Chapter 48: No Turning Back, No Nostalgia
Shen Mengdan decided to go abroad after the Chinese New Year in China, the formalities have been completed, and the air ticket has already been bought.
I haven't been in contact with Xun Yi for half a month, I don't know...... How is he doing?
But even if Xun Yi doesn't have her by her side, she can still live well, right? That's it, the road of life is so long, there will always be different scenery along the way, some scenery is very beautiful, so beautiful that you stop, but only temporary, after all, the journey is still long, and the end has not yet arrived.
And Xun Yi is the beautiful scenery in her life, she was infatuated and deeply trapped, and she was caught in the whirlpool and couldn't help herself.
Now sober, it's time to move on. Xun Yi should be the same, he will encounter more and more beautiful scenery, and his journey will be more exciting than her Shen Mengdan.
Shen Mengdan returned to his hometown a few years ago, and he didn't do anything except accompany his mother.
On the day of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the sound of firecrackers was deafening, lighting up half of the sky.
Shen Mengdan held the phone, struggled for a long time, returned to the room and closed the door. Mother Shen turned her head uncomfortably to look at the closed door, and sighed, she never brought that young man home again, and she didn't even mention it when she came back this time.
used to be clamoring to get married, but now it seems that there is no play, and now she is also saying that she wants to go abroad with others.
is twenty-six or seventeen years old, and other people's daughters are almost married and have children at this age, but Shen's mother only has such a daughter, and she doesn't want to add pressure to her.
I just suppressed my worries in my heart and didn't say a word.
She wants to go abroad, let her go abroad, since the accident in the family road, she has not lived for herself one day, sacrificed too much, and now she can finally have what she wants to do and goals, which is also good.
Shen Mengdan closed the window, and the sound of firecrackers outside was much quieter, and when she called Xun Yi, her heart was uneasy and troubled.
Before he even knew what to say to him, the words that had come to his mind before were completely forgotten the moment he answered the phone.
Xun Yi listened to the sound of breathing at the other end, and the sound of firecrackers faintly sounding in his ears, pursed his lips, his heart seemed to have been beaten hard, and the pain was tightened.
Shen Mengdan was the first to speak, her voice was hoarse, even if she wanted to say goodbye to him well, don't be so emotional.
But when I thought of the sweetness of the past, the whole thing was uncontrollablely sour, and tears welled up in my head.
"Xun Yi, Happy New Year." She said in a trembling and difficult voice.
"Hmm." Xun Yi responded lightly, his tone was neither lukewarm nor heavy, "Happy New Year." β
Shen Mengdan took a breath, swallowed the bitterness in his throat, and reason told him that it was best for Xun Yi to deal with each other calmly.
But when he really faced her calmly and no longer had innocent and warm feelings, Shen Mengdan didn't know that his heart was torn apart by life, and it hurt so much that he was suffocating.
People are so contradictory, she was even afraid and expectant, and heard the words from Xun Yi's mouth.
But in the end, Xun Yi didn't lower her posture and coquettish with her like before, let her stay, mature and stable to the point that she looked like when she first met, Xun Yi, who was especially open to her, seemed like she had experienced a beautiful dream.
Shen Mengdan pursed her slightly dry lips, "I have already bought my ticket, and I will fly to France after the fifth day of the new year." β
Xun Yi was silent and did not speak, Shen Mengdan desperately suppressed the sourness in his heart, and took deep breaths again and again to make his voice sound safe.
"Before, you said that sentence by me, I think you must not feel good after so long. So Xun Yi, we broke up, I don't know if there will be a chance to be friends in the future? β
Suddenly, the dim night sky bloomed in brilliant colors not far away, Xun Yi suddenly looked up at the fireworks burning in the night sky, from clear to blurry, he tilted his face slightly and let the night breeze dry the tears in his eyes.
"Since we've broken up, there's no need to be friends again, goodbye." Xun Yi's decisiveness was almost ruthless, he cut off the phone fiercely, took a deep breath, and silently walked back into the house, closed the curtains, and isolated the brilliant fireworks.
Shen Mengdan listened to the blind sound from the other end for a long time, and then slowly lowered his hand, obviously feeling so bitter in his heart, but he couldn't cry out of his discomfort.
Xun Yi is still the Xun Yi she knows, resolute and decisive, clear in love and hate, pure and clean.
Spare no effort to love someone, spare no effort to hate someone, be thorough when you sink, simply when you turn around, and don't look back and don't linger.
On the day Shen Mengdan went abroad, the winter sun in China was very warm, she dragged her luggage, looked at the sunny sky outside the airport, and felt that it was a good sign.
Han Zhou passed over as soon as she was a junior high school and sent an assistant to pick her up. A new journey, a new life, everything is a new beginning.
Don't seek brilliance, just don't regret this life.
Years later, Xun Yi returned to his previous working state, not ...... It should be said that I worked harder than usual.
I heard that he broke up with Shen Mengdan, but he never said a word, except for work needs, that iceberg face was even more gloomy and terrifying.
Gu Yisheng was worried that Xun Yi was too boring, and when he got off work, he organized it, "Buddies, I haven't been to the bar for a drink for a long time, it's better to choose a day than to hit the day, just today?" β
Xun Yi's eyes kept staring at the computer screen and did not move away, he was still busy with work, and after a while, he whispered: "You guys go, I won't go." β
"That's not going to work, what's the point of you not going?" Xing Zhao dared to rush forward and pull him up, "You work during the day and at night, you want to exhaust yourself to death, right?" β
Xun Yi sighed, "You also know that I don't like that kind of place that is too noisy, and I just went to ruin the fun." β
"If you just sit there and don't say a word, we'll be happy." Nie Zhengyuan said in a deep voice: "Why don't you go, I feel depressed when I look at you recently, maybe go and relax, and feel better?" β
Seeing that they were pulling him and refusing to let go, Xun Yi looked helpless and had to nod.
"I still have a little work to do, you go out and wait for me first."
"Then hurry up." Gu Yisheng admonished, and left with his friends first.
Just finished the final work, suddenly the phone rang, Xun Yi glanced at the call, it was an unfamiliar number.
He hung up the first time, if it wasn't a mistake, there was a business need, and the second time he would call in again.
After a few seconds of silence, the phone rang again, and Xun Yi answered the phone.
"Hello, I'm Xun Yi."
"Xun Yi, you are finally willing to answer my call." Hearing Fang Shujun's voice at the other end, Xun Yi was a little irritable.
"What's the matter?"
"Can't I talk to you if I'm fine?" Fang Shujun laughed twice: "Xun Yi, why do you have to reject me like this?" Actually, I don't want you to do anything, if you really can't accept me, then we can start as good friends. β
"I'm telling you very clearly, I'm not interested in you at all."
Fang Shujun was stunned for a moment, a little sad, "It's okay, I like you." I know you recently broke up with your ex-girlfriend, you don't have to be sad, you will meet a better one in the future, such as me. β
Xun Yi sneered: "You are really quite confident." β
"Isn't self-confidence a good thing?"
"Overconfidence is a bad thing." Xun Yi was hanging up the phone, and Fang Shujun stopped him, "I'm downstairs in your company, when will you come out?" I seem to see your colleague. β
Xun Yi rolled his eyes and hung up the phone.
Grabbing his black coat, he turned around and left the office and turned off the lights.
Fang Shujun's entanglement made him very annoyed and disgusted, his impression was not very good from the beginning, Xun Yi was very sure that he was not interested in her at all, not now, and not in the future.
She was really guarding downstairs in the company, and when she saw Xun Yi coming out of the elevator, Fang Shujun happily greeted him, and naturally took his arm.
Xun Yi has never liked to cater to others, and she doesn't care if Fang Shujun is happy or not, and whether it hurts her self-esteem or not, she unceremoniously withdrew her hand.
"No one told you not to take a strange man's hand casually?"
"But you're not a strange man."
"You're no different from a stranger to me." Xun Yi glanced at her, "It's not easy to take a taxi here, you drove here?" β
Fang Shujun responded softly, with loss written in his eyes, pursed his lips and looked aggrieved, and there seemed to be a few tears in his eyes.
Xun Yi glanced at her lightly, a girl, leaving her here alone is not good after all.
"I'll take you to the intersection in front of you to stop the car, where it will be easier to take a taxi." As he spoke, he took out the keys and went to the parking lot to pick up the car.
At this time, Nie Zhengyuan sent him a location, and the voice: "Xun Xun, we are almost to the bar, you should come over quickly, it is not very far from the company." β
Xun Yi's voice: "I'll be here in ten minutes." β
Xun Yi picked up Fang Shujun, and the two remained silent in the car for a while, Fang Shujun kept looking at him: "Xun Yi, what should I do to make you accept me?" β
"Die, I don't like your type, no matter what you do, I won't accept it."
Fang Shujun's eyes were red, and he secretly sighed, "Don't you think this is too hurtful?" β
"Then when you pestered me, did you ever think it was annoying?"
"I ......"
"It's here, you get out of the car, I still have something."
How could Fang Shujun get out of the car obediently, and looked at him with a willful face, "I won't, I'll go with you wherever you go tonight." β
Xun Yi's face was ugly, and he didn't want to deal with this eldest lady for too long.
Seeing that Xun Yi didn't speak, Fang Shujun's voice softened and prayed, "Xun Yi, you just take me there, I will definitely listen to your words and won't mess around, please." β
"This is what you have to follow, don't rely on me if something happens then."
"Not up to you, not to you."
Xun Yi had no choice but to take her to the bar, in fact, Fang Shujun was no stranger to the bar.
And she hadn't been out to play for a long time, and she was a little excited, "If you had told me that I was coming to the bar tonight, I wouldn't have dressed so ladylike." β
Xun Yi glanced at her lightly, turned around and strode in.
"Xun Yi!"
He had long legs, and Fang Shujun finally managed to keep up, "Don't go so fast, I won't be able to keep up with you." β
Gu Yisheng and the others booked a private room, the private room is on the first floor, and the entire wall has a double-sided mirror, which can see the dance floor and everyone outside from the inside, but the people outside can't see inside.
Seeing that Xun Yi brought a beautiful girl over, several friends sighed, "Yes, Xun Xun, I have a new goal so soon." β
"you." Xun Yi reprimanded angrily, sat down silently, Fang Shujun sat down next to Xun Yi, and looked at the dance floor outside the mirror, "This private room is so good." β
Xing Zhao: "I was very lucky when I came, this private room was originally to be booked in advance, and it was booked away before, but the guests who had been booked before didn't come, and it happened to meet us." β
After a while, the waiter brought the wine, and Lu Kai asked them to open half a dozen beers. Nie Zhengyuan looked at the window for a long time, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.
Nie Zhengyuan immediately became excited, "I, I saw a beauty!" Drink, I'll go out and meet her. β
"Beauty?" Gu Yisheng looked at him beautifully at that time, but he didn't see the real beauty.
The friends stared out of the window curiously one by one, only to see Nie Zhengyuan facing ...... Well, that's indeed a beauty, but looking at the figure, isn't it a man?
At this time, Lin Yan was surrounded by three or four little beauties, laughing calmly.
"It seems like you haven't been here for a long time, right? We miss you so much. β
Lin Yan smiled evilly, "What do you miss me?" I don't believe it, you little prodigals, I still hook up with men without me? β
"Oh, how can those stinky men be good to you?"
Lin Yan stepped forward and rubbed the woman's ear, "Really?" Then I will believe you for once. ...... tonight"
Before Lin Yan finished speaking, a handsome guy suddenly came up from the side and smiled at Lin Yan cleanly and heartily.
"Hey, what a coincidence, we're meeting again."
Seeing Nie Zhengyuan, Lin Yan stared as if she had hit a ghost, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.
"You're so happy to see me, aren't you? I haven't seen you in such a long time, I miss you a lot, but I'm scared ......"
"Die!" Lin Yan swung her fist at him, and with a loud bang, Nie Zheng had a dark circle under his eyes, and he fell on all fours.
"Little sister, why are you still so violent?"
The people around him were so frightened that they scattered, and Lin Yan couldn't control the violent factor in his body when he saw Nie Zhengyuan. She grabbed Nie Zhengyuan's collar, "Are you tm following me?" β
"No, no, absolutely not following you, it's really a coincidence."
Nie Zhengyuan waved his hand desperately, but Lin Yan didn't believe this guy's words at all.
She sneered, "Haven't you figured it out yet, Lao Tzu likes women, are you a woman?" Well? β
"I, of course I'm a man...... But aren't you a woman? I like you, I love you, I want to be with you. β
"Shut up!" Lin Yan shuddered and made up for his other dark circle.
Lin Yan unceremoniously ravaged Nie Zhengyuan's little brother, stepping on Nie's little brother and screaming.
Lin Yan leaned into his ear and whispered: "Nie Gongzi, don't think that you are the old chief's family, I can't do anything with you, if you provoke me, believe it or not, Lao Tzu will directly abolish your descendants!" β
Nie Zhengyuan had tears in his eyes, staring at Lin Yan with an aggrieved expression, Lin Yan saw him like this, and felt a little uneasy, did he go too far?
Thinking about it, he dragged him up with a gloomy face.
"Now, Nie Gongzi, you drink your wine, I will soak my beauty, if you dare to come forward to bother me again, I will be polite to you."
Seeing that Nie Zhengyuan was still standing in place and refused to leave, Lin Yan raised her fist to hit him, Nie Zhengyuan shrank his neck, and finally ran away.
The little friend saw him running back in a gray way, and when he saw his miserable face, he couldn't bear to laugh at him.
Xing Zhao finally said: "Brother Nie, I have known you for so many years, and I only knew that you were bent!" I knew you for nothing before? β
Nie Zhengyuan puffed up, "Who said I was bent?" I'm straight! Straight!! Are you blind? Little sister-in-law is a girl!! β
Gu Yisheng sighed and said jokingly: "I'm not blind, but I want to poke myself in the eye." β
"Little sister-in-law is so beautiful, of course she is a girl!"
Mu Huanyu coughed lightly, "From the perspective of human body structure, the one who looks like a handsome guy ...... It's really a girl. To be exact, it's a girl who looks more handsome than a man and is more energetic than a man. β
"Right! Believe the words of the world! β
Xing Zhao clasped his hands around his chest and stared at Nie Zhengyuan, "But there's nothing to be proud of, except that he is really good-looking, which point looks like a woman?" You didn't see her flirting with women just now, and she was more skilled than you. β
Nie Zhengyuan put his hands against the window, looking like an idiot, reluctant to give up, "What should I do?" My little sister-in-law said she didn't like me. β
"Little fool, it's not that she doesn't like you, she doesn't like all men."
This sentence made Nie Zhengyuan's heart skip a beat, and he looked back at Xing Zhao violently, "Don't like men?" β
Xing Zhao rolled his eyes and said to Xun Yi, "How did you meet this idiot and be friends with him?" is so eyeless, and can still live unharmed until now. β
Xun Yi took a breath and said lightly: "You are innocent." β
I thought that Xing Zhao's words would hit Nie Zhengyuan somewhat, but who knew that this fool slapped his thigh, but became excited.
Xingzhao shuddered, looked at his abnormal appearance, and muttered: "There won't be another big reversal, in fact, you are a woman, right?" I've been to the bathroom with you, and I've seen your little brother. β
Lu Kai pushed his glasses, "It shouldn't be, it's too late, just a few days of annual leave, and I'm flying to Thailand?" β
Watching them tease each other, Fang Shujun laughed and said to Xun Yi: "Your friends are so funny, I feel happy to watch them." β
Xun Yi took a beer, took a sip slowly, and said lightly: "I'm used to messing around." β
"I've got a way!" Nie Zhengyuan smiled and said, "Little Yan'er likes girls, wouldn't it be good for me to pretend to be a girl?" β
"Poof!"
The little friends sprayed in unison, staring at him in horror, feeling that Little Brother Nie had become a demonic barrier.
After that, Little Brother Nie really practiced it and began to seriously study women's things, but his friends were worried.
Gu Yisheng took advantage of the time to go to the office to deliver the documents, and said more, "Ah Yi, you have the closest relationship with Zhengyuan, I think you have to persuade him, I always feel that he is a little abnormal." β
"Hmm." Xun Yi felt that it was indeed time to persuade this guy, and when it was time to eat at noon, Xun Yi rarely called Nie Zhengyuan to go to the restaurant outside the company, and by the way, he helped his friends pack the food they wanted to bring.
Seeing that Little Brother Nie was holding a beauty magazine and reading it quite intently, Xun Yi coughed lightly, "Zhengyuan, why hang yourself on a tree?" β
Nie Zhengyuan looked up at Xun Yi from the book, "You don't understand, my heart jumps as soon as I see Xiao Yan'er, I can't give up so easily, unless it really happens one day...... She found someone she really liked, but every time I looked at her, I always felt that her eyes were lonely, and I felt distressed. β
"But even if you pretend to be a woman, she won't necessarily like you!"
"No, it won't!" Nie Zhengyuan said very firmly: "She just has an obstacle, as long as I pretend to be a girl, she will definitely have a good impression of me." Then she will slowly discover my personality charm and be attracted to me! β
Looking at his firm eyes, Xun Yi knew that no matter how much he persuaded him, he had no intention of not hitting the south wall and not looking back, so he could only let him go first.
Nie Zhengyuan heard that Lin Yan often went to that bar to play, and he got off work early that day, found a professional stylist, and turned a man into a charming girl in the blink of an eye.
Even the stylist was dumbfounded, Nie Zhengyuan's facial features were beautiful, but he didn't expect to be so beautiful in women's clothes.
Nie Zhengyuan stroked his hair and smiled confidently, "Little sister-in-law, I'm here!" β
Nie Zhengyuan drove a small sports car and stepped on high heels to the door of the bar, and got out of the car with all kinds of style, which immediately attracted the attention of countless men and women.
He laughed proudly twice, threw the car key to the doorman, stuffed the tip again, and said in a pinched voice: "Little brother, please park the car." β
The doorman swallowed his saliva fiercely, and watched Nie Zhengyuan's back into the bar with a dull look.
To have today's perfect effect, Nie Zhengyuan has put in a lot of effort, practicing yoga, losing weight, learning makeup, and learning to walk in high heels.
He finally understood the true meaning of that sentence, there are no ugly women, only lazy women...... Ahh He's a man!!
As soon as he walked into the bar, Little Brother Nie did attract quite a stir, and all the eyes of the audience were fixed on him almost immediately.
Little Brother Nie walked around the bar, locked on to the target, smiled slyly, found a not-so-conspicuous location, and ordered a cocktail.
During this period, many men came to talk to him, but he ignored them.
Until, Lin Yan came over with a wine glass and sat down beside her, "Beauty, are you alone?" β
Little Brother Nie lowered his head shyly and timidly, and replied softly, "Hmm." β
At this time, his little heart was beating hard, obediently! Xiao Yan'er actually took the initiative to come over and talk! Steady, calm!
"Ah~" Lin Yan dragged a note thoughtfully, "It looks very raw, is it your first time?" Otherwise, how could I not remember you? β
"Hmm." Little Brother Nie nodded again.
"Are you shy?" Lin Yan chuckled, stroked his long black hair, stepped forward and sniffed, "You are so fragrant, I don't know why, Dolce & Gabbana's perfume is unexpectedly suitable for you." There are very few people who can control this brand of perfume. β
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