Money is the most sinful thing in the world, it makes human nature crazy, and it is also a tool for rulers to balance the world, but no matter how holy and noble a person is, he still can't do without money, even if you have a heart to pick chrysanthemums and see Nanshan leisurely, but you can't afford to buy a penny of land up and down Nanshan.

The reality is so cruel, whether it is Liu Manrong or Liang Xiaoru, or even Yin Jin, in fact, the future they are looking for is linked to money, Liang Xiaoru divorced me because I gambled money, Liu Manrong alienated me because I didn't work hard to make money, and Yin Jin was more thorough, she sold her body for money............

While drinking, I thought to myself that maybe only students who are pressed by a large number of textbooks and exercises in school will naively not have to worry about making money and this real society that revolves around money, but no one can escape this reality, I just realized that without money, no matter how simple love is, it is difficult to be pure to the end!

Although Liu Manrong's loss is related to Yaoyao's departure, it is also related to my psychological expectations from her, she may still continue with me for this love, but as she said, if I really can't reach the height she expects, she may leave me sooner or later!

Is there really no love in this world that is not mixed with any impurities?

The fat man didn't understand my bitterness, but he still accompanied me to dry one bottle after another, even Yin Jin unconsciously drank four or five bottles of beer, when the two beers were about to run out, Brother Hong got up and patted me on the shoulder and said to me, there is no hurdle in the world that cannot be passed, and there is no need to drink the wine at one time, and then let Mengmeng put away the other two bottles of wine that have not been drunk......

Anyway, in the end, I was helped by the fat man and Yin Jin to get into the taxi, and then I was directly unconscious, and when I woke up again, I was awakened by a huge nausea sensation of upward rush, I covered my mouth and touched the bathroom, and then I vomited indiscriminately, almost even the intestines were about to vomit out, I felt a bad headache, and my body became prostrations and weakness with the emptiness of the stomach.

At this time, the fat man appeared outside the bathroom door, leaned against the door and lit a cigarette, behind the smoke, his chubby face seemed a little blurred, he blew away the smoke that made him blurred, stared at me with a solemn face and said, "Spit clean, are you sober?" ”

I raised my head weakly, looked up at my pale and haggard face in the bathroom mirror, smiled bitterly and said, sober up, woke you up?

The fat man smoked a cigarette, looked at me with a somewhat tangled expression and said, I haven't slept all the time, are you angry like this because of what happened to me and Yin Jin? In fact, things are not as outrageous as you think.

I couldn't help but stare at the fat man for a while and shook my head and said, where do you want to go, that's your own freedom, I am at most persuading you to say a word, how can you drink so much wine because of this?

"Is that something else?" The fat man stared at me strangely, and then asked tentatively, "And...... Liu Manrong related? ”

I smiled wryly and nodded, asked him for a cigarette to light again, and then stood outside the balcony with him, the time was already more than eleven o'clock in the night, there was no height of the radio and television building, so I couldn't see the night view of Jiangcheng from here, I could only see the darkness and silence of the opposite street, as if the fat man and I were silent like this, the whole world would be silent.

There will be no more strange sounds from Yin Jin next door, because the fat man told me when I was drinking before, Yin Jin broke up with the man who lived together, he just helped Yin Jin move to a new residence today, and he also got a key, what does it mean? Probably any man can grasp the meaning!

The fat man was blowing smoke into the night sky, and the expression on his face was heavier and more complicated than ever, and although I was not as skilled as he was, and I could not see my own expression, I felt that my expression should be more complex than his.

Finally, when a cigarette was about to burn to the butt of the cigarette, the fat man bounced out with the cigarette butt, watching the sparks flash away on the ground downstairs, he turned his face and let out a sigh and smiled at me: "Actually, I understand that a woman like Yin Jin is not something I can control, she is smarter than me...... But I have experienced many things, many people seem to be serious, but there is no one who can really date to the end, in the face of interests, the more serious people are, the more gloomy their psychology. ”

I looked at the fat man's expression and said with a smile, so do you think Yin Jin is the one who suits you, or is she the one who can change you?

The fat man shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It doesn't matter if it's suitable or not, I just think that she is good-looking, and she has experienced so many things like me, what does it matter if she has a stain on her past?" Haven't I been in jail yet? A man like me, who has no money or family background, and has a stain, what kind of woman can look up to a person like me? ”

I couldn't help but laugh and said, that's not necessarily, there are so many women in this world, who can say about fate?

The fat man smiled coldly at the night sky and said, Big brother, how old are we? We're not students anymore, okay? Even in school, the current junior high school students are basically in pairs and not pure, I really want to find the kind of age that matches us, either the daughter of a rich family is ugly, or the personality is problematic, do you think the word fate can still be seen in our time?

I insisted on saying, of course, I believe in fate!

The fat man smiled helplessly and said, That's right, the matter between you and Goddess Liu Manrong may really be fate, but you said that you drank today because of her, why is this?

I shook my head and smiled bitterly and sighed, "Actually, it's nothing...... I just feel that I have lived too much, such a big person has achieved nothing and divorced and hurt a woman and a child, and now I can't even give her a promise! ”

The fat man patted me on the shoulder and comforted: "From my observations, Liu Manrong is a woman who doesn't value material things above everything else, at least she is better than Yin Jin, right?" People don't lack anything materially, if she really values material things, why should she look at you? ”

I thought with a wry smile in my heart, the fat man still thinks simply, the reason why Liu Manrong doesn't value material things like Yin Jin is indeed because she already has enough ability to make her life better, but this doesn't mean that she really doesn't care if I have this ability, or whether I have the ability to make my material conditions better!

Just like the kind of strong woman aura that Liu Manrong has always shown, in fact, this is what she has in her bones, even if she really compromises for love, so she fell in love with a hairy boy like me who doesn't know the height of the sky, but she also has a different decision-making ability from ordinary girls after all, if some conditions in love can't meet all her fantasies, she will still be separated from me......

Summer is almost over, but the weather is still a little oppressive.

I didn't answer the fat man's question directly, but asked for another cigarette to light it, looked at the night sky and said with a wry smile, the more beautiful things are, the more afraid of losing them, aren't they? The more precious the flower, the more demanding the conditions of care it needs, isn't it, is it because she doesn't value it too much, can I really grow old with her like this?

The fat man stared at me in surprise, and only after a while did he hold back a sentence: "Brother Ming, you can do it, I never thought that you were so literate, and you actually said such a philosophical but rhyming sentence, I have to take a notepad and write it down, and tell Yin Jin next time!" ”

I couldn't cry and laughed, and the fat man smiled and said: "People are serious college students, and now they are teachers, you can sell anything, just don't show off your literary talent in front of her, isn't this your own face?" ”

The fat man laughed and said, Brother is what he said, don't take it seriously, I just think, you think too much, look at me, I know that Yin Jin doesn't simply want to be with me, but Lao Wei still wants to treat her with compassion, do you think I'm merciful or not? Broad or not wide?

I smiled angrily: "What kind of old monk are you pretending to be, I think you are a perverted monk, a perverted monk who is carried away by the woman's appearance!" ”

The fat man didn't refute, he smiled and muttered: "The lustful monk is also a monk, isn't it like this, if there are no six desires and seven emotions, are you still a person?" There is no saint drop in this world, so let's ...... It is to be broad, to tolerate the faults of others, so that the world can tolerate us! ”

"it...... Why do you still say that my words are philosophical, how can I think that your sentence is even more true? I squinted at the fat man and said.

The fat man smiled, patted me on the shoulder and said, "The wine is almost awake, the cigarette is smoking, and the complaining is out, so go back and sleep well, won't it be another sunny day when you wake up tomorrow?" Human eyes are born to look forward, because the road ahead must be seen clearly, let the past pass......"

I stared at the fat man's smiling face and couldn't help but mutter, is this still the fat man? Why do you suddenly feel that this guy still has a lot of things in his head, this is a very deep sentence at every turn, I really can't figure it out for a while!

Probably these two sentences of the fat man made me figure it out, or maybe it was the wine and spitting out the cigarette and smoking, all those emotions were released, and I also quieted down, and suddenly remembered that there are eight hardships in life, and I couldn't help laughing at myself, where am I here? It seems that I am still young, just because of the little emotion shown by Liu Manrong, I suffer from gains and losses, which is really ridiculous.

As soon as I put down my emotions and was about to go back to bed to continue sleeping, suddenly my phone rang, I looked, it turned out to be a video request sent to me by Luo Bin, who was far away, I couldn't help but hesitate, what did he look for me for so late, to answer or not to answer?