Chapter 35: With You
In fact, she didn't be so generous to fulfill him and Yin Yuqi, but she didn't have a way to answer clearly whether she would return to Huo Yize's side. γFengyun Reading Network. γ
The hand hanging on Tong Mai's side tugged hard, as if she was afraid of pouring out her unresoluteness at the moment, indeed, she was extremely resolute now, and even as long as she got a little closer to Huo Yize, the efforts made in this time were bound to be in vain in an instant!
However, when he heard that he was going to be with Yin Yuqi, his body felt like it had been torn apart......
Tong Mai continued to be silent, but Huo Yize's body was pushed away, and in an instant, she climbed on top of him, and the loneliness and fear in her heart forced her to not let go of Huo Yize for the time being, even if she knew that it was wrong to do so, while satisfying her selfishness, it was tantamount to breaking her promise to Luo Luo and hurting Luo Luo.
However, now......
It's not that she can't control so much, but all her words and deeds are completely out of control! Kiss marks burned on his face and around his neck......
Huo Yize also knew that he shouldn't follow her wishes at this time, Tong Mai's behavior was purely because he was afraid of a person's loneliness, and he didn't really need him.
If one day there is one more person by her side, or even this person can take his place slightly, then she will not hesitate to leave him.
With great hesitation and worry, Huo Yize seemed a little passive, but he couldn't ignore the infinite impact of Tong Mai's lingering on his body, which clearly made him unable to refuse, of course, it was indispensable that he himself didn't want to refuse.
The longing for the past few days turned into a monstrous kiss at this moment, Huo Yize stopped and hugged Tong Mai, opened the door, when she didn't enter her bedroom, Tong Mai would always be half pushed and half done because of shame, but now I just want Huo Yize to stay here a little longer, even if they can't be together in the end, but even if they are together for one more second, it is extraordinarily precious......
No matter how affectionate and entangled Tong Mai and Huo Yize are, they know very well that this lingering sympathy cannot change their current state of separation.
The ultimate kiss, the extreme dedication, all want to leave each other the most beautiful, the most profound joy, but ...... But there is inevitably a deep sadness and discomfort hidden in it.
After the entanglement, Tong Mai habitually fell asleep tired, this was the only night she slept peacefully since Xiaosha left, shrunk between Huo Yize's arms as if she had found support, and also followed the warmth, so she could sleep peacefully and well.
In the early morning of the next day, when Huo Yize woke up, the arm that was pillowed by Tong Mai was numb and painful, and he carefully pulled it out from under her neck and didn't want to wake her up, his deep gaze fell on her sleeping face, Huo Yize's fingertips gently touched her eyebrows, but when the fingertips touched the moist tears in the corners of her eyes, her hand immediately stopped in mid-air, did she have a nightmare? Or did you dream that Xiaosha was leaving?
Huo Yize's eyebrows also tightened, this ruthless guy, he really shouldn't care about her! Only by ignoring her, only by ignoring her, will she be obedient.
After watching Tong Mai for more than half an hour, Huo Yize finally left her room......
And when Tong Mai woke up, he found that one side of the bed was empty, without Huo Yize's figure, if it weren't for the pillow still with his unique breath, Tong Mai would even think that yesterday was a dream, after all, Huo Yize in the past not only would not leave quietly like today, he would definitely kiss himself in the early morning to make up for his lack of hunger at night.
But his behavior has already shown that he is also the same as his own determination, and he does not intend to involve her! Even if there are two children between him and Huo Yize, it seems that it can't play any role......
Tong Mai's tears slid down the sides of her cheeks, and the breath she inhaled from the tip of her nose was unusually painful and uncomfortable, as if she would soon be suffocated to death by this feeling of condensation!
She has always feared living alone, but in the end she can't escape......
Even, recently, even Lao Xi and Mrs. Huo have rarely contacted her! I'm afraid that this time she also disappointed her grandmother too much.
Although Mrs. Huo and Lao Xi wanted to see Tong Mai very much, in the "strategy" implemented by Huo Yize, they expressed their support for Huo Yize's method, and everyone simply treated Tong Mai coldly, so that because of the loneliness and fear in her heart, she would be forced to come back, and she would never break up with Huo Yize easily from now on!
"If I'm with Yin Yuqi, this is what you want to see, and I can fulfill you." This sentence kept hovering in Tong Mai's ears, affecting her thoughts, and also causing Tong Mai's thinking to become more and more chaotic and sunk......
In the past, making bread and pastries was what Tong Mai liked to do, and it was precisely because of this craft that she and Xiaosha had been fed, and Xiaosha had a good life, at least not too shabby and poor.
But now she can't do anything......
I heard that dogs are people's most loyal friends, but Tong Mai suddenly wanted to get a puppy to drive away her fears and keep her company!
Tong Mai didn't have the habit of raising small animals, not because she didn't like it, but because she had never had leisure and leisure, and she didn't have time to do such leisurely things, and now when she didn't lack anything, and of course there was no one around, she had the idea of raising a dog.
Tong Mai carried a little bit home, the puppy looked very small, Tong Mai carefully picked it up and shook its tail, the little one was also very well-behaved, "whoop" a few times as if to greet the new owner.
"What shall I call you?" As if a puppy could understand her words, Tong Mai said very seriously to it, especially staring at the puppy's eyes.
"From now on, there will be only me and you here, and I will only have you as my companion." Tong Mai added, a bitter smile appeared at the corner of his lips, and his eyes involuntarily soured and swollen, as if mocking his sadness.
Why to the end...... She was so miserable and miserable alone?
Is she herself too persistent and willful? Or has everything she done since she returned home to the present has been wrong?
It was precisely because she was wrong that she was punished until the end that she was lonely and lonely! She shouldn't have had the idea of revenge in the first place, because revenge will only lead her into one abyss after another, not only will she not get the pleasure of revenge, but on the contrary, it will be like an invisible hand on her neck, which may suffocate at any time.
The puppy made a "chirping" sound again, as if echoing Tong Mai's words, and the two paws were also put together without any aggression towards Tong Mai, as if he was quite satisfied with Tong Mai's master, so there was no "cowardice......
"I'll call you Lele, because you can bring me happiness." It can also drive away her loneliness a little, and there is a living thing better than her talking to the air.
It's just that Tong Mai never thought that one day she would need a dog to relieve her panic and loneliness, even if she has been growing up and maturing over the years, but the personality of fear of loneliness hidden in her as a child has never changed a bit, but because of age, this feeling has intensified......
"Lele, what do you want to eat for dinner? Xiaosha usually likes to eat braised fish and cold noodles, do you want to try it too? β
Tong Mai put down the puppy and stood up, suddenly his breathing became very tight, almost breathless, and his chest was a little stuffy.
Tong Mai covered his chest, and was also surprised by this sudden and strange discomfort, but he still smiled and said to Lele, "Be obedient, don't run around!" I'll make you dinner right away. β
Lele seemed to really understand her words, jumping and screaming in place, conveying its joy and happiness at the moment......
Tong Mai was busy in the kitchen, and his chest was still inevitably stuffy during the period, "What's wrong with me?" "The Tao of free self-talk, I don't understand where this uncomfortable feeling of suffocation comes from?
Could it be that Xiaosha or Nian Tong Luoluo had an accident?
Thinking of this, Tong Mai immediately shook his head to drive away this undeserved thought, "No. β
Finally, Tong Mai was trying to make today's dinner, and when he came to Lele, not only did his hands tremble, his breathing became more and more urgent, and the dull and crazy attack on his heart came, and he fainted on the ground before he could talk to Lele.
"Woo ......"
When Lele saw Tong Mai fainting on the ground, "Wangwang" screamed, constantly surrounded her, and rubbed Tong Mai's body with her paws, but she didn't have any consciousness! After rubbing her several times, Tong Mai still didn't react, Lele was also a little anxious, and ran out as if to find rescue, but there were few people in this area late at night, and the streets were cold.
Until the headlights came on, Lele rushed towards the light source.
The owner of the headlights is from Huo Yize, in fact, he has been coming to Tong Mai's residence for a long time, and he has been looking at Tong Mai's room with the lights on, indicating that she is not asleep, but she doesn't want to disturb Tong Mai, let alone let Tong Mai know that she has come.
The more he can't let go, the more he will only fuel Tong Mai's willfulness in the dark!
When Lele saw Huo Yize's sports car, he was constantly jumping in front of his car, and his front paws were put together as if he was begging for something, Huo Yize didn't know that Tong Mai actually adopted a dog, and he didn't have any interest in this dog, when he turned the steering wheel and ignored it, the puppy ran to Huo Yize's car faster, fell asleep on the ground, and pretended to faint......
"What?"
Huo Yize twisted his eyebrows and whispered upset.