Chapter 50: Do You Love Me
People want to eat, and this is a helpless thing.
Lu Xiaoyu tied the strap of the apron with his backhand, but he was suddenly embraced. She was a little annoyed, but she still calmed down and said softly, "Aren't you hungry?" I cook! You let go! ”
"I'm hungry!" Situ Huang said honestly, bowing his head and kissing the skin on her neck. His voice was a little slurred, but it was demagogic, "I see you...... I'm going to be hungry......"
She was stunned, her heart beating fast, but there was a feeling that she was just a tool.
Disgusting! Disgusting! Still disgusting!
Lu Xiaoyu suddenly felt a little nauseous, this was an instinctive reaction, not his body, but his heart was disgusted by his touch. She jerked his hand away, turned and took a step back.
"I'm tired! I don't want it! She looked at him calmly, but her breath was disordered.
Situ Huang's deep eyes met her, raised his hand and gently stroked her face, his fingers touched her soft skin, reluctant to exert force. Seeing the hidden disgust and disgust in her eyes, he understood it.
He moved his lips and said in a deep voice, "Does my touch make you feel sick?" ”
"......" Lu Xiaoyu's body stiffened, but there was no reaction.
His fingers moved to her lips and asked gloomily, "Do you get sick when he touches you?" ”
As he spoke, his fingers traced the flap of her lips. Slowly moving upwards, touching her delicate cheeks. Gently caressing her soft skin, there is a feeling of love for it.
Lu Xiaoyu was stirred by his touch, and she bit her lower lip tightly.
"When he touches you...... Are you sick...... I remember him kissing you...... In the hospital...... Or is there something else? Where I don't know? ”
"Tell me...... Do you feel sick......"
Situ Huang's gaze locked on her, and his fingers moved so gently that they seemed to be touching a precious piece of porcelain. But the bottom of his eyes was condensed, and there was no rise or fall.
Why does it feel like a wound in my heart?
When Lu Xiaoyu heard this, his anger suddenly exploded. She jerked his hand away, even pushing him out of the way. His hands were subconsciously clenched into fists, and his originally frozen eyes were filled with anger.
She was angry that he would ask her such a question?
This kind of problem made her feel like a cheap object for a moment. In his memory, was she a casual woman? For the first time, it was given to this kind of person, and only now did I find out that it was a ridiculous thing.
Lu Xiaoyu calmly took off her apron, didn't look at him again, and said softly, "I'm tired!" I want to sleep! Today's meal, you can eat as much as you want! There are also vegetarian noodles in the fridge, don't starve! ”
With that, she walked past him with her head down, ready to go back to her room.
Situ Huang was silent, watching her walk past him. The hand was slightly forced, clenched into a fist, but it was still released. I opened my mouth to say something, but I found that I didn't know what to say.
Seeing her back getting farther and farther away from herself, it felt like her heart was getting farther and farther away from her for a while.
He took a sharp step forward, grabbed her wrist at once, and took her whole body into his arms. And she struggled desperately, not wanting him to hug, the more she resisted, the tighter he hugged her, eager to rub her into his body.
Lu Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly turned red, and he shouted sharply, "You let go of me!" Don't touch me! I was just touched by him, so what? Not only did he kiss me, but he also slept with me, so are you satisfied? Is enough of that? ”
Why hurt her like this, treat her like that cheap ...... Stuff......
Situ Huang frowned in annoyance, feeling her hand beating his back hard, and he was angry. With his head down, he gritted his teeth in her ear and said, "I care!" ”
"I care that he kissed you, I care that he is good to you, I care that there is such a man, I care that he loves you, I even care that you smile at him, I care more that you will fall in love with him!"
"I'm sorry...... I retract what I just said......"
"Language ......"
"Forgive me ......"
As he spoke, he hugged her even harder. And she suddenly stopped resisting.
A room is silent, two hot hearts.
Lu Xiaoyu bit her lip, feeling the sourness in her heart becoming more and more intense. She didn't want to blush her eyes, but she couldn't help pantothenic acid. She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't stop crying because of his words.
She had cried so many times today that she felt like her tears were about to run dry, and there was nothing left......
Situ Huang felt a warmth in his neck, and suddenly stood up straight and lowered his head. I saw her tears, and I saw her helplessness. Like a fawn, lost and with nowhere to go.
He was even more annoyed, but he was annoyed by his own words.
Why can't you restrain yourself again and again? He is becoming less and less like himself!
He finally kissed her on the lips, but he also tasted the bitter tears at the corners of her mouth. While kissing, he said vaguely, "Don't cry...... It's me who is bad...... Forgive me......"
"......" She was powerless to resist, but she still held her breath in her chest.
At the end of the kiss, he grabbed his clothes with both hands and buried his head in his chest, tears staining his shirt. She shook her head resentfully and whispered, "Emperor Situ! What the hell do you want from me? What the hell do you want from me! ”
"So domineeringly imprison me, don't allow me to do this, don't allow me to do that, even if it's a sale, there is a deadline, so what about you? How long are you going to keep me in captivity? ”
"I'm going to be tired, I want to be free, I'm longing for a peaceful life, I can't afford to toss, I'm quitting!"
"Count me in the towel......"
"Please...... Leave me alone......"
Lu Xiaoyu said, kneeling weakly to the ground. The uncle woke up, giving her a glimmer of life. She didn't know how many unfinished entanglements she had with him before, she knew that she shouldn't think about him, but when would it end?
Seeing her sad appearance, this moment reminded him of another woman.
Just like her seaweed-like hair, just like her sad look. In his mind, the woman's words like a curse lingered, like a nightmare, making him unable to extricate himself and breathe.
"Tell Mom! Promise Mom! You won't fall in love with any woman! Isn't it? O woman, the more beautiful a woman is, the more insidious! They're so nice to you for a reason!"
"Remember? Do you remember what your mother said?"
"Why haven't you remembered? Why can't you remember? Do you want to be like your father's bad man? Or do you want to find those lovers outside? Hurry up and tell Mom! You'll never fall in love with those women!"
He was stunned, his hands trembled, and finally bent down to pick her up.
Feeling her weakness, Situ Huang was a little distressed. He raised his eyebrows and said in a deep voice, "Except for getting married, except for giving you a name, I can give you anything!" Don't ask for too much, stay by my side for the rest of your life! ”
"What is this...... A lover for life......" Lu Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and took a step back helplessly.
She looked up at him, strange.
Shaking her head, her long hair covering most of her cheeks. When she lowered her head, she also covered her injured eyes. Shaking his hand, he whispered, "I can't afford to play...... Find someone else......"
Situ Huang stood there and didn't say a word. He watched as she walked into the bedroom sadly, watching the bedroom door close. The sound of the door closing made my heart sink, like a suffocating feeling stirring in my heart.
took a step, walked to the bedroom, and stood in a daze for a long time, but finally turned around lonely.
In the bedroom, Lu Xiaoyu curled up weakly in the corner of the big bed.
With her hands around her knees, she buried her head between her legs. His eyes were sour, but he couldn't cry. His words gave her hope in a moment, but in the next second, she was cold. Always a man who is not willing to stay for anyone, and she will not be an exception.
Yes! No one can live in his heart, and she still has the luxury of hope?
"Lu Xiaoyu! You're so useless! You're obviously in love with him, but you still pretend you're not in love with him! Look at your weakness! He's conquered you completely, and you're just his lover! Just a lover!".
In my ears, a voice kept echoing.
Is it a nightmare, or is it a real feedback in your heart?
Lu Xiaoyu covered his ears in pain, stared at a little with empty eyes, and muttered to himself, "Who said I fell in love with him, I didn't fall in love with him!" It's just that because he's my first man, I feel dependent on him! That's it! ”
"That's right! That's it...... That's it......"
She repeated these words over and over again, as if she were hypnotizing herself.
But the heart stabbed violently.
In the kitchen of the apartment, Situ Huang changed into pajamas and was cooking noodles. The blue plaid pajamas filled him with the smell of a family man. It's just that the momentum is still the same, and the deep eyes are flashing with unknown emotions.
The pot made a "puff puff ......" sound, and he hurriedly closed the gas valve.
Turning around and taking a bowl, he put the noodles from the pot into the bowl.
He put the bowl and chopsticks in the tray and walked to the bedroom, where the door was closed. After a moment's hesitation, he finally reached out and knocked on the door. I waited for a few seconds, but no one responded.
"I cooked some noodles and you haven't eaten all day."
For a long time, there was still no response.
His hands were already a little stiff, and he sighed slightly. He bent down to put the tray in front of the door, stood up and said in a deep voice, "I left it at the door, you come out by yourself!" I'll go back to my room! Five minutes later, if I see the tray still outside, I don't think I'll know what I'll do! ”
With that, he literally turned and walked into his room.
In the bedroom, Lu Xiaoyu heard his words and bit her lip.
Her stomach was uncomfortably empty, and she was so uncomfortable that she was about to vomit.
But he didn't want to take a step, and he didn't have the strength to move a step. Even more amusementingly self-deprecating, he said that he didn't know what he was going to do, so what could he do? Forcibly take over her body? Or continue to threaten with GT?
Thinking quietly, five minutes passed unconsciously.
Sure enough, no more, no less, the bedroom doorknob was turned. It's a pity that she locked the door. With a few "bangs......", someone broke through the door and rushed in.
Situ Huang looked at the person curled up on the big bed silently, and he turned around and walked out of the bedroom again. When I walked into the room again, I already had the tray in my hand. He walked over to the bed and placed the tray on the bedside table.
I just wanted to pick up the noodles, only to find that it was already a mess.
Frustrated, he frowned and had to put the bowl back on the tray. Sitting on the edge of the bed, trying to reach out but still not reaching. Looking at her head, he said in a deep voice, "You can't stop eating and be angry with me, but don't be angry with your body!" ”
Lu Xiaoyu just sat dumbfounded, motionless.
"How do you have to eat?" His patience began to fade, and he worried about her body far more than anything else. Finally, I couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand, only to find that her hand was cold.