Chapter 124: Unknown Panic

Tong Mai's symptoms of forgetfulness are becoming more and more obvious day by day, so that she has infinite panic and anxiety in her heart

Especially after talking to Sister Sha Fen on the phone just now, Tong Mai's horror became stronger and stronger, and she was worried that one day she wouldn't remember anything......

I don't remember Xiaosha, I don't remember Luo Luo, I don't remember Huo Yize, I don't remember everyone around me

Even though Huo Yize was pressuring Dr. Yu to increase the R&D team to study the toxins on her body, he could never appease Tong Mai's heart, although Dr. Yu was able to save Huo Yize's life, Huo Yize's life was at the expense of his senior's life

If her situation is cruel, she can only survive by sacrificing a person, then she would rather leave quietly alone, and no one will bother, she is already guilty of Jiang Chengyi's departure, if she has to carry a human life, even if she lives, she will not be happy, and even be condemned by her conscience all the time

At the same time, she could also understand Huo Yize's original mood, she couldn't predict the future, and she didn't know how long she would live, so she did her best to arrange everything for her, and then left alone......

What about her

Does she want to do this, she can do something for Huo Yize, except for changing tricks and cooking food for him, and causing trouble to him, she can't think of anything that can be done for him

But if you escape and leave, you will never see each other again, and the reluctance in your heart will be strong......

But if she becomes Huo Yize's burden, it will no longer be possible to stand by his side and shine with him, which is already strong enough to have an inferiority complex, and she will be more and more reckless......

For a while, Tong Mai's thoughts became extremely chaotic, the quiet island, the quiet sea, the industrious and simple people in the town...... Here, all she did not forget was deeply engraved in her mind

Tong Mai closed his eyes, trying to remember and feel the unique and beautiful atmosphere here......

In the past, when Huo Yize asked her and Mrs. Huo to leave, she instinctively didn't want to leave, she just wanted to stay by his side, but now she not only often forgets some things she has done, but even she will hurt others when she is delirious, and gnaws and bites Huo Yize, as if she has lost her mind, but then she is like a normal person

It's clear that this is a side effect of the toxin in the body......

What will await her next is unpredictable

Suppose that from now on her existence is to hurt others...... What is the point of her living

The more Tong Mai thought about these things, the more confused she became, even when SAM approached behind her, Tong Mai didn't know it at all, the wrinkles between her brows were tight, and layers of anxiety and pain enveloped her, "Angel ......"

It's a familiar name, but it's no longer from Jiang Chengyi's mouth, but Ah SAM is calling her, this call is successful, Tong Mai turned around, and was a little disappointed when she stared at Ah Sam, she even hoped that Jiang Chengyi was back now......

After all, few people but him would call her that

"Is there something wrong with Ah SAM", Tong Mai saw Ah Sam's solemn expression on his face, and it was clear that he had something to say to her

In fact, she also had something to say to him, while she could still remember what she had experienced with Ah Sam, she wanted Ah Sam to get rid of the mustard in her heart, forget the past, and start life again, she could easily see that even if she came back, he was always unhappy......

"It's nothing, I just want to see you" replied very bluntly, without any pretentiousness or any concealment, but the more frank it is, it makes the scene a little embarrassing

Looking at her from afar, she stood on the seashore and pondered, the sleeveless vest, the long skirt to the ankles, the petite figure seemed to be long, the delicate figure was graceful and delicate, and the long black hair drew a graceful arc in the breeze, and the fair and delicate skin exuded a luster in the sun, and could not find the slightest flaw, just like a goddess

Her fresh beauty is an excellent weapon to make men unstoppable, not only beauty, but also the stubbornness and tenacity that permeate her bones and not bow to fate will involuntarily attract people's attention......

But now I see Tong Mai, who seems to be brown, and his tenacity looks a little depressed......

SAM's eyes have been staring at him for a moment, if it weren't for the fact that he was stained with too much blood, burdened with too much fate, or he was just an ordinary person in the organization and had not experienced the identity of a professional killer, now at this moment, whether it was Huo Yize or any other man, he would really be reckless to be with her

Tong Mai looked a little cramped and uneasy under SAM's direct gaze, "I have something to look for you"

SAM WAS A LITTLE SURPRISED, BUT THE SILENCE CONTINUED TO WAIT FOR HER TO SPEAK......

Putting aside the embarrassment, Tong Mai just wanted SAM to get back on track, and said seriously: "Don't take the case anymore and kill people, whether the other party is a good person or a bad person, we don't have the right to decide the life and death of others, every life has its own meaning of existence, what I have done in the past may be forced by life, but ...... Can you stop being a professional killer in the future, no matter what job you do in the future, you can't turn back"

Thinking that his last murder has been closely followed by Interpol, if he commits another crime, it does not mean that he will be so lucky to escape the catastrophe every time......

Being a killer is equivalent to life and death, between life and death, life and death are so close that you are caught off guard

As soon as Tong Mai thought about it, her nervousness would intensify, and panic and horror followed

SAM DIDN'T ANSWER, HE STILL STARED AT HER WITH DEEP EYES, WATCHING HER HURT AND SAD, HATE TO KILL HER WITH HIS OWN HANDS, BUT KILLING PAUL IS NOT SO EASY, YOU MUST BE QUITE MENTALLY PREPARED......

However, listening to the warmth in her body of concern for herself, the next second her emotions were a little uncontrollable, and she held her hand a little uncontrollably, and she reflexively escaped "SAM ......", shocked by SAM's behavior, and didn't know what he wanted to do

However, SAM did not allow her to resist, and the homeopathic area brought her into the chest, "SAM...... Don't ...... like that."

Tong Mai struggled, even though she was grateful to SAM, the person she loved from beginning to end in her heart was Huo Yize, she knew this very well, and she didn't want Huo Yize to see it, which would cause him to be jealous......

Once Huo Yize asked her to put herself in his shoes and think about it for him, yes, if he was intimate with Yin Yuqi or other women, she would also be very uncomfortable

So now she is more and more considerate of his feelings and considerate of him

"If this is your request, I will agree to you, as long as you say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely agree to it, but can you also agree to me...... No matter what difficulties you encounter, you can't be discouraged or depressed, it's not like what I know, in my eyes, you will never give in to fate."

SAM's words are obviously talking about her current physical condition, everyone is worried about her, including herself, it is as if she has fallen into the abyss, and she can't find an exit, so she can only be trapped in it......

Even Tong Mai couldn't help but smell the breath of death, getting closer and closer to her, getting more and more afraid, and the more frightened, the more chaotic

Tong Mai squeezed out a smile from the corner of his eyes as he listened, and the words "thank you" were so sincere that SAM's eyes were sour, and he seemed to be grateful to SAM, thanking him for his 1,000 pounds, thanking him for sacrificing his life, and thanking him for enlightening and encouraging him now......

But the word "thanks" is not what SAM wants to hear: "I don't want to listen to thank you, I just want to hear you say: I'll be fine"

Even if his love for Tong Mai will not change, even if he will not be able to control himself, he will use up his best as he does at this moment, but the sense of proportion and principle is still ......

He and Huo Yize can accurately interpret the two of them in Tong Mai's heart: one is the most important person in life that cannot be replaced, and the other is a very important friend

Therefore, if a friend wants to transcend the status of a lover who depends on life and death...... The distance is a bit far away

After SAM relaxed his strength against Tong Mai a little, Tong Mai also took advantage of the situation to push him away, widening the distance between the two, although she was disappointed that she resisted, but fortunately her resistance reminded him, "I'm sorry, I don't mean anything else...... Actually, I'm just worried about you."

The explanation for Tu Tu is always that he doesn't want to put any burden on Tong Mai's thoughts

"I'll be fine, and so will you, be safe, healthy, happy, and happy in the future...... I don't want to enjoy it now."

Tong Mai sincerely hopes that SAM can have his own happiness in the future, and meet a girl who can lift his heart knot and melt his coldness......

SAM SMILED, BUT SUCH A LAUGH WAS NOT A TRULY HAPPY LAUGH FROM THE HEART, BUT A SLIGHTLY SAD LAUGH

After all, happy and happy...... None of these words have anything to do with him

"Wheat ......" After Huo Yize got off the boat, he saw SAM and Tong Mai staring at each other, and from SAM's eyes, he could still feel the deep attachment and reluctance to Tong Mai

But he said that he believed that she believed unconditionally and without reason, and that she jumped to her side, domineeringly grabbed her slender waist and hugged her into his arms, unwilling to see their intimate behavior, and made excuses to leave, "Ah and I went to Qiao's house to have a look."

Although Lin Meili called back to report her safety, it was still necessary for them to bring Lin Meili back together......

After SAM left, Huo Yize's eyes kept burning on her, "Just now...... SAM and what are you talking about"

I didn't want to ask about this little thing with my own eyes, but I still asked......