Chapter 179: How to Die a Monster Ask for Diamonds~
The green light, the car moved forward, Su Nian moved, lay on his back, and slowly closed his eyes.
"I don't want to think so much, who knows what will happen in the future."
Ye Shucheng glanced at her from the rearview mirror in the car, "I thought that a sane person like you would have more plans for the future. ”
After a pause, he added, "After all, I'm not too young. ”
She chuckled and covered her eyes with her hands, "You are preaching me?" ”
He didn't speak.
She said, "You're not the same, alone. ”
"You know I'm not like you," he slowly tapped the steering wheel around the corner, "I'm the kind of person who lives my whole life alone." ”
There was a little tide in the corner of her eyes, "You will be alone for the rest of your life, and in the end you will become that kind of old man with a strange personality," and then laughed again, "Just like a perverse old man like J., who hates the whole world, and when you are old, you live alone in a seaside hut, if you are lucky to be better than him, hire a young and beautiful little nanny, and covet your wealth and be good to you, just wait for you to swallow it and abscond with the money." ”
He was amused, "Then I'd rather be like him, die quietly alone, and be found a long time later." ”
She took her hand off, turned her face sideways, and quietly looked at him in the rearview mirror.
From this angle, he could only see his deep eyebrows in the small mirror to a limited extent, he didn't look at her, he was concentrating on driving.
After a few seconds, she heard him say again, "It's good, this kind of death is good for a monster." ”
There seemed to be a pinprick in her heart, and the pain was dense.
She exhaled slowly, her eyes retracted and fell on the roof of the car, "I used to plan a lot, at first I planned to be a designer, and then I planned to make a lot of money to see my mother, and then I came to the Shen family, and I planned to repay the favor well, but I couldn't cure my mother, if I could cure Shen Liangye, it would be good, and then I ......."
She suddenly laughed.
Since following him, she has no plans, at that time she was his vassal, still a nameless vassal.
She sighed, "Don't talk about it, I'm dizzy, sleep for a while, and you call me when you get to the hotel." ”
He was stunned for a moment, "You're not going to Mr. Yu?" ”
She hesitated for two seconds, "Forget it, it's so late, the hotel is relatively close." ”
The corners of his lips curled, "Okay." ”
She closed her eyes, perhaps because she had drunk and her body was tired, and she really fell asleep in a daze.
Parking the car in the hotel parking lot, Ye Shucheng opened the back door and gently called her name twice, she was still sleeping soundly, she looked very tired, he leaned on the car door and didn't call again, he felt that she shouldn't do business, it was too hard.
He lowered his head, his eyes filled with pity, and he traced her eyebrows and eyes obsessively.
I dare not think, just the last few days.
Su Nian woke up, the car was dark, she was uncomfortable in the back seat of the car because she bent her legs, she got up slowly, but there was no Ye Shucheng in the front seat, she was inexplicably a little empty, pushed the door and got out of the car, her legs were weak, and she quickly held the car, Ye Shucheng came to support her at this time.
"Are you alright?"
She glanced up at him, and then secretly breathed a sigh of relief and flattened her mouth, "Legs are numb." ”
"I was going to call you......," he frowned, "but you slept deeply." ”
"What time is it?"
"A little more."
She was stunned, "Then why don't you go up first?" ”
He bent down and rubbed her legs, "I'll be fine if I go up." ”
She said, "You're just stupid all the time? ”
He half-knelt on the ground and looked up at her, "Or else?" ”
The hand was already rubbing her leg through a thin layer of stockings, the man's body temperature was a little higher, she felt a little hot, her leg shrank unconsciously, and was caught by him.
"It's uncomfortable to sleep in the car," he said, "and you can rest well when you go up and wash up, and you don't have to get up too early tomorrow weekend." ”
She bit her lip, her delicate eyebrows furrowed slightly.
His hand was moderately strong, but it was actually very comfortable, but she still said: "Don't press it, let's go up, I want to sleep." ”
He smiled and stood up, "Just sleep, pig, you." ”
She glared at him in disgust, "I'm dizzy......"
As he spoke, he took a step forward and fell back on his body.
Keeping bent for too long, her legs were still numb, and when she saw her holding the car, her expression was a little painful, and he said, "I'll carry you up?" ”
She vetoed, "Die of shame." ”
"It's past one o'clock in the morning, and there is no one, we go directly into the elevator from here, who are we afraid of?"
She was still hesitating, and he compromised: "Then I'll carry you." ”
After speaking, he turned his back to her and bent down in front of her, "Hurry up." ”
She hesitated for a few seconds, as if tentatively, and slowly put her hand on his shoulder, and her body followed.
In the middle of the night, in the empty and silent parking lot, his footsteps seemed to have an echo, stepping on it, a sound, as if stepping on her heart.
The man's shoulders were majestic, and she leaned on it, and she could smell the crisp and pleasant smell of aftershave on his body up close, mixed with a little tobacco smell, which made her a little addicted.
The two returned to the hotel, she glanced at her mobile phone and found that it was almost two o'clock, she hurriedly took a shower, came out and saw Ye Shucheng smoking on the balcony, stunned for a while, after all, she still didn't care, and went back to the bedroom bed to fall asleep.
Ye Shucheng sent off a small half pack of cigarettes on the balcony before going to take a bath, washed and went to bed, and the whole process could be called tiptoeing, for fear of disturbing her.
The effect of alcohol should not be underestimated, so quickly, she fell asleep so deeply.
He leaned over and took the man in his arms, and then closed his eyes with peace of mind.
……
What the hell was the weather the next day?
It's gloomy and gloomy, if you can't get down, this kind of weather is the most suitable for lying in bed, Su Nian really has been lying for a long time, and he woke up once or twice in a daze, and his eyelids couldn't open heavily, and he fell asleep again.
When I came to my senses, it was already past ten o'clock.
She yawned and rolled over, meeting Ye Shucheng's eyes.
He rubbed his hand around her waist and asked with a smile, "Still sleepy?" ”
She was stunned for a moment, a little dazed.
Can't tell the reality of the dream is the most terrifying, she paused for a few seconds, and the person leaned into his arms.
He was stunned, his expression changed from surprise to doting, his hands hugged her tightly, and his mellow voice blended into a thick smile, "Teasing me early in the morning?" ”
She smiled too, clinging to his chest and listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat.
It seemed like a long, long time ago, when he was always reassuring her.
Because at that time, she felt that he was strong in his heart, had clear goals, was invincible, and rational people admired strength, she was no exception, how strong and brave must she be in order to live in such an embarrassing identity in the Ye family? She once felt distressed and sighed, and suffering made his character and frightened her.
He was very strong, so strong that he could deal with her without mercy.
She heard him ask, "What are you thinking?" ”
She pursed her lips for a few seconds, "Didn't think of anything." ”
He touched her hair with his hand, "You have too many things in your head, Su Nian, you will be very tired like this." ”
She didn't say anything, so he continued, "You shouldn't be in business, you should be a designer, and if you don't want to come back, I can invest in your own company, or if you like, I'll introduce you to some big construction companies......"
She interrupted him, "I have no plans to leave Hengyi for the time being. ”
She was still buried in his chest, his hand paused, and his eyes gradually darkened.
"He's good to you?"
"Good."
"Well, I won't let you dance with other men."
"I don't care."
"If that's good, why don't you give you a name?"
Su Nian couldn't hold back his laughter, "I don't need a name by his side." ”
His face was a little pale.
"I ......"
He stopped.
The phrase "I'll be better to you" still didn't have the courage to say it after all.
Every sentence is risky, and he can't take this risk, and he can't break the kettle and ask the question to the end.
Half-ringing, he sighed, lowered his head and cupped her face, kissing her on the lips.
The kiss was deep, and the hand slowly reached into the hem of her skirt.
She responded positively, with a bit of inseparability, and her hand ran over his well-defined chest.
This time he moved slowly, as if he wanted to memorize every detail.
He stared into her eyes, inch by inch, occupying with abrasive speed.
His sweat fell down her heart, and every drop turned into a scorching heat, making her tremble unconsciously.
He gasped in her ear, suppressed and sexy, and the hoarse male voice made her unable to think, and he said, "Baby, I miss you......"
She closed her eyes and burst into tears.
They struggled in bed for a long time before they went to the bathroom to shower.
When she came out, she was hungry and went to the kitchen to find that there was food on the dining room table, and it seemed that it had not been long before it was ready.
He followed and explained, "I have done it in the morning when you go to bed, lest you wake up hungry again." ”
During the meal, he proposed on a whim, "Do you want to go out?" ”
She was stunned, "Where to go?" ”
"Is there a place you'd like to go?" He seemed a little excited, "It's not okay to go to the park, the beach, or any nearby attractions, but you can also go to the movies and shop." ”
She laughed and teased, "Sounds like a date." ”
There was anticipation in his eyes, "You can go anywhere, don't you have a place you want to go?" ”
She pouted, "You know I'm more homely." ”
He was in high spirits, "Then shall we go to Mochizuki Island?" ”
She froze.
Mochizuki Island, a name for a long time.
"It's not the same place now," he continued, "most of it has been built, some of the projects are open to the public, go check it out, maybe you'll like it." ”
She bit her chopsticks and hesitated for two seconds, "You don't have to work on weekends?" I remember you used to work overtime to deal with it here. ”
The smile on his face faded, and he seemed to be a little stiff, and after a few seconds, he said, "I have to deal with it...... Wait for tomorrow, today I want to take you out. ”
She took a deep breath, finally couldn't bear it, and nodded, "Okay." ”
……
Most of the day was wasted, and it was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon when I arrived at Mochizuki Island.
Time will change a lot of things, the island in front of her is not what it used to be, Su Nian has seen all the designs on the design drawings have been presented, streets, hotels, entertainment centers, brand new buildings, in front of her eyes to attract her blood boiling.
Four years ago, these buildings were nothing more than drawings.
It's been a magical moment in her mind, from the blueprints to every brick, and she can even recall the renderings when she sees the building.
The boredom was swept away, and she was like a little girl who had just entered the city to open her eyes, and every building was going around, with a new look.
There were more words, and Ye Shucheng said that when she saw the picture, she thought it should be, or what she thought was not ideal......
He didn't know how to design, so he followed her footsteps, watched her smile, listened to her, and the corners of his lips were raised.
The two of them walked like this until they reached the entrance of the playground.
Su Nian's original smile faded a little, and he went straight to the door.
Ye Shucheng walked behind her and asked, "Don't go in here?" ”
Every time before, she had to take a good turn and judge for a while before she was satisfied.
She didn't stop, "No, I'm not going." ”
He took a few steps to take her hand, and she looked back, looking at him with some confusion.
He said, "I'm fine." ”
She was stunned for a moment, he had already taken her hand and walked inside.
The staff greeted Ye Shucheng politely when they saw her, but her steps were still slow, and she was taken under the Ferris wheel by him all the way.
Seeing that he really wanted to sit, she smiled, "You still like this?" ”
He smiled without saying a word, and pulled her to sit inside.
The Ferris wheel rotates slowly, and it is built in a great position, and you can see the blue sea when you look down.
She leaned at the window and sighed, "It's beautiful, but the weather is bad, otherwise it would be even more beautiful." ”
His gaze fell on her side face, looking at her with a look of novelty and obsession, and the sea breeze blew in through the window, ruffling her hair, and he groaned in approval.
"yes...... It's beautiful. ”
She turned around, only to realize that he was staring directly at her, her face suddenly became hot, her heartbeat was out of rhythm, she hurriedly lowered her head, and her voice was dissatisfied, "You didn't even look at it, just perfunctory to me......"
He was blunt: "I'm looking at you." ”
She can't even lift her head," Flim tongue. ”
After a pause, he frowned and raised his eyes, and glared at him coquettishly, "Use this mouth to deceive the little girl, I'm so old, I'm not so easy to be fooled." ”
He laughed, "It's like you're seventy or eighty." ”
She was shy and forgot about it, and looked at him, "Although I don't have seventy or eighty, but I have a seventy or eighty state of mind, and my heart is vicissitudes, no?" ”
He smiled and turned his head to look out the window.
He saw a pilot lighthouse from afar, standing alone on an isolated island, his eyes fixed on it for a while, and then slowly spoke: "When I was thrown by Cheng Yi in the playground, it was under the Ferris wheel, and I was separated from Cheng Yi and Ye Junya. ”
Su Nian was stunned.
"People say that men are the breadwinners of the family, and I wanted to take care of them at that time because I was the only man in the family."
Su Nian laughed, "Man...... How old were you then? ”
He also smiled, smiled and lowered his head, "I can't remember clearly, in the past few years, I have found that I have almost forgotten those things, I used to remember them clearly, and now I think of them, looking for me, the management of the right." ”
Su Nian's smile also faded.
"You said last night, I thought about it, if I finally want to die quietly alone in the seaside cabin, in fact, I don't need to be so tired, I always want to fight for breath and share with the Ye family, so I have been in a stalemate until now, but why should I work so hard?"
He just lowered his head, his eyes glazed, "Everything is empty." ”
Inside the small space, silence spreads.
She watched him quietly, and for a moment, wanted to take his hand and tell him that everything was going to be okay.
But she didn't.
He slowly looked up at the lonely island and the lonely lighthouse on the isolated island.
He was not strong before, he was fragile, unable to control his own destiny, he was displaced, betrayed and unable to resist, what did he rely on to be strong at that time?
By thinking back to the fire, and the fat girl who was calm, calm and rational in the fire, looking for a way to escape.
He felt that he should have died there, he had actually given up, she saved him, she was his lighthouse, she was more tenacious than him, no matter what kind of setbacks and ups and downs he encountered, he could unswervingly go on.
He was already an island, but there was no lighthouse, and the world was left with nothing but desolation.
……
That night, they checked into the hotel on the island, and some of them were entangled uncontrollably and uncontrollably, sweating profusely.
After the passion retreated, he took her in his arms in the bathtub, put his hand on her leg, and rubbed the wound on her leg.
It's not obvious, but it's still clear in the light.
He asked, "Does it hurt?" ”
She shook her head.
"It hurt at first, but at that time the wound was bigger than this, my mother was shocked and took me to the hospital, but I was lucky, and the doctor said that this is actually the one that hurt the dermis, so the scar left is not big, otherwise it ......"
She paused, "Maybe it's a little more obvious." ”
The water was warm, and she felt his fingers tap gently.
"Do you want to get this scar removed?"
She leaned her back against his chest and looked down, "I'm not that squeamish, and I don't have a big scar anyway." ”
He didn't speak again.
The next day, the two of them returned to Jincheng, and while Ye Shucheng was driving, Su Nian suddenly spoke, "I'll go home." ”
His grip on the steering wheel tightened, "Something to do when you go back?" ”
"There are some things at work that I have to deal with by email."
He stared straight ahead, "You can use my computer to handle it." ”
She was silent for a few seconds, "It's inconvenient......"
"There's nothing inconvenient, you can use it now when you go back."
She stopped speaking, acquiescing to this arrangement.
Back at the hotel, he really brought the computer and turned it on.
The two of them sat on the couch, and she leaned next to her and watched him type in the password.
After the boot was completed, he touched the phone, "You deal with it, I'll make a call." ”
Her heart was beating in a mess, she nodded, and saw that he had gone to the balcony, so she hurriedly moved.
First log in to his private mailbox, type a random email, and then start flipping through his work disk.
This computer basically will not be accessed by outsiders, so there is basically no defense inside, and the file names in the folder can be distinguished at a glance, and she quickly found the large terminal customer information database sent to him by Yang Yan.
The files contained in it are all ord and excel, she opened one casually and glanced at it, without time to hesitate, quickly uploaded, and sent it from her private email to her work mailbox.
The file was small, the transfer speed was fast, and she counted the seconds, and her heart was about to jump out of her chest.
Vaguely I could hear Ye Shucheng's voice talking over there, but it was relaxed, like talking to someone on the phone, her palms and foreheads were sweating, and she finally saw that the transmission was completed and quickly clicked send.
What I couldn't ask for, I got it in just a few minutes.
Was it luck or something else, she thought she had no intention of pursuing it, Ye Shucheng was obviously defenseless against her, and it took a long time to turn back from the balcony.
She had already taken care of all the traces, and casually closed the mailbox and stretched, "Why don't I cook at night?" ”
He walked over and sat next to her, casually glancing at the computer screen, his gaze retracted, and his expression was faint, "Okay, let's go buy ingredients together." ”
Two people went downstairs to the supermarket.
While walking and discussing cooking, she has a heavy mouth and many types of cooking seasonings, and takes them one by one on the shelf, and while taking them, he tells him what seasonings are better to use, he listens with a smile, and pushes the shopping cart to see her put things.
Like a young couple, she was entangled in oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, broccoli or cauliflower, he said it was better to take both, and she complained that he would not live.
"Put it there for you, no one will do it, it will break."
He counted the days, "There is also tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you can come and do it." ”
She was stunned for a moment, turned to look at the shelves with her back to him, pulled the bag of broccoli, and said in a low voice, "I won't be here tomorrow." ”
He stood still, his mind blank for a moment.
"Mr. Yu is not ...... Thursday"
"I'm going to work," she didn't look at him, she couldn't put on the broccoli with a bag in her hand for a long time, she seemed a little impatient, "Mr. Yu is coming back, there will be a lot of things in the company this week, and I may have to socialize at night, and I have to work overtime, I will drive the car over tomorrow morning, and you won't have to send me." ”
There was no sound behind her, the tip of her nose was astringent, and she finally put the bag in place, turned around and put it in the shopping cart, and did not dare to look up at him, so she said, "Then you don't have to send me, otherwise you will always delay your time." ”
Listen, thoughtful words.
His expression was a little wooden, and his eyes fell on the broccoli in the shopping cart, and he didn't respond for a while.
Unable to think.
Su Nian took a few steps forward, turned around, and saw that he was still standing in place.
She bit her lip, "You...... What happened to you? ”
He slowly looked up and smiled hard, "It's okay. ”
She was silent for a few seconds and laughed, "Shall we go buy millet?" Millet porridge nourishes your stomach, I'll boil it for you to drink. ”
He turned a little pale and nodded.
Walking out of the supermarket, there was a PPO counter, the two passed by, and he stopped, "I'll buy you a lighter." ”
She was stunned for a moment, "Why?" ”
"Your lighter always seems to be changing."
He didn't ask her anymore, just went over to see, she was a little helpless, and followed.
He asked her, "Which one do you like?" ”
She was still confused, "Why do you suddenly want to give me something?" ”
"Count your birthday presents," he said, surveying the ladies in the cabinet, "I thought there was still time, but it would be too late to give it to you." ”
After a pause, he pointed to a silvery-white, simple totem with delicate hollows, and asked, "How about this?" ”
She glanced at it, "Since you give it to me, then you pick." ”
"You have to like that, too." He frowned, "Otherwise you'll throw it away, I don't want you to throw it away." ”
Her lips moved, her smile was unnatural, and for a few seconds, she lowered her head, "I won't throw ...... I like this very much. ”
He smiled a little with satisfaction and asked the shopping guide to take it out and take a look.
I bought a lighter, and the two of them went upstairs to cook.
She was the head chef, and he rolled up his sleeves next to him to wash and chop vegetables.
However, he was absent-minded and cut to his hand at once.
A one-centimeter opening on the index finger, the blood flowed out, and the person was still stunned, until she came over and screamed, and quickly held his hand, and said in a strange tone, "Why are you so stupid......"
He smiled hard, "It's okay, a small injury." ”
She was depressed, took a tissue to wipe the blood, lowered her head very focused, he looked at her face, and suddenly called her name, "Su Nian." ”
She looked up and met his eyes.
"Su Nian," he called again, his throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, and he said with difficulty: "Can you ......"