Chapter 47: Don't believe him
What should she say, at least something comforting?
But at this moment, she couldn't speak! How much she wants to accept this affection and accept this sustenance, but she can't do it now!
"Brother Bai Ming, I'm tired, I want to rest!"
Ruthlessly, he closed the door with his backhand, and in an instant, he seemed to hear Xiao Baiming's low murmur. (.)
"I'll wait for you."
Leaning on the back of the door, the unbearable loss was repeated over and over again, "Brother Bai Ming...... I'm sorry...... Brother Bai Ming...... Sorry ......"
Now, the only thing she can say is probably "I'm sorry".
Nothing else, I can't do it.
Exhausted, he walked into the bedroom and collapsed straight on the bed. He buried his head deep in the pillow, covered his ears with his hands, suppressed the depression in his heart, and was so quiet that he could only hear his own heartbeat.
"Plop-p-p-", as if telling himself how stupid he was to let down such a good person!
Suddenly, he jumped up from the bed.
I couldn't take care of the foot pain and ran to the living room.
Look at the picture hanging on the wall and look at the smiling woman in the picture. The first time I was so at a loss, the first time I was so scared, the first time I felt powerless.
"Mom, am I doing something wrong?" It seems to be angry and yells at the photo.
"Am I doing something wrong for the sake of the orphanage? I never wanted to mess with anyone! Am I wrong? ”
"Am I wrong just to have simple happiness?"
"Mom, you tell Tianai, tell me, am I wrong?"
……
She asked "Am I wrong" countless times, but no one told her if she had done anything wrong......
The woman in the photo, looking at Tong Tianai, her smile, at this moment, seems to be infinitely sad, with a deep feeling, looking at her daughter.
"Baby, God...... Do you regret it......
"Mom...... No...... I've never regretted it...... I won't regret it......
"So...... Why are you so upset......
"I'm just...... I just feel ......."
"Baby, God...... Someone who truly loves you...... Won't mind your past...... Do you know......
「…… Mom...... I don't understand ......."
"I really mind...... It's just ...... for yourself."
Tong Tianai! Admit it! It's you who mind! Because you're afraid, because you're cowardly! You're afraid that after you tell Brother Bai Ming about it, he will ignore you again!
While minding himself, he doesn't believe Brother Bai Ming!
I don't believe how much he "likes" him, and I don't believe that I will be happy......
When I woke up in the morning, my head hurt somewhat. Could it be because of a sprained foot?
So even my head hurts terribly......
Get up and brush your teeth and wash your face, life still has to be lived. There is no change every day, and after so long, it seems that I can't change if I am tired of this life.
The only thing I can do well now is to bravely fight against a perverted man!
That job must be full until the contract expires! Half a year later, wave at him proudly, say goodbye, and leave proudly!
Tong Tianai! Go for it! Be sure to keep it up! Don't throw in the towel!
Looking at himself in the mirror, he was encouraged and nodded with satisfaction.
Reach out and grab all the hair into a bunch and tie it high to reveal a smooth forehead. It's like a valiant samurai who is fully prepared before going to battle.
Keep smiling and turn around.
Walk to the door, bend down, and start putting on your shoes.
My ankle didn't hurt as much as it did yesterday, but it was still vaguely swollen.
When I was putting on my shoes, I caught a glimpse of the only pair of high heels on the shoe rack, and suddenly I felt lonely again. Reached out and opened the shoe cabinet and carefully placed it inside.
From now on, she won't wear high heels anymore, never again.
I didn't want to be nostalgic anymore, so I picked up my backpack and opened the door.
The moment he raised his head, his pupils dilated, and his eyes shone because of his presence. But in the next second, the temperature was cooled.
Xiao Baiming was wearing a dark blue suit, dressed as a white-collar elite. The clean white shirt and the cuffs are all clean, and you can smell the refreshing smell of him when you are so close.
"......" lowered his head, thinking in his head what to say.
Why is it so embarrassing? I'm going to die!
The two were in a stalemate for a long time, and no one spoke.
In the end, Xiao Baiming coughed lightly and said cautiously, "Heavenly love!" Shall I send you to work? ”
In such a pleading tone, he was asking himself if he would like to......
If he could ignore her, if he stopped talking to her, then he would feel better! But now, he was standing in front of him, and he might have been waiting for a long time.
When did he start waiting? Why?
This will only make her feel more uncomfortable!
Closing the door, he straightened his back, but said coldly, "No need! Brother Bai Ming, I can go to work by myself! I'll go first! ”
As if he was running away, he hurriedly ran to the elevator.
"God loves ......" Xiao Baiming opened his mouth, wanting to say something.
Don't want to hear it! Don't want to hear it! I'm sorry! Brother Bai Ming!
At least for now, she really can't face him! If one day, he told him the truth, would he still like her as always?
Quickly pressed the elevator button, leaving him alone.
Xiao Baiming's stunned and injured face disappeared from the bottom of his eyes.
Tong Tianai leaned on the elevator and closed his eyes......
"I'm sorry."
"I can't like you anymore. So, don't be so nice to me."