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As soon as I heard "Oh? So how do you know? ”

"My brother was hospitalized, and when I found out, I went to the hospital with my mother and them to see my brother, and there were several people in the hospital who were with my brother. I didn't arrange flowers, so I listened to a few of them talking there, and one of them said that he had been looking for you at school before. And then some words. The more I listened, the more I looked like a few of you, and then I asked Sunset, and he didn't admit it. I went home at night, lay in bed by myself, couldn't sleep anything, and then called to set your words, in fact, I still had a glimmer of hope when I called, I hope it wasn't you. Who knows, you didn't refute it, and directly admitted it, why. Why. ”

I looked at Yuyu "Why?" You don't know? ”

"Why should I know. Don't run away from my question, don't change the subject, I just want to know why. Why are you fighting with my brother. ”

I shook my head, "There's no why, aren't you here to take revenge, since you're here to take revenge, you're done, it's over, say, I'll send you home, it's too late, you little girl, don't run around." ”

"Don't run away from my question, answer me."

I laughed, "Why should I answer you?" ”

"You have to answer me, I'm very puzzled, our family treats you well, how can you always harm my family like this, isn't it enough for you to harm me?"

After listening to Xi Yu's words, I don't know why, my heart hurts very much, but I still looked up at her with a smile on my face, then picked up a cigarette, lit it, and took a few more puffs. I didn't look at the sunset, looking at the ceiling, spitting smoke rings one by one. I feel uncomfortable. But I didn't say anything, and besides, I was still laughing.

Xiyu walked to my side and snatched my cigarette away, "Don't smoke, it's all like this, still smoke." ”

I turned my head to look at her, "Give me back the cigarette." ”

"You're running away again."

"What am I running away from?"

"You don't run away, you don't explain, you just misunderstand me, don't you?"

As soon as I heard it, "Since you know you've misunderstood, why do you have to ask me for an explanation?" ”

"I want to understand, I want to understand why you've always been so harmful to our family."

I really couldn't stand it anymore, and then I got out of bed and stood up, and I yelled at Yuyu, "I'm harming your family?" Is the sunset so good for evil? ”

Then the knife wound on my back suddenly hurt a little, and I stretched out my hand and pointed out the door, "I'm crazy, I have nothing to do and I'm full, and I'm involved in a group of brothers like me, follow me to provoke Sunset, go to fight with Sunset?" Do you know how critical our situation is today? Those of us, who were not hurt. Let me ask you, which of us is less injured, I'm sick and I'm going to look for the sunset. I'm going to provoke the sunset. ”

I took a deep breath "You know blame me, blame me, yes, it's me who is bad, I'm sorry for you." I've been scourging you, I admit it, but I didn't mean to, and I want you to be good. You go back and ask your brother, ask Sunset, ask how he forced us, how he forced me. If it weren't for Li Feng today, if it weren't for Brother Feng's hand, it would be unknown if I could stand here and talk to you now. You pick up the phone and scold me, you just talk to me in such a playful voice, you don't know anything, you look at me, you look at my back, you look at my arm"

Then I lifted the curtain of my hair, stretched out my finger and pointed to my forehead, "Look at it, you go to see Brother Xu again, look at Chenyang Xiaochao and them, go and see them one by one, look at the injuries on our people, you go and see the sunset and their group, there are a few injured, are you blind?" I didn't do anything right, you know to blame me, you know to say me, you know to misunderstand me, I provoked whom. ”

The more I spoke, the quieter my voice became, and then I squatted down and hugged my head, "What should I do, I don't want to be in your world all the time, and I don't want to interfere with your life all the time, but I can't help it, I'm all passive, I shouldn't be like this, I should have a good life with Lin Ran, but you are so good to me, and you have always been so good, I love you, is it wrong." I want to take possession of you, is it wrong? I'm such a selfish person, I've always been like this, you know me very well, can you, don't blame me. Don't blame me, I'm stressed. It's true. I don't know what to do with these relationships. ”

I squatted on the ground with my head in my hands, and after saying these words, Xi Yu suddenly stopped talking, but squatted down very quietly, stretched out his hand to hold my face, looked into my eyes, and suddenly said very gently, "Liuliu." ”

I paused and looked at her. A little overwhelmed.

"You finally admit that you love me, for so long, so many years, you finally admit that you love me. You don't resist anymore. ”

After listening to Xiyu's words, I didn't say anything, and I didn't want to say anything. It's just that Xi Yu is still squatting next to me, "You finally don't run away from this problem, you can say that you love me." ”

I pulled myself together and looked at her, "Do you still want revenge?" Over there. ”

Xi Yu smiled, "Don't be like this, no, be so stingy." ”

I shook my head, "Forget it, you go home, if you don't take revenge, I'll send you home, it's so late." When I was done, I stood up. Reach for your coat.

Xiyu grabbed me, "Wait." ”

I turned my head to look at her, only to see Xiyu walking around in front of me very quietly, grabbing my left hand with both hands, "I'm sorry." ”

I paused for a moment and looked at Xiyu, "What did you say?" ”

"I'm sorry. I'm not going anywhere today, I'm going to stay here, I'll stay with you. ”

"Let's go."

"I'm not going anywhere." Xi Yu said very firmly, "Don't resist, I know you're uncomfortable, I can see it from the attitude, eyes and expressions you said just now." Don't resist. ”

I listened to Xiyu's words, and I don't know why. Suddenly, it was very uncomfortable, and the tears flowed uncontrollably, and I don't know why I cried, but I just couldn't stop it. I tried to wipe my tears, but to no avail, and kept flowing.

When I reached out to continue wiping, Xiyu grabbed my hand, then pulled me back to the bed, and then naturally hugged me, put my head on her chest, and hugged me like that, hugging me "Cry, don't feel bad." Don't resist, if you have any grievances, just say it. You don't have to pretend to be strong all the time, you're not really iron-clad. Don't try to hide it, everyone has this side. ”

I listened to Xiyu's words, I didn't know why, I wanted to speak, and I didn't stop my tears, crying and saying, "I don't know why." I just can't let go of you, I can't let go of you, I don't want to interfere with your life, and I don't want to prevent you from being with other boys again, but every time I know that you are with a boy, I feel very uncomfortable. I don't dare to admit it, I'm afraid I'm sorry for Lin Ran, I have a responsibility to her, but I feel that I really love you so much, I'm even a little used to your tolerance of me, good to me, I'm always afraid of losing you completely, I'm afraid that I will never meet a girl like you and me so well in this life. I don't know why, I really don't know why. Why would I do it. ”

"Do you know how I felt when I was fighting today, when I watched Sunset's machete slash at Chenyang, and watched Xiao Chao roll around on the ground, and several people around him to fight? Do you know how I felt when I watched Brother Fei's face covered in blood, and when I saw Brother Xu unable to stand still, he raised his head and shouted loudly, and then rushed up with us? You know I looked at Brother Ze, who had only known us for a month, covered his arms and smirked at me, saying it didn't matter. How did I feel when you shouted at me to let us run first? ”

"Do you know the best and best brothers who are usually inseparable from you, talking and laughing together, eating steamed buns and mustard together, playing games online together, when you are the most difficult, when you need help the most, one by one will not abandon you, and then when you fight, watch my brothers because of you, injured and covered in blood, do you feel?"

"Do you know that I didn't tell the bias, and the bias also found it by himself, knowing that the sunset gang of gangsters is not easy to mess with, and they still have to come with us, I told Brother Feng about this, Brother Feng would rather tear his face with the sunset for me, how I felt?"

"You know what? I was very upset, I felt so sorry for my brothers, I didn't mess with the sunset. I don't dare to mess with him, and I don't want to mess with him in my heart. It's he who forces us endlessly. It was he who saw that you were not in class and did not go to school in No. 1 Middle School, so he wanted to find me and scold me on the phone, do you know how I felt at that time? ”

"Do you know how I felt after Fei Ge and Brother Xu said those things to me when I was in KTV yesterday, and then he didn't do it, and I thought about how I felt after Fei Ge and Brother Xu said those things to me when I was soft with him?"

"Do you know how I felt when I was at the clinic just now, when I looked at the injured brothers one by one? Although we are always talked about by others, we live by ourselves, and there are many feelings between us that outsiders can't experience at all. I was also stabbed twice, I also hurt, I just didn't show it, I felt uncomfortable, I was also afraid. ”

Then I shook my head in Xiyu's arms, still choked up and said, "You don't know, you don't know anything, you only know that you blame me on the phone, and you blame me." I regret it myself, I blame myself, I feel sorry for my stupid brothers, but do you think I'm really not afraid? My heart is also fleshy, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid. ”

I don't know why, after saying this in one breath, my heart suddenly felt a lot more comfortable, and Xi Yu listened to me from the beginning to the end, without interjecting a word. Just listen quietly to me.

After I finished talking, Xiyu was quiet for a long, long time. Just holding my head. Gently patted me on the shoulder.

After a while, I heard Xi Yu's voice, and I was also a little choked, "Liu'er, after so many years, you are finally willing to show your weakest side in front of me." ”