Chapter 047: The First Love Letter
Sun Lijuan is a member of the study committee in the class, and she and Li Moran can be said to be "talented and beautiful" among the male and female classmates in the class, or a princess and a prince, a natural pair; Because they were both tall, they were both placed in the last row of the classroom, and they sat next to each other, separated only by a sidewalk.
It is precisely because of such a "unique" advantage in the class that they naturally have a lot more opportunities to contact than other classmates.
Li Moran often asked Sun Lijuan about some problems in her homework, and when she was writing a board report, she asked her to help play the line grid, hand over the manuscript, move the stool, and so on. However, at first, apart from the necessary normal contact between them such as work and study in these classes, they didn't think anything wrong with each other, let alone talk about the problem of early love.
Even so, because the two of them have more contact with each other and have frequent contacts with each other, they have attracted some gossip, and of course, there are one or two nosy among some good classmates.
Yan Mei, a girl who is still at the same table, warned Sun Lijuan: "Let me tell you, you and the star should keep a little distance in the future, don't be so close, okay?" ”
When Sun Lijuan heard this, she felt inexplicable, she pushed her and asked, "What are you talking about?" What does it mean that there is no store in front of the village and no store in the back? ”
"What do you mean? You don't know wow? Yan Mei said mysteriously: "Let me tell you, someone reported to the teacher, saying that you and the two celebrities have an abnormal relationship, saying that you must be engaging in a relationship with each other all day long." ”
Sun Lijuan smiled bitterly and said, "Who is talking such nonsense? Whoever falls in love with a star will be good with him, I don't have that kind of mind now, don't listen to their nonsense. ”
Yan Mei said: "I didn't believe it, otherwise I could tell you this?" ”
"How do you know" Sun Lijuan has long known that Yan Meiai loves to curry favor and sell favors in front of her, knows that she often plays tricks in front of people, and also knows that she is secretly in love with Li Moran, and her purpose in saying these words to her is nothing more than this, so she glanced at Yan Mei, then bent down and smiled and said, "Hey, is it that you are a thief to make a fool of yourself." ”
Yan Mei was a little anxious, she glared and argued, "Wow! What nonsense are you talking about? I was called by the teacher to ask about the recent relationship between the two of you, and the teacher asked me, I heard that your classmates reported that you and Li Moran were in love, and said that I was the closest to the two of you, did you find anything wrong? As soon as I heard this, I was angry at the time, and immediately said to the teacher: "This is someone who is jealous and framed, they are just classmates and study relationships, I promise, there is absolutely no love relationship!" 'Oh my aunt, I'm so protective of you, am I interesting enough?' ”
Sun Lijuan naturally believed most of Yan Mei's words, because Yan Mei couldn't hold the overnight words in her heart, and what she thought in her heart, she loved to quietly finish it with Sun Lijuan alone.
Things in the world are often unexpected. Sure enough, within a few days, after school, the head teacher left Sun Lijuan and Li Moran behind, and of course a few class committee members, saying that they wanted to discuss the specific matters of the school's implementation of work-study.
The homeroom teacher is a woman, surnamed Xiao, she is already twenty-eight or nineteen years old, she is still an unmarried girl, not tall, her face is white and delicate, her body is plump and slightly fatter, she wears a pair of myopic glasses, and she always has a smile when she speaks.
After the head teacher finished the class committee, he left them alone and talked for a long time, what did he say? I'm afraid no one knows, anyway, when going to class again, Sun Lijuan moved two rows of positions forward, and also adjusted the direction, that is to say, in the future, she and Li Moran will no longer go in and out of the sidewalk, so that there will be a lot less opportunities for them to meet.
The distance between the two has been shortened, but they didn't have the idea at the beginning, just because of such a fuss, when the two met again, they suddenly felt very embarrassed or very unnatural, and the two never talked in front of their classmates from then on, as if they had never seen strangers. However, their hearts and eyes are always paying attention to each other. This is the effect of rumors!
From this moment on, Sun Lijuan's trajectory on the road of life is slowly changing.
Just one month before graduation, the pre-graduation exams are about to begin, and the students are also in full swing to prepare for various work. Although high school is based on recommendation, and it is not based on academic performance, many students still want to get a good score in the exam to prove themselves.
Li Moran finally seized the opportunity, and just as the classmates were ecstatic and looking forward to the scene when they entered high school, he also took advantage of the time to ask a question and secretly stuffed a note into Sun Lijuan's hand.
She had already realized something at that time, and wanted to return it to him, but she was afraid that she would be discovered in full view, which would attract everyone's attention and discussion, so she looked around, and saw that no one was paying attention to her, so she quickly put the note in her pocket.
She walked on the way home, looked around and saw that there were no classmates in the class, so she quietly took out a note and looked at it, hehe, sure enough, it was Li Moran's handwriting, the pen writing was masculine and delicate, dragon flying and phoenix dancing; It was the first love letter he wrote to himself, and I saw that this letter reads:
Hello Juan'er: You know what? When I write this letter, I really, really don't know how to express my feelings now.
I didn't know that I would be so impulsive to write these words to you, although I also think it seems a bit reckless, but we are facing graduation, and at this time I have to confess to you again, and maybe I will never have a chance again.
The moment that really moved my heart should start with a chat when the teacher accidentally left you and me behind, and the chat was very pleasant, very exciting, but also very embarrassing. The teacher actually matched us, and she asked about the relationship between us for no reason, which caught me off guard, but I was very happy!
Since then, your every move, your joys and sorrows, everything you have done has touched my nerves, and I think this should be called an emotional thing. A small bud quietly sprouts into a towering tree, silently. Sometimes in a beautiful picture, a small tree is slowly growing, and you are just attracted by the flowers next to it, one day a leaf falls from your eyes, you see this towering tree, it turns out that he has been growing quietly in this picture, at this time you are moved, surprised, is looking back at the length of time. A ring ruler measures the accumulation and subtraction of emotions.
When you read this letter, I don't know what kind of expression you will have or what kind of mood you will have. I just believe that you are somewhere, just like me, trying to imagine the future with the same calm and restraint.
At the age of eighteen, we are about to embark on a new campus or a new journey in life, have you been as deeply lost and confused as I am? In this last moment, are you as tearful and hazy as I am?
May God grant us a chance and wish us every success! If we could be friends, please give me a clear attitude and I will cherish it forever.
I wish you a happy and prosperous day. ------ Li Moran
Sun Lijuan carefully read the letter three times in a row, she was confused at this time, and even extremely confused, she really didn't know how to reply to Li Moran's request.
Although she is eighteen years old and can have her own judgment, after all, she is a person who has never been in the world or faces the future of life, and it is the first time she has encountered such a difficult matter and such an unanswerable question.
In the past few days, she has been avoiding Li Moran's expectant eyes, she doesn't want to think about personal emotional issues too early, let alone talk about marriage very early, and more importantly, she still has a person in her heart, even if she has long realized or affirmed that this person does not belong to her in the future, but she is still in love with her little brother Liu Dajun, who is three years younger than herself.
Li Moran didn't know Sun Lijuan's complicated heart, but felt that she was deliberately avoiding herself. Seeing that he is about to graduate from junior high school, if he doesn't go to high school together, I'm afraid that there may be very little time to meet in the future, and there will even be no chance to get along again, so he is eager to know Sun Lijuan's views and understanding of each other's feelings, and of course he also wants to further clarify the relationship between the two.
However, the letter that Li Moran stuffed to Sun Lijuan was like a mud cow entering the sea, and there was no reflection or news at all, which made Li Moran feel like a kite flying a thread, and he vaguely felt that something was wrong. You see, since giving Sun Lijuan that letter, she has become farther and farther away from herself, and she doesn't even have the time to look at herself.
In this way, Li Moran had to speculate wildly, he thought about it a lot, and often asked himself in his heart: Could it be that she didn't fancy herself? But I feel that no matter in the class or outside the class, there are so many girls who have expressed their meaning to themselves explicitly or secretly, is Sun Lijuan the only one who has no interest or affection for herself? Was she afraid to let her teachers and classmates know? In fact, they have long been suspicious of the two of us, otherwise why would the homeroom teacher specifically ask us about this? At that time, there was really no such thought and awareness, and it was only on that day that such an idea came to mind, and the simplicity was too absurd and incredible.
As the saying goes: scatter the temple, the school where you graduate. At this time, the scheming students were all considering whether they could continue their studies in high school in the future, or whether they would be judged by the government and return to society or the countryside to work as farmers. Because at this time, success or failure is not judged by academic performance and grades, but by origin, composition and political outlook. This is true of all walks of life throughout the country, including industry, agriculture, commerce, academia, the military, politics, and the party.
Therefore, the fate of students is not in their own hands, what is the path after graduation? Can I continue my studies? No one can say.
Li Moran will never be reconciled, he really likes her more and more, he must grasp the opportunity to know as much as possible Sun Lijuan's final views and thoughts on him, can he establish a relationship between the two? Here's it.
So, Li Moran finally mustered up the courage again and wrote a second love letter, which can also be called a love letter. He secretly resolved that this time he must solemnly hand her over to her face, and unreservedly show her his love for her.