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It may be a bit wordy, but please listen to me.

When I first arrived in Shanghai, he accompanied me to find a house, and then he rented a hotel nearby and took me to take me around every day.

We went to the Bund, to the World Expo Park, to Nanjing Road, to People's Square, and other famous attractions in Shanghai, where I pretended to be happy and laughed, and he helped me take a lot of pictures.

Putting aside all the entanglements in Shenzhen, I found that I did have a 'good' conversation with him.

But I also have low self-esteem, I wear the hat of a divorced 'woman', I still have swirling scars in my body, I still feel dirty, my heart is also broken, I am almost useless.

In Zhongshan Park, I asked him to be together, saying that I would consider it.

Xie Cunhui estimated that he was really busy, and after I refused, he took me for a few days before returning to Shenzhen.

And I, who bought a new computer, pulled the network cable, went online to visit forums, and submitted resumes.

The news about Shenzhen finally came from Huang Simin's side.

She told me that Zhou Zhengming was sentenced to life in prison, and probably couldn't stand the blow and died in prison.

Zhou Peiling felt that Zhou Zhengming's tragedy was all caused by Zhang Bailing, she found the 'door' to fight with Zhang Bailing, in the pulling, Zhou Peiling was thrown to the ground by Zhang Bailing, almost fell half to death, this matter made a lot of noise, Zhang Bailing had to resign from the position of Shengde number one, and retreated to the second line.

And Zhang Wenyao, after the recording went viral, he never appeared in Sidley again.

And Fu Wanying was unilaterally sued for divorce by Zhang Bailing, and completely disappeared after the divorce.

And Liu Tingting, the child in her womb, did not escape the fate of miscarriage in the end, and as of the time I received the news, she was probably still lying in the hospital.

These tragic 'intertwined' things were said by Huang Simin in an understated tone, and in the end, she told me that Chen Sansan, those people are retribution.

And of course, I also understand that this is just a series of fermentations after the Zhou Zhengming incident.

Just like the butterfly effect, if it touches a source, there will naturally be a bigger storm behind it.

As for Zhou Zhengming's death, it may be that he really wants to die, or it may be that someone doesn't want him to live, but I really don't think there is anything at all, I think people like him should go to hell.

I don't intend to laugh at them anymore, in fact, I have taken off the cloak of being rich, and there is only a dirty person hidden under the beautiful skin, and I have no intention of laughing at them for deserving all the tragedies now, I just feel that my life is just beginning slowly.

After leaving that man, leaving a city, and getting rid of all the cowardly selves before, I feel that the light of life will still come as scheduled.

I got a good job in the export of cosmetic ingredients at a cosmetics company called Zhuomei, and I worked hard at work, and after work, I went to the business English class I enrolled in.

After putting all the shackles aside, I found that I still have a very high talent for learning.

I got my business English certificate, and my performance increased many times, and I was finally promoted to a higher rank after half a year.

At this time, the broad road of life seems to have really begun.

However, I still have no love.

In fact, in the past six months, Xie Cunhui has been running from Shenzhen to Shanghai, almost twice a month, and after running around for half a year, he will not leave when he comes, and he will rent a high-end community less than five subway stations away from me, and also rent an office in the building opposite where I work to expand his business in Shanghai.

On this day, I got off work as usual, but when I was about to close the curtains, I suddenly saw a banner raised in the opposite building, and someone was saying, "Chen Sansan, let's be together." ”

The colleagues around me jubilantly surrounded me, pushing and shoving me, and pushed Xie Cunhui who was standing by the 'door' with a 'flower'.

I don't know what I think, maybe it was because the atmosphere was good, or maybe it was winter and I needed someone to keep warm, and Xie Cunhui, who knew the roots, thought he was a good candidate.

What's more, he is from the north, and one day he doesn't want to stay, and when he goes back to his hometown, I can follow him further.

I admit that I am just an ordinary and ordinary 'woman', even if I still can't let go, I don't want to put my life into the water, so I fell in love with Xie Cunhui.

However, this relationship was a bit strange, we talked for almost two months, he wanted to hold my hand, I was nervous, and I shook off his hand like shaking off something terrible. Since then, we have been in love, no holding hands, no kissing, no further contact, often meeting for dinner and going back to our own place.

It wasn't until one day that I found out that Xie Cunhui hadn't looked for me for a long, long time, that I realized that I had actually given nothing in this relationship.

On an impulse, I bought groceries after work and stepped on his house, but when I knocked on the 'door', there was a sound of footsteps inside, but no one came to open the 'door' for a long time.

I had to knock again.

At this time, the 'door' opened, and a 'female' with a hot figure stuck out her head, looked at me, and said directly inside: "Lao Xie, your 'female' who can only look at me is here." ”

It's a terrible thing to hear, but I just ignore it.

I couldn't tell what mood it was, so I responded: "You let me, I want to go in." ”

It wasn't until I walked in that I saw a used dodge on the sofa. Pregnancy. Cover.

It happened that Xie Cunhui came out of the bathroom, wearing a white 'colored' bathrobe and no 'pants', and as soon as he saw me, he said to the 'woman' casually: "You go." ”

The 'woman', after glancing at me fiercely, picked up the rose-colored bag on the sofa in a huff, glared at Xie Cunhui and said, "The new bag that I promised to buy me, I want to see it next week." ”

With that, she left.

I guess I was still annoyed when I closed the 'door', and the 'door' was slapped very loudly by her.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

After half a ring, Xie Cunhui spread his hands, took out a cigarette and smoked it, and when all the smoke burned to ashes, he said lightly: "Chen Sansan, as you can see, I did everything with that 'woman' just now." ”

I groaned.

It's not uncomfortable, that's false.

But to say that it is particularly uncomfortable is also false.

It was a very mixed feeling, mixed with uncomfortable, but a little relieved.

Xie Cunhui said again: "I'm sorry, I'm just a normal man, I have normal physiological needs." ”

I hummed, stood up, picked up my bag, and gestured to leave.

Xie Cunhui suddenly ran up with an arrow, stretched out his hand and grabbed my wrist and said, "Don't go yet, I have something to say." ”

I stood there in a distant position, staring at him for no more than twenty seconds, and then said lightly, "Say it." ”

Xie Cunhui also stared at me in turn, and said slowly: "I know that you can't love me, you haven't let go of Zhang Minglang from beginning to end." Originally, I planned to take advantage of the danger of others, and I didn't want to tell you this at all, but I think, or I told you, that you can really be relieved, and you can really start a new life. ”

I looked at him in amazement and waited for his next step.

Xie Cunhui let go of me and began to babble a bunch of things to me.

He told me that when he moved the office at Nasdaq, Zhang Minglang took out the 'medicine' that Xie Cunhui brought to me from my 'drawer', and naturally found Xie Cunhui, and knew my kind of photo, he knew that I was careful not to let him know, so naturally he really didn't know.

Later, Chen Xuejiao scattered my photos on the Internet, Zhang Minglang really had no choice, so he asked Xie Cunhui to help me settle it, he just used his way to do the so-called protection.

But even if Zhang Minglang was so careful to help me maintain such a so-called secret, there were still people who threatened him later with these photos and even more powerful things.

In Su Xiaomi's hand, there are photos bought from Chen Xuejiao, and in Zhou Peiling's hand, there is a long video recording, if those things are made public, it is enough to ruin my stable and peaceful life later.

So Zhang Minglang finally compromised and found a bunch of people to play this negative scene, he asked Luo Jianwen to tell me the rumors of Shengde, he asked Lin Qicheng to take me to the restaurant where he had dinner with Su Xiaomi, he asked Luo Jianwen to help take me to the division guild to meet by chance, he deliberately remarked Xie Cunhui's number to Su Xiaomi's name, he knew that Xiao Zhi was not his son at all, Su Xiaoxiao was going to break up that year just because he had a big belly with another man, he knew it, but he wanted to make a father-son relationship.

All of this is just because Zhou Peiling and Su Xiaomi's purpose is very consistent, all they want is for Zhang Minglang to leave me completely, and they even choose an opportunity after my miscarriage so well.

As for Zhou Zhengming's matter, Xie Cunhui promised to help me but was not enthusiastic, because Zhang Minglang had found him 'privately', Zhang Minglang still felt that I should not do the things to deal with those scumbags, he had arrangements, but I took the lead.

Xie Cunhui finally finished saying this, and finally added: "Chen Sansan, he really tried his best." He once thought about finding a lawyer to prosecute the two 'female' lunatics, but the final result was that the case was too long to collect evidence, and even if he got the film, it could not be used as the final evidence to punish those who deserved it. He can take a lot of risks, he can also give me more benefits because you promised me, he can also give me a five-year lighting purchase contract with Sidley, let me accompany you through the most difficult days, he can also sign the divorce, all the real estate, stocks, funds held in his name to your name, all his things can be desperate, he only dare not risk you. He still loves you, loves carefully, loves you with gains and losses, and loves so much that he is willing to leave you for you. ”

"And I'm not as good as him. I've said before that I don't mind everything about you, but I still mind, and I still think I should have a 'woman' who doesn't have much of a past. At my age, I don't think I can ignore it like I was young, I still want to find a 'woman' with a more normal life, don't blame me, okay? ”

"Your better choice is still him. It's been almost a year since you left, he has run Shengde well, Zhou Peiling has taken an old man to go abroad, Su Xiaomi ran away after knowing that his money is all yours, and he has no extra money, he is now alone, you can go back. ”

He said a lot, but I could still digest it.

I may not be as stupid as they thought, but after everything has settled, I still guessed one or two of them by thinking back to Zhang Minglang's previous anomalies.

I thought I couldn't cry anymore, but soon my tears flowed like a stream, and with this gurgling flow, I felt that I could still create an ocean.

I eventually broke up with Xie Cunhui.

This strange love affair finally sank into the sea.

After the breakup, Xie Cunhui quickly withdrew his office in Shanghai and disappeared without a trace, and the story between us, from the beginning, became a broken chapter.

Of course, I didn't really run back to Shenzhen because of what he said, and rushed to that love that was only painful.

I still stayed in Shanghai, still studying hard and moving forward.

When a person's ambition reaches infinity, she has a lot of motivation to move forward.

I suddenly realized that my life began to really open up from here, and my good luck began to flow continuously, and large and small orders came at me head-on.

Later, I completely became the director of the export department of this multinational company, and began to take over all aspects of work, and even the company's advertising matters, I needed to follow up, I began to become the kind of person I used to envy, with goals and pursuits, and felt that life was not too bad.

As my salary went up, I signed up for a driver's license and even 'spended' a lot of money to get a cosmetic surgery to remove my scars.

I finally evolved into the kind of 'woman' who had to wear makeup when I went out, had to wear high heels, knew how to buy Chanel perfume, and began to 'grope' to buy some good quality and niche brand clothes, and would also go out to eat expensive Western food with those colleagues who had a good relationship, and order 'very expensive' dishes without blinking my eyes.

I knew that I had finally become what others call me a 'woman', a kind of defined 'woman'.

That is, I am really the kind of 'woman' who doesn't like to be 'sexual' when I'm happy, and I don't keep 'lust' when I hurt someone.

But I don't blame myself at all.

I have loved and been loved by others, I have seen a lot of emotional scenes in the world, I have been cruelly hurt and cruelly hurt, I have experienced a lot of songs. Such experiences can often create two kinds of 'women' people, the invincible and cruel 'women' who are quite scheming, and the 'women' who know the cherished love and righteousness and simply yearn for a better life. I don't think I'm a woman in the former, but now I feel more like a woman in the latter.

I still yearn for love, and in addition to my busy work, I will still go on a blind date at the introduction of some enthusiastic colleagues in the company, but once I confess that I am a divorced 'girl', there is still not much to follow.

But it's not terrible, I think I can make money, I can fix light bulbs, I can repair toilets, I don't look old, I don't fall in love and don't get married, so I just don't have to be single, and continue to work to the death.

It's January 2015.

It was also this month that my peaceful life went through two changes.

The first thing was that Zhuomei opened a branch in Shenzhen, and after studying my resume, they were very excited about the experience of me having been in Shenzhen for so many years, and decided to transfer me back to the Shenzhen branch.

And the second thing is that I received a red 'color' bomb from Luo Jianwen and Huang Simin, this bomb almost killed me, Luo Jianwen said that if I don't go back to drink happy wine, I will be friends in this life and in the next life.

I really felt that it was not easy to 'mix' like this in Zhuomei, and I was really sorry for my efforts to give up at this time, and I also felt that it seemed very unrighteous not to go back to the wedding, so I finally packed my bags and set foot in Shenzhen.

And sure enough, as I expected, I quickly reunited with the people I shouldn't have seen again.

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