101 You're not necessarily much cleaner than me

When I heard this, I was stunned directly, but an uneasy intuition rose in my heart. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ะจะฉะฉ.(7)(9)XS.ัะžะœ

Finally, I opened my mouth, suppressed my pounding heart, and asked, "What is it, can you tell me?" โ€

Xie Cunhui paused and said lightly: "Photos, especially 'fine' photos, you can be mentally prepared in advance." โ€

Xie Cunhui paused, and said again: "Don't worry, I have no malicious intent." This Saturday night at eight o'clock, you come to me, and you can come alone. โ€

The phone hung up abruptly.

Because of Xie Cunhui's words, I couldn't sleep until three o'clock in the morning, and there were all kinds of speculations in my heart, what kind of photos he prepared for me, but I couldn't figure it out when I thought about it.

When I woke up the next day, I didn't sleep well, the bag on my head was not completely gone, I was uncomfortable combing my hair, and suddenly received a text message from Zhang Minglang, which was very simple, he said: "Remember to eat breakfast, it is raining in Shenzhen today, remember to bring an umbrella." โ€

After three years, I have regained such attention, and I am honestly afraid, always afraid that this is a beautiful dream that I have been doing for a long time, and I am afraid that everything is still the same as before when I wake up.

Finally I replied, "Roger, go out and be safe." โ€

Because I couldn't see Zhang Minglang, the next few days became extremely long, and the cases that were written were killed by Sister Wen one after another, and on Thursday, I was really 'forced' to die, and I had to work overtime.

While writing advertising words, I was chatting with Liu Tingting on QQ, and I really forgot about chatting, and suddenly my desk was knocked.

I closed the window, looked up, and saw Huang Simin standing in front of me.

After a few days of not seeing, she lost a lot of weight, her face became paler, and she lost the grace and domineering she had before.

She said lightly: "Chen Sansan, find a quiet place, let's talk." โ€

I have mixed feelings about her.

On the one hand, I think I crushed her love dream, and on the other hand, I shamelessly congratulate her that she couldn't get Zhang Minglang's love.

But I'm stupid 'force', I forgot that she once scolded me for being a bad thing, I forgot that she shaved my mouth, I only know that in this love 'chaos' war, she lost so badly because of me.

So I hesitated for a few seconds, and finally I said, "Okay." โ€

Finally, we went to a nearby cafรฉ, which was quiet and full of dim lights, and under the beautification of these lights, I felt more and more that Huang Simin was so beautiful that it was heartwarming.

After she took a sip of coffee, she said lightly: "Chen Sansan, Zhang Minglang has stomach problems, don't let him drink too much lemonade in the future." His favorite thing is not lemonade, he loves coffee, the best of the Blue Mountains, not sugar. โ€

I groaned.

Huang Simin said again: "He doesn't like to be disturbed when he's busy, and you'd better be quiet when he's busy." โ€

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.

Huang Simin suddenly laughed, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "I 'very' regret it, I didn't control my temper that night, and I greeted him with all kinds of groans, feeling that I was in front of him." The funny thing is that I am obviously a sister, and I am so depraved that no one else can catch it, in order to make him like it, I have become so polite and polite, and I have been pretending in front of him for three years, but I still can't please him. Chen Sansan, do you think I'm particularly ridiculous now? โ€

I stared at her face, still bloodless, I felt that Huang Simin, who 'exposed' herself like this, and no longer spoke, actually didn't make people very annoying.

She's just a 'girl' child who can't ask for it.

The guilt was like a sea 'wave' blown by the wind, surging up layer by layer, and I sat there, pursing my lips, still not knowing what to say.

Huang Simin continued to laugh, but his eyes were red with laughter, and he lowered his head and said, "Chen Sansan, you just think I'm ridiculous, right?" Obviously, Zhang Minglang just asked me to go over and help act to see how you reacted, I just got into the play too deeply, I couldn't wait, bluffed, and wanted to declare my sovereignty over Zhang Minglang to you, so I think it's ridiculous in your opinion, isn't it? โ€

My hands were tangled under the table, tangled together, and finally I had to say, "No." โ€

Huang Simin chuckled again, ignoring my answer, but continued: "It's understandable that you think I'm ridiculous, since my freshman year, I have been in college for four years intermittently, and then I have been accompanied by youth 'spring' for the next three years, which is not as good as you, a person who has been here for a while and then floated away." It's not ridiculous to think that I want to have a family background, a diploma and a diploma, and a good look, and finally lose to someone who can't compare to me in everything. Don't say you think I'm ridiculous, during this time, I feel ridiculous every time I think about taking care of myself and sticking it to myself over the years. โ€

I thought about it, and finally oh again.

At this time, Huang Simin stretched out his hand, and the cup of coffee he was holding was about to be spilled, but he stopped in mid-air and put it down again.

I hesitated for a moment, and finally I had to say, "I'm sorry." โ€

It's so sorry, but Huang Simin was stunned, and said half-loudly: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I can't stand it." โ€

"I know what happened to you, and I know exactly how long those two men cut knives on you that night."

Huang Simin paused and threw out this sentence.

In my heart, it was as if someone had suddenly forced a bomb into it, and at the moment when I couldn't react, it had already been blown up to the flesh and blood.

My hands, feet, and feet became cold, and my whole body felt like I was in an ice cellar, and my throat was as dry and thirsty as if I were traveling in the desert.

I thought I had to know the answer, I wanted to know who had hurt me so badly, but I was cowardly, I didn't dare to ask Huang Simin directly if she was the initiator of these things, and I was afraid that she would answer that it was her, and I had no evidence to send a femme fatale-hearted 'woman' like her to hell.

So I was silent for a while, desperately pressing the turbulent 'waves' in my heart, and asked in a steady voice as much as possible: "How do you know?" โ€

Huang Simin quickly avoided my gaze and said lightly: "I watched the live broadcast, uncensored HD"

This answer seems to tell me that she is the initiator.

The answer seemed to be about to come out, I stood up, reached across the dining table and grabbed Huang Simin's collar, stared at her with red eyes and asked, "Why are you doing this?" โ€

Huang Simin desperately tore my hand away, calmly tidied up his collar, and finally said slowly: "Chen Sansan, don't treat me as a brain-dead, don't treat me as legally blind, I really know what to do and what not to do." I'm not bad enough to get that bad. โ€

After Huang Simin finished speaking, he reached out and pushed me, pushed me back to the soft sofa, and said lightly: "That day, at the graduation ceremony, I saw Zhang Minglang wearing your bachelor's gown, and he also helped you wear a bachelor's hat and take pictures of you, I was so jealous that I was so jealous." Later, he was in a hurry to even have a graduation dinner for you, and I saw you go to the hotel, and I was in a bad mood, so I asked another male classmate who had a good impression of me to take me out for a drink. The male classmate couldn't drink while driving, I was bored drinking alone, and the two of them ran to supper, and when I came back, it was already midnight, and I just saw you pulling and pulling with a few men at the intersection of Guimiao Road, and finally I was curious, and I also thought that maybe this was the man you hid, and wanted to grab your handle and ask Zhang Minglang for credit, so I drove to follow. โ€

"Later, I saw that your quarrel was very 'intense', and the male classmate who accompanied him, he was afraid of getting into trouble and said don't look at it and wanted to leave. Chen Sansan, in fact, I wanted to help at that time, and I also thought about helping you call the police. But I'm sorry, I hated you at that time, I wanted you to die, I struggled there for a long time, and finally I felt that if you didn't do it cleanly, maybe you could take the initiative to leave Zhang Minglang, and I would have a chance. Two complicated emotions were entangled and torn apart there, and finally my 'selfishness' triumphed over my conscience, so I just watched there and saw the end. โ€

"But don't blame me for not helping you. In other words, we are rivals in love, and I am stupid to help you. โ€

After Huang Simin finished speaking, he picked up the cup of coffee again with an expressionless face and took a sip.

I sat there alone, and I couldn't utter a single word for a long time.

It turned out that on that nightmare night, I actually had a chance to escape, the half-built building was not without people, it turned out that my dismal cry for help was heard, but no one reached out to help.

I knew that Huang Simin had no obligation to help me, but I couldn't control my reason, I quickly picked up the coffee in front of me and splashed it on Huang Simin's face, I was desperate, I said: "Huang Simin, even if we are rivals in love, you are also a 'woman', how can you look at everything like this with peace of mind!" You're a woman, too! โ€

Huang Simin didn't dodge, those brown 'colored' liquids spread along her hair towards her face, she picked up a tissue from the dining table and wiped it gently, automatically ignored what I just said, and said to herself: "So Chen Sansan, you are not necessarily much cleaner than me, you are even such an unclear and innocent 'woman' person." I always couldn't understand why Zhang Minglang was willing to want a 'woman' like you and didn't want me. โ€

"Then I figured it out this morning, Zhang Minglang didn't want me because I had black eyes, I had a femme fatale, I didn't have any sympathy, and a 'woman' like me didn't deserve it at all."

And he wants you, because even if you are so imclean, in his heart, you are still as pure as the spring water in the ravine. Hehe, man, if you love someone, you won't see any shortcomings. But Chen Sansan, one day when he wakes up from his love dream, he will abandon you like abandoning me. โ€

"Of course, I hope there will be another day. Because I don't want him to be tossed anymore. โ€

After Huang Simin finished speaking, he 'pulled' out a piece of information from his bag and said to me: "This, you help me return it to Zhang Minglang, I called him, his house in the mangrove forest is not worthy of my grade, I really don't look down on it." โ€

I didn't reach for it, I still sat there, as quiet as a piece of wood.

In the end, Huang Simin stood up, took out the money and threw it on the dining table, and said with a faint smile before leaving: "Oh, by the way, in order to make up for my lingering guilt towards you, I will remind you that Luo Jianwen is not a good bird, you should pay attention to yourself." My mother can 'touch' the 'door' to find you trouble, and the address is what he reported. Zhang Minglang was the first to know that you were beaten into a dog by my mother, and it was also Luo Jianwen who reported the news 'privately'. โ€

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