The moment the softness spread on the lips, the whole world seemed to stand still.

No sound, no breath.

There is only a faint temperature on the lips. And she squeezed my hand slightly.

At this time, my eyes widened in panic, but Lin Qiaoman closed her eyes tightly, she kissed very lightly, very rusty, and simply put her red lips on my lips.

The faint scent kept getting into my nose, and my vision began to blur, and her thin eyelashes overlapped her bangs, intertwining to make people feel very strange.

My brain was blank when she suddenly came over with a kiss, and countless pictures began to flash in front of me, countless pictures about Lin Qiaoman, countless about. Picture of her and me...

At this time, I was a little confused, and my hand, which was originally unable to hang down, was raised uncontrollably little by little.

And just when my hand was about to wrap around Lin Qiaoman's waist, the scene of Wang Jiaci standing on tiptoe on the rooftop and kissing me suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

This made my originally raised hand freeze in mid-air for a moment, and after a long time, it was slowly put down.

The moment I put down my hand, Lin Qiaoman opened his eyes.

Her gaze was a little misty, and her red lips gently moved away from mine.

By this time, her face was already red, and she lowered her head after removing her lips. The hand holding me also let go, and one hand lifted up and touched his lips, as if he couldn't believe what he had just done.

After a moment, she lowered her hand, looked up at me, and said in a timid voice

"I'm sorry.. I think.."

"This time it's the same as last time, you still won't blame me... Right? ”

Lin Qiaoman's words made my body tremble, and my eyes moved to her face.

Her cheeks turned even redder as I stared at her, but she didn't seem to want to dodge anymore, and her eyes first looked away, and then quickly met my gaze. Zhenbian acres.

When the eyes met, countless sensations came up from the bottom of my heart and blocked my throat.

I looked at her and didn't know what to say. I felt it for the first time. I couldn't face Lin Qiaoman's emotional gaze.

It made me look at her for a moment, and then twist my head away.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Lin Qiaoman's pupils became hollow.

I saw that she shook her head a little unwillingly, and then looked at me and said in a calm tone

"I'm going back... Good night.. Liu Ming.."

Lin Qiaoman's words made me look at her again, and she squeezed out a faint smile at me, and then took a few steps back towards me. Then he turned around and walked back towards the school gate.

I stood there and watched her walk into the campus, and when I couldn't see it at all, I came back to my senses in a trance.

At this time, everything began to return to normal, and I turned my head to look around, and I could vaguely feel the complicated gaze cast by others just now.

This made me sober up a little, and I quickly turned around and walked a few steps, then stopped and unconsciously turned my head to look at the place where Lin Qiaoman's figure disappeared just now, and then sighed and walked towards the side of the road.

After that, I didn't take a taxi, but walked on the road alone in a trance.

The road that the two of them walked together just now became a person, probably because of the scarf, and they didn't feel cold along the way.

I don't know what I'm thinking, anyway, all in my mind is what Lin Qiaoman just said, and the shallow kiss she put on tiptoe.

I think it should be Lin Qiaoman's first kiss.

Although she had kissed her on the cheek when she was in Beijing, this time, it was lip touch...

Her lips are not at all different from Wang Jiaci's, although they are very soft... But Wang Jiaci's lips are always as cold as water, while Lin Qiaoman's has a warm temperature.

These thoughts in my head made me barely concentrate along the way, and I even walked a long distance to remember that my car was still parked there.

This forced me to turn around and walk back in.

By the time I got home, my parents were already asleep.

I can see a lot of dishes on the table, so I guess I'm going to celebrate my birthday tomorrow.

I was inexplicably moved to see so many dishes, and I suddenly realized that even if Wang Jiaci was not by my side, at least my parents were usually so busy, and they would still rush back to celebrate my birthday.

Someone who really cares about you, no matter what, will remember those important days for you.

Thinking of this, I walked back to my room, lay on the bed for a while, and got up and opened the painting that Wang Jiaci gave me.

Nothing has changed on the painting, but the reality has long since become unshaped.

I looked at myself and Wang Jiaci in the painting, and slowly felt that her face had become blurred.

Perhaps, she would like to give it to me tomorrow with her own hands, right?

No wonder she would say on the day she gave me a painting, "I'll paint it next time.". If.. There will be a word for next time.."

It seems that at that time, she already knew that she would leave my side.

Thinking of this, I looked at the only blank space on the painting, and after a long time, I put it away and carefully placed it in the cabinet next to it.

After doing all this, I lay back in bed weakly.

The moment I closed my eyes, countless pictures flashed in front of my eyes, those pictures had Wang Jiaci's good-looking smile, and those pictures had Lin Qiaoman's timid speech, which made me sigh deeply in the dark and fall asleep groggily.

When I woke up in the morning, I used to take my phone.

There is a text message on the phone, the sender is Lin Qiaoman, and the time is 0:00 in the middle of the night.

I clicked on the text message, and there were only a few simple sentences in it

"Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday.."

It was my first Christmas wish and my first birthday wish.

Reading this text message, I remembered everything that happened at the school gate last night, remembered what she said to me, and remembered her shallow kiss yesterday.

This made me sit up and be stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses and looked out the window.

It was still a gloomy day, but it still didn't snow.

Seeing the gloomy sky outside the window, my mood dropped a little, and I got up and cleaned up and went out.

Before I went out, my parents signaled me to come back early in the evening to celebrate my birthday.

I nodded, after all, I didn't go home sooner, and I had nowhere else to go.

When they arrived at the school gate by bicycle, the whole school seemed to be beaming.

Not many people were affected by the weather as much as I did, and it seemed that everyone was excited and happy to enjoy the Christmas atmosphere.

I walked slowly into the classroom, and as soon as I entered the door, I found that Lin Qiaoman was already sitting in his seat.

She changed into the inconspicuous clothes she usually wears, and her hair was combed, but her bangs still made her face look very handsome.

I watched her pause and walked over.

As soon as I walked up to her, I saw her look up at me, and the moment their eyes met, her cheeks seemed to turn red.

I was also a little embarrassed to see her blushing, but it was Lin Qiaoman who took the lead in breaking the embarrassment, only to see her move her mouth and whisper

"Early."

Her words had already brought me back to my senses a little, and my gaze slowly moved from her eyes to her lips, her red lips had a faint pink color, and they looked delicate.

This made me a little unconscious, and it took more than ten seconds to wake up a little, and I nodded at her and said

"Hmm.. Early.."

While saying this, I walked to the position inside and sat down, and as soon as I sat down, I heard Lin Qiaoman then ask in a low voice

: "Last night.. Did you receive the text message sent to you? That one.. Didn't wake you up.."

Lin Qiaoman's words stunned me, I looked at her for a while before I smiled and said

"Can you still say it was last night, strictly speaking, this morning... Fortunately, I slept harder, so I wasn't woken up by you, but... Thanks, you stayed up late last night and waited.."

Hearing me say this, Lin Qiaoman nodded a little embarrassedly, and soon she seemed to think of something, and her expression hesitated a little.

But after half a minute, she still took a deep breath, lowered her voice and said word by word

: "Liu Ming.. I figured it out... I.. I don't want to replace her anymore.."

Speaking of this, Lin Qiaoman looked at me and said with a serious expression

"I'm going to be myself, I'm going to try.."

"Make you like this kind of me.."