169 Broken (thanks to Claire for the cute drill and the wine)

I want to pull open the 'bed' sheet, I want to break free of Zhang Minglang, I am this must be a dream, I want to wake up from this nightmare quickly, I think as long as I wake up, nothing will change. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ะจะฉะฉ.(7)(9)XS.ัะžะœ

The life that throbbed in my stomach can still come back.

However, since it was a dream, how could I feel so much pain, those pains were like poisonous insects crawling into my bones, constantly tearing me apart, from my bones to the atrium, my heart was so painful.

As if giving up on myself, I stretched out my hand and kept pinching my belly, I wanted it to bulge again, but it watched all this silently, I finally lost control, hugged Zhang Minglang, and the heart-rending cry was louder than just now, and the ground exploded.

The man in front of me was obviously comforting me not to cry, but soon, I heard his choked voice, he choked and coaxed me: "Chen Sansan, you can't be like this, I can't lose you anymore now, you have to be good." โ€

I finally got through it.

However, after my body survived, I couldn't accept it mentally, and after my body recovered somewhat, I almost demolished the ward.

Zhang Minglang finally took me back to his home, he took a long vacation, followed Aunt Liao to learn to cook soup for me or something, and told me jokes.

But I didn't want to laugh at all, because I thought I was a real joke.

Abandoned by his family since he was a child, he was raised like a dog, thinking that he had 'made' a true friend, but she murdered him and lost his children.

It's not a joke, what is it?

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, the more I curled myself up in a ball, I didn't want to go anywhere at home, I didn't want to eat anything, and I usually only barely ate a little bit under Zhang Minglang's coercion, and I quickly lost weight in the past ten days.

If it weren't for Liu Tingting looking for me next, it is estimated that I would still be immersed in the grief of losing my child for a long time.

When she called me, it was already 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and at that time Zhang Minglang was extremely tired, lying on the 'bed' squinting and falling asleep, and Aunt Liao had not returned when she went out to buy groceries.

Even if I can't reverse everything, I still want to ask her, if she is so vicious and has such a heavy hand, will she not be able to sleep peacefully every night, will she be followed by nightmares every night.

The place where we met, it was a good KTV in Longgang Central City, when I walked in according to the box number given by Liu Tingting and looked for it all the way, the voices of those waiters were sweet, but I crossed them like a blind eye, found the room number, pushed open the 'door' and walked in.

Liu Tingting sat there with her head down, her hair still coiled meticulously.

She didn't sing, she didn't even turn on the music, and the whole luxurious big box was quiet, and no one was angry at all.

I walked over and stood there, looking at her belly, and the hatred was even stronger, and I gritted my teeth and said, "Call me out, what's the matter?" โ€

Liu Tingting raised her head, and she didn't know whether she really regretted it or was too deep in the play, and there was nothing left, so she began to cry with tears on her face and said, "Sansan, can you forgive me?" It's really not what I want to do. โ€

But I suddenly leaned down, reached out and covered her bulging belly, and said coldly, "Can you forgive me if I 'mess' the doll in your belly?" โ€

I held down her abdomen, Liu Tingting's eyes were full of panic, she raised her voice and said, "Sansan, don't be impulsive, the child is innocent." โ€

I'm certainly not that scumbag.

No matter how much I hate her, I don't know how to kill human 'sex' to an innocent life.

So, I raised my hand and slapped her in the face, and then said lightly: "This slap was made for the sentence just now." You are not qualified to say that the child is innocent. โ€

Liu Tingting covered her face, the pear 'flower' brought rain, and still pleaded and said: "Sansan, you also beat it, is it okay to dissipate your anger?" Listen to me explain. โ€

Then, as soon as her words fell, I raised my hand again and slapped her three times in a row.

After the beating, I looked at her and said coldly: "These three slaps are for my two unborn children, as well as me." โ€

was beaten like this by me, but Liu Tingting was still persistent, and she stood up with a big belly, but she wanted to hold my hand and continue to plead: "Sansan, can you really forgive me?" It's really not what I want to do, I'm 'forced', it's my mother-in-law who 'forced' me. Sansan, you really have to forgive me, I've suffered enough, I don't want to live my old life anymore. My mother-in-law said that if I don't help her wait for the child to be born, I will give me some money to leave, I don't want to lose my marriage, can you forgive me? โ€

These days, when I am occasionally distracted, I will also think about why Liu Tingting, who used to be so good to me before, and Liu Tingting, who seems to be a good girl, can do such a heavy poison to me, could it be Fu Wanying's order, it is confirmed today, but my heart is desolate.

Even if Fu Wanying asked her to do it, couldn't she refuse?

The hatred is still there, and the anger is also burning in my heart, I stared at her, but I was terribly calm, and said lightly: "Then you mean, when you Liu Tingting pushed me, someone pointed a gun at your head, if you don't push me downstairs, she will kill you?" โ€

Liu Tingting was still crying, she didn't refute me, and she kept crying.

I was upset and 'chaotic', and because I determined the real mastermind behind it, my heart 'stirred' a strong fighting spirit, I felt that I couldn't fall like this without choice, I had to stand up, pull out Fu Wanying, a 'female' with an undecent style and a vicious heart, and break her body into thousands of pieces, in order to solve the pain of losing my son and the hatred in my heart.

And now, I don't want to waste time with Liu Tingting for a minute.

She reached over to pull me, but I shook it off in disgust, and condescendingly said to her, "I will never forgive you." I just think that if a person is trampled under the feet of others in order to pursue a good life, then this person is no different from death. You are so self-conscious, you are a mother, and you are not afraid of creating evil for the child in your belly. Don't bother me again, or I won't be able to guarantee that I'll be impulsive and I'll tear you to pieces. โ€

With that, I scooped up a glass on the table and slammed it on the ground, and the sad cup shattered everywhere and splintered in response, and then I continued: "The so-called friendship between us is just like this cup. If we meet again in the future, the camp is not right, and I will not be polite to you again. โ€

When I came out of the KTV, I suddenly felt so hungry, I wanted to quickly find a place to have a good meal, and only when I was full did I have the strength to clean up those scum, right?

When I was looking for a place to eat, I was used to pulling out 'sex', only to see that Zhang Minglang had made 39 missed calls on the mute.

I was about to call back when his call came again.

As soon as I picked it up, Zhang Minglang hurriedly asked me on the other end of the phone: "Chen Sansan, where have you been?" I kept calling you, but I didn't answer, you want to kill me in a hurry, don't you? โ€

After changing the previous lifelessness, I said calmly: "Here in Longgang Central City, I want to find something delicious, I'm hungry." โ€

When Zhang Minglang came over, I was eating black pepper steak at a Western restaurant called Xin Sisi, and ordered a dozen ice creams with different tastes, and he sat across from me and wanted to reach out and hold my hand countless times.

During this time, he was careful in what he said and did at home, for fear that words such as children and dolls would cause my emotions to 'wave', and he was even afraid that I would be silent, so he had to coax me to speak, and he was afraid that I would be hungry, and only dared to be fierce to me when eating.

And now it seems to him that he probably thinks I'm overeating.

But I knew I was really hungry.

After I shoved the last small piece of steak into my mouth, I smiled at him and said, "I'm fine, I'm just hungry, do you want to eat a little, it's almost time for dinner anyway." โ€

Probably this sentence is the longest sentence I have said in front of him in the past ten days, Zhang Minglang's expression is very complicated, a little surprised and a little frightened, he hesitated for a while, stretched out his hand and shook my hand, lowered his voice and said: "Chen Sansan, don't you embarrass yourself anymore, okay?" โ€

I didn't answer his words, but continued to say very jumpingly: "In two days, I want to go back to work at Shengde, you can help me arrange it." โ€

Zhang Minglang was inexplicable, still grabbed one of my hands, stared at me and hurriedly asked, "Chen Sansan, what's wrong with you, I'm worried about you like this." โ€

I broke free of his hand, lowered my head, and said lightly: "I want to be busy, I'm afraid of idle thoughts." โ€

Zhang Minglang hummed, didn't say anything more, and nodded.

On the way back, I sat in the car and automatically broke the silence and said, "You haven't been to the company recently, can you be busy with work?" โ€

Zhang Minglang twisted his face slightly to look at me, and said in a flat tone: "Before I took leave, I 'handed over' all the projects to the others at Sidley. Even if I go back to work in a few days, it's still an idle job. โ€

I groaned.

I was speechless.

I was also suddenly surprised that I was 'sexual'.

I lost not only my child, but also his child, and I was like the end of the world during this time, let him take care of it so carefully, I guess he didn't feel good, but he had to hide his emotions and take care of my emotions.

A little apologetic, I lowered my head and whispered, "I'm sorry." โ€

Zhang Minglang was stunned, his eyes were red suddenly, and he only answered after half a sound: "I'm fine, I'm a man, I'm thick-skinned." You're fine, it's better than anything. โ€

I sighed, the first time I took the initiative to talk about it.

I said, "Zhang Minglang, it was Liu Tingting who pushed me downstairs." โ€

Zhang Minglang paused, suddenly drove the car to the side of the road and stopped, leaned on the steering wheel with both hands, and quickly gritted his teeth and said, "I know who it is." I'm not going to make them complacent for long, I'm going to make them all pay for it! โ€

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