126 I love you more than myself

That's right, I certainly heard it right. ΡˆΡ‰Ρˆ. (vii) (ix) x.S. сом

The update is so fast.

What he said was: "I said the last time, I want Chen Sansan to never know about this in his life!" I'm just going to lie to her for the rest of my life, and it's my business! ”

The resoluteness in his tone, like a sudden typhoon passing through the hall, ran rampant in my inner world, and the bucket in my hand paused and fell to the ground in response.

The heavy sound of the bucket hitting the marble slab was like the sound of a man's heart being thrown to the ground, and all sorts of sounds began to weave through my eardrums.

Zhang Minglang, he has something to hide from me.

It's still a very important thing.

These days, I feel that my life is like a boy who has two feet in the quagmire, but suddenly there is a boy like a star, he doesn't care about such an inhuman encounter as I have in the past three years, he is still willing to reach out to me, take me away, take me to fly high in the sky, and give me a lot of beautiful fantasies.

I think this period is really like a fairy tale, everything is so beautiful, so beautiful that I can't bear to waste time.

He told me Chen Sansan, you have to confess to me in the future, I said okay, I also said that you too, and he also said okay.

A few days ago, the words were still wafting in my ears, and they seemed to be within reach, but the reality was that I was twisting the corners of my clothes, thinking about the plaster 'medicine' that Xie Cunhui gave me, and I was locked in a cabinet in the company, I didn't dare to confess those photos to Zhang Minglang, and he still wanted to lie to me for the rest of his life.

How can all the things that are said to be good will be found in the waste of time, and we are becoming more and more opposite?

As the dull voice broke the silence, Zhang Minglang suddenly pushed the 'door' out, saw me standing there in a daze, stepped forward and hugged me, and said in a still nice voice: "Chen Sansan, stupid to death." ”

And the sad thing is that I am still cowardly, just like the last time I saw him fall out of control in the middle of the night, he didn't dare to ask again if he didn't say anything, I opened my mouth, and finally pretended to be casual and said: "I passed by here just now, I don't know what you're talking about, the voice is so loud, I was startled." ”

As soon as my words landed, and before they disappeared into the air, Zhang Minglang suddenly hugged me tightly with more force, as if trying to drag me into his body.

Then I heard him breathing heavily.

After half a ring, he said: "Chen Sansan, I don't know if you heard my words just now, but please believe me, I love you more than myself." ”

I let him hold me, and I didn't know what to say.

I'm still cowardly, and I feel that such happiness is precious, and maybe I can live more happily if I am confused.

So I turned into a lie 'jing' again, and said lightly: "I didn't hear anything just now, let me go first." ”

Zhang Minglang still tied me tightly, bent his body slightly, rested his chin on my 'chest', and said in a low voice: "If you don't let it go, it will be impossible to let it go in this life." ”

I was still very useful for such a sudden hypocrisy, reaching out to cover his back and hugging him tightly.

I don't know how long I hugged it, Zhang Minglang 'kissed' me again, we kept 'kissing' from the corridor to the sofa, until we both fell on the sofa, he reached out to brush the 'messy' hair in front of me, stared at me and asked: "Chen Sansan, do you love me?" ”

He asked this question no less than three times during this time, and such an atmosphere made it impossible for me to stare at him, scold him, and choke him to say that he was speechless.

So I was in his gaze, the only time, very hypocritically said: "Love, love very much, love so much that without you, I don't know what the meaning of life is." ”

Zhang Minglang stretched out his hand to cover my face, and said, "Then you have to promise that when you meet a man better than me in the future, you won't be tempted at all." ”

Well, I'm still 'quite 'good' at chatting occasionally.

I said, "In my opinion, no one can be better than you." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhang Minglang suddenly came over, lay on top of me, and said softly: "Well, you know that I'm good, you can't leave me again." ”

I simply said, "Yes." ”

When Zhang Minglang went to take a bath, I was thinking that I still had to learn English, so I took a textbook to the bedroom, leaned on the head of the 'bed' and looked slowly.

Because I thought about getting up early the next day to 'get' a Sichuan shellfish stewed pear for Zhang Bailing, or maybe Zhou Gong would summon me with the 'bed', and soon I was summoned to the point of being soulless.

When I climbed out of bed, Zhang Minglang was still asleep, I don't know what he dreamed of, anyway, he kept frowning, I wanted to reach out and pluck it, but I was afraid that I would wake him up.

It's rare to have a weekend, and I'm reluctant to roar him like a Hedong lion early in the morning.

So I tiptoed out, even opening the 'door' was slow, after washing, I followed the tutorials above Baidu, cut the pears, put the Chuanbei rock candy and so on, and then simmered slowly.

After simmering for an hour and a half, I brought it down with a wet towel and put it safely in the small basket I found in the locker.

After doing this, I thought about making breakfast again, but I was suddenly hugged by Zhang Minglang from behind.

Unlike the previous times, this time it was simply a bear hug, or the kind of violent bear hug, the force was too heavy, so heavy that I was a little in a trance, and asked: "What's wrong?" ”

Zhang Minglang, a hypocritical baby, has not completely woken up, and his voice is still sleepy: "I woke up and didn't see you by my side, I was startled, thinking you were gone." ”

I couldn't help but laugh.

After laughing, he said disgustedly: "Zhang Minglang, can we be a little more mature?" I'm not a three-year-old child, so how could I get up from a night's sleep and be gone? Do you think I'm a monster and will be captured by aliens to study? ”

Zhang Minglang no longer spoke, but was still tired of me and said, "Hug me again." ”

He used to be kind to me, hypocritical, and greasy and crooked, but I didn't expect that after three years, these symptoms would increase unabated, I couldn't bear it a little, and I was afraid that the stewed things would be cold, so I had to use my elbow to support him and said: "Don't make trouble, go wash up, I'll 'get' a simple breakfast, and after eating, you can send my stewed things to your father." ”

Zhang Minglang was stunned, let go of me, walked around to me, looked at me and said, "You got up early in the morning to stew something for my dad?" How can you be so virtuous? Why didn't you think you were so virtuous before? ”

Virtuous should be a compliment, I was a little embarrassed by his praise, and I twisted my fingers and said modestly: "Where, I am also handy." ”

Zhang Minglang didn't answer my words, but said very jumpingly: "How long has this been stewed?" ”

I didn't even think about it, and just said, "More than an hour." ”

The corners of Zhang Minglang's mouth twitched for a while, and he held my shoulder and said, "You have stewed for more than an hour, also called handy?" ”

I was afraid that it would be really cold, so I didn't continue to chirp with him, but pushed him to wash, and then I turned out two 'chicken' eggs from the refrigerator and made a simple breakfast.

Before Zhang Minglang went out, I was afraid that Zhang Bailing would know that I made this thing, and maybe I would poison him, so I told Zhang Minglang not to say that I did it.

Then he took something, greasy and crooked at the 'door', and wanted me to come up and kiss him, I was afraid that other owners would come out and run into it, and I refused to die, and I thought that I could cook at home at noon, so I asked him for a vegetable money, I originally planned to ask for fifty yuan, who knew that this little tyrant directly took out a thousand yuan to me, so that I could eat what I liked and buy.

Thinking that Zhang Minglang would be able to have lunch when he came back, I bought the dishes nearby, and it was also hot to come back to cook, the phone rang when I was stewing the soup, and I looked at the screen, it turned out to be Chen Zhengqiang, who had not been in touch for a long time.

Thinking that he went to Cairns because of my relationship, and now that I have already gotten out of Cairns, and he is still there with Luo Jianwen, my feelings are indescribably complicated.

I turned down the heat of the stew and picked up the phone.

I don't know if Chen Zhengqiang really changed his attitude towards me, or if Li Xuemei told him, Zhang Minglang gave Li Xuemei a full 250,000 dowry, Chen Zhengqiang was polite to me for the sake of money, anyway, as soon as the phone was answered, he shouted "sister, sister, sister" hotly.

The more he shouted, the more I felt that he was a little uneasy and kind, so I had to ask directly: "Do you have something to say?" ”

Chen Zhengqiang said: "Sister, that's the case, Brother Ming called me a few days ago and said to give me some money to go back to my home to do business, but after I came to Shenzhen, I felt that Shenzhen was good, there are many beautiful 'women' in Shenzhen, and they are dressed beautifully, can you tell Brother Ming, I love to stay in Shenzhen, I don't want to go back." ”

As soon as I thought that Zhang Minglang was shut up by Chen Zhengqiang, I shouted "Brother Ming," and I couldn't associate this name with Zhang Minglang.

However, I thought that since Chen Zhengqiang came to me to talk about this, then I had to make it clear to him, it was okay if he didn't like to go back, just stop treating me as an ATM.

So I said directly: "That's just his suggestion, you don't want to go back, and no one forces you, but in the future, you will bear the cost of renting a house or something, and I don't have much money left for you now." ”

Chen Zhengqiang was stunned, but he still said in a relaxed tone: "I know, my dad told me, sister, you are married, so you can't reach out and ask you for money anymore." ”

I groaned.

Who knows, Chen Zhengqiang continued: "But sister, can you ask Brother Ming to help me find a new job?" I don't want to stay in Cairns anymore. ”

I subconsciously thought that Luo Jianwen was embarrassed by Chen Zhengqiang, so I asked casually: "What?" ”

Chen Zhengqiang said a little depressedly: "Mr. Luo has been so short-tempered recently, except for not scolding me, he scolds everyone when he catches me, and those colleagues all discuss that I am a relational household in private, sister, they say it too ugly, I beat a colleague yesterday." ”

I was startled, afraid that he, a violent maniac, would make people 'sick', so I hurriedly asked, "Is that colleague okay?" Chen Zhengqiang, why did you beat people again? ”

Chen Zhengqiang paused at that end, and said coldly: "He told other colleagues how you and Mr. Luo are doing, it's too ugly!" I couldn't hold back for a moment and did it. ”

I was speechless, I felt that Chen Zhengqiang was like a change of 'sex', and it was hard to listen to him scolding me before.

Complaining in his heart, Chen Zhengqiang said again: "Sister, I'm 'spirited' normal, it was my mother who told me that I would treat you as a family member in the future, and if my family is said like this, I will definitely come out." ”

When I hung up the phone, I couldn't stop crying or laughing.

was holding the phone in a daze for a while, and when he brought the soup down, he saw Zhang Minglang with a depressed expression on his face, and opened the 'door' and came in.

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