Chapter 130: I'll Seriously Consider It
At that moment, he immediately asked people to find Gu Jinyan and brought him to the dean's office.
"Jinyan, haven't you always wanted to go to the United States for further study? Now that such a good opportunity is in front of you, why should you turn it down? The dean originally thought that this was Gu Jinyan's wish, as long as he mentioned it to him, he agreed 100%, but he didn't expect that after he just said that the heart research laboratory in the United States was successfully built, Gu Jinyan immediately refused.
This refusal was more straightforward and thorough than when he insisted on going to the United States for further study.
The dean blew his beard and stared at the stubborn Gu Jinyan, so he didn't have a headache.
"I just don't want to go suddenly, why else." Gu Jinyan sat on the chair opposite the dean, knowing in his heart that it must be Lu Chengsheng who put pressure on the dean.
Although he was indeed extremely yearning for heart research in the United States before, hoping to be guided by authoritative experts in that field, and had fantasized countless times about learning cardiac medicine and returning to China to benefit his compatriots, but now he found that those great wishes were really not worth mentioning compared to Lin Yin.
A long time ago, he also loved a kind woman, but those have long been a thing of the past.
He thought that his life would be dusty and he would forget that he would be able to be alone, but he was wrong, the moment he saw Lin Yin, he found that his heart slowly revived with her smile and sadness.
She was not a particularly outstanding woman, nor was she very pretty, but she was like a spark in the cold winter night, slowly warming his frozen heart.
The imperceptible temperature emanating from her own body was so alluring that he couldn't help but want to get closer and draw warmth from her.
"Jinyan, have you forgotten your dreams and promises?" The dean looked at Gu Jinyan, who seemed to have completely changed into a person, and his tone couldn't help but rise a few degrees.
Gu Jinyan sat on the chair dejectedly, he raised his head, looked at the dean in disbelief and said, "If you go to the United States this time, it will take at least two or three years, and at most five years before you can come back, right?" ”
The dean looked at him and seemed to be a little loose, and hurriedly replied: "This is natural, heart research is different from other courses, its importance does not need me to say that you also know, you are a gifted child, presumably you will have a small achievement in three years, you know that I am most optimistic about you in this hospital, and when you come back from studying abroad, I can also rest assured that I will retire and spend my old age in peace." ”
The director looked at him, and he was about to hand over such a heavy burden to the entire hospital.
Gu Jinyan looked at the dean, still hesitant in his eyes.
"Can you give me a few days to think about it?" Gu Jinyan was in turmoil at this time, on the one hand, he wanted to go abroad to study, but on the other hand, he was even more reluctant to leave Lin Yin.
Originally, he thought that Lin Yin was very safe by Lu Chengsheng's side, but since he watched Qu Tingting kidnap Lin Yin and almost let Lin Yin lose his life, Gu Jinyan knew how dangerous Lu Chengsheng's side was.
If he is in the country and takes 10,000 steps back, even if Lin Yin encounters any danger, as a doctor, he will definitely do his best, but if he leaves the country and is not in the country, if Lin Yin encounters danger again......
Gu Jinyan almost didn't dare to imagine this possibility, he was afraid, afraid that one day, even if he desperately wanted to save her, he could only watch her suffer because of the distance.
Gu Jinyan thinks this is difficult to accept.
"Jinyan, I'll only give you two days, if you still choose to stay after two days, I will definitely respect your decision, but on that day, you may have to pack up the things in the office with me, and then go somewhere else to find another way." The dean never thought of forcing Gu Jinyan to make such a difficult choice in this way, but for the sake of Gu Jinyan's future, the dean didn't mind letting Gu Jinyan know about his own embarrassing situation with him.
"I'll think about it." After speaking, Gu Jinyan got up and left the dean's office.
Suddenly, his heart became a little chaotic, even a little sad.
He suddenly wanted to see her again, maybe when he saw her, he would be able to make a decision.
Thinking of this, Gu Jinyan walked straight towards Lin Yin's ward.
As soon as he got closer, Gu Jinyan found that there were two little nurses leaning against the wall outside Lin Yin's ward and chatting.
"Doctor Gu, why are you here?" They came to see Lin Yin on the order of the vice president, and the vice president also specially told him that if Doctor Gu came, he must not let him in.
Obviously, Dr. Gu is such a good person, and his medical skills are quite powerful, they are all quite surprised why the vice president guards against Dr. Gu like a thief.
"Is the patient awake?" Gu Jinyan asked expressionlessly The two little nurses on the other side who saw him and blushed slightly on their faces asked.
Looking back on the doctor's words, the vice president said that she was fine, but she still had to stay in the hospital for observation for two days, and the vice president also said......" One of the little nurses wanted to convey the vice president's words to Gu Jinyan, but she didn't expect the nurse next to her to pull her sleeve hard.
After pulling it up, the nurse raised her head and looked at Gu Jinyan's eyes full of little stars trembling, she suddenly smiled shyly, stepped forward and raised her head with her fingers and whispered to Gu Jinyan: "Doctor Gu, the vice president also said, if you come, let you go in and have a look and confirm the patient's condition." ”
When Gu Jinyan heard this, he smiled kindly at the nurse, and then twisted the door open and entered the ward.
Outside the ward, the nurse who wanted to relay the vice president's original words to Gu Jinyan Chong, the nurse who was looking at Gu Jinyan's back and was a nymphomaniac, said, "What's the matter with you, you dare to miscommunicate the words of the vice president, don't you want to stay in the hospital?" ”
"Hmph, what are you making such a fuss about, the vice dean only let the two of us look at the woman inside here, as long as you don't say it, I won't say it, who knows that Dr. Gu has been in?"
"But if the vice president knows, we'll ......"
"Okay, why are you so verbose, I've been in this hospital for so long, and I don't know who the vice president is? The vice president values Doctor Gu the most, and if we let Doctor Gu in, even if we let the vice president know, she will just say a few words to us at most, for the sake of Doctor Gu, even if we let the vice president say a few words, what does it matter? ”
"It seems that too, Dr. Gu usually takes good care of me, so I shouldn't have seen it this time."
"That's right......"
Gu Jinyan entered the ward, and at a glance saw Lin Yin lying on his side on the bed, he approached silently, looking at the woman in front of him with her eyes closed and breathing slowly, and the breath she was holding in her heart seemed to be spit out.
She fell asleep, and he felt that you were relieved, but he was still subconsciously afraid that she was awake, afraid that she would not want him to stay when he sought answers from her?
"Why are you here?" In her sleep, Lin Yin seemed to notice that someone was staring at her, she frowned, and suddenly opened her eyes.
Lin Yin rubbed his temples and recalled what had happened in front of the ward...... Manager Wen jumped off the building, and she lost consciousness for a while because she was worried.
It seems that Lu Chengsheng should have sent her to the hospital, but why is Lu Chengsheng not here?
And she remembered that Lu Chengsheng had warned her not to let Gu Jinyan see Gu Jinyan again, and what was the reason why he appeared here at this moment?
"I came up to check on you." When Gu Jinyan said this, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes.
In the past, he checked for her openly, and he never felt this way, since he declared war on Lu Chengsheng and said that he wanted to compete with Lin Yin fairly, he found that when he faced Lin Yin, he would suddenly feel nervous.
Maybe that's what it feels like to love someone, to be afraid that she knows what he thinks, and to be afraid that she doesn't.
Tangled, and yearning.
"I'm fine, thank you for your concern." Lin Yin said, closing her eyes and preparing to sleep for a while, but the gaze that fell on her showed no sign of wanting to move away.
She thought it was her own illusion, and when she opened her eyes, she saw that Gu Jinyan was still standing in place without moving, he looked at her quietly, and stopped talking.
Lin Yin suddenly remembered what Lu Chengsheng said to her.
Gu Jinyan's gaze was full of strange and familiar emotions, Lin Yin had seen it in Shi Xi's eyes, she didn't want to believe it, but she was still burned by the undisguised scorching heat in Gu Jinyan's eyes.
"Is there something wrong?" Lin Yin looked at Gu Jinyan and asked with a faint face.
Gu Jinyan's lips moved, and he took a step towards Lin Yin's side.
Lin Yin's tightening tightened suddenly, and a look of vigilance appeared on his face.
"You...... What do you want? Lin Yin looked at Gu Jinyan, who was getting closer and closer, she clutched the quilt under her tightly, and her tone was a little flustered.
Gu Jinyan suddenly smiled, his smile was dyed with a little sadness, he quietly looked at Lin Yin and asked, "Do you love Lu Chengsheng?" ”
"I'm already married to him, so naturally I want to love him." Lin Yin didn't even notice it herself, and when she said this, her tone was obviously very firm.
The smile on Gu Jinyan's face gradually deepened, and he opened his mouth again and asked: "You and Lu Chengsheng got married suddenly, I don't believe that you have any particularly deep emotions with him, besides, if you are with Lu Chengsheng, you will only encounter a lot of dangers, aside from Qu Tingting's incident, do you think that if there is a next time, you will be able to get out of the way?"
Gu Jinyan knew that it was very cruel for him to ask this sentence, but he wanted to know if Lin Yin wanted to leave for a moment when he faced Lu Chengsheng.
"What the hell are you trying to say?" Lin Yin asked patiently.
She really didn't have much energy to guess the meaning of Gu Jinyan's words, and because Lu Chengsheng had told her that Gu Jinyan was interesting to her, this made Lin Yin subconsciously want to stay away from Gu Jinyan.
After all, she doesn't love him, so she shouldn't give him any hope, she has her own things to do, and she has been accidentally tripped up by Lu Chengsheng and made a lot of mistakes, of course, she can't let Gu Jinyan block her way anymore.