Chapter 840: Love
When Su Hongwen arrived downstairs in the community, he found that the lights were on in his house, scratching his head, wondering if Wang Manzhu didn't turn off the lights when he left? As soon as she thought of Wang Manzhu, Su Hongwen's heart immediately became nervous, didn't she leave?
The facts that came out yesterday were too difficult for Su Hongwen to accept, and he didn't know how to face them, he really wanted to choose to escape like before, just like he had faced Dong Zhirui and Fei Ran, locked his heart in a shell, said something to hurt them and ran away.
Emotionally, Su Hongwen is an indecisive coward who only knows how to escape, it can be said that the way he deals with his feelings is a mess and has no responsibility, and he wants to run away when he encounters emotional trouble, if these things are known to others, I am afraid that he will have to die for him, and it is inevitable to scold Su Hongwen in his heart.
But Su Hongwen's situation is inevitable, after all, he is a modern person living in the contemporary era, not a noble son who can have three wives and four concubines in ancient times, the environment he has been exposed to since he was a child has a deep-rooted idea in his heart - monogamy, this kind of idea believes that most Chinese people have, especially ordinary people, maybe many ordinary men yearn for a polygamous life, but just think about it, not too many people dare to take practical action, and the risk of stepping on two boats is too high, If one is not careful, he will have to fall into the water and be "drowned", a risk that most ordinary people cannot afford.
Su Hongwen is different from those wealthy families in the capital, they were born with a golden key when they were young, they are rich, powerful, and have several women at the same time It may seem very common to them, and the circle they are in contact with is too common. So they can relax and toss between several women, even if the boat really capsizes, they have the ability to solve these problems, so as not to "drown" like ordinary people.
Now is the Internet era, and there are a lot of things on the Internet about a certain high-ranking official, a certain rich man with a second wife, a third wife, or even a fourth wife, but who has seen ordinary people make such lace news? When ordinary people see such news, they will jealously scold their mothers, and then secretly envy the good fortune of these people.
It's not that ordinary men don't want to have several women, but they don't have the capital, they want money or not, they want power or not, and that woman will follow him knowing that such a man is married? Figure what? Love? Love is like a ghost, everyone has heard of it. But how many people have seen it?
But why are those high-ranking officials and rich people so sought after by women? knew that he was married, and it was impossible to give them a name. But they still flock to it, and the reason is really simple, just one word "money".
Su Hongwen was an ordinary person for more than 20 years in his life, you say he didn't have the idea of three wives and four concubines? That's going to the grave to burn newspapers and fool ghosts, it's men who have this mentality. It's an animal instinct. Humans are also animals. After thousands of years of evolution, this man of nature has never been lost.
But Su Hongwen, like most men, has a thief's heart but no guts, and he has never fantasized about such a thing. But he knew very well that such a beautiful thing could not happen to someone like him, and after longing for it, Su Hongwen would no longer think about these unattainable things, three wives and four concubines would never be possible for a person like him.
But he also longs for love in his heart, longing for a woman he loves by his side, when he was interning in Anhe Hospital, he met An Zinan, and was shocked for a while, and worshiped him as the goddess in his heart, he didn't think he could be with An Zinan, he was too ordinary, so ordinary that he couldn't find it in the crowd, and An Zinan was too dazzling, so dazzling that Su Hongwen didn't dare to look at it, he could only lie in bed at night and fantasize about how beautiful he and An Zinan were.
Su Hongwen is lucky, two years of secret love and fantasy turned out to be a reality on a yellowed afternoon, love came so suddenly, Su Hongwen was caught off guard, but love is coming, he became one of the few people who saw the "ghost", this love is beautiful and sweet, Su Hongwen also thought that he was a lucky person, thinking that the future would be like this, getting married, having children, and staying together like his parents until he left this world.
But things in this world are far from being as simple as he thought, love came suddenly, and it ended suddenly, An Zinan just said goodbye without saying goodbye, which made Su Hongwen unacceptable in his heart, even after so many years, he still couldn't accept this reality in his heart when he saw An Zinan.
Fortunately, Su Hongwen is not the original Su Hongwen, he did not collapse, he still showed his strength to others, but he had to bear the sadness and pain when he dreamed back at midnight.
An Zinan left, Dong Zhirui, Fei Ran, Xia Lingxue, Geng Haian appeared on the stage, Su Hongwen was good enough, enough to attract the attention of women, unconsciously he was transforming, from a weed on the ground to the brightest star in the sky, he was not ordinary, he was very good, he was dazzling.
But at this time, Su Hongwen still couldn't let go of An Zinan in his heart, but he was not willing to admit it, and he was still guarding the confinement of monogamy in his heart, and he hadn't realized that he had become one of the people who could be envied and hugged left and right.
In the process of getting along with these women, Su Hongwen did not think about the beauty of three wives and four concubines, it was impossible, but he didn't dare to take action, because he knew that such a thing was unlikely to be realized, even if he was rich and powerful now, but Dong Zhirui, Fei Ran, Xia Lingxue, and Geng Haian would not accept such a situation, if he really dared to step on several boats, Su Hongwen's expected consequence would be to hurt them, In the end, he was reduced to the point of being alone.
In these considerations, Su Hongwen was very worried, and finally accepted his fate, thinking about choosing one of them to live a safe and stable life, so he chose Geng Haian first, but he didn't expect his father to make a hindrance from Geng Hai'an and let Geng Haian say goodbye without saying goodbye, and then it was Xia Lingxue again, and they were all engaged, but they met Fei Ran again, Su Hongwen boldly said his good wishes for three wives and four concubines through the strength of wine, but the result was not good, and Fei Ran didn't pay attention to him until now.
This incident made Su Hongwen's good wishes in his heart fall through again, he accepted his fate again, and thought about marrying Xia Lingxue, but God is not beautiful, he slept with Wang Manzhu in a daze last night, he didn't know what he did last night, but he knew that Wang Manzhu slept in the same bed with him without anything this morning.
He guessed that he drank too much yesterday and probably did the things of the beasts, the beasts are not as good as this kind of thing, he thinks he can't do it, and now Wang Manzhu is likely to be at his house, Su Hongwen really doesn't know how to face him, and he doesn't know what to do about it, he wants to hug left and right, but will Wang Manzhu agree? It is estimated that it is enough, he has known Wang Manzhu for not a day or two, he knows that Wang Manzhu is a strong and self-reliant person, you let her be your lover, it is estimated that you will have to take a mouthful, but marry her, Xia Lingxue, what should I do? Let Xia Lingxue be a lover? The consequences are even stricter, and it is estimated that she can chase and kill Su Hongwen with a kitchen knife.
The reason why Su Hongwen's feelings are in a mess is that on the one hand, he doesn't handle it well, and on the other hand, none of these women who like him are willing to be his lover, so things have become the current virtue.
Su Hongwen sometimes has an urge to revise the constitution and brainwash these women, but he knows that this is impossible, the matter has already been out Su Hongwen can only find a way to solve it, he knows that avoiding it will make these things more complicated and difficult to do.
Thinking of this, Su Hongwen went upstairs hard, and as soon as she entered the door, Wang Manzhu was there, she was cooking in the kitchen, and when she heard Su Hongwen opening the door, Wang Manzhu's crisp and somewhat cheerful voice came: "Hongwen, you're back, go wash your hands first, and the meal will be ready soon." ”
Su Hongwen was very embarrassed and wanted to go over to talk to Wang Manzhu immediately, but he didn't know what to say, so in the end, he could only wash his hands first in frustration, and then find an opportunity to talk to her.
It didn't take long for the meal to be ready, Wang Manzhu made a table of good dishes for Su Hongwen like a virtuous little daughter-in-law, Su Hongwen sat opposite her and looked a little cramped and uneasy, and he didn't reach out to move his chopsticks, thinking about how to tell Wang Manzhu.
Wang Manzhu is a smart woman, she knew what he wanted to say when she saw Su Hongwen's expression, but she didn't give him a chance to speak, she stretched out her hand and brushed her hair and said, "Let's eat, eat more, I have been preparing these dishes for a long time." ”
Su Hongwen rubbed his hands, smiled, raised his head slightly, and said, "I want to talk to you." ”
Wang Manzhu handed the rice to Su Hongwen and said with a smile: "Eat first, I'm talking about something after eating." Wang Manzhu had a relaxed expression on the surface, but she was apprehensive in her heart, her mood was like a prisoner waiting for the judge to announce the verdict.
Su Hongwen's brows furrowed slightly, and he secretly glanced at Wang Manzhu's expression and said, "Let's talk about it first." ”
Wang Manzhu knew that she couldn't hide, and some things had to be solved, so she put down her chopsticks and said, "Okay, then you can say it." ”
Su Hongwen exhaled and didn't dare to look at Wang Manzhu, he thought about the wording, he wanted to be as euphemistic as possible, but he couldn't be euphemistic no matter how he thought about it, and finally he simply gritted his teeth and said, "I'm already engaged." ”
Wang Manzhu's pupils contracted quickly when she heard this, and the hand on her lap clenched into a fist, obviously she was not calm in her heart, but she didn't have too much expression on her face, and she still had a faint smile.
"And then?" Wang Manzhu didn't know what he said about this.
Su Hongwen expected Wang Manzhu's various reactions after he said this, he would cry and make trouble, but he didn't expect her to be so calm, and he didn't know what to say for a while. (To be continued......)