Su Nian's reaction was expected by Ye Shucheng, but despite this, when he really heard her say such words, his heart still hurt sharply.

Su Nian's gaze did not stay on him for a moment, and passed by directly, and Han Jing naturally followed Su Nian's footsteps.

Ye Shucheng was stunned on the spot, turned around and chased after her, and followed her.

Su Nian, we have to talk. ”

She didn't pay attention to him at all in a hurry, he simply went around and blocked her eyes, "There was a misunderstanding in the matter back then, you didn't say your name, and the letter I got only had Xu Jinghe's name in it." ”

She looked at him coldly, "So? ”

So......" he said without confidence, "you should at least listen to me, it's not that I don't want to go back to save you, I ...... at that time"

The name on the letter misled him, Xu Jinghe lied to him, and he had nothing but that letter, that letter was his preconceived idea, and he didn't think about any other possibility at all.

And now, this is no longer a possibility, Xu Jinghe's performance in the whole thing can be glimpsed in retrospect, he has been deceived for so long.

Again and again, he left her in danger.

Don't say it," she interrupted, "you mean. You've left me down again and again, and I'm going to give you a voice now to make up an excuse to fool me? ”

He wrinkled his eyebrows, "It's not an excuse, it's true." ”

She laughed suddenly, "And then, after I listened, do you still think I should forgive you?" ”

His heart sank.

Her smile was full of ridicule and banter, such a smile was unfamiliar, and she was also unfamiliar with it.

Her reaction made him speechless.

She said that she hated him, and after this catastrophe, everything was even more irreparable, and he was completely at a loss in his heart, how to ask for her forgiveness, he couldn't think of it.

Su Nian turned his face sideways and said to Han Jing, "Senior, you go and wait for me at the door, I'll go over soon." ”

Han Jing glanced at Ye Shucheng, who had a gloomy face, but didn't stay long, and walked away.

Seeing that Han Jing was gone, Su Nian said, "You said that Xu Jinghe saved you, referring to what happened when the letter was delivered?" ”

He was silent, which was a tacit acquiescence.

She continued: "The letter is indeed written by Xu Jinghe, there is nothing wrong, she has liked you for so many years, and finally achieved positive results, I should congratulate you, but I am the person who sent the letter, I am the one who rescued you out, and the person who was left in the fire by you is also me." ”

His eyebrows were furrowed, and she crushed his heart word by word, and he was about to be overwhelmed.

He thought he was right, found Xu Jinghe, and made up for Xu Jinghe......

Su Nian was still laughing: "I'm telling you this, it's not to invite merit, to be honest, I don't want you to treat me like Xu Jinghe at all, I'm telling you this for ......"

She raised her hand and poked her index finger into his heart.

She picked up his most painful spot to poke.

She said slowly: "Let you live in guilt for the rest of your life." ”

After a pause, he added: "Of course, the premise is that you have a conscience. ”

With that, she raised her foot to leave, but he grabbed her wrist in a hurry.

She looked at him, "What else?" ”

...... "It's an instinctive action to hold her, he just doesn't want her to leave, he knows very well that if she lets her leave like this, she will never return to him, he can't accept it, his lips moved, and he said with difficulty: "I admit that I am wrong, but you can't just leave, you should at least listen to my explanation, Su Nian, if I know that person is you." It won't be like this between us, I thought about taking you away instead of Xu Jinghe in the afternoon, but at that time, ......"

He stopped by himself, his language was confused and there was no logic, he didn't know what he was talking about, he had a lot to say, but he couldn't say it, his head was empty, at this moment he felt that his mouth was clumsy, he couldn't express it clearly, he was in a hurry.

Her eyes lowered, "Forget it, Ye Shucheng, you know what kind of person I am." I'm very realistic, I don't want to have any 'if', everyone lives in 'if', the world can't move forward, every time you throw me away, have you ever thought that I might really lose my life? ”

His lips were decadent and irrefutable.

No matter how cheap I am, I can forgive you if I don't get to this point, but it doesn't matter if I forgive you or not,., so you don't even count me as a leader now, we won't have anything to do with each other in the future, I don't want to see you again in my life, if you really feel sorry for me, then you will never appear in front of me again. ”

She succeeded in defeating him in a few words, and she really said this kind of words that want to end everything and never get along with each other.

He was stunned for a moment, the pain spread from his heart, and it was about to tear him apart, leaving him with no skin, and his hands and feet were weak, and she shook off his hand in this gap, and walked away.

The sound of footsteps was stomping, and it was when she walked away.

And his sculpture was generally stunned in place, his palm empty, as if the vacancy in his heart could not be filled.

After a long time, there was a sound of footsteps not far away, An Ziyan came over and stood in front of him, waving his hand in front of his eyes, "Are you okay?" Alas, after I found you in the surveillance, the police station told me that someone was already working on the case, and they were not willing to let me go with me, so I spent most of the day here waiting for ...... to ask about the situation."

Seeing that Ye Shucheng's expression was sluggish and unresponsive, he frowned, "Aren't all the people rescued, why do you look like this?" ”

Ye Shucheng slowly raised his head, looked at An Ziyan, opened his mouth, and his voice was difficult.

I...... Finding the wrong ......"

An Ziyan was stunned, "What?" ”

It was Xu Jinghe who wrote the letter, but it was Su Nian who sent the letter. ”

An Ziyan's eyes widened when he heard this, "Then save your fat man...... Is it Su Nian? ”

Ye Shucheng nodded.

……”

An Ziyan was very surprised and didn't know what to say.

How has Ye Shucheng treated Xu Jinghe over the years? Guilt and gratitude are also feelings, how much Ye Shucheng wasted on Xu Jinghe, he didn't want to reciprocate and be good to Xu Jinghe, and unconditionally tolerated Xu Jinghe, he knew best, but now, all this has become a joke.

Thinking of what Ye Shucheng had done to Su Nian for Xu Jinghe, he suddenly felt that his head was big.

If it's like this, can you go back?

He thought about it for a long time and didn't know what to say, so he could only persuade kindly: "You ...... You should rest and adjust for the next two days. Let's go back to Su Nian and explain to her that you are not completely at fault, after all, the letter is correct, and it is not that you were unwilling to go back to save her......"

Ye Shucheng said: "But this afternoon, I went with the ransom, and the other party told me that I could only take one person, and I brought Xu Jinghe." ”

An Ziyan was dumbfounded.

He also heard a little about what happened today, and the details were not clear, but now when he heard what Ye Shucheng said, his heart sank.

This choice is life-threatening, and if it is replaced by any woman, I am afraid it will be impossible to forgive Ye Shucheng again.

Both of them fell silent for a long time. Ye Shucheng spoke, speaking very slowly.

I brought Xu Jinghe, and Su Nian shouted at me, she said that she shouldn't have saved me in the first place, and said that I should have died in that fire. ”

He didn't know why he was saying this, he couldn't control it, the words that came out of his mouth were tearing at his own heart.

She told me not to see her again if I felt guilty, and she said she never wanted to see me again in her life. ”

An Ziyan was silent for a long time and said, "Don't be too sad......"

I'm not sad," Ye Shucheng lowered his head, a bleak smile on the corner of his lips, "I'm just ......"

He didn't go on.

He couldn't tell how it felt. His current feelings cannot be said clearly by the word "sad".

More complicated, worse.

He just couldn't accept that he didn't see her anymore, he just knew the truth, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life to make up for her, but she pushed him away completely.

He was not reconciled.

……

Su Nian and Han Jing returned to the house, but after leaving for just a few days, it seemed that a long time had passed, Su Nian was not in good spirits, and he was also extremely tired, so he went to his bedroom to take a shower and then fell asleep, and it was already the next day when he opened his eyes again.

She lay on the bed, quietly looking out the window.

The bad weather made the mood even worse, and the rain beat the window panes outside. The whole sky was crying.

But she had no tears, all the tears had gone, and now all that remained in her heart was desolation.

The feeling of despair and darkness went deep into her bones, and her heart was numb and desolate.

It's strange that at this time, it doesn't hurt, to be precise, she doesn't feel anything anymore, and her heart seems to be dead, sinking low in the deep sea.

She was lying on the bed like this and didn't want to move, the door was knocked, Han Jing pushed the door in, and looked at her with some concern.

Get up, wash up, and eat. ”

She spoke, her voice a little hoarse, "I don't really want to eat, you can eat." ”

Han Jing sat down on the edge of the bed, "Don't get along with your body, it's not worth it." ”

I don't, I really don't want to eat it. ”

You didn't eat much yesterday, and if you go on like this, your body will collapse, do you want that? For the sake of a man, put yourself in it? ”

She was stunned for a moment, then slowly turned her head to look at him, "Instant noodles?" ”

He thought for a moment, "Take out and I'll do it, you choose." ”

What will you do? ”

He touched his head, "It depends on luck, what you make counts." ”

She laughed.

Very superficial smile, he looked at her, he wanted to make her happy, but he found it difficult.

He grabbed her injured hand and looked at it, "I'll take you to the hospital today." ”

She retracted her hand, "No, it'll be fine in a few days." ”

Han Jing sighed, "How long will it take?" ”

She froze.

How long will it take you to get rid of this and the shadow that Yeshu City has brought to you? He asked.

She didn't speak, the question was too difficult to answer.

That fire was a shadow of her life, and now that it's okay, it's connected to Ye Shucheng, and she herself doesn't know how long it will take to get out.

He was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly turned sideways, lay down next to her, faced her, and said, "I'm not trying to rush you, but you should at least work hard yourself, I don't want to see you go on like this." ”

She pursed her lips, hesitated for a moment, and nodded, "...... I'll try. ”

She didn't want to refute Han Jing's kindness, and more importantly, she didn't want to live in chaos for the rest of her life, if she wanted to live, there was a way to live, and this kind of devastation and panic for Ye Shucheng was not what she wanted.

Like every crisis, after every setback, she always got back up.

Han Jing smiled, and she said again: "That senior, I can't cook because of my hand injury, I'll teach you how to cook." ”

……

The second night in a row was even longer, Ye Shucheng tossed and turned in the hotel bed for hours, unable to remember how he survived, and saw his face in the bathroom mirror in the morning, the new stubble was blue and black on his chin, and the lower eyelids were also heavy shadows, this look was embarrassing.

After taking the shaving water, he remembered that morning, he and Su Nian were here. Sharing a washbasin, she laughed at the foam on his face, and he rubbed it on her face, where he kissed her, and the smell of the kiss was messy and inseparable......

I can't think about it anymore, the beauty of that time has now become a knife in Ling Chi's heart.

After he washed up, he went to the hospital, and at the door of Xu Jinghe's ward, he heard Xu Jinghe going crazy inside.

Why I went through this kind of thing, it's all because of you! What the hell did I do wrong, there will be a father like you, and you will almost kill me again! What to do now?! ”

He paused, didn't hesitate, and pushed the door in.

Sure enough, Xu Cheng was there.

Xu Cheng stood on the edge of the bed in embarrassment, unable to raise his head, Xu Jinghe's reprimand made him unable to refute, where is there any father's posture to speak of.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Xu Jinghe and Xu Cheng turned their heads together and saw Ye Shucheng.

Xu Jinghe's face changed slightly, and Fang Cai's arrogance was instantly extinguished like splashing water, biting his lip and looking at Ye Shucheng, his expression was very complicated.

Some scared, but some expectant.

He was willing to come to see her, and she felt that he was not so ruthless.

Shucheng, you have come to see me...... You sit, you ......"

I have something to ask you. He stood in front of the hospital bed, no longer looked at Xu Cheng, and stared at Xu Jinghe condescendingly.

It was Su Nian who sent the letter, and it was Su Nian who saved me at that time. You already knew about it, so why didn't you say it? ”

She sat on the bed and clutched the sheets.

You know that I am looking for the wrong person, and you will be wrong, what kind of heart do you have? ”

There is no ......," she argued, "How can you say that you are looking for the wrong person, you said that you are looking for Xu Jinghe, who wrote a letter to Jincheng No. 2 Middle School, it is me, Shucheng, you can't deny me all because of one thing, my feelings for you are true, and they have not changed, Shucheng, I love you, I can't live without you." I am the one who knows you best, we are all in the same situation, you know me best, and I understand you best......"

She was about to be unable to speak, because she saw Ye Shucheng's impatient, indifferent look.

Xu Cheng was still standing next to him, a little dazed, and he didn't know what was going on, Xu Jinghe got out of bed and pushed him, "Why don't you leave!" ”

Su Cheng's face was sneering, "Then I'll come back ...... again"

As he spoke, he limped out.

Ye Shucheng's gaze followed Xu Cheng's footsteps, and before Xu Cheng pulled the door, he said, "You are the one who went to the architectural design department to steal drawings at that time, right?" ”

Xu Jinghe's expression was even more flustered, "No, Shucheng, you can't be suspicious of people, he is not, how can he have a door card?" ”

Ye Shucheng's gaze retracted and fell on her, "Yes, he doesn't, but you do." ”

She was stunned.

Lifting a rock and hitting her own foot, she panicked and didn't know what to do.

Xu Cheng turned around, with wrinkles on his old face, and looked at Ye Shucheng.

I deleted the picture, and it has nothing to do with Jinghe. ”

Ye Shucheng sneered, "I heard you just now, are you father and daughter?" ”

Xu Jinghe said: "No......"

These words are extremely weak, every argument she has now is like a battle between trapped beasts, and the mocking and cold expression on Ye Shucheng's face shocked her.

The man turned his face like a book, and she was afraid.

Ye Shucheng said: "I will hand over the matter of stealing pictures to the police to investigate, as for your ......"

He looked at Xu Jinghe fixedly, and said, "I won't care about you in the future, it's the greatest tolerance for you, you can't go back to Yishui Yunju's house." ”

She ran over and grabbed his hand, interrupting him, "You can't be so cruel to me, where am I going if you don't let me go back?" I'm homeless! ”

He looked down at her, "Then when you forced me to kick Su Nian out of Rongcheng, did you ever think that she was homeless?" ”

She was silent, but tears flowed from her eyes.

Ye Shucheng has feelings for Su Nian, he will naturally stand on Su Nian's side, but she can't accept it, and now if she is driven out of the door, she will really have nothing.

Ye Shucheng wanted to shake off her hand, she pulled it tightly, he lost patience, his strength became bigger, the movement of shaking his hand was too violent, she was caught off guard and fell to the ground by inertia, Xu Cheng hurriedly came over to help her when he saw this.

Jing He still has injuries on her body, you can't do this to her! ”

Xu Cheng was a little anxious to speak for Xu Jinghe, but was blocked by Xu Jinghe, she looked at Ye Shucheng with tears in her eyes, her voice choked, "But we still have Jinghe jewelry, don't forget, this is work, don't you even talk about the love of your work partner?" Jinghe's new product has just been launched, and now the momentum is just right......"

That's not yours. Ye Shucheng said coldly: "Xu Jinghe, if it's not yours, I will ask you to spit it out." ”

That's work! "Isn't that the most important thing, don't you even distinguish between public and private?" Jinghe jewelry is gone, what else is I called Jinghe jewelry! ”

Ye Shucheng gritted his teeth, "Even if I destroy Jinghe's jewelry, I won't give it to you." ”

When the words fell, Xu Jinghe completely collapsed.

Jinghe jewelry is her last thought, she no longer has the luxury of keeping Ye Shucheng's people and keeping his heart, but she can't even lose Jinghe jewelry, she is only one step away from the chief designer, she can't fall short at this time, she suddenly rushed over and hugged Ye Shucheng's legs.

I beg you...... You can't do this to me! You're so cruel to me, we're all the same people, you should know me! I don't want to be like this either, I'm all because I love you too much, my heart is real, Su Nian obviously didn't like you at that time, and she is willing to be with you now because of your current status, don't you understand?! Only my feelings for you are real! Are you going to abandon me for the sake of a woman who clings to the powerful?! ”

Ye Shucheng lowered his head, and he could see Xu Jinghe looking up at him, with tears on her face, she burst into tears, and he said, "Let go." ”

She burst into tears.

He bent down slightly and twisted her chin, the force hurt so hard that her face distorted, he couldn't control it, he wanted to kill at this moment.

Thinking of how good he was to this vicious woman in the past, thinking of how he hurt Su Nian for her, and thinking of the ridiculous things he had done in the past, anger surged, along with those self-loathing, which made him almost lose his self-control, and his fingers increased.

Xu Jinghe saw hatred in his eyes, and the hand on her chin seemed to crush her chin, she cried, and Xu Cheng rushed over to block Ye Shucheng.

You're scaring her! Xu Cheng shouted, Xu Jinghe sat on the ground with his whole body paralyzed, crying very sadly.

It's all over, she doesn't understand how Ye Shucheng can be like this, completely denying everything, obviously her feelings for him are true, but he doesn't seem to remember those past feelings at all.

Ye Shucheng glanced at his hand, for a while, clenched into a fist, no longer looked at Xu Jinghe, and strode out.

He went back to the company, where he was already overwhelmed with a pile of work to be handled. Taking the time to make a phone call, the series of products of the same name were discontinued.

At the end of the day's work, it was more than six o'clock in the afternoon, and he was stunned in the office for a while, and only got up to leave the company at the beginning of the day.

The car was aimless on the street, he had nowhere to go back, Su Nian used to be home for him, the only home in his life, and now it was destroyed by himself.

In the end, the car went around to the community where Su Nian and Han Jing lived, parked down, and the night rain was pouring down, he went straight upstairs, and finally stood in front of the door. His hand touched the door, but he didn't have the courage to knock.

She was just across the door, and he wanted to see her, but he was afraid.

Afraid that she would say something more ugly, he thought that he had experienced so much in the past and was abandoned by the whole world, and his heart was strong enough, but he overestimated himself, and she only needed a few words to succeed in making him feel like a knife, and every time he recalled it, it was a painful heart.

She really won't forgive him, he actually knows very well that she is rational and stubborn, completely out of his control, and once she makes up her mind, he has no way to keep her.

But he just couldn't accept it.

The door lock rang suddenly, the door was opened from the inside, and Han Jing looked at him with a surprised look on his face carrying a garbage bag, "Why are you here?" ”

When Ye Shucheng came up, it was raining, his clothes were stained with water, and the tips of his hair were dripping with water, and he looked terrible, Han Jing frowned and looked at him.

He asked, "What about Su Nian?" ”

Before the words fell, Su Nian's voice came from inside, "Senior, who are you talking to......

She walked over and saw him.

Han Jing sighed and got out of the way, Ye Shucheng was going to move in. Su Nian was about to close the door suddenly, so he hurriedly stopped him.

Her arm was caught between the crack in the door, and she was so hard that he snorted under his breath, but he insisted on not withdrawing his hand.

Han Jing felt pain when he looked at it, and reminded: "Su Nian, if you go on like this, your arm will be broken!" ”

She was stunned, but hesitated slightly for less than two seconds, and continued to push against the door.

Han Jing couldn't help it, he took her hand, saw that there was a loose gap between the cracks in the door, and called Ye Shucheng, "You hurry up, otherwise you really can't keep this arm!" ”

And the people outside turned a deaf ear. Just such a strange posture stuck an arm in the door, dead or alive refusing to leave.

Han Jing faintly heard the slight sound of the bones being pressed against him, which was very terrifying.