Han Jing, "I seem to have seen this man." ”

He was far away from the computer screen and squinted, "That's Ye Xian, where did you see it?" ”

She said, "Who is Ye Xian?" ”

The Ye family is young. ”

Her mouth was open for a long time before it closed. The Ye family is ......

Isn't that Ye Shucheng's half-brother?

Han Jing leaned over and turned off the photo, "You have to look at the photo and look back at it yourself, now go cook, I'm starving." ”

She was pulled up by Han Jing and pushed to the kitchen, and suddenly remembered where she had seen Ye Xian.

When Ye Shucheng took her to the mall before, Ye Xian appeared and talked to Ye Shucheng, and then Ye Shucheng was in a bad mood......

Han Jing had already pushed the person into the kitchen, and when he saw her stunned, he flicked on her head, "Idiot, what do you want?" ”

She remembered something, and asked again: "How did the Ye family and your ex-girlfriend take pictures together?" ”

Han Jing was stunned, his expression was a little complicated, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes. "You ask so much what to do, you don't know the two anyway, hurry up, cook."

Every time she mentioned her ex-girlfriend, Han Jing's reaction was a little subtle, she actually wanted to ask again, but after all, it was gossip, and the other party didn't want to say it, so she finally suppressed her curiosity and started cooking.

No matter what reason Han Jing eliminated the computer, she was happy to pick up a bargain, and the next day she got off work early and wanted to go home to slowly draw, but she just finished typing the card and walked out of the office, and an uninvited guest appeared in front of her.

Xu Jinghe stood at the door of the architectural design department, blocking her.

There are also colleagues passing by after work in twos and threes, Su Nian's face changed slightly, Xu Jinghe stood here to stop her is to create a topic, she asked, "Director Xu is looking for me?" ”

The last time we met, it was at the dinner party at HarborHouse, Xu Jinghe held Ye Shucheng's hand out of the limelight, like the stars holding the moon, everyone stammered, but in just a few days, she looked a little haggard and pale.

The attitude was unusually good, she said, "Su Nian, let's talk." ”

The two of them were sitting in the cafΓ© downstairs, Xu Jinghe ordered a latte and asked Su Nian, "What do you drink?" ”

Su Nian said expressionlessly: "I don't drink, you can say it quickly." ”

The waiter left, Xu Jinghe looked at her, took a deep breath, and asked, ".?" ”