couldn't wait, Su Nian asked for a leave of absence, and couldn't wait to check in, but the little clerk at the front desk smiled with bad intentions: "Sister Su, are you leaving early?" Su Nian pursed her lips,

"He wasn't feeling well, so I went to see him. %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3”

"Oh......" the little clerk showed a look of sudden realization. Su Nian hurriedly left Juren, and he didn't know when a light snow would fall outside.

It was the first snow of the winter, and the breath of the car formed white vapor in front of my eyes.

The weather was very cold, she tightened her down jacket, lowered her head, and slowly hooked the corners of her lips. At this moment, she felt that her heart was steady, there was someone to go to, how good, even the crowded bus that she hated to the extreme on weekdays was not so annoying, she bumped on it, pulled the ring to look out of the window, she was approaching Ye Shucheng little by little, this idea also made her feel happy.

, was brought into the president's office by Rita, and she couldn't laugh. Ye Shucheng spoke too reservedly, he looked poor at this moment, and his face was sickly red, but he still insisted on sitting at the table to deal with work.

Seeing Su Nianlai, he looked up and smiled at her, looking a little tired. Rita leaves.

Su Nian twisted his eyebrows and walked over, walked around the table to him,

"You don't look good, why don't you go back and rest?" He paused his work and took her hand, her eyebrows tightened, she held his hand back, and probed his forehead with the other hand, it was hot, and she gasped,

"You're having a fever." He said, "It's fine. Su Nian's expression became serious,

"Who are you fooling?" His thin lips pursed and he stopped talking. She closed the file in front of him,

"Let's go, follow me to the hospital." He laughed and looked up at her,

"Queen, I haven't finished my work."

"Your work will never be done," she glared at him depressedly.

"But the body is more important, what kind of work do you use when the body collapses?" Ye Shucheng's expression paused slightly, and his heart tightened.

"Let's go." She urged him. "But I hate hospitals, I don't want to go," he said. She couldn't help but laugh,

"How old are you? Come on, come on, afraid of injections or afraid of taking medicine, tell your aunt, do you want your aunt to hold you and coax you to take injections and medicine? He lowered his head, pressed his hand on his temples, his head hurt a little, but he still wanted to laugh, for a few seconds, and replied: "I want my aunt to go home with me, stay at my house, don't leave, hold me and coax me, no need to inject and take medicine, I will recover tomorrow." Su Nian couldn't say anything with a smile, this joke was still addictive.

Ye Shucheng sighed low and struggled to get up, and Su Nian quickly went over to hold his arm. He looked at her deeply, he could actually go, but it was fine.

Ye Shucheng relied on his breath, in fact, he had a serious fever, but he really didn't want to go to the hospital, Su Nian was helpless, and drove him to the clinic near the Blue Castle Hotel to prescribe medicine, and after taking the medicine, the two of them returned to the hotel suite.

went in and settled Ye Shucheng lying on the bed in the bedroom, she helped him change into pajamas, tired and sweaty, took medicine for him to drink, and brought antipyretic patches to paste for him.

He was lying on the bed, and she sat next to him, looking at him. As soon as he arrived in the room, the whole person relaxed, the discomfort was also turned upside down, the headache was terrible, because of the fever, the muscles were sore, he closed his eyes, his eyebrows were frowned, there was some pain, she looked at it, she felt very uncomfortable, and took his hand.

His eyes opened slightly, and he whispered, "...... Su Nian? ”

"Hmm," she squeezed his hand,

"I'm here." He was weak and tried to pull her hand tighter, but he didn't have much strength, and he gasped.

The nasal voice is strong,

“…… Don't go. Her heart softened,

"Okay, I'm not leaving." He seemed relieved and closed his eyes again. Xu was because of the effect of the drug, and soon, Ye Shucheng fell asleep.

Su Nian looked at him quietly for a long time, and traced his good-looking eyebrows and eyes with nostalgia. There were still some lines between his eyebrows, and she raised her hand to slowly smooth it out, then carefully withdrew her hand from his, got up and went to the living room.

I don't know what kind of psychology she was holding, she took a big turn around, even including the bathroom. I didn't see any traces left by Lu Rongan, and it seemed that no one else had ever been here.

When she had finished the turn, she returned to her bedroom bed contentedly, took his hand, and fell asleep in a daze.

Ye Shucheng slept for too long. Xu was sick and slept very deeply, and he didn't wake up until about 6 o'clock in the morning the next day.

When he opened his eyes, there was a longing face in his slitted eyes. Su Nian was lying next to him.

He was stunned for a few seconds before he moved. She didn't sleep well, and soon opened her worried eyes, and her gaze went from sloppy to focused, falling on his face.

"Are you awake......" His expression was stunned for a moment, as if he was reacting, and after a while, he remembered that he had a fever the day before and was brought back here by her.

He breathed slowly, and her hand quickly reached over, took off his forehead antipyretic patch, touched his forehead, and then said, "The fever seems to have subsided, you wait a minute, I'll take the thermometer." He was sweating profusely, a little sticky and uncomfortable, but his spirit was better, and his voice was still a little hoarse.

"I should have retreated." She still insisted on letting him take his temperature, took out the thermometer and looked at it, sat on the edge of the bed and breathed a sigh of relief,

"Retreat, but you still have to insist on taking a few more pills, otherwise you may ...... repeatedly" He got up and leaned against her from behind, his entire upper body weight pressed against her, like a large koala.

"Dead ......" she was not angry, and twisted her body, his hand came from her waist around her, and buried his head in her neck, and his breath swept over her neck as he spoke.

"You didn't leave last night?" she

"Hmm", no longer struggling, his tone full of complaints,

"You're sick like this. I don't know how to take care of my body at all...... How do I get around? He seemed a little depressed,

"You should stay overnight when I'm well." She tugged at his hand, but didn't pull it away,

"You're in good health, why should I stay?" He raised his head slightly, close to her ear, and said, "If you are in good health, you can do something more meaningful than sleeping." His breath made the roots of her ears quickly turn red, and she quickly used a little strength to pull his hand away,

"Why am I sick, I still have those things in my head." But he was calm,

"I just want to." She glared at him in shame,

"Hurry up and get up, I'll go put water and bathe you." After that, he hurriedly turned around and left, entered the bathroom as if fleeing, opened the shower and probed, and his face changed suddenly.

She washed up briefly. After putting the water out, she asked, "Why is there cold water in the shower?" Don't tell me you take a cold shower in this weather. He replied, "I rushed it the night before." ”

"Are you stupid?" She was surprised: "You deserve to catch a cold!" He got up, walked lazily to the bathroom, and threw down the last sentence before closing the bathroom door,

"Who asked you to flirt with me the day before yesterday and run away halfway through, and I was thinking about it when I came back." Su Nian was stunned for a while before he realized what he was talking about.

Well, it's her fault. The refrigerator was empty, she went downstairs depressed to buy ingredients at the nearest supermarket, and unexpectedly met Qiao Ye.

Qiao Ye was in the hall wearing a lobby uniform, and when he saw her, he immediately realized: "Come and see Mr. Ye?" Su Nian didn't hide it anymore, nodded,

"He's sick, I'll come and take care of him." Qiao Ye smiled secretly: "Is it going well?" Su Nian was a little embarrassed.

“…… It's okay. Qiao Ye said: "It's good, after the last incident, I think Mr. Ye is not bad, and if you think about it, if you marry him in the future, it will be the young grandmother of the Ye family, the wife of the president of the scenery......" Su Nian smiled,

"I didn't think about that, it was ...... I want to be with him. Qiao Ye was stunned for a moment and sighed,

"Sister Su, you have changed."

"Where has changed?"

"You used to always analyze with one look at one eye, which one is right and which is not, and what path is better. What are the adverse consequences of what road you take......" Qiao Ye said: "In the past, I always thought that you were a little annoyed like that, and I blocked most of my roads after analyzing too much, but now you seem to be different, just thinking about Mr. Ye." Su Nian was stunned.

Qiao Ye smiled again,

"You look good now, isn't this change good? Sometimes you have to look at the problem more simply, maybe everything is arranged by God, you have suffered so much and suffered so many sins, maybe this is your bitterness, Mr. Ye is your turning point. Su Nian was in a trance, and he was still thinking about what Qiao Ye said until he bought the ingredients.

She thought of a lot of things, remembered how she had come all the way, from the Shen family to Ye Shucheng's side, and then to Juren, thinking about it, she was unconsciously a little gloomy, and she was also a little emotional.

Ye Shucheng was still in the bathroom, she went straight to the kitchen to cook, I don't know how long later, Ye Shucheng came out, went to the kitchen, leaned lazily on the door frame, and looked at her.

She was looking to see if the porridge was boiling, and when she looked back and saw that he had changed into a yukata, she frowned slightly,

"Will it be cold? You haven't recovered from a cold yet, so pay attention to your dressing. He said, "It's all right." There is underfloor heating. She thought about it for a while, and then lowered her head to concentrate on the porridge.

In a few seconds, he couldn't hold back and leaned against her back, his chest was tightly pressed against her, his hands were around her waist, his chin was against her shoulder, and he sighed softly.

"It's good to be able to eat your cooking again." The lotus seed porridge in front of her was steaming, her eyes were warm, and her hand holding the spoon paused.

I don't know why, at this moment she suddenly felt the urge to cry. She also thinks it's good that she can cook for him again.

What does she want? ——A place to go back, a person who is willing to wait for her, a plain but long-term companionship, so that she is free from loneliness and displacement.

Not enough, most importantly, she wanted him. He is unique in the world. How greedy, but now, everything was close at hand, she felt like she was back in the revolving restaurant where they had dinner for the first time a long time ago, the stars seemed to be within reach, the dawn cut through the darkness, and all expectations seemed to find a home.

responded to Qiao Ye's four words. See the light at the end of the tunnel. She closed her eyes and opened them again, turned around and put her arms around his neck,

"Are you still uncomfortable?" His hand gently rubbed her waistline, and there was a smile between his eyebrows.

"What? If you want it, I'll be with you when it's uncomfortable. She was speechless,

"Be serious!"

"I said I'd get better quickly with you, and it's a lot better now." He took her hand and put it on her forehead,

"The burn has completely subsided, but I don't have much strength." She was relieved,

"Of course, you won't have the strength after the fever, but it's the weekend, so you should be fine with a good rest." he

"Hmm", bowed his head slightly, and his forehead was next to hers. Neither of them spoke, embracing each other, enjoying the silence of the moment.

Long. She slowly raised her head and stood on tiptoe to touch his lips. He seemed to be stunned for a moment, reacted, and pressed his lips to her and asked, "Aren't you afraid of infection?" "There was a glimmer of light in her eyes,

"If you are infected, you should share the suffering." His heart twitched hard. Immediately, he kissed her deeply. At first, it was a lingering kiss, but slowly it changed its taste, and the entanglement between his lips and tongue gradually became hot, and his hand reached through the hem of her sweater, and she realized that she was away from his lips.

"Don't ...... You're still sick. "I was interrupted a few times, and no man was patient. He said, "You still tease me when you know I'm sick?" She smiled sheepishly,

"Who knew you were so careless." He said: "I just can't stand your teasing, since you started, then I'll reluctantly exercise with illness." As he spoke, he lowered his head and kissed her neck.

She pushed him in the chest,

"Not today, I ...... I'm inconvenient. His mind turned, and suddenly remembered that it seemed to be her menstrual day, so he was a little depressed, hated to bite her collarbone, and gasped for a few breaths,

"You're going to kill me sooner or later!" Her tone softened, and she coaxed gently: "The patient should be well-behaved, you take care of your illness, and when you are well, I have a surprise for you." He looked up and looked at her with a slight frown,

"What surprise?" She shook her head and smiled mysteriously: "I won't tell you first, otherwise it will be a surprise, you are obedient and take care of your illness, and you will know when you are well." After a pause, his hand was raised and his head was touched,

"It's a reward for your obedience."

"......" he was silent for a few seconds,

"My surprise point is high, unless you tie yourself in a bow and send me to bed, it won't be a surprise." She laughed out loud,

"Don't worry. It's sure to surprise you more than you said. "Because of his limited imagination, he really can't figure it out, and he twists his eyebrows as if he is thinking hard,

"Do you want to wear a maid outfit for me? Not bad......" She tapped lightly on his forehead,

"You dream, let go of me, I want to see porridge." He let go of her with a smile. Looking at her busy back, his heart slowly sank.

Finally find peace, in the worst time, in the most undeserved person. Little by little, his eyes darkened.

Suddenly, he couldn't bear to ruin it all, because he coveted this warmth. He raised his hand to press his eyebrows, and the scene in the operating room flashed back to her mind, and she pointed to the plastic bucket with a blank face and said that it was his child.

And, that blur of flesh and blood. …… Su Nian stayed in the hotel for a whole day, and most of the day was extremely sticky, and Ye Shucheng rarely wanted to work anymore, so he pulled her to watch TV.

I don't know what's going on on TV, she is held in his arms, chatting with each other, and occasionally they kiss, but he is still restrained.

She could feel his body's reaction up close, but he didn't force her, she curled quietly into his arms, thinking that it would be good.

In the afternoon, Ye Shucheng had another fever, but the degree was relatively low, and the temperature dropped soon with antipyretic patches.

In the evening, she looked at her crumpled clothes, couldn't bear it any longer, and offered to leave.

Ye Shucheng took her hand at the door,

"I can ask Rita to buy you clothes."

"No, I'm in a hurry and didn't bring anything, I should go back and clean up," she paused,

"The yogurt in my yogurt maker is probably going to stink." He tugged at the corners of his mouth,

"Is yogurt or am I important?" She was stunned for a moment, then touched her chin and pretended to think seriously about the question,

"You make me think about it......" he laughed angrily and pinched her face,

"I'm going to throw away your yogurt maker when I get back!" She couldn't help but wonder. vindictively pinched his face as well,

"Don't worry, of course you're more important, otherwise I wouldn't have left the yogurt and ran for so long." He couldn't laugh or cry, and it didn't seem like a happy thing to win the yogurt, and he asked, "How important am I?" She smiled and turned her face away,

"Is this a stupid question?" It's stupid, but he's more serious, lifting her chin and forcing her to look at him,

"Then I'll change the question, you answer honestly, I'll let you go."

"What's the problem?" His heart was beating a little fast, and his lips moved a few times before he asked the question.

"Su Nian, do you love me?" She was stunned for a moment. The question came too suddenly. She opened her mouth for a few seconds, blushing and her eyes drooping.

“…… Knowingly...... he locked his eyes on her face, unwilling to miss the slightest change in her expression.

It was her shyness when she lowered her head that made him suddenly, first happy, and soon like falling to the bottom. He won.

But there was no winner to be proud, after Su Nian left, he smoked most of the box of cigarettes on the balcony alone.

From the moment he returned to the Ye family and negotiated with Ye Jinze, most of his life was on a road controlled by himself.

He doesn't care about others, he decides what he wants to do, he doesn't care about hurting anyone, he rarely has such a confused moment in his life, all of which were brought by Su Nian.

He couldn't imagine her expression after the truth was torn apart, just as he couldn't imagine how he would find balance when he stepped into the void from this illusory happiness.

…… Su Nian had a good night's sleep, got up in the morning, and called Ye Shucheng first. Ye Shucheng was in good spirits, but her nasal voice was still a little heavy, she felt that it was not a big problem, so she ate her breakfast leisurely, and went to Wanhe Hospital after the meal to do a pregnancy test.

More than four months, the outline of the fetus can already be seen on the 4D color ultrasound, she took the film, the corners of her lips couldn't help but rise slightly, and she went to Lin Jianan to ask some things that need attention.

She looked for Lin Jianan several times later, because although Lin Jianan looked impatient, he actually explained it very carefully, and the two chatted for a while, but it was unfortunate that Han Jing came to the door.

Su Nian was still holding the color ultrasound in his hand, and was stunned for a moment when he saw Han Jing standing at the door of the doctor's office.

Embarrassment and embarrassment arose, and the last time they met, Ye Shucheng's posture of swearing sovereignty made them very awkward.

Han Jing glanced at her and then looked at Lin Jianan,

"I've copied all your last photos on a USB flash drive." Lin Jianan got up and walked over, took the USB flash drive in his hand, and looked back and forth between him and Su Nian,

"Awkward?" Han Jinghai responded: "No." "It would have been nice if it was just awkward. A nurse came to the door at this time.

"Doctor Lin, there is a patient looking for you at the nurses' station, call someone to come to the office, or not?" Lin Jianan's gaze swept over Su Nian and Han Jing,

"Forget it, I'll go to the nurse's station." Then he quickly went out, leaving Han Jing and Su Nian behind, looking at each other.

Su Nian bit his lip and said with difficulty: "Senior, long time no see." Han Jing tugged at the corners of his lips,

"It didn't take long." She had the heart to ease the atmosphere. But he didn't buy it, she clenched the color ultrasound in her hand and bowed her head depressedly.

His gaze fell on her hands,

"Did you do color ultrasound?" She was stunned and nodded. He walked over and took a look,

"It's all that big." Then he glanced at her loose clothes,

"I can't see it." Speaking of children, the awkwardness in Su Nian's heart dissipated a little, and he pointed to Caichao,

"Yes, you see, there are hands and feet...... Dr. Lin said that the child's development is still good, and he wants me to strengthen nutrition, and I don't know how to strengthen it. I eat a lot of things I don't want to eat......" She spoke more, and he listened quietly.

After a while, she realized that she had said a lot in a one-man show, and she was a little embarrassed, touching her head,

"You...... Don't want to hear it, I'm sorry I said so much. He smiled,

"Anyway, I have to wait for Lin Jianan, I have nothing to do." After hesitating for a few seconds, he asked, "You and Ye Sanshao are together again?" She pursed her lips and nodded.

"What about Lu Rongan?" He asked. When it comes to Lu Rongan, she is a little unconfident. No matter how Ye Shucheng explained, she still felt a little reluctant in her heart, so her explanation voice was also very small and weak.

"They...... Broke up. Han Jing smiled,

"It seems that I am lagging behind in the news, and I heard rumors a few days ago that they bought a house and discussed an engagement." Su Nian was immune to such rumors, after all, she herself had suffered from it, so she fell silent.

Han Jing said again: "Why did he come to do the examination alone, and he didn't accompany you?" She shook her head,

"He doesn't know anything about the child yet." Han Jing was stunned, his eyes widened,

"You haven't told him yet?"

"Hmm," Su Nianying,

"But I'm going to talk about it in a few days." Han Jing smiled: "You are quite calm. "She's embarrassed,

"No, I just...... I don't know the bottom of my heart. ”

"Why are you so unsure about being with him?" She thought for a moment,

"Maybe it's just that I'm used to looking ahead and looking backwards, so this time, I just want to go crazy and don't think about it so much, after all, he is the father of the child in my womb, and I want to work hard." Han Jing looked at her, her eyes were a little confused, all of them were determined to move forward, and he nodded.

Suddenly, it was cold again, and neither of them spoke, and after a while, he broke the silence again: "Su Nian, if there is no Ye Sanshao." Will you choose me? She was stunned, and before she could come up with an answer, he shook his head,

"Forget it, what's the point of asking that kind of question." After a pause, he said, "It's good, you're doing well...... I'm not with you, and I hope you won't cry alone in the future. ”