Chapter 275: Love is a game of unrepentance (2)

Bai Yan packed his things and brought with him only a small suitcase, two changes of clothes, two books, and some cash.

The furniture was all covered with white cloth, and the originally warm house was now filled with incomparable coldness and sadness. He looked at the flowers and plants raised on the balcony, and he had lowered his head and was lying dead in the flower pot.

The doorbell rang suddenly, disturbing his thoughts.

“…… Mingxi opened the door and saw Gu Mingxi, his black hair was still stained with crystal clear water droplets, and a pair of bright eyes looked at his haggard look, trying to suppress his distress.

She knew that Bai Yan didn't need the mercy of others.

A confidant doesn't need to say anything, just a glance to know what the other person is thinking. Bai Yan welcomed her in, turned around and went to the kitchen to boil hot water, watching the kettle emitting white mist, and the water in the kettle was gurgling and tumbling when it was about to boil, and his thoughts slowly drifted away.

Gu Mingxi didn't know when he walked into the kitchen, stood side by side with him, reached out and took the cup and put it away, "Do you have to go?" ”

"Yes." Bai Yan lowered his eyes and did not hesitate in response, Mingxi's appearance was as he expected.

"To put it bluntly, people can't just live for feelings." Gu Mingxi's sharp eyes shot at his pale side face, and his tone was solemn, "Think about this country, think about the people who need you, think about Ah Pei who has trusted you for so many years." ”

Isn't all of this comparable to a Nanji in his heart?

The water boiled, Bai Yan poured the hot water into the transparent glass and washed away the flower tea, "Mingxi, that's why I'm leaving." ”

If you don't leave here, you won't be able to completely sever relations with Nanji, and if you continue like this, it will be the people of the whole country who will know about their affairs. It will even become a stain on the presidential palace of country C, which will also disgrace Your Excellency.

Over the years, he has followed Your Excellency, fulfilled his duties, and shared the heavy government affairs for him, not wanting Zuihou to become a burden and scandal for Your Excellency. Carrying all the sins, bearing all the mistakes, and leaving alone before things reach the point where Zuihou can't be cleaned up, it's better than the catastrophe of all Zuihou people.

Gu Mingxi looked at him thoughtfully for a while, and then said abruptly, "Is there any wine at home?" ”

As soon as the words fell, without waiting for Bai Yan to speak, she walked to the refrigerator by herself, opened the refrigerator and saw the canned beer, took several cans and turned around and threw them to Bai Yan.

Bai Yan caught it in time.

"Today we don't drink tea, we drink alcohol."

Because the furniture was covered with white cloth, Gu Mingxi and Bai Yan sat cross-legged on the carpet, opened the ring of the can and took a big sip, the cold liquid poured into the throat and down the esophagus almost freezing all the internal organs.

Ah Pei hoped that he could leave Bai Yan, and he wanted to, but Bai Yan had already made up his mind. What's more, she understood Bai Yan's feelings, as if Bai Yan was willing to take a risk and let herself go.

In the whirlpool of feelings, I am getting deeper and deeper, and if I want to find an exit, I can only leave, and use time to heal the wounds in my heart and dilute all the scars.

"Ah Yan, I hope this won't be a drink for us Zuihou." Gu Mingxi held the wine bottle in front of him, his eyes full of reluctance.

The can in Bai Yan's hand touched her, "No." ”

The days ahead are so long, maybe one day he will come back and drink with her again when he puts it down.

said that it was a confidant, but the time spent together was too short, and there were always many things that happened suddenly and they were caught off guard, counting the years they had known each other, and they didn't even sit together and have a good meal.

Today, I can only see off with wine, and I hope that everything is fine with Bai Yan.

A few cans of beer bottomed out, Gu Mingxi's pale face was stained crimson, and she wanted to open another can, Bai Yan held her hand. Looking up, I saw helplessness in his cold eyes, "Don't drink it." ”

"Say goodbye today, I don't know when zaijian, let me drink it." I don't know if there will be a chance to drink together in the future.

The world is impermanent, who can predict the future changes.

“…… Mingxi! Bai Yan's voice was hoarse and sad, and he was in a stalemate for a long time, but he couldn't resist her in the end, and followed her wishes.

Life is in the world, decades in a hurry, and you can squander it for a few years!

The beer in the refrigerator was finally drunk, and the cans were all over the floor, although Gu Mingxi's face was crimson, his brain was sober, and he clearly understood that things were destined in the end.

Such as her and Qin Yuan, such as Bai Yan and Nansi.

I can't go back to the way it used to be.

Bai Yan packed up all the garbage, bent over like a brother, and rubbed her head with his fingers, "Mingxi, it's time for me to go." ”

Gu Mingxi stood up, "I'll send you." ”

Bai Yan hesitated for a moment and did not refuse her.

The two of them went downstairs, and the drizzle when Gu Mingxi first came here gradually turned into a heavy rain at this moment. There was a car parked on the side of the road, and the person standing next to the car was tall, as if he was left behind, and his eyes couldn't help but soften when his eyes locked on Gu Mingxi.

"Why are you here?"

Regardless of the heavy rain, he ran towards him quickly, as if he couldn't wait. When Long Pei saw her coming, he immediately walked up to greet her, and Banxia, who was holding an umbrella on the side, immediately followed.

Long Pei had a beige coat on his wrist, and when he stood in front of her, he touched her hand for the first time, and as expected, it was very cold.

"An hour ago the Met Office said the temperature would drop." He opened his mouth warmly, and he had already put on a warm coat for her.

Gu Mingxi stood in the cold storm and only felt the intimate warmth, "Waited for a long time? ”

"Just arrived." Long Pei carefully buttoned her up and tidied up her collar.

Although the umbrella is large, Banxia is all supported by Mrs. and Your Excellency, and she is standing in the rain. Hearing Your Excellency's words, her long eyelashes trembled.

Your Excellency has been waiting in the rain for nearly an hour.

I don't know when the rain above my head stopped, Banxia came back to his senses and saw Bai Yan standing beside him with an umbrella, and the next second he noticed the luggage in his hand, and his expression couldn't help but be gloomy.

Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hair out of his clothes, wrapped his big palm around her slender shoulders, smelled the smell of wine on her body, and frowned without saying anything. Eagle eyes looked at Bai Yan, there was no surprise, he knew that Ming Xi couldn't keep Bai Yan.

"We'll send you."

Simple and clear four words, Bai Yan heard the strength that could not be refused, and gladly accepted it.

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Gu Mingxi walked out of the airport, I don't know when the original rain turned into willow catkins falling all over the sky, and a thin piece of his hand fell on the palm of his hand, melting into cool wetness in a moment.

"This year's snow came so early." The low murmur couldn't hide the sadness of parting.

Long Pei walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her slender shoulders. Banxia wanted to hold an umbrella for them, but when he received Long Pei's eyes, he silently retreated to the side like an invisible person.

I couldn't help but look at the tarmac...... He's gone.

The weather was cold, it was snowing heavily, there were not many people outside the airport, and no one noticed the handsome man and woman standing at the door.

Sending Jun Qianli will finally have a farewell, Bai Yan's plane took off half an hour later, but Gu Mingxi did not continue to accompany him in the VIP room.

When leaving, she gently hugged Bai Yan in front of Long Pei and spit out a word in his ear.

Bai Yan's body was obviously stunned, and his warm hand patted her back, and only said two words: xiexie.

Long Pei didn't mind their hug, and indifferently took Gu Mingxi's hand after they parted and said goodbye to him.

Banxia and Bai Yan didn't say anything from beginning to end, nor did they say zaijian, as if not saying "zaijian" meant that he hadn't left yet.

Bai Yan understands what it's like to have no way to die for a person, he is unfortunate enough, he doesn't want to leave a little fantasy for Banxia to let her live as unfortunate as himself.

The night before, Banxia had sent him such a text message.

――If one day you leave him and come back, if there is no one else around me, can we try it once?

When he saw the text message, Bai Yan almost burst into tears, he seemed to see another self.

Distressed but powerless.

He knew that Banxia had left behind his self-esteem and pride, and mustered up the courage to send such a text message to himself. If you were another man, you would be more or less moved and give her a hopeful promise.

Bai Yan thought about it all night, and finally replied three words to Banxia in the early morning.

- No, you can't!

I see my heart and feelings too thoroughly, and I know that I can't do anyone but that person, so I live a desperate life.

Banxia's attachment to herself is like her own infatuation with Nansi, if she can't break it, she should at least let Banxia cut off those thoughts, so that her eyes can see other scenery and have other happiness.

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The VIP room was peaceful and warm, with new coffee in front of it, steaming hot, and there were no other passengers except Bai Yan.

Bai Yan sat in the same position for a long time without moving, until the waiter came to remind him that it was time to board.

He said xiexie, picked up the passport and boarding pass on the table, stood up, and when he turned around, he inadvertently saw a familiar face on the other side of the glass, and his body instantly stiffened.

I don't know who informed Nanji, but he stood on the other side of the glass wall, his deep eyes glowing with water, grief and reluctance intertwined.

Bai Yan was still thinking just now, if he could zaijian him once before leaving, even if he died immediately, he would have no regrets.

God was not thin on him, and finally fulfilled his wish.

Nanji's thin lips opened and he couldn't say a word, but the white mist covered the glass with a thin layer of mist, and his fingers wrote something on the mist one by one.

Bai Yan walked in front of the glass with very small steps, every step seemed to be stepping on the clouds, and he would fall at any time, and he would never recover.

I watched him write on the glass one by one:

I-love-you!

These three words, Nan Si has never said to him, he has been together for so long, whether it is lingering to the death, or grinding his ears and temples, he has never refused to say it.

When parting, I didn't expect him to say it, as if he wanted to let Bai Yan leave without regrets.

After Nanji finished writing these three words, his slender and skeletal fingers rested on the glass, his eyes stared at him, like a stab in his throat, unable to say anything, but hoping that he would understand.

Bai Yan's fingers slowly covered the position of his hand on the glass, looking at the blurred words on the glass, the tears in his eyes inadvertently slipped down, and the corners of his mouth rolled up a shallow smile inexplicably.

"I ...... Love...... You. Nanji spoke, his mouth small, very slow, slow enough to discern his silent lips.

Bai Yan nodded as if he was nothing, his eyes had been blurred by the water waves, his inner lip was bitten and bleeding, and he pursed his lips silently, only two words: zaijian!

I can see him, I can hear him say those three words in person, I am sure that all this is not a dream of my wishful thinking, I know that he loves him in his heart, and his heart is no longer so painful and uncomfortable, and he has no regrets.

It is better to miss each other than to see each other, and it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

If they had understood this earlier, perhaps they would have avoided tragedy!

Zaijian, Nansi.

This time, I really can't wait for you any longer. There is a lot of reluctance in my heart, a lot of unwillingness, and now I can only helplessly let go. In the past, I always thought that I could not suffer if I asked for it, but now I understand that it is more painful to seek it.

Loving someone should not be selfish to possess, if you can live happily and peacefully, then I stand at the end of the world and look at the cape, it is not a happy thing.

I once had a dream in which I had nowhere to go, and I kept walking and walking, but I couldn't get to where I wanted to go.

In the dream, you asked me if I wanted an afterlife, and I said yes. You say that you can't carry the memories of this life in the next life, and even if you carry the memories of this life, wouldn't it be sad that those who were once close to you didn't know you?

I smiled and replied, it's okay, I'll get to know them again with the memories of this life. The regrets that cannot be made up in this life with this life, let me go to the next life with the memories of this life and make up for them one by one

Nansi, don't hate this society, don't hate those who can't accept us, we are not wrong, and they are not guilty.

In the final analysis, we have a fate, no part, it's just that.

This time it was Bai Yan who turned around first, and his lonely and sad back had an unprecedented determination, and it gradually drifted away in Nansi's gaze.

Nanji watched his back leave but didn't catch up with him, there was no way to leave him. At the moment when his father fell, he was doomed to the impossibility of this life.

One hand was propped up on the glass, the other hand was covering the lip, and after all, he couldn't support his body and squatted down slowly, lowering his head and ignoring the surprised eyes of others, crying silently.

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On the way back, Gu Mingxi had been leaning on Long Pei's arms, probably because of drinking, and his brain was a little dizzy and unconscious. Grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, like a kitten that has been begging for attention.

Fortunately, the isolation board in the middle had already risen, and no one except Long Pei could see her coquettish and tender appearance, her heart seemed to be gently scratched by a cat's paws, and her heart was itching.

“…… Mingxi. His big palm ran through her supple hair, and his deep voice was a mixture of emotion and distress.

Bai Yan's departure made her feel sad, how could he not understand.

Except for Mo Xiaobai in country E, she has almost no other friends. is a confidant with Bai Yan, but Bai Yan is his right-hand man who is busy on weekdays, and he doesn't even have the opportunity to sit down and talk to her.

As soon as Bai Yan leaves, she will be even more lonely, and she will not even have a friend to make friends with.

"From now on, I will be your confidant." The low voice was full of affection and doting.

They are all born in the bog dregs and struggling, living without a father and mother when they were young, sending people under the fence, tasting the warmth and coldness of human affection, and experiencing the taste of loneliness and helplessness.

Gu Mingxi's originally closed eyes opened slowly, and fell into his eyes that were like deep pools, and a faint smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, which was cooler than the autumn breeze.

The slender fingers let go of the crumpled suit that was pulled around his neck and hooked it down, and he naturally lowered his head......

Red Lips took the initiative to kiss his soft and cold lips......

Long Pei's eyes lit up, she rarely took the initiative to kiss him like this, especially this coquettish appearance, which was almost torturing him to death.

Her lips and teeth were fighting, her breathing was rough, and she snuggled into his arms with the softness and charm of a woman, and even made his cold body begin to warm up.

The car stopped at some point, Yu Si didn't take the initiative to open the door, the bodyguards were guarding outside the car, and the two people in the car kissed and forgot to swallow each other into their stomachs.

The temperature in the car was already high, and the two of them hugged each other, Gu Mingxi felt even hotter, and couldn't help but want to take off his coat......

Long Pei's kiss paused and took her hand, "Don't take off your clothes, it's cold." ”

Gu Mingxi came back to his senses, looked outside, and saw the bodyguards standing in the snow, while he and Long Pei actually forgot their love in the car, and their expressions were confused.

Long Pei held the hands she wanted to withdraw, "Now you know that you are shy?" ”

The tone was obviously teasing her. Dai frowned and withdrew her hand vigorously, "You know that I drank wine." "He didn't even stop her.

Long Pei laughed out loud in exchange for Gu Mingxi's coquettish gaze.

"I can let you drink some in the future." Gu Mingxi doesn't go crazy when he drinks alcohol, and he doesn't talk much, but he is very clingy. Like a kitten lying on his chest, it softened his whole heart.

"Don't worry about my body anymore?" She looked at Long Pei who was smiling like a spring breeze.

"Don't throw dirty water on me." Long Pei hugged her and pecked her red and swollen lips, "What I said is appropriate." ”

I like her clinging to herself too much, and the little woman's side is really vivid.

Gu Mingxi didn't want to get entangled with him on this topic anymore, anyway, he couldn't win him by biting the words and chewing the words.

"I'll go back, you're busy."

As soon as his hand was withdrawn and was held by Long Pei again, Gu Mingxi looked up at him, what was going on?

"It's snowing." Rubbing his thumb against her hand, a rich smile in his eyes, "When will the two compensation you owe me be honored?" ”

In an instant, the roots of his ears turned red, and he pretended to speak calmly, "Mr. Long, national affairs are more important. ”

"It's been more than 20 years, and it's time for me to do what I want to do." Someone's answer without changing his face.

As president, he never had personal time of his own. Before Gu Mingxi and his daughter, he lived a step-by-step life every day, getting up at 6 o'clock every day, exercising for an hour, eating and reading newspapers for half an hour, arriving at the presidential palace on time at 8 o'clock, eating at noon and taking a lunch break for an hour and a half, and working until 10 o'clock at night.

If there is any emergency, he has to rush to the first scene at any time; There are also important guests, interviews and exchanges, not to mention what other military negotiations are all kinds of trivial but have to deal with!

After marriage, although he tried his best to arrange time for Mingxi and Yan'er, in fact, in the past three years, Mingxi took Yan'er to guard the Haoting Garden alone.

Day and night are opposite, not tired of being together 24 hours a day. It's really only "morning" and "night".

Twenty-four hours, nine hours to work, one hour to ride, eight hours to sleep, and then deducting some miscellaneous things, the real relative time is less than four hours, which is very short.

Gu Mingxi was moved by compassion, no one knew Long Pei better than her! Behind many of his cruel methods is often more loneliness and helplessness.

Long Pei took her into his arms and told Yu Si to drive to the Star Picking Palace.

The snow fell heavily for a day, and in the evening the snow stopped, and the ground was already covered with thick snow.

In the warm room, Gu Mingxi was sore all over, his tired eyelids couldn't be opened, he shrank lazily on his strong chest, and fell asleep groggily.

Long Pei stared at her sleeping face for a long time, and the corners of his mouth smiled silently. I don't know if to laugh at her or laugh at myself.

Obviously, there is a presidential palace and a mansion garden, why do they seem to be cheating every time!

This can't be blamed on Long Pei, there is that child living in Haoting Garden, he doesn't want Mingxi to see her feel uncomfortable, and when she returns to the presidential palace, her heart is on Yan'er and Ah Li, so she has no choice but to get here.

Mingxi, who has drunk alcohol, is extremely well-behaved and obedient, and can even be described by the word "enthusiasm".

As long as he did a little foreplay, her body gave him the most real reaction, responding enthusiastically. Usually the posture he wants to do, she always feels too ashamed and unwilling, but today she is cooperating with him, without a trace of reluctance.

I have never felt so satisfied and happy. When he put her on it, she would be at a loss, biting her red lip and looking at him with innocent eyes, he laughed at her greenness, and she was not to be outdone and lowered her head to bite his top......

The man doesn't like to be touched by a woman to the top of his chest, but he loves her bite, hurts and is happy.

Against her scorching heat and uncontrollable twitching, the big palm grabbed her slender waist and sent her down. She was almost lying on top of him, muttering in small pieces, her long hair scattered all over her back, beautiful like a painting.

Wanting more, he sat up with her in his arms, his eyes staring at the point where the two people combined, his blood gushing, and his movements became more ferocious.

Gu Mingxi was ashamed of his desire to look at him and died, his palm was on his eyes, and he was out of breath, "No...... No...... Don't look at ......"

He took her hand away and kissed her snow-white shoulder, "Mingxi, you are my life." ”

Don't feel lonely because of those who left you, don't feel helpless because of the hurt of those people, don't be lost because of the past.

Because you still have me in your life, you have said that I am a light in your heart.

Mingxi, you are my life.

Gu Mingxi's body swayed in lust, and he repeatedly recited every word of his sentence in his heart, pondering every word, and the corners of his eyes suddenly moistened.

Look up and kiss him on the lips.

The shijie outside the window is wrapped in silver, and the weather is cold; The interior is beautiful and warm.

Some people say: Yin Dao is a woman's soul, and to occupy a woman's Yin Dao is to occupy her soul! But the burning heat of a man is not a second soul.

Long Pei is blending with her soul with her soul.

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The end of the demon escape:

Brave series: "The President's Wealthy Ex-Wife", "Police and Bandit Sleep Together: Wives Do All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me"

Healing Series: "Debt Collection Xiaobao: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Demon Master, Please Spare Me", "The President's Little Wife"