Chapter 14: Oprah's Talk Show (3)

Dreams, what is a dream? The emotions of longing and impulsiveness for certain things in the heart, and a series of actions derived from these emotions to make efforts for them. The combination of reality, rationality, and objectivity is, in short, doing what you want to do, and the satisfaction and sense of accomplishment you get from these things, which is the dream.

Do you really think that after being reborn, plagiarizing the brainchild of countless successful people to achieve success is a kind of chasing dreams? No kidding, do you really think that dreams are the kind of thing that can be done in a flash? Jerry thinks he's not naïve enough to be that naïve.

"Dreams? Maybe when I only have $13 left in my pocket, I'm still crawling around in Hollywood looking for acting opportunities, that's the dream. "Matt. LeBron told Jerry.

"It's a dream to put all of your income into CBGB, to keep the club going, to help these great lads connect with music production companies, and then to take the blues and alternative music forward." Heineken. Christopher replied to Jerry.

"Quitting your job, rebuilding the band, and then jumping into the wanderings, making warm-up cameos with the band everywhere, no regular job, no regular income, just a guitar and a group of like-minded friends, that's the dream." Byrne of the Voicehead Band said so.

And Jimmy. Morris used his actions to tell Jerry what a dream is, and at the age of 35 he quit his job as a chemistry teacher to become the oldest rookie in Major League Baseball ("Baseball Rookie," aka "Mind Pitcher").

A simple word, an organic combination of some simple things, but with an extraordinary inner soul.

Everyone has a dream, but it's a pity that on this shijie, many people have inadvertently lost this seemingly innate partner.

The songs "Wont_Go_Home_Without_You" and "Makes_Me_Wonder" written for Magic Red were added to Magic Red's debut album "Songs_About_Jane", and the entire album is in full production. In order to cooperate with the promotion of the Magic Red Band, Jerry also participated in the singing and songwriting process of "Wont_Go_Home_Without_You".

Just like Jerry is in the mood now, he plays the guitar and sings "Wont_Go_Home_Without_You" in a hoarse, pale and deep voice after he has undergone a voice change period. Li Wei felt amazing: a guy who was only fourteen years old actually sang this sad song with a sense of loneliness and vicissitudes. Wait, is he really only fourteen? weishenmeWhen he sang, everyone thought he was a middle-aged man in his forties and fifties.

The only reason is known only to Jerry.

The car moved like a snail through the bustling streets of New York, and for two hours, it hadn't seen much distance forward. Sitting in the car, leaning against the window, looking at the rain from the window, Jerry sighed, "Rami, I'll go down and take a walk, you can drive the car back by yourself"

After that, Jerry wanted to push the car door and get out of the car.

But the door was quickly locked.

"No, it won't work. I can't throw you here. It's a mess here, and I don't want to be scolded by Humphrey when I drive back to Long Island alone. ”

Four months ago, in August 1994, in Paris, France, Carlos's stand-in, now Carlos the Jackal, was arrested and imprisoned. What awaits that guy is a never-ending life sentence. Knowing this, Jerry tells him that the era of Carlos the Jackal is over, and now it's time to welcome Rami. It's time for Ruiz

Yes, a brand new life.

Carlos, who has been with Jerry for several years, is now gradually restraining his unruliness, because in Jerry, he sees a new possibility. His only purpose now is to fulfill the promise he made to Nobuko Shibobo, at least to protect him until he is a minor.

The evil in the shadow of Manhattan's bustle, Carlos could smell with his nose.

"I don't know how long it will be blocked here, it's been two hours, and the situation hasn't improved. I don't want to sit here and waste time, so open the car door and I'm going to go down and walk. I know what you're thinking, this is Manhattan, not Queens. Don't worry, I'll take the subway back by myself. Also, I brought my mobile phone, so you don't have to worry about me getting lost, if Dad wants to say anything, let him call me. ”

Carlos hesitated, but seeing Jerry's insistence, he unlocked the door. ,

"Tell my dad that I just want to go shopping, don't worry I'll walk through the streets It's day, not night, and the sins you speak of won't happen on the road at least."

Everyone has something they want, and you just haven't discovered it yet.

Damn, what exactly do I want?

Jerry walked aimlessly down the street, not many people recognized him because he was wearing a hat and glasses, and his head was hanging a little low.

After being bored by the wind for nearly half an hour, Jerry finally looked up at the sky helplessly, and then walked towards the subway, it was time to go back

"You said Harvard, don't joke with me, Lis. You have a dad, you have a mom who is a drug addict, and you're just like me, both from his mother's slums. Harvard, that's where the so-called bullshit advanced people should go. ”

"Chris, isn't it, don't you grow up and don't want to do things"

"Like what you call bullshit Harvard? Listen, Lis, you should know that I've been growing up since I was 7 years old."

"No, I mean, after high school, after today"

"Oh ~ after high school. Maybe I'll pick up garbage, wander, beg, oh~ Maybe, I'll also become a Ji girl I have this capital. Harvard, Harvard. Who cares about Harvard"

"I care. Everyone who lives around me, including you, Chris, is struggling to survive. I want to be on an equal footing with others, not inferior, and I want to go to Harvard, get a good education, and read all the good books. So, weishenme can't be someone like me? What is the difference between them and us other than their origins? I will try my best to work hard, and I will use all my potential so that I do not fall to the bottom of society. I've had enough of waiting for Chris every day in trepidation, you should come with me to school. ”

"I don't want to be like you, daydreaming"

The conversation between the two girls sitting across from Jerry catches Jerry's attention.

"What the, haven't you seen a beautiful woman quarrel?"

Obviously, the scolding girl didn't recognize Jerry either, and she turned her head to scold.

"Alright, shut up, Chris. Now, I'm going to school, you think about my opinion with my introduction, and David will be happy to let you into the school"

"Lis, I'll tell you again, I'm two shijie people with the fools in the school with books. Do you understand? You'd better be sober as well and not have these boring daydreams."

Lis. Murray saw his friend answer her so stubbornly, shook his head helplessly, and then stood up with his schoolbag on his back, "If you change your mind, come to me, I think for a long time after that, I will live in the school"

Jerry stared at the man named Lis. Murray's girl took one look, seemed to remember something, and then followed her out of the subway as the subway door opened.