You don't deserve to survive! (6000 words update!) )

"Don't worry, talk slowly......" Qiao Brahma looked at her funny: "What do you want to say?" ”

Shen Xiaojun pursed his lips and thought for a while before frowning and sighing lowly: "I'm just...... I, I actually haven't talked deeply about me yet, I ...... I'm I, I've killed a policeman ......"

She stammered, gesturing with her hands in mid-air: "Although he didn't deliberately mention this matter, I was always worried, he was a police officer, and I ...... I've killed police officers...... I'm afraid that he will be affected by me in the future, he ......"

She babbled on and on, her expression frightened and helpless, and Jo Brahma kept holding her forehead with one hand, her eyes lingering on her face like the silver moonlight in the quietest night.

She's really changed a lot... Frolic...

It's like a completely changed person, a completely closed heart is completely open, without any scheming, nor any hatred, so without hesitation, she clearly tells everyone that she is in love, what she sees in her eyes and thinks in her heart is just that person......

It turned out that four years ago, she was like this, such a simple and honest girl, his breathing gradually lightened, and the face of the woman in front of him and the face in his memory were layered on top of each other, gradually merging, and gradually becoming clear......

Huarong, brother misses you so much... Tao...

Shen Xiaojun slowly stopped, not understanding why he suddenly looked at himself with such eyes: "Uh, you...... You okay? ”

"Miss ......" he came back to his senses, and suddenly leaned over to call her, his voice hoarse and low: "You are not suitable, you will kill his ......"

How can people like them be worthy of love? He, including Yeli and Yiyi, has been destined to live in constant killing and being killed since birth, they are destined to live in making up for everything they have lost, and they are destined to do their best not to let themselves have someone they care about, such heart-rending pain, they have tasted it once, and they dare not touch it again in this life......

Shen Xiaojun was suffocated, his face was a little pale: "I...... Will it kill him? ”

Qiao Brahma raised his eyebrows, reached out and touched her pale face, and after a while, he sighed as if he had nothing: "You shouldn't have survived...... Miss, you shouldn't have survived......"

"You...... Are you drunk......" Shen Xiaojun pushed his hand away in a little panic: "You go home, I want to ...... I'm going to clean up the table......"

He slowly stood up on the table, paused, and suddenly stumbled and narrowly threw himself on the table.

Shen Xiaojun subconsciously bypassed the table and supported him: "I'll find a car to send you back, you are like this now...... By the way, I have that Qiao Yiran's business card, I'll call him and ask him to bring you back, right? ”

As she spoke, she turned around to look for her business card, when Jo Brahma suddenly shook her hand and pulled her into his arms, and the weight of his entire body almost leaned on her.

Shen Xiaojun staggered, almost didn't stand firm, and subconsciously pushed him with both hands: "You let go, don't want to get drunk and crazy with me by getting drunk, I'm ...... I'm going to call my dad—"

"We won't see each other again......"

He let go of her suddenly, a faint smile dyed on his fair and handsome face, stroked her cheek, and sighed as if nothing: "Thank you dad on my behalf......"

Shen Xiaojun was suffocated, and wiped the place he had touched with some discomfort.

"I ...... Sending you out ......"

She choked and subconsciously took a step back: "Otherwise...... Shall I send you back? ”

"No, you don't." Qiao Brahma shook his head and looked at her with a smile: "Think about my words carefully, you and that policeman are not suitable......"

“…… Is it because I've ever killed someone? ”

Jo Brahma smiled, patted her on the shoulder, and walked slowly past her: "You will make him have nothing......"

“……”

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You're going to kill him...... You're going to leave him with nothing......

You're going to kill him...... You're going to leave him with nothing......

"What are you thinking?"

A hand shook in front of his eyes, Shen Xiaojun didn't pay attention, he was choked by the milk tea inhaled in his throat, choking with tears in his eyes, Shangzi hurriedly pulled out a tissue and handed it to her: "Are you okay?" ”

"Hmm...... It's okay......" She wiped the corners of her mouth and shook her head busily.

"What are you thinking about?" Shang Zi looked at her curiously.

"Hmm......" Shen Xiaojun thought about it, looked at him for a while, and then coughed lightly: "It's nothing, hmm, what did you just say?" ”

"I'm going to Hong Kong for a few days on a business trip......" Shang Zijian shook his head helplessly: "It will take about a week, and I will come to see you when I come back." ”

"Is it something important?" Shen Xiaojun blinked, looking curious.

"This ......" he groaned and shook his head slightly: "It's a secret, you can't tell anyone else's ......"

“……”

Shen Xiaojun was sullen and shrugged a little boringly: "If you don't say it, don't say it, I don't want to know yet......"

“…… Angry? ”

"Nope."

"Why is that expression?"

Shen Xiaojun raised his eyes to look at him: "What expression?" My usual expression is like this, do you need me to send you off with a hippie smile? ”

Shang Zijian suddenly pushed the milk tea cup in front of the two of them aside, and made a gesture with his fingers: "Let me tell you a secret......

Shen Xiaojun immediately came to his senses, stood up in a hurry, and leaned over the table: "What?" ”

The man suddenly kissed her on the cheek.

Shen Xiaojun was stunned, stood up straight, covered the place he had just kissed with one hand, and suddenly felt that his whole face seemed to be burned, and it was burning hotly.

"Remember to call me." He smiled in satisfaction.

“…… Don't fight. She looked out the window with a panicked expression, paused, and suddenly pushed away the chair: "I still have to go to work, I'll go first......"

"I'm on the plane at three o'clock in the afternoon, don't you stay with me for a while?" The merchant saw that he took a sip of milk tea slowly.

Two seconds later, the woman, who had already run a few steps away, sat back obediently.

The merchant smiled, and his angular face was not good-looking: "You are really much better behaved than before, and you ...... at that time"

The laughing voice stopped abruptly, and he looked at her with some uneasiness as if he realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said: "Well, I ...... Let's go home and get ready for ......"

"Wait a minute......" Shen Xiaojun suddenly stopped him with a serious expression, and Shang Zi saw that his body was already half-standing, and slowly descended again.

"Huh? What's wrong? ”

“…… Can I ask you a question? She bit the straw and looked at him hesitantly.

Shang Zi saw that he reluctantly pulled out a smile: "What's the problem?" ”

Shen Xiaojun looked left and right, and saw that there was no one around him, so he whispered: "You said, I used to ...... Killed a policeman ......"

She looked at his expression carefully: "I want to know...... Will you ...... Mind this? ”

Shang Zijian frowned, which was why he hesitated when she gave him the ring at the beginning.

This woman, whether it is cunning or simple, easily attracts all his attention, from the first meeting, she wore a thick mask, teased him with a smile, called him Uncle Police, he clearly felt that there was a seed, suddenly fell to the heart, enjoy the nourishment of blood, crazy germination, growth......

Knowing that she is no longer a simple girl, she knows that if she delves deeper, she will definitely be handcuffed coldly, knowing that they are mortal enemies......

His silence made Shen Xiaojun's heartbeat gradually quicken, and his face turned a little pale: "I...... Will it cause you to become destitute? ”

She doesn't know anything about the law, but she also knows how a policeman will be dealt with if he marries a criminal, he will lose his job, he will be regarded as an alien by his relatives and friends, and he will instantly change from the pride of his parents to the shame of his parents......

She...... Will it never see the light?

"I'm not afraid that I will become nothing, but I ......" Shang Zijian closed his eyes and said the truth in a deep voice: "I'm afraid that I will end up hurting my parents......"

They had devoted almost all their lives to cultivating him with such a son, and he knew what kind of blow it would cause if this matter was known to them......

"That'...... So what to do? ”

Shen Xiaojun became a little at a loss: "You...... Are you going to break up with me? ”

They had only been together for a long time, and she didn't want to give up just like that......

Shang Zi frowned: "Xiaojun ......"

Shen Xiaojun swallowed his saliva and looked at him with blank eyes: "You say, I'll listen." ”

"With me, it may be very hard......" He raised his eyes, his clean and clear eyes full of apologies: "I may not be able to give you enough space, I may not be able to give you a fair wedding, you may not even be able to appear in front of those of my colleagues......"

Shen Xiaojun looked at him in a daze, and only after a while did he raise his eyebrows lonely: "I ......"

"But I can at least assure you that I will love you very much......" He took a deep breath and reached out to hold the back of her cold hand, "I'm pretty sure you're the guy I want, I've been sure since I first met you." ”

“……”

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Can't give her enough space, can't give her a fair wedding, can't be in front of his colleagues anymore......

He would love her very much......

She is a woman, and she is naturally very much looking forward to the only wedding in her life, but the man she likes tells her that he can't give her a wedding, and even after marriage, she has to live in hiding......

When she heard these words, it was false to say that she was not sad, although she was not so precious to herself, but she was not to the point of practicing herself, and she wanted her to live like a mouse crossing the street, how sad she would be in her heart, you can imagine how sad she would be.

But he said he would love her very much......

This is also what a woman dreams of, the man she likes, personally and plainly tell her that he likes him and he loves her......

The scales of affection began to tilt noticeably towards the latter......

Speaking of which, she is the one who caused the current predicament, and she should bear some consequences for her past......

"Jun, come out."

Shen Run knocked on the door outside.

Shen Xiaojun answered, put a black screen mobile phone under the pillow, turned around and walked out: "Dad, what's wrong?" ”

"Let's have a drink, father and daughter." Shen Run didn't seem to be in a very good mood, and came back from buying a few vegetables from outside, as well as two bottles of spirits.

"Dad, didn't you say girls can't drink?" Shen Xiaojun smiled and sat down at the table with him: "What's wrong today?" ”

Shen Run opened a bottle of wine, poured a full glass for her, and poured a full glass for herself, and then put the wine bottle on the table: "It's nothing, I just think it's time for my dad to have a deep conversation with my daughter......"

"What's wrong? With such a serious expression? Shen Xiaojun raised his eyebrows and took a sip of wine slowly: "Hmm, it tastes good......

She had never drunk in front of him before, and in fact her memory had never drank, but now it seemed that she must have drunk a lot......

Shen Run seemed to be aware of this, and his expression became more and more serious: "Xiaojun, this is the era of free marriage, and I shouldn't have interfered a lot in marriage matters, but I think that Qiao Brahma is right, you meet with Shangzi, it's not appropriate......"

Shen Xiaojun originally sandwiched the dishes, and was about to send them to his mouth, but when he said this, his face suddenly sank: "Dad, he is not a good person, don't listen to his nonsense!" ”

"But he said one thing, you and Shangzi are indeed not a good match, he is a policeman, and you ......" He choked: "Xiaojun, I think, let's move out of here, right?" How about going somewhere else? ”

"Dad......"

Shen Xiaojun bit his lip: "Dad, I know it's bad to say this, but don't you want to avenge the real Shen Xiaojun?" Zimi will help you, he will ......"

"I just want to protect you right now." Shen Run interrupted her in a deep voice: "I don't want you to be in danger anymore, he is a policeman, and he is a threat to you, I don't want to ...... I don't want to lose another daughter......"

I just want to protect you now......

Shen Xiaojun frowned, her eyes suddenly became very sour, she rubbed her eyes, and looked at him a little helplessly: "Dad, are you going to take the sensational route today?" ”

"What I said is true." Shen Run took a deep breath, raised his head and took a big sip of spirits: "I have forgotten about Xiaojun now, and I don't want to investigate......"

He said it neatly, but she clearly felt that when he said this, the expression suddenly became heavy. "Dad, I believe he ......"

She poured him a drink, and said solemnly: "I will take care of myself, but Dad, we can't just let it pass, he will help you investigate it, he will definitely ......"

"If it weren't for you, would he still help me investigate?" Shen Run suddenly raised his head and looked straight at her: "Helping me investigate Xiaojun's matter is just a pretense for him to bring me a good impression, Xiaojun, I don't want to catch up with you for such a promise that is completely unfulfillable......"

"Dad......"

Shen Xiaojun sighed: "Dad, can you give him a little time?" He'll find out, I'm sure he'll find out. ”

"You're dizzy now, of course he believes whatever he says!"

"No, he'...... He's a very honest policeman, and he's ......."

"He's upright?" Shen Run interrupted her words and asked rhetorically without hesitation: "To put it mildly, he obviously knows that you have committed crimes before, and he still pretends not to know anything, do you think he is a very honest policeman?" ”

"......" Shen Xiaojun was choked by his words.

"Is that okay?" She thought for a while, gritted her teeth and said, "Dad, the time I promised you before Zijian has been shortened to two weeks!" You give us two weeks, and if we find and bring to justice the person who killed Xiaojun back then, will you agree that we can be together? Dad, I care about your thoughts, and I hope you can support me in things like getting married......"

Shen Run pursed his lips, thought for a while, and suddenly spoke: "Xiaojun, in addition to this matter, I am worried about another thing......"

“…… Is it a good thing or a bad thing? She subconsciously asked, instinctively, and began to fear that there would be more things in the way between her and Shangzi.

"I can't say whether it's a good thing or a bad thing...... it's just ......"

He groaned before he tentatively spoke: "Xiaojun, have you ever thought that you used to ...... Maybe there is someone you like? Like him arrived...... Willing to bear a baby for him......"

Shen Xiaojun was stunned, he didn't understand his sentence, what does it mean to like him to the point where he is willing to have a child for him, like is like, since he likes it, he will definitely be willing to deal with having a child......

But......

"Dad, you're not hinting at that Joe Brahma, are you?" She grinned with a look of disapproval: "What did he tell you yesterday?" No matter what he says, you don't have to believe it!! I always feel that he and Joe, who has the same surname as him, are not good people......"

"He didn't tell me anything about you, but I can see that he has no ill will towards you......" Shen Run said earnestly: "Xiaojun, Dad has lived for so many years, and he still has a ...... to see people."

"Dad-" Shen Xiaojun interrupted him angrily: "I know very well what type I like!" Even if there was someone I really liked before, it would definitely not be him! Moreover, it doesn't matter who you liked before, what matters is who you like now, right? I love Komi, really! ”

“…… You've figured it out......"

Shen Run frowned: "Xiaojun, you have thought clearly, if you remember the previous things in the future, will you ......?"

"Won't !!"

Shen Xiaojun didn't want to speak: "I'm pretty sure that the person I like is Zijian, even if I remember the past, I will definitely not regret it!" ”

She couldn't even think about the time of a murderer, and if she could, she would like to completely cut that time out of her life and throw it away......

Shen Run looked at her in a daze for a while, as if he had thought of something, his face was a little pale, he picked up the wine glass with shaking hands, and drank several sips with a bang, his spicy eyes were red.

"Dad......" she whispered to him.

"It's okay...... I'm fine......" He waved his hand: "I'm fine......"

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