Continued: The crisis of miscarriage
Why do you do that? Lan Zehui was still alone after Hu Xiaobei left, and his mind was full of Luo Qishan's voice saying that she was pregnant.
She now looks more beautiful than before, a little more charming, more charming, and gentle, and the way she speaks and the interaction between Yan Cone can make people feel how loving the couple's relationship is.
Spending money to hire a woman to pretend to be his girlfriend, Lan Zehui didn't feel stupid about this, because he was very sure that Luo Qishan's kind woman would have a sense of guilt in her heart. He also has his own pride and dignity, he is afraid to see her sympathetic gaze, it is not that he can't find a woman, but he doesn't want to take that step, so he would rather find someone to act, so that Luo Qishan and Yan Cone think that he is really doing well, so that he will feel equal to each other, otherwise he will always feel like a beggar waiting for someone to give him his feelings.
Lan Zehui's current state is good or bad. The good thing is that he is cheered up and is running the company's business, and he is busy every day. The bad thing is that even if he becomes the president of the company and has actual power, however, he is blank in his personal feelings, his heart is locked, and others can't get in, and he can't get out.
Looking at Luo Qishan's happiness, Lan Zehui will bless and be happy for her, but on the other hand, it will also be sad and bitter. Why wasn't he the one who gave her happiness? Fate, fate, since there is no fate to have a good result, why do you have to meet again?
Why would you be an emotional person? I heard that cold and ruthless people can live a chic life, but before he met Luo Qishan, he didn't know that he was actually a person who could not let go.
Now, all he can do is to allow time to heal, maybe the days will be less, and the pain will be a little lighter.
I can't get you, I can only watch you quietly from afar, without disturbing, although no one knows this thought.
Luo Qishan and Yan Cone were still talking about Lan Zehui and Hu Xiaobei in the car, and it could be seen that she was very happy, and said that Hu Xiaobei and Lan Zehui were very compatible, and the petite, sweet and gentle girl was suitable for him.
Yan Cone just listened, laughing and not saying a word, Luo Qishan would not know that Yan Cone was sighing in her heart at the moment...... He is a man, his observation of people is stronger than Luo Qishan, he always feels that there is a little weird between Lan Zehui and Hu Xiaobei today, the young woman seems a little contrived, and Lan Zehui's smile is not up to the bottom of his eyes, and if you look closely, you can detect a trace of discordant coldness and unnaturalness when interacting.
Yan Cone was thinking, maybe the relationship between Lan Zehui and Hu Xiaobei was not as good as it came out, and why did he do it? The reason is nothing more than to reassure Luo Qishan, and to make herself look like she is not too wolf.
What is it, Yan Cone will not investigate, but he has a new understanding of Lan Zehui. It seems that Lan Zehui is also very knowledgeable and self-aware, and it is not easy to be like him. Well, I won't hate him in the future, just be an ordinary person.
Yan Cone thought so in his heart, but he didn't express his doubts, this is not because he is small-minded, but he understands very well that the current state is good for everyone, there is no need to expose Lan Zehui, Luo Qishan is just raising a fetus at home without any worries, being a happy pregnant woman, this is what everyone wants to see, and Lan Zehui's hard work is not in vain.
Under the careful care of her lover's family, Luo Qishan soon reached the period of more than a month of pregnancy, and there was a strict joy, and eating every day became her biggest headache, but she couldn't eat it, for the sake of her own and the child's nutrition, she could only grit her teeth and swallow it, and the result was that it didn't take long to spit it out. So repeatedly, every day, not only is she uncomfortable, but the people watching next to her are also like knives, but this qiē can only be borne by herself, no one can help her, and she can't take medicine, and she can't help it.
Drowsiness, fatigue and weakness are also the symptoms of pregnancy that Luo Qishan has, and with this joy, she has suffered a lot these days. Sometimes I vomit so much that I feel like I'm going to faint, and I often have to lie down on the chuang to rest.
The human body is mysterious and unpredictable, although Lokishan has always paid attention to her body, and her body is also very healthy, but after pregnancy, she reacted like a very weak person, and now her condition is not good, although weak, she can no longer take supplements at will.
Lokishan's abdominal pain accompanied by a reddish discharge was worrying when she went to the hospital, and the doctor said that it was a sign of miscarriage, and she had to be careful at home to protect the baby, otherwise, it was likely to ......
This scared the Yan family a lot, and after Luo Qishan returned home, she immediately entered a state of all-round protection, and she couldn't walk around the ground recently, leaving her to lie down.
How hard it is to endure these days, no one who has not tried it will know. It's hot summer, but Luo Qishan can't blow the air conditioner, and the fan can't blow too much. In order to let her live in a cooler place, Yan Cone took Luo Qishan to a villa on the outskirts of the city, and Sister-in-law Chen also went with her, serving Luo Qishan full-time.
The villa is surrounded by greenery, close to the reservoir, and is cool to live in, suitable for Lotkishan's current physical condition, and there is a hospital about 20 minutes drive away.
To protect the fetus, although the doctor prescribed medicine, the old man did not let Luo Qishan eat it, and used traditional Chinese medicine to protect Luo Qishan's fetus, which is the prescription handed down by the ancestors of the Yan family.
The effect of this tocolytic pill is there, but the taste is too unpleasant, and Luo Qishan has to drink it twice a day.
Luo Qishan has never taken Chinese medicine a few times since she was a child, she herself is studying Western medicine, she is a little unsure about the efficacy of Chinese medicine, because this is not an ordinary cold, it is to protect the fetus, what if the Yan family's ancestral secret recipe still can't be kept in the end?
Luo Qishan doesn't sleep well and doesn't eat well, Yan Cone also doesn't know how to eat and sleep, he rarely goes to the company recently, Yan Jiyun is the main force, taking care of the company's affairs, so as to give Yan Cone more time to take care of Luo Qishan.
Although the old man does not come to visit every day, this heart has always been tied here, at least two phone calls a day, and he must know Luo Qishan's situation before going to bed, so that the old man can fall asleep.
And Shen Rong will come every other day, she still has to take care of the old man, and her daughter-in-law is not at ease, she runs at both ends, without complaints, but she is worried, and she cries several times behind her back, I am afraid that if this child cannot be saved, it will be a heavy blow to the Yan family.
Luo Qishan's parents also often visited, and the father only felt pain in his heart for his daughter's situation, and on the surface, he had to comfort his daughter, cheer her up, and encourage her.
Yan Jiyun and Shui Han, as well as other friends, all came here to see Luo Qishan, and they all cared about her and prayed for her silently.
On the seventh day of moving over, the old man, accompanied by Yan Jiyun and Shen Rong, arrived at the ancestral hall of the Yan family in the countryside. Poor Yan Hongzhang is in his eighties, and he still kneels on the ground of the ancestral hall with difficulty, bowing to the ancestors of the Yan family, and praying for Luo Qishan and the child in her womb.
This picture is very poignant, the old man is not superstition, just a kind of ideological sustenance, only in this way can he feel a little more at ease, if he does not come, he always feels that he is not sincere enough.
A gray head was kowtowing, there were words in his mouth, and his expression was pious, but the old body, with his back swaying, was still trembling when he stood up, and he needed someone to help him.
Lotisan often wondered why this was happening to her. Exhausted by the torture, she couldn't help but think, is it because she is too happy, God doesn't allow it?
finally got pregnant, and the whole family was happy, excited, and excited about it, but because of this miscarriage crisis, the whole family fell into the shadows again. Yan Cone has been even more haggard recently, and the dark circles under his eyes have boiled out, but he is smiling in front of Luo Qishan, and he will not bring the gloomy clouds and mist to her.
Luo Qishan's diet is mainly light, she doesn't eat a single chili, she doesn't stick to the spicy and stimulating at all, and even the fruits are not eaten for the time being, and the things in her stomach are warm, not cold at all. In the first few days, I didn't go out of the four doors, and I didn't go downstairs for a walk, at most I was hanging out on the balcony.
In such an atmosphere, Luo Qishan could not relax, her smile was significantly reduced, and her whole person exuded an aura of anxiety and melancholy, often silently stroking her hand on her lower abdomen, praying that the child would not leave her.
Regardless of whether there will be children in the future, Luo Qishan has special feelings for the first child in her life, she is too worried that the child will be lost, so she consciously cooperates, even if she does not go to the ground, even if she can only nest in the house all day, but as long as she can keep the child, she is willing to do anything.
This mental pressure and fear of loss finally overwhelmed Lokishan. On a sweltering afternoon, Yan Cone went downstairs to get something, and when he came back, he saw Luo Qishan shrunk in the quilt, and the quilt was still shaking, and her suppressed cry could be heard.
Yan Cone's heart twitched twice, and the feeling of heartache instantly hit his whole body. Of course he knew why she was crying, she was afraid that she had endured it for too long, and she wouldn't vent it until she couldn't bear it anymore.
Yan Cone sat down slowly, tore the thin quilt away, and silently hugged the crying woman.
Luo Qishan's withheld cry suddenly became louder, and she wailed and wailed, and in his arms, tears flowed down her face.
Yan Cone hugged her tightly, and his heart was like a knife. He knew Luo Qishan well and knew that she was not such a weak woman, but after she became pregnant, she was shrouded in fear after being told by the doctor that the child might be miscarried, and not a day was good.
This kind of thing, no matter how strong a woman is, can't bear it, crying because the desire for the child is too strong, the expectation is too high, and it is because she hates why fate will bring such misfortune. Is it so hard to want a complete family? Some people don't want children but are pregnant, and he and Luo Qishan are so devoutly eager to have children, and they will face the crisis of loss when they are pregnant, this kind of mood is too painful and cruel.
The wall in Yan Cone's heart was also pushed to the ground, and he couldn't suppress his sadness, and tears burst out of his eyes. It's just that he doesn't cry like Lokisan, his cry is low, but it's just as heartbreaking.
The couple hugged their heads and cried, at this time, it was useless for anyone to persuade them, and the long-accumulated grief was like a flood bursting its banks and flooding. If she doesn't vent it again, Luo Qishan will probably be forced to be nervous by herself.
Although pregnant women need to recuperate and should not be excited, they can do nothing when the love erupts, so they can only pour it out.
The same heartache, the same fear, are the feelings of Luo Qishan and Yan Zun, after crying, finally stopped a little, Yan Cone first stopped crying, holding a handkerchief to wipe Luo Qishan's tears, red eyes are full of distress and pity: "Wife, do you believe in fate?" Perhaps, we should look at it a little bit, if this child has no relationship with us, we should not be too sad, this is all forced, we tried our best, as for the result, it depends on how deep the relationship between this child and us is. ”
Yan Zun's enlightenment made Luo Qishan stunned, she didn't expect him to say this.
Relationship with children? This means that if you are shallow, don't be too sad, and hope that in the future, there will be children.
Luo Qishan was stunned for a while, as if she had figured out something, and suddenly raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, her eyes flashed, and she choked up and said, "Maybe, husband, what you said is right." The child also tells his parents about fate, if the child is gone, maybe he (she) does not want to come to this world......"
Yan Cone saw that Luo Qishan could think of this, he was also relieved, smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "That's right, let's think about it like this, don't we feel better?" If we are full of negative energy, it is even more detrimental to the preservation of the fetus. Only we have figured it out on our own, are in a cheerful mood, and maybe there is a glimmer of hope. Look at you, you cried so much just now, but it's a taboo to protect the fetus, if grandpa knows, he will nag you again. ”
Luo Qishan was originally a smart person, and with Yan Chong's click, she quickly became enlightened, and felt that it was indeed the truth. If you are sad all day long, you will suffer from gains and losses, so even if you temporarily save the fetus, you will not be good in the future. She should be positive and optimistic, and she can keep the best, even if she can't keep it, she can't let herself be so depressed.
Luo Qishan held Yan Cone's face and kissed it, nodded seriously and said, "Husband, from now on, we want to keep the negative energy away from us!" ”
Seeing that she had regained a little bit of her former confidence and vitality, Yan Cone was also infected, and kissed her happily, her eyes full of tenderness and indulgence. [There will be an update in the evening]