Chapter 37: If you want to hate, hate me alone
He wants to reminisce, and I accompany memories.
I put a stick of green vegetables in my mouth, as if I remembered something, and I didn't care about Fu Yeqing's gloomy face and said: "By the way, you don't know yet, the wine you lived in your life was still stolen from my father, he saved a few bottles of good wine, and he was never willing to take it out to drink, in fact, he knew that I stole his wine, but he never said me, do you know why?" Because of that wine, my dad was going to take it out and drink it with you, he said that he has no son in his life, and his biggest wish is to drink two glasses with his son-in-law, play chess, go out fishing, you see how good my dad is to you, I'm almost jealous, but unfortunately, I just didn't get a good end, and I died too miserably. β
Fu Yeqing shouted to me with a sad gaze, his eyebrows tightened: "An An......"
I propped my chin with one hand, tilted my head to look at him, twisted the wine glass in one hand, tilted my head into my throat, and said slowly: "Don't interrupt me, I still have a lot to say, by the way, have you been to my parents' grave?" You'd better not go, otherwise my parents are restless underground, maybe they really crawled out in the middle of the night to ask for your life, I remember the day I left, that big truck crashed over, and I almost died, Fu Yeqing, you said how good it would be if I died in that car accident, if I died, no one would block you, and everyone was relieved, right? β
The wine glass in Fu Yeqing's hand shook: "Car accident? β
Seeing his surprised expression, I smiled: "By the way, you don't know, I secretly walked away from you, and the car accident didn't kill me, do you know why?" It's my mom, she's protecting me, and my mom got my life back, but you know what? I thought a lot about dying in that car accident, because I was disgusting when I looked at you, very heartbroken, regretful for not being at the beginning, I was ashamed of my parents, every day I live in guilt, I live in hatred, Fu Yeqing, you said that you are hateful, what qualifications do you have to dangle in front of me, and what do you want me to go back? Do you think I can go back? I live now for one purpose. β
We all know our purpose.
He frowned, his face was very ugly, he originally wanted me to spend his birthday with him, but he didn't think that once some memories were evoked, the birthday would become a funeral, pursed his thin lips, drank three glasses in a row, borrowed wine, got up and put his hands on my shoulders, I didn't move, let him, and then he grabbed my shoulders and took me into his arms.
Now I was nervous, I didn't have time to push him away, he had already buried his head in my shoulder socket, and his voice was low and hoarse: "I have never owed anyone in this life, only you ......"
I was stunned, and then smiled, sneering: "Fu Yeqing, how many people you owe, I'm afraid you don't even know yourself, but it doesn't matter, I Chu'an gave birth to a son for you, you hurt my father, and my mother's death can't be separated from you, in this life, I am your biggest creditor, even if I want your life, it is not enough to repay, but today I can get some interest back first." β
He didn't let go of me because of my cynicism, but hugged me tighter, his lips pressed against my neck, the itching sensation was more heart-warming than biting my ears just now, and his breath was heavy, and he said vaguely in my ear: "An An, with me, I won't let you ...... again" He paused, and his voice seemed to be even more hoarse: "If you want to hate, then hate me alone." β
This sentence is a bit foggy, I originally hated him alone.
I had a slight difference in my heart, but I didn't understand Fu Yeqing's words at that time, but when I understood later, it was late.
Thinking about the calculation in my heart, I didn't push Fu Yeqing away.
As soon as Fu Yeqing's words fell, the door of the box was slammed open from the outside as I expected, and Shen Yingrong stood at the door with an angry face, and my text message was sent to Shen Yingrong.
I glanced sideways at Shen Yingrong, just smiling, even if her gaze fell on my chest, I was still smiling when I saw Fu Yeqing hugging me tightly and turning into ice slag stained with poison.
Fu Yeqing didn't have many surprises, maybe when I went into the bathroom, he still guessed what I was going to do, he just let go of me slowly, his voice was cold, as if he was displeased: "What are you doing here?" β
Shen Yingrong was so angry, her face turned white, she walked in with anger, stood between the two of us, her eyes glared at me fiercely like a knife, and finally faced Fu Yeqing, her eyes became sad, and her voice was poignant: "Yeqing, on your birthday today, I made a table of dishes at home and waited for you to come back with Yao'er, you told me to go social, come back later, why did you end up with this woman?" Do you still miss her? She is already Huo Simu's fiancΓ©e, three years, when will you let go, you want me to accept Jiajia, I treat him as my own son, but why do you treat me like this, treat the child in my belly? β
Fu Yeqing was already unhappy, I didn't have the hobby of staying to watch the play, so I got up and pretended to apologize to Fu Yeqing and said, "Mr. Fu, my fiancΓ© is still waiting for me outside, so I won't bother you and Miss Shen." β
I got up and grabbed my handbag to leave, but it wasn't Fu Yeqing who stopped me at the exit, it was Shen Yingrong, she might have really lost her mind in anger, and pulled me: "Miss Chu, I think the three of us should make it clear today." β
I had just stood up, but I was pulled by her, and fell back into the chair, my elbow hit the back of the chair, and the nerve endings immediately came with pain, I gasped, gritted my teeth and endured it, and grabbed Bai Ye before Fu Yeqing could speak, and said with a smile: "Miss Shen, I'm sorry, I have already quit your game, I have already withdrawn, and now you are the protagonist on stage, there is nothing to say." β
Only fools will stay and tear up with Shen Yingrong, I still give this headache to Fu Yeqing.
Rubbing my elbows, I got up and left, this time Shen Yingrong wanted to stop me, but was stopped by Fu Yeqing: "Yingrong, have you made enough trouble." β
Shen Yingrong asked word by word: "Am I making trouble?" Am I making trouble now? It was you who were sorry for me at first, you deceived me first, and now my belly is getting bigger day by day, but you don't say anything at all, what else do you want me to do? β
I walked out of the box with my bag, the sound of their quarrel gradually faded away, and the last sentence ringed in my ears was Fu Yeqing's angry voice: "How did you get this child, you know it in your heart, if you want to give birth, you will give birth, but don't use the child as a bargaining chip to threaten me." β
In this world, there has never been anything that can threaten Fu Yeqing, if he could be soft-hearted, he would not have attacked the Chu family when I was six months pregnant.
Fu Yeqing's words were very uncomfortable in my ears, Shen Yingrong faced it, listened, that heart was probably going to break.
Assistant Deng watched Shen Yingrong go in, heard the quarrel inside, and when he saw me coming out, he asked worriedly, "Manager Chu, are you okay?" β
"It's okay, you go back first, what's the matter, I'll talk about it every week."
Tomorrow is the weekend, no need to go to the company again, every time I see Fu Yeqing, I feel tired, a few glasses of wine, although it will not make me drunk, but my cheeks are a little red, Assistant Deng is a little uneasy: "Manager Chu, I'll send you back." β
I waved my hand: "No need. β
Assistant Deng didn't bother himself, he left first, I went to the bathroom before I went out, I don't know when it started to rain lightly, it was blown by the wind, fluttering and sprinkling, and it was a bit like snowflakes under the light of the street lamp.
I didn't know it would rain, of course, I didn't bring an umbrella, I wanted to rush into the rain to stop a car, but a familiar sedan came into view, I just said in the box that Simu was waiting for me outside, but I didn't expect Simu to really come.
His car stopped on the side of the road, and when he saw me, he got out of the car and walked over with an umbrella, and I was surprised: "How do you know I'm here?" β
He pretended to be mysterious and said, "Pinch your fingers and you'll know you're here." β
There are a lot of hotels in Rongcheng, and this pinching is quite accurate, but in fact, I think I have been waiting for me on the side of the road for a long time.
I stepped into his big umbrella and said with a smile: "Your finger-pinching skills are really strong, Huo Daxian, help me calculate the marriage, and see when I can find a good relationship again." β
He chuckled and said, "With me here, do you still need to count?" β
"Simu, you are really getting better and better at talking, and those little secretaries of the Huo family are secretly giving you autumn waves."
"I've only been there once, I don't know."
He opened the car door for me, I sat in, he went around the front of the car and sat in the main driver, shook the rain on the umbrella, I was very puzzled by what he just said: "Didn't you go to Huo's work?" β
He said, "No, I was annoyed by my mother's nagging, and went to a form." β
I really didn't know what to say, so I could only give a thumbs up and say three words: "It's treacherous." β
The second elder of the Huo family has been looking forward to Simu taking over the family business, and went to France to open a winery a few years ago, and now he finally came back, but he only went to the company to take a form.
Simu smiled and started the car, the two sons of the Huo family, Huo Sicheng is still studying abroad, the second elder can't count on Simu, it is estimated that he will hit Huo Sicheng with his idea.
As for how Simu knew that it didn't matter what I was at the Golden Seat Hotel, he must have been waiting here for a long time, so he must have seen Shen Yingrong go in, thinking of this, I turned my head to look at Simu and said, "Why didn't you go in?" Aren't you afraid that I'll be bullied by Shen Yingrong? β
He glanced at me with a slight smile on his lips: "You don't need me to go in." β
I was stunned for a moment and patted him on the shoulder: "The one who knows me is none other than you." β
I really don't need Simu to go in, if he really goes in, I won't be able to do it, I originally asked Shen Yingrong to block Fu Yeqing, and Simu will look a little childish if he goes in again.
This rain was not heavy, but it rained for several days, endlessly, like a woman's sad tears, I was going to take Jiajia out to play on the weekend, but it was also in the soup.
On Sunday evening, when the rain was still falling, I could only take Jiajia to play with blocks in the living room, Aunt Liu was preparing dinner in the kitchen, Simu was upstairs for video conference, and he couldn't leave anything to do in France.
Wang Lin suddenly came over with an umbrella, still carrying a thermos bucket in his hand, I smiled and quipped: "Is your husband always afraid that I will starve his son, and let you bring food." β