Lin Qiaoman's words made my expression slightly stunned, and I couldn't help but look at her. -.-

At this time, a ray of sunlight outside the window happened to shine in front of her desk, and Lin Qiaoman seemed to be blushing in the dappled light.

I stared at her for a moment, then smiled

"No, I saw that you were always studying so seriously at the time, so you thought it would bother you if you spoke, right?" ”

"Besides... I don't seem to hate you, why do you think that? ”

Lin Qiaoman was also a little stunned by my question, only to see that her expression became a little flustered, and she shook her head at me and said

: "Also.. It's not anymore.. I just think.. You seemed reluctant to be at the same table with me, so I thought you might hate me a little."

Lin Qiaoman's words completely confused me, I couldn't help but recall that when I was at the same table with Lin Qiaoman, I did seem to be very cold to her at that time, mainly at the beginning I was very nervous at the same table with beautiful women, and later found out that Lin Qiaoman was an honest little girl, and I didn't know what to say to her, so I just didn't take the initiative to talk to her.

I didn't expect Lin Qiaoman to have this illusion, which was really unexpected.

At this time, I shook my head at her and said, "No.. Who would be reluctant to be at the same table with a beautiful woman? I just think.. You seem to be studying hard all the time, so I haven't talked to you all the time."

I paused when I said this. He looked at her again and asked with interest

"Then according to you, you just think I hate you, so I don't talk to me all the time?" ”

Lin Qiaoman was silent for a moment when he heard me ask, and then nodded hesitantly.

"Hmm... There's a reason for that... Because I think the people in the class.. They don't seem to like me very much."

The second half of the sentence was very quiet, and the tone was a little trembling.

And when I heard Lin Qiaoman say this, I suddenly thought of a question, a question that I had never thought about before.

In fact, I used to secretly complain that because I sat at the same table with Lin Qiaoman, I didn't make any new friends in the class.

After all, I am a day student, and I can't live in a dormitory, so I naturally have nothing to do with many boarding students, I just thought about this problem from my own perspective at the time, and now I think about it, isn't Lin Qiaoman just because he is at the same table with me, and he hasn't made any friends?

Originally, in a class, the same table was the easiest person to get acquainted with first, but after Lin Qiaoman and I sat together, we were strangers to each other for a long time, and only then did we have our first conversation because of a love letter from Yang Wei.

Thinking of this, I seemed to understand Lin Qiaoman's previous feelings, and at this time I smiled at her again and spoke

"Hah, so you know now, right? I've never hated you, I think... It's an honor to be at a table with you, after all... Not everyone is lucky enough to spend a table with the class."

My words made Lin Qiaoman turn her head to look at me, and soon she smiled shallowly at the corner of her mouth, but she still muttered with a shy expression on her face

: "Who.. Who is the class flower.."

I couldn't help but shake my head when I saw Lin Qiaoman like this, and said, "You, you are recognized by your classmates, you usually can't feel it?" It seems like you've had this reputation for a long time, but... After the last chorus, it may become a grade flower or something. ”

Meow, I think Lin Qiaoman, as long as he is not blind, he should know that he is very beautiful, right? And.. There are a lot of people in the class, and the fact that she is defined as a class flower must have also reached her ears, besides, if it weren't for her beauty and good study, how could there be so many girls who hate her, and so many boys like her?

At this time, Lin Qiaoman was silent and didn't say anything more, and after a long time, he heard her say word by word and said in a low voice

"But... I just want to be treated like a normal girl."

When I said this, a trace of sadness flashed in Lin Qiaoman's eyes, and my heart sank, staring at her and not making any sound.

Truly.. If reality is so irritable and unforgiving.

It's better to be treated like an ordinary girl, right? If it were an ordinary girl, she wouldn't be subjected to so many ambiguous eyes, let alone those inexplicable interruptions.

Everyone has a role to play in this world, but sometimes, those roles don't make them happy.

Lin Qiaoman may be such a person, right? The envy, jealousy, and affection of others.

It has become something she can't get rid of in her life, and it has also become the source of her distress.

Therefore, at this time, such words will be said, perhaps because of the long-dormant thoughts in my heart.

Thinking of this, I looked at Lin Qiaoman, smiled slightly, and said

"It's okay, I'm actually.. I've always treated you like an ordinary girl. ”

As soon as the words fell, I saw Lin Qiaoman looking at me with some surprise, and soon there seemed to be warmth in his eyes, and his face became a little gentle.

After a short while, she nodded and said softly

"Well, thank you.."

"It's great to have a table with you."

As soon as Lin Qiaoman's words were finished, she and I became a little embarrassed with each other, and I couldn't say why, I always felt that at this time, the atmosphere was full of ambiguity or something.

After all, there were only two of us in the classroom, and the words we spoke to each other seemed to be mixed with strange emotions.

Just when Lin Qiaoman and I were silent in this atmosphere, the big Nokia in our pockets suddenly shook.

The vibration broke the silence in the classroom, and I looked at Lin Qiaoman for a moment, and took out my mobile phone embarrassedly.

As soon as the mobile phone was taken out, it was found that the caller was none other than Wang Jiaci.

I was stunned when I saw Wang Jiaci's name on the screen, hesitated for a moment, but I still pressed the answer button and brought the phone to my ear.

As soon as the mobile phone was close to his ear, he heard Wang Jiaci's voice on the phone

"Hey, is it Xiao Xiaoming~?" ”

Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I couldn't help but think about meow's nonsense, and then glanced at Lin Qiaoman beside me, and lowered his voice into the phone and said

"No, classmate, you made a mistake.."

At this time, a trace of loss flashed in Lin Qiaoman's eyes on the side, she looked at me, and the sunlight that originally shone in front of her desk seemed to be covered by clouds, which made her face fall into a gloomy.

And I didn't notice this, I heard Wang Jiaci's voice on the phone again

"yes, so I made the wrong call?" It's a pity~ It's still a long distance.. That stranger, can you just talk to me for 59 seconds and then hang up? ”

Wang Jiaci's coquettish voice on the phone made me laugh a little, and I just wanted to speak, when I saw Lin Qiaoman standing up next to me.

Lin Qiaoman pointed to the bag on the table, and then pointed to the direction of the classroom door, as if to signal that he would leave first.

I was stunned for a moment when I saw Lin Qiaoman's movements, and nodded at her silently.

The moment I nodded, Lin Qiaoman bit his lip, and his expression became depressed.

Soon she turned around and walked towards the door of the classroom.

At this time, I didn't notice that Lin Qiaoman stood when she walked to the door of the classroom, she looked at me with empty eyes, and her face was full of unwilling to be lonely.

It was a long time before she took a step downstairs, and with each step, it was as if she had stepped on her own little heart.

"Well, thank you.."

"It's great to have a table with you."

There are two more words that I didn't dare to say at the end, maybe.. Never again.

"Actually... It's enough for you to be a normal girl alone.."

"So... Please take a look at me."

The voice in his head lasted for a long time, and after walking downstairs, Lin Qiaoman sighed, and lowered his head slightly.