Section 40 Pain follows us
Shu Han was full of vitality this day, and Editor Liu, who successfully found the theme of this issue, was also in a good mood, and the friendship between the two girls gradually deepened. got off work, got off work a little late today, and it was raining outside, so Shu Han didn't go to see Shen Yihuan, but she called Shen Yihuan on the way. After the beep, the phone picked up.
"Hey, Shu Han, why did you call me, I miss you." Shen Yihuan's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.
"When can you be serious?" Shu Han said and laughed, and the rain outside was falling loudly.
"I'm not serious with others, but I'm serious and serious with you at every moment, every minute, every second, every word." Whether this is true or false, it always makes people feel that it is still not serious. Before Shu Han could reply, Shen Yihuan's voice came: "Listen to the noise over there, haven't you arrived home yet?" Why are you working so late today? ”
"Well, I found a new theme today, and the author has already done it, and when I came back, I made a detailed plan for this topic, so it's a little late."
"Isn't that what editors should do, why should you do it?" Shen Yihuan looked at the rain outside, he was very worried about whether Shu Han was dressed warmer, after all, the weather was still a little cold in the early autumn.
"Editor Liu is very busy today, so I'll help her by the way." Shu Han breathed a sigh of relief as he spoke.
"You're always so kind, okay, go home quickly, and tell me when you get home." Shen Yihuan was afraid that Shu Han's phone call would not be safe, but in fact, he really wanted to hear Shu Han's beautiful voice.
"Well, okay. Bye-bye~" After speaking, Shu Han hung up the phone and walked home quickly.
Shu Han walked through the community and walked to the corridor of her house, there was still no light in the corridor, Shu Han still had to use her mobile phone to illuminate, she was used to it. With the key and open the door, she walked into the house and leaned her umbrella against the shoe rack. Mom had come out of the kitchen.
"Come into the house, how can it be drenched like this." Mother said and took the bag in Shu Han's hand and put it on the sofa. Shu Han changed his slippers and saw that the eldest sister had come back from work, and she was talking to her mobile phone on the sofa, which showed that the work had not been completed, but the work was like this, when it was never completed, the end of this and that, endlessly. At this moment, Shu Han was in a good mood, and while changing his clothes, he told his mother and eldest sister everything today, and the two of them also giggled with Shu Han, and suddenly the room with dim lights was illuminated by laughter, although the dishes on the table were not rich, but the three of them were still very happy. This is also what Shu Han is most willing to see, her own university is at the expense of her eldest sister's college to finish, which she remembers in her heart, so no matter what, she wants to give the best to the two people in front of her, but the fact is that the two people in front of her are always giving unconditionally, Shu Han feels very guilty and complains about why she has no great ability. Fortunately, Shu Han can always bring laughter to two people on ordinary days. The mother and daughter were ready to go to bed after watching the TV series, the mother returned to her room, and the sisters were also lying on their beds, thinking that they had a good night's sleep, but they were broken by a text message. The person who sent the message was Shu Han's father.
"Xiaohan, I'll be home tomorrow."
"Oh, yes! Come back and stay longer! ”
"Well, not necessarily, I'll tell you that I'll be home around 10 a.m. tomorrow."
"Well, okay, my mom was home at the time." After Shu Han replied to this message, his father never replied. Shu Han put down her phone and buried her face in the quilt, she didn't want her father to come back. In fact, it wasn't like this at the beginning, every time her father left home when she was a child, Shu Han was reluctant, and she was looking forward to it every time her father came back. Until that year, when she was in junior high school, she witnessed her drunk father pinching her mother's neck with both hands, and Shu Han felt that the sky had fallen. She didn't know until her father loved to drink, and she talked a lot after drinking, and Shu Han talked to her father every time. Until that time, she pulled away her father, she didn't know why, only that her father didn't talk to herself that night, but in a room frantically swearing, abusing everyone in the family, Shu Han and the eldest sister were in another room with the crying mother, the eldest sister and the mother were crying that night, she didn't, but she was very scared, and the three of them fell asleep in a daze at three o'clock in the morning. The next day, my mother still made breakfast, but I didn't call my father. She still went to school, but her mind was not in class at all, she didn't understand why her father, whom she was a role model, became like this, and she was anxious to find an answer. Later, I learned from the eldest sister that in the past, when Shu Han was young, his father would drink, and after drinking, he would beat and scold his mother, but Shu Han didn't remember it, and sometimes Shu Han was not at home. Shu Han just knew, oh, it turns out that my father is such a person. Since then, Shu Han has become less talkative, but the teachers and classmates at school care about her, but she feels that everything is so ironic, she just wants to hide in the corner. But when she got home, she still pretended to be the same as before.
Later, she witnessed a quarrel between her father and mother, her father who was drunk drove away his best friend in the family, his father who was drunk dropped something in the house, and his father who was drunk was lying on the ground and yelling to jump off the building, and his father who was drunk ...... She thought that if she could be better, maybe it wouldn't be like this. Shu Han blamed everything on himself, became more and more inferior, less and less talkative, and more and more careful to protect himself. Not returning to his father made a mess of the family, and his mother, eldest sister, and himself would not say anything that blamed his father too much, but the shadow in Shu Han's heart could not be dispersed for a long time. Later, as soon as his father said that he was coming back, Shu Han would first imagine what would happen this time, how he would deal with it, and how he would protect his mother and eldest sister, as if it was not his father who came back, but, but the enemy? No, that's clearly the father, but why is the father like this?
This night, Shu Han was thinking nonsense, she habitually imagined what her father would look like at home when he returned. Eventually, she fell asleep in a daze with tears in her eyes. Shen Yihuan didn't fall asleep very early, looking at the hazy light rain outside, ticking on the windowsill. He was thinking about Shu Han, that slightly sad and innocent girl, he still hoped that his feet would get better soon, and he would get better soon! He hoped so much that he could return to Shu Han, Gu Yan would not hinder himself, and his mother would not force himself, thinking about Shen Yihuan's laughter, he fell asleep with laughter and sleepiness.