033. She taught me to grow
My concentration is limited, and it is difficult to resist the amorous charm that Liu Manrong unintentionally exudes after drinking, so I am impulsive!
But my guts are also very limited, when she pushed her hand to slightly separate the distance between us and asked this sentence "Love me, can you be responsible", all my fiery emotions suddenly stirred, and the young mind flashed a trace of clarity and asked himself, and then came to an obvious answer, I can't afford it!
Oh, yes! What am I responsible for?
Emotions cool down and reason returns to the brain.
I panted like a cow, and slowly let go of Liu Manrong's slender and soft waist between my palms, and then blushed and looked at her equally crimson and beautiful cheeks and smiled bitterly and said, I'm sorry, I was impulsive! If you get angry, kick me.
I think I've been completely brainwashed by Yaoyao's violent ways, and I will subconsciously think that if I do something wrong, I should be beaten by a woman!
It's just that not everyone in this world is as violent as Yaoyao's stinky woman, especially the woman Liu Manrong in front of me, she gave me a glimmer of life when I was most down, and at this time, when I was cramped and uneasy, she didn't slap me like the angry and embarrassed women in all the stories, but brushed the hair that was messy with me around her ears, stared at me with a calm eyes like water and said, what's the use of me kicking you? It's all for you!
I said sorry again!
She sighed suddenly, looked at me with serious eyes and said, Yang Ming, you have to remember one sentence, that is, never say sorry to a woman, do you understand? If a woman is hurt by you, it's useless to be sorry, there are too many things that women want in their hearts, but no matter what, a man's sense of responsibility and responsibility will always come first!
Liability...... It adds up to a simple fourteen words, but at this moment I have a kind of understanding, I listened to Liu Manrong's teachings like a young man, right...... This is what the current state of affairs between us and the look in my eyes should be like this.
Liu Manrong may wonder in her heart, why am I behaving like this?
That's her psychology, I don't know!
It's just that after her words, my emotions have completely cooled down, maybe I missed an opportunity, but I think even if I really seized the opportunity just now to overthrow a goddess like Liu Manrong, so what? It was just a moment of thunder, wasn't it?
What about after the flame burns out? Strangers to each other? That's not what I wanted!
I don't know what I really want in this world, but I don't want to be sorry for the first woman who is good to me, and even from a certain point of view, Liu Manrong far exceeds the weight of Liang Xiaoru in my mind, she is more like a teacher, invisibly teaching me to vaguely touch the veins of feelings, but this feeling is not real for me!
Seeing that I was silent, Liu Manrong looked sideways at the blood stains oozing from my back, but pushed my arm again and frowned and said, why don't you remember my words, a big man can't even protect himself, why should he be responsible for a woman?
"Let's go! I'll take you somewhere! ”
Saying that, Liu Manrong bypassed under my figure, and after putting her shoes on steadily, she slowly returned the same way she came, and I was worried that something would happen to her, so I had to follow her back and also turn back, but what I was thinking about was her attitude and words just now.
She has a point, I thought to myself!
When he returned to the previous barbecue stall, Chen Jihua and his minions had dispersed, and the owner of the barbecue stall sighed and was packing up his things.
Liu Manrong walked over and said sorry to the boss, then took out a few hundred yuan from her handbag and handed it to the boss and said that it was as compensation, the unhappiness on the boss's face dissipated at once, and she smiled and said with some honesty and embarrassment, It was none of your business, how embarrassing it is.
People are like this, they originally lost themselves, but because of other people's good attitudes and good character, sometimes I feel that it is nothing to suffer a loss, and this scene made me understand a little truth.
I looked at Liu Manrong's way of life, felt my own shortcomings, followed her to her car parked not far away, and then turned around and galloped in a direction diametrically opposite to her home, I couldn't help but ask her, where are you taking me?
She looked sideways at me and smiled angrily, "Heh, are you scared?" Wasn't it quite wild just now, and all of a sudden? ”
The man couldn't hear this word, so I immediately glanced at her chest with a protest in my eyes and said, "I'm not cowardly, it's just that I haven't figured out some problems yet!" Don't provoke me, maybe I'll change my mind again, you're a woman......"
Liu Manrong pouted cutely and laughed at me, don't pretend, I can see it, you don't have the guts!
Okay, she's right, I really don't have that guts, whether it's weak-hearted or hypocritical, under Liu Manrong's words, I feel that I can't take that step, I can't even guarantee myself now, what can I take to give Liu Manrong a promise?
The car shuttled through the city, the streamer did not pass away in my eyes, the wind blew on my face and extinguished the fire in my heart, and after calming down, I finally touched the threshold of the adult world, and I wondered if I was really an adult in my twenties from now on?
In a trance, the car stopped suddenly, Liu Manrong turned around and said to me while unbuckling her seat belt and asked me to wait in the car, and then she pushed the car door and went down, I glanced in the direction she went, and it turned out to be a life mall.
I sat alone in the car bored before I remembered to call the fat man, but I dialed several times, and all I got was the sound of the fat man's phone being turned off, and I wondered if the fat man hadn't changed his card back to the phone, or was he caught?
At this time, the mobile phone rang again in the car, it was Liu Manrong who forgot it in the car, I picked it up and took a look, the note was Yaoyao's stinky woman, I didn't want to hang up directly, and then I was a little surprised to find that the mobile phone Liu Manrong is using now turned out to be a luxurious and exquisite Xiaomi futureX, there is a warm feeling in my hand, it seems that it can be completely folded up and put into my pocket, I can't help but be a little speechless again, I really missed six years!
Not long after putting down Liu Manrong's mobile phone, Liu Manrong carried a few shopping bags and put them in the passenger seat, and then drove back to the car and continued to move forward, about ten minutes later, I actually drove into a community parking lot, I followed her out of the car and entered a unit, and finally watched in amazement as she took out the key and opened the door of a house.
The moment I opened the door, a smell that had not yet dissipated came to my nose, Liu Manrong groped on the wall with her hand a few times, turned on the light in the hall, and then took off her high heels, and turned back to me and said, come in.
I hesitated to walk in, looked at what looked like it had just been renovated, and asked, "Is this your house?" ”
She hummed, put her shopping bag on the coffee table, and then took out some vegetables.
I asked her strangely, why do you still rent a house with Yaoyao if you have your own house, the rent there should be very expensive, right?
Liu Manrong laughed, shook her head slightly, and said: "The house is a sense of security for women, but a house where only one person lives can't bring a sense of security, do you think it's safe for me to live in this big house alone or share it with Yaoyao?" Besides, my house has just been renovated for less than a year, and it is not suitable for long-term residents! ”
As she spoke, she walked barefoot on the floor, looked back at me like a virtuous family woman and said, don't just stand stupidly, go to the kitchen cupboard to help me find some dishes, chopsticks and plates to clean them, I went to make these two dishes, I just ate barbecue and drank wine with you before, and if I don't eat a little normal whole grains, my stomach will not be able to stand it at night.
I was stupid, and when I walked into the kitchen, I found that the decoration style of her home was all smart home, and most of the homes I could see, including cabinets and range hoods, were all domestic Xiaomi, which shocked me, Xiaomi has developed to this point?
I fumbled for the opening button of the cabinet, and then took out a set of celadon tableware and cleaned it in the clean pool, but there was a fragrant wind behind me and the unique 'pop' sound of barefoot girls walking on the ground...... Beautiful women never need to be foiled by clothes, even if they are wearing an apron at the moment, Liu Manrong's sexy curves still make my heart shake!
Watching her skillfully wash the dishes, holding a sharp kitchen knife with five slender fingers and showing off her good knife skills on the cutting board, I couldn't help but look pleasing to the eye, and a warm feeling suddenly permeated this small kitchen, making me feel quiet.
Maybe feeling my gaze, Liu Manrong turned her head and looked at me and asked with a smile, what are you looking at, if it's okay, you can go to the living room to watch TV or go to the bathroom to take a shower, and I'll help you deal with those wounds on your body after eating!
I was a little moved, and wanted to hug her slender body from behind, but I didn't dare to do so, so I had to stare at her with strange eyes: "Sister Manrong, why are you so good to me?" If this continues, I will be moved by you to make a promise! ”
"Go, go, go...... No one wants you to make a promise, don't be sensational here, get out! Liu Manrong hit me unceremoniously, gently touched my waist with her arm, and motioned for me to hurry up and get out of the way, don't hinder her work here.
I couldn't laugh or cry, so I had to walk away!
At the moment when I turned around, Liu Manrong quietly glanced back at my back, and I don't know what she was thinking, and there was a complex and melancholy look in her originally smiling eyes, accompanied by an inaudible sigh.