Xu Jinghe never doubted that the time when she was found by Ye Shucheng a few years ago was the lowest point in her life.

The Xu family originally had some family background, not wealthy, but it was still solid, the family was a chain of restaurants, and when Xu Jinghe was in high school, there were eight branches of her restaurant in Jincheng, and I thought it would get better and better, but I looked back to know that it was the heyday.

At that time, the family conditions were good, and she moved to a small villa, and then spent money to transfer her to a key high school in Jincheng, and she successfully went to the university she wanted to go to, but after that, Xu Cheng didn't know what evil she had, and suddenly fell into the vice of gambling.

That was just the beginning, and later Xu Cheng was instigated by a fox friend he met in the gambling process, and he was actually infected with poison.

Since then, the situation of the Xu family has taken a sharp turn for the worse, Xu Cheng gambled more and more, and spent more and more money on smoking and drugs, Xu Jinghe's mother persuaded countless times but to no avail, the money flowed out of the Xu family like flowing water, and life became more and more stretched, Xu Jinghe went to the casino to find Xu Cheng countless times, but was scolded by Xu Cheng in public, and finally could only go home gloomily.

Xu Jinghe's mother started saving money at that time, but it was too late, Xu Cheng spent money too quickly, and soon the branches were folded in one by one......

For Xu Jinghe, those years were her nightmare, and then the situation became even worse, she no longer worries about her studies every day, but whether there will be creditors chasing her.

But what was destined to happen would not be delayed because of her fear, and when she went home that day, the loan shark came to her door and said that Xu Cheng owed them more than three million.

Xu Cheng probably expected such a situation a long time ago, and did not return home for several days, and those who demanded debts simply lived in Xu's house, tortured Xu Jinghe and her mother, and even took extreme measures to insult her mother. He also used obscene words against her......

Xu Cheng was not there, their family was surrounded by walls, and finally had to mortgage the house, and she couldn't afford to pay the tuition, so she could only go to the urban village to rent a house, and then go out to work, but every once in a while she would always be harassed by creditors, Xu Jinghe's mother was overwhelmed, and chose to jump off the building to end her life two months after moving.

It was the darkest moment of her life, and she thought she was going to die.

But she didn't die, because Ye Shucheng found her.

Ye Shucheng knocked on her door, and at the moment when she was already hesitating with the tranquilizer, he was providential to her, and it was God telling her that she should not die.

He held the letter she had written many years ago in his hand and asked her if she was Xu Jinghe.

She still remembers him, she also looked at him from afar when there was nothing to do, at that time little girls liked bad boys, he was, but when she wrote the letter, he was not called Ye Shucheng, his name was Cheng Rin, he was a little ruffian, she would see her every day on the way from school, but she never had the courage to take the initiative to speak.

I haven't seen him for many years, but he has changed his name and turned into a mature and stable man with a successful career.

On the day he found her, he talked to her a lot, and said that he should not have left her on the day he received the letter, that he had originally wanted to go back to save her, but something went wrong in the middle, and he couldn't go back......

She was completely stunned at the time, she could only listen quietly, she asked Su Nian to hand over the letter, and then Su Nian didn't come to school for a long time, and Cheng Rin completely disappeared into the street where she would see him every day, she thought Su Nian had messed up, and it just so happened that she was about to move and transfer to another school, and there was not much pain in the love that was not too much, and she was not sad for a long time.

It wasn't until Ye Shucheng looked at her with a smile and said that she had lost too much weight and he couldn't recognize it at all, that she suddenly realized that when Su Nian sent the letter, something else must have happened that caused Ye Shucheng to come to the door.

She didn't know, since she couldn't see Cheng Rin, she took it for granted that Su Nianxin didn't deliver it, or said something that shouldn't be said, and she didn't even ask Su Nian what happened that day.

The only thing she remembered was that Su Nian took sick leave at that time, and some people said that Su Nian was injured.

Ye Shucheng's memory is obviously misplaced, the person he remembers may be the fat man Su Nian, but he said it very clearly, the person he is looking for is Xu Jinghe in Jincheng No. 2 Middle School, the Xu Jinghe who wrote to him, she heard Ye Shucheng say a lot, and slowly and hazy outlined the outline of the whole thing in her mind.

It didn't take long to make that decision, she looked at Ye Shucheng's handsome face in front of her, she looked at Ye Shucheng's well-made clothes quietly, she felt that he was completely different from the conversation of the little gangster, these can very well reflect a person's identity and status, for her, Ye Shucheng is a lifesaver, pulling her back from the line of life and death, her savior.

So, she was vague about what happened back then, acquiescing to everything he said, what he said-

She saved him, and he left her.

He said that he would not leave her again, he took her out of the shady little house in the urban village, bought her a house, he was very kind to her, she said that she wanted to study jewelry design, he arranged for her to study abroad, and in the past few years, everything she wanted, he would achieve for her.

In this case, no matter what his original intention was to come to her, she felt that it didn't matter, she was very dependent on him, and took it for granted that they would be together, and her infatuation with him was increasing day by day, and she was even very sure that he must love her very much when she was in the United States.

But now she realized how far the reality deviated from her imagination.

He has other women.

The indefatigability in his mouth is only out of guilt and gratitude, only that he is doing a duty, not out of love.

How could she be willing.

Now she was sitting across from him, and when she asked that question, her heart was beating fast, and she was making a desperate bet.

She must seek the greatest benefit for herself as much as possible, she can no longer be beaten back to her original form and live on the streets, Su Nian's appearance is a wake-up call, she can't sit still.

He has no love for her, and it doesn't matter, feelings can be cultivated, as long as she can tie him down, even if it is with those misplaced guilt and gratitude, she must do whatever it takes to get the guarantee of staying by his side.

And marriage is undoubtedly an excellent guarantee.

The office was quiet and you could hear the subtle sound of the air conditioner working.

Ye Shucheng's eyebrows were still slightly furrowed, and his fingers tapped lightly on the desk twice, answering her.

If you're sure that marrying me is what you want, then we'll get married. ”

After a pause, he said: "But the premise is that you have to think clearly, we are only getting along as lovers at the moment, and there are already a lot of problems, I don't want you to be entangled in these problems after getting married, so Jinghe, I said it very clearly, if you can't tolerate a marriage without feelings, I suggest you don't take this step easily." I promise to give you what you want because I want you to be happy. In addition, even if we don't get married in the end, even if we break up one day, it doesn't mean that I will leave you, I will still do my best to take care of you. ”

He considered these words, but when he said them, he suddenly realized that he was actually trapped in this relationship, he owed her, and wanted to make up for her, but he was very tired, and if possible, he also hoped that there would be a space to breathe.

But in his relationship with Xu Jinghe, he knows that he can't be the one who proposes to end, any request, as long as Xu Jinghe puts it forward, he will try his best to meet it, this is his promise, and he will not break his promise.

Xu Jinghe pursed her lips, as if she was thinking, but soon, she raised her head to meet his gaze.

Then let's get married. ”

He was stunned, "Are you sure?" ”

I'm sure. ”

His eyes drooped, he was silent for a few seconds, and nodded, "Okay, I've recently taken the time to go back to Ye's house with me." ”

After Xu Jinghe left, he was stunned in the office for a while.

Marriage itself is a matter that doesn't matter to him, Xu Jinghe wants it, just give it to her, but at that moment of lightning, he hesitated, and he thought of Su Nian.

He didn't know why he thought of Su Nian, but he knew that with Su Nian's character, he might be sad if he knew that he and Xu Jinghe planned to get married.

The relationship between him and Su Nian is itself a relationship of betrayal of morality, and if he and Xu Jinghe get married, then this relationship will be completely unruly, and it will be even more difficult for her to accept.

He pressed his eyebrows, lit a cigarette, and soon his eyes were filled with white mist.

He couldn't see any eyebrows on how to carry out this relationship in the future.

……

He Zeng took Su Nian to the printing department on the first floor to pick up the bound cAD atlas, and when he returned, he saw Xu Jinghe in the hall, and He Zeng immediately turned around and blocked Su Nian.

Su Nian was stunned, "Master He, what are you doing?" ”

He Zeng touched the album she was holding, "I'll check it again." ”

Didn't you just check it out? She frowned, "This thing is very heavy, okay, or you can hold it yourself." ”

He Zeng tugged at the corners of his mouth, "What do I want you to do as an apprentice?" ”

Su Nian pouted, He Zeng really didn't have any gentlemanly demeanor, no wonder he took the initiative to ask her to come down and get it together, the feelings were from labor.

He counted the album again, then turned around, and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Xu Jinghe gone, "Let me tell you, in fact, I saw Mr. Ye's girlfriend just now, I was afraid that you would fight in the hall, see how witty I am, and skillfully resolve a vicious fight." ”

Su Nian was stunned, "You mean Xu Jinghe?" ”

He Zeng nodded and walked forward, and after walking a few steps, he found that Su Nian hadn't followed, he turned around, and Su Nian was still holding a bunch of atlases and looking out of the door.

He Zeng turned back, "What's wrong with you, do you still want to see her?" ”

Su Nian nodded, "Well, I think so." ”

Neurosis, you," he looked around and lowered his voice, "People are running away when they see the main house, what are you trying to do when you see her now?" ”

She couldn't see Xu Jinghe, retracted her gaze, and walked to the elevator without answering He Zeng.

Ye Shucheng and Xu Jinghe quarreled before, probably because she refuted Xu Jinghe's face, Ye Shucheng has been busy with the project of the architectural design department for this time, and the time used to accompany Xu Jinghe in the past is now consumed by overtime, but now, Xu Jinghe suddenly appeared here.

She couldn't tell what she wanted to do, but she had a very uncomfortable feeling in her heart, like some kind of omen or signal, which made her feel uneasy.

The elevator door closed, and she twisted her neck, her bones creaking, and the sound was infinitely amplified in the small space.

She had been sitting in front of the computer for too long. Recently, the condition of the cervical spine has been getting worse and worse.

He Zeng glanced at her and shook his head, "Su Nian, if you continue like this, you will be tired to death." ”

She smiled faintly, "I have to work hard, the opportunity is for those who are ready, Master He, you are ready, so don't be afraid, I am still far away, I don't want to have a decent project in case I can't even get a decent rendering." ”

He Zeng squinted, "Are you still thinking about the project of the horticultural fair?" ”

She nodded.

Don't think about it, my friends in my circle have said that they have signed up for a company, and they have all been rejected, no matter how powerful they are, they are still a little worse in this field, and it takes time for our department to grow up, and it is impossible to reach the sky in one step. ”

She thought for a moment and said, "Not necessarily." ”

He Zeng heard that something was wrong, "You can't get any news from Mr. Ye again." ”

Su Nian stuck out his tongue and didn't speak.

After all, the matter has not yet been settled, and how can it be so easy to expand, she just saw that Ye Shucheng was still working hard and He Zeng denied it so directly, she couldn't help but refute it.

He Zeng walked over a few steps to stand in front of her. Flicked her head, "You also learned to put up a fight with me, say, confess leniently, resist strictly!" ”

Su Nian's head hurt from a bullet, but it was not easy to rub the album in her hand, she shrank back, twisted a face, and just wanted to say something, the elevator reached the sixteenth floor, and the door opened.

Outside the elevator, Ye Shucheng and Rita were standing, as well as the director and deputy director of the architectural design department.

……”

That's embarrassing......

He Zeng's hand was still in Su Nian's head, and he didn't come back with one last flick, and stopped in mid-air.

Several people didn't speak for a while, and the atmosphere was very strange.

Until the elevator door was about to close automatically, the design director hurriedly raised his hand to stop it, and glanced at the two people in the elevator, "Su Nian, He Zeng, hurry back to the office, what are you doing in the elevator?" ”

He Zeng hurriedly withdrew his hand and walked out, Su Nian glanced at Ye Shucheng.

He was looking at her, too. The light in her eyes was a little complicated, she couldn't read it, but she faintly felt that there was some indescribable melancholy in that gaze.

After passing by, she asked herself in her heart, how could it be.

How could Ye Shucheng be melancholy, he was simply invincible in her eyes, never confused, even if there was difficulty, he would only go head-on, and he didn't seem to have any hesitation.

She kept up with He Zeng's footsteps, and He Zeng asked in a low voice: "Why did Mr. Ye come to our department, should he really toss that project?" ”

She smiled, but the uneasiness in her heart gradually spread, spreading.

He used to be her reassurance, and she would settle down when she saw him, but now after seeing him, she was even more apprehensive.

In the afternoon, she received an inside call from Rita, and Ye Shucheng asked her to go to the office.

She had been suffering from palpitations for a long time, and she also wanted to see him, so she threw the picture to He Zeng without saying a word, and then left in He Zeng's resentful gaze.

This time she had the foresight to stop before entering the president's office and asked Rita, "Is he in a bad mood again?" ”

Rita shook her head, "It's not bad, but ......"

But what? ”

It doesn't seem to be in good spirits," Rita lowered her voice, "It's a very depressed feeling, I wonder if it was just because you and He Zeng were messed with, you two are really ...... like that"

Su Nian frowned, "He Zeng and I won't have anything, he knows it." ”

Rita sighed, "That's not it, maybe Director Xu said something in the morning." ”

Su Nian was stunned.

What Xu Jinghe said, she also wanted to know.

Rita suddenly said again: "Actually, Su Nian ......"

She paused for a moment, Su Nian looked at her hesitantly, and she continued.

I'll say more, I think Mr. Ye is very interested in you, and between him and Director Xu, it seems to be ...... Anyway, it's more like a friend......"

Rita didn't know what she was going to say.

This is the leader's private matter, and she is already talking too much, and she herself is aware of it, so she quickly stopped, "I just want to say, how much do you care about Mr. Ye." ”

Su Nian was a little confused, knocked on the office door, and pushed the door in after a "come in" came from inside.

He sat behind his desk facing the computer when he saw her come in. He said, "Lock the door." ”

She had already taken two steps forward, and when she heard the words, she turned back and locked the door.

When she stood up at the desk again in confusion, he beckoned, "Come here." ”

There was a table in between, she froze for a moment, walked around the table, and stood beside him, he turned his chair to face her, and then took her hand, and she was dragged forward, his head down, his forehead resting on her waist.

He smelled her breath, and his tense nerves slowly relaxed, but the feeling of loss in his heart was still there.

Startled by his actions, she put her hand on his shoulder, reminding her, "This is the office......

He chuckled and looked up at her, "What do you think I'm going to do?" ”

The corners of her mouth twitched slightly, "It's not good, it's easy to misunderstand if others see it." ”

What is the misunderstanding? ”

Of course it's a misunderstanding between me and you......"

Is that a misunderstanding? ”

She was stunned.

He said: "That's not a misunderstanding, it's a discovery." ”

She thought he was a little strange at the moment.

What happened to you? She asked, tilting her head.

He was silent for a few seconds, then stood up, his head down, his forehead next to hers, his eyelashes drooping, "A little tired." ”

She blinked, thought for a moment, took the initiative to hug him, and patted his hand around his shoulder and gently patted him on the back, as if coaxing a child.

Rest when you're tired. ”

He smiled wryly, his arms around her waist, he hugged her very tightly, she was so thin, her waist was so thin that it seemed to break off with force.

He took her out of the Shen family, obviously wanting to help her and take care of her, but in the end he didn't bring her any good, he knew that she was not happy most of these days, and many times the things they never mentioned did not mean that they did not exist, but they were just waiting for an opportunity in a corner.

He lowered his head and buried his face in her shoulder, and he felt the urge to rub her into his body.

The embrace was a little tight, and she felt like she was about to lose her breath. She didn't want to ask him anything, but he was so perverse that she grabbed him by the shoulder and whispered in his ear.

What happened, did Xu Jinghe say anything? ”

Anticipation and anxiety coexisted, and her heart palpitations were terrible.

She needed his word so badly.

He let her go a little, "Nothing. ”

He was reluctant to say.

She realized that she didn't ask anymore, she didn't want to put pressure on him, he had been busy with the project recently, no matter how anxious she was, she couldn't make trouble for him at this time.

He hooked a strand of her hair in his hand and changed the subject, "You and He Zeng ......"

We don't have anything," she hurriedly said: "You don't know He Zeng's person, he doesn't like women and only likes blueprints, as for me, even if I have a thief's heart, I don't have the courage to be a thief, you said that you can't have anything with other men during the period with you, I keep it in my heart." ”

There is a glaring loophole in this sentence, he asks, "What about after that?" ”

What the? ”

If one day, you don't follow me, will you like He Zeng? ”

She opened her mouth and didn't make a sound.

This assumption made her heart ache subtly.

- If one day, she doesn't follow him.

She actually thought about breaking up, but she never thought about how she would live without him in the future.

Seeing that she was silent, he said, "Yes, you have similar interests, you both like architectural design, and he will like you too." ”

Her mind was a little confused, and she lowered her head, "What nonsense are you talking about, how can he not be, he ......"

He would. ”

She pursed her lips, paused for two seconds, and tried to pull out a smile, "Do you think I love flowers when I see them?" Even a man with a blueprint orientation can fall for me? ”

What kind of conversation was this, she thought, it was a joke, but it didn't feel like a joke, because it was so hard for her to even laugh.

He looked at her fixedly, and said again, "He will." ”

People who care, others will feel that they are robbing when they touch it, He Zeng may be unintentional, but in his opinion, it is very eye-catching.

In fact, where there is a perfect person, she may have some of her problems, but in his eyes, it is all insignificant, his focus is not on her strengths or weaknesses, not on whether she is attractive, but on her person, seeing the natural and relaxed mode of getting along between her and He Zeng, he feels envious, because he can't.

He even had to pretend to keep his distance from her in front of others.

This is the relationship between them, entangled in darkness and alienated in light.

She looked at him with a confused look in her eyes, and he raised his hand to cover hers.

Her gaze seemed to be peering into his heart, which he didn't like.

But not now, now...... You are mine. ”

He said this, and lowered his head to kiss her lips.

The kiss was tender and tender, and she closed her eyes in the darkness, her thoughts turning into chaos.

……

Su Nian felt that he had a disease that could only concentrate when he was drawing.

When she returned to her workstation in the afternoon and went to class in the evening, her mind was not very focused, and only drawing could make her temporarily forget Ye Shucheng and Xu Jinghe. Forget the things that have been haunting her all this time and the messy, dark and negative conjectures in her heart.

After finishing the training, she returned to Rongcheng, the door of the study was hidden, and there was a light faintly leaking through the crack in the door, she walked over, and saw Ye Shucheng still sitting in front of the computer in the gap of the door, looking at the computer, with a pensive face.

His brow tightened, and it took a long time for him to raise his hand, his fingers tapping on the keyboard, and she heard him typing fast, and she just stood there stunned.

Ever since she met Xu Jinghe, she has always had this strange feeling.

It was an indescribable feeling of depression, as if a dark cloud was pressing down, her heart seemed to be entangled and clenched by wet seaweed, and she herself couldn't tell where this uneasy feeling came from, even if she saw him, she still couldn't relieve it.

Ye Shucheng's fingers paused, and when he looked up, he inadvertently saw the eyes in the crack in the door, he was stunned for a moment, and smiled, "Hiding there, waiting to be scary?" ”

She touched her head, and it was quite scary to stand here alone in the middle of the night. She pushed the door open and walked in, and he pulled her into his arms, and he asked her to look at the computer.

She saw a changed staffing table for the Architectural Design Department.

On the basis of the original staff, a part of the full-time grass-roots staff was increased by 1.5 times, and then the management added a few new people, and a separate logistics department was set up for the architectural design department, and a part of the temporary designers were added.

At the bottom of the table, all the costs of the expansion have been calculated, including new workstations, salaries, and manpower.

The additional establishment has been marked, but the names of the people are currently empty.

She was stunned, "Do you really want to expand?" ”

He said: "Nonsense. ”

This expansion is a place of speculation, the part of the temporary designer, no need to sit on duty and the salary is piecework, the cost paid by the company will be relatively small, so at first glance it does not feel that the investment is very high, but the establishment has obviously increased a lot.

She pointed to the part of the temporary designer, "Is it possible?" ”

I have discussed with the director and deputy director of your department, yes, and you don't think that the temporary position is an empty shelf, we need the reputation support of this part of the designer, so I will personally go to the headhunting company and ask them to find the top designers in the industry," he paused, and added: "These designers should be at least at the level of He Zeng." ”

She looked a little dumbfounded, "Two months, is it too late?" ”

The personnel department, the management of your department, and the president's office, including me, will work overtime to do this, and I have already made arrangements for the expansion schedule, as long as every step is followed by the schedule, I will be able to catch up. ”

She pursed her lips, not knowing what to say.

This is just a bidding qualification, it has to be so expensive, the outcome of the bidding is still unknown, and there is a feeling of recklessness to do this kind of investment, she turned her face sideways, and wanted to say something, he happened to look at the watch with his chin against her shoulder, and she gently brushed his face with a twist of her lips.

Both of them were stunned.

The corners of his lips hooked slightly, "Teasing me again?" ”

She blushed, "No, I mean to say, do you want to think about it carefully." ”

He sighed, "There's not enough time to continue to be cautious. Now you have to bet. ”

This is the result of his consideration after considering all aspects of the conditions, which can not only operate directly within the scope of authority without going through the board of directors, but also meet the needs of the expanded staff, but the risks also coexist, in case the bid is not successful, there will be a lot of trouble in the future.

Her eyes drooped, "I have a strange feeling today, I always feel that something bad is about to happen, I wonder if it will be related to the project, maybe we shouldn't be so obsessed with this project, in case it ......"

She looked worried and didn't say any more.

He looked at her quietly, the uneasiness was contagious, and it took him several seconds to pull out a smile, "Sixth sense? ”

I'm serious," she frowned, "I really have a bad feeling that if we give up this project, I'll still have a chance, and I can still learn from He Zeng, and it is still possible to become a designer, and I don't want to take this shortcut." What trouble will you get into trouble. ”

He raised his hand to turn off the computer monitor, "I can't give up halfway, and I've done a risk assessment, and the results are all within my tolerance." ”

She pursed her lips and said nothing.

He still has a clear goal and everything is arranged in an orderly manner, but why, her heart is always uneasy?

She couldn't ask him what Xu Jinghe had said to him today, she felt a little uncomfortable, tilted her head, leaned on him, "I'm a little scared." ”

He wrapped his arms around her waist, bowed his head, and rubbed his lips lightly against her cheeks, "Afraid of what?" ”

…… I can't tell. ”

He had already done a risk assessment, and no matter how bad the result was, it was within his tolerance, but she didn't, and she felt that the result might not be within her tolerance.

Sometimes I think......" she spoke slowly, "I had nothing when I came out of the Shen family, and the failed marriage with Shen Liangye was not only my youth in the past few years, but also my enthusiasm for life, at that time I didn't even know what I was going to do, I thought I would become goalless." People who go with the flow. ”

She said, she smiled lightly, "But then you drew me a cake, during this time, although I was very tired from designing, but I was very happy, I also made like-minded friends, sometimes I have an illusion, even if I can't be a designer, it's good to be an assistant like this, I have a goal and a direction, I just have a ...... for the future."

The female voice was thin, like a stream, flowing quietly in the room.

Sometimes I feel like I'm dreaming, daydreaming, very happy, but like a bubble, maybe one day, it will burst, I will be beaten back to my original form, I am not a queen, I am a woman who is out of marriage and no one wants. ”

He didn't speak. His hand wrapped his arms around her waist tighter, and her brow furrowed.

He didn't want to listen to these words, they would make him want to comfort her, but he was not good at comforting, and worse, he couldn't refute her words.

How long has passed, and he can't even tell her that he decided to marry Xu Jinghe.

Because he himself knew that would be shameless.

No matter how much he doesn't care, marriage is also a responsibility, not to mention Su Nian, it is also an insurmountable shackle for himself.

She raised her head slightly and looked into his eyes, "So, I can't ask for more, I'm too greedy, I'm afraid that God will take it all away, then I won't have anything......"

The latter words could not be spoken, as he lowered his head and blocked her lips.

She felt an inexplicable urge to cry, and she could feel the string in her head as if it was getting tighter and tighter, precarious, and everything was losing control.

She closed her eyes and kissed back, and soon the temperature became hot, his hand on her heart felt her heartbeat, she felt the change in his body, she took the initiative to turn around, kiss his Adam's apple, and untie his tie.

He pressed her hand, and his voice was hoarse, "You're not tired?" ”

After all, she has a lot of work and needs to train every day, and he is trying to be sympathetic to her, although he wants to, he will not force her.

She froze for a few seconds, hugged him, and whispered in his ear.

I...... It's okay. ”

This is a phrase that can set the prairie on fire.

She was so enthusiastic that night she didn't like her, they were all very engaged, but they were too engaged, as eager as to get rid of some emotion, his kiss was frantic and fiery and ironed her skin, every inch of her body, she whimpered, hugged him tightly and gasped, she called him by his name, she called him "Shucheng", and again and again. It's like crying.

They had done so for a long time, and it was early in the morning when he carried her back to the bedroom to sleep, and she was so tired that she fell asleep, and he stared at her by the white moonlight for a long time.

The road is chosen by himself, the words are said by himself, he does not regret it, it is useless to complain about others and God, he just doesn't understand, he can't learn, how to let go.

……

Following.

Su Nian woke up with a sore body, the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, probably Ye Shucheng was taking a bath, she propped up her body, her whole body was soft, the result of indulgence, the sticky touch made her face change, and she casually put the bath towel on her hand and got out of bed to rummage through her bag, looking for aftermath medicine in it.

Ye Shucheng came out of the bathroom, saw it and asked, "What are you looking for?" ”

She paused for a few seconds, felt the medicine and took it out before saying, "Medicine." ”

He glanced at it, his fingers clutching the towel tightening slightly. "You've been eating lately?"

If you don't take measures these few times, of course I have to be careful. ”

She said very indifferently, he quietly watched her drink the medicine with water, a trace of imperceptible gloom flashed in his eyes, and he looked away.

Sometimes he had the illusion that she didn't just treat everything as a deal, but sometimes her calm self-control forced him to admit that she had a better control of the whole situation than he did, as if she could stay out of it at any time.

Su Nian didn't eat breakfast, took a sandwich from the refrigerator and ran out, in a hurry to squeeze the subway, it was so hot that he couldn't stop it, and suddenly remembered one thing.

He forgot about buying her a car, and the 4S store called him two days ago, when he was busy with the project, and once again he left it behind, he took out his mobile phone and simply saved it as a regular reminder.

……

The senior executives of the personnel department and the president's office held a meeting in the conference room of the architectural design department for most of the day, and in the afternoon, He Zeng buried himself in the drawing, and was interrupted by a male colleague who came over, and the other party sneered: "Master He, are you bullying your apprentice again?" ”

He Zeng glanced at Su Nian's workstation, found that the person was not there, and frowned, "What's the matter, don't you just reject her a picture, is it possible that she is not doing well, I still have to say that it is good?" ”

The male colleague sighed twice, "You also pity the jade, she seems to be very depressed at this moment, just now I went to the safe exit of the corridor to smoke, she is also smoking, to be honest, she has been in our department for so long I only know that she can smoke......"

He Zeng's eyebrows tightened, "Smoking? ”

After the colleague left, He Zeng thought about it, and simply ran to the corridor, and sure enough, she found Su Nian in the stairwell, she was very unparticular and sat there with a piece of paper on the steps, with a cigarette between her lips, and the white smoke was like a wisp of light yarn, winding for a long time.

When she saw him, she took down the cigarette, "Master He, why are you here?" You don't smoke. ”

He Zeng said, "I didn't know you could smoke." ”

Huh? She moved her fingers, and a little ash fell to the ground, and she smiled. I only smoke when I'm uncomfortable, and I don't have much of a craving for smoking. ”

I'm not just rejecting you with a picture, I've never seen you so fragile before, what's uncomfortable? ”

It's not a graph problem......"

What is that? ”

The warm glow of the setting sun shone diagonally through the window, drawing a distinct dark junction on the ground, and in the empty stairwell, there seemed to be a slight echo of speech.

I can't tell, I feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, I always feel that something is going to happen, something big, and it's a bad thing, but I can't say what it is, so it's even more uncomfortable. ”

He Zeng listened to it for a long time and didn't understand why, "Fault! ”

She looked a little aggrieved, and took another puff of cigarette, "I'm wondering if it's because of that project, maybe I shouldn't fight for that project......"

He Zeng was stunned, "That project Mr. Ye hasn't given up yet?" ”

Su Nian nodded, "Our department should be expanded in the near future, just for this bidding qualification, today's meeting should be about this." ”

He was dumbfounded. "Can we talk about expansion?"

She lowered her head, "He seems to have decided, he set up a special drinking bureau for this project, and persuaded a person in charge of bidding for the quota, he said that he would not give up halfway." ”

Halfway through, the wine was drunk in vain, and she didn't want to, but she was always worried in her heart.

Although He Zeng was surprised, he thought about it, "That's a good thing, if you really win this project, it will help you a lot if you can participate." ”

Su Nian raised his head with a tangled expression, "You don't understand, I have a very strange feeling in the past two days, what bad things are going to happen, I can only think of this project when I think about it, I don't want to bring any trouble to the company for my own development." ”

He Zeng was silent for a few seconds, "I don't want to cause any trouble to Mr. Ye." ”

Su Nian fell silent.

He Zeng said again: "You know that you are worried about it, who is Mr. Ye, not to mention that a project is yellow, even if the entire architectural design department is broken." He'll be okay too. ”

She smiled weakly, "You say, don't pull into the architectural design department, I can count on this department." ”

He Zeng also smiled, and when he smiled, he faded with a smile, and his voice sank.

Do you like Mr. Ye very much? ”

The tone is not an inquiry, but a statement.

She froze, as if she was thinking, smoke curling between her fingers.

It was a long time before she spoke, and her voice was very ethereal, like a sigh.

I like it. ”

After a pause, he lowered his head and smiled, "What's the use of liking, it's not mine." ”

He Zeng didn't know what to say, and thought for a while before he spoke: "Your relationship itself is problematic, you must know that the girlfriend that Mr. Ye admitted in his mouth is that Xu Jinghe, even if that woman has not changed since high school, she is the one who pretends to be good to you, uses you, and finally turns his face and denies people." But Mr. Ye likes it, and it is her who you think, but Mr. Ye likes it, you are just a lover, sooner or later you will be separated, if you have a normal brain, you shouldn't fall into it. ”

But I've already fallen into it, what should I do?

Su Nian just thought about this, didn't say it, looked at He Zeng and said: "Master He, thank you, you are really comforting, I think it's even worse to listen to your words." ”

He Zeng twisted his eyebrows, "I'm a real person, is it possible to coax you to say that you and him have a future?" Su Nian, you are like this, have you ever thought that if one day, Mr. Ye is going to marry Xu Jinghe, then what will you do? ”

After asking this question, she looked at He Zeng quietly, and suddenly there was a burning pain between her fingers, her startled hand shook, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground.

She didn't know when the cigarette burned to the end, but she didn't notice it, and the place where her finger was burned began to turn red.

He Zeng looked at her like this and shook his head, "This is a very realistic question, what are you going to do when it comes to this day?" ”

Her lips opened and closed, hesitant to speak.

I ......"