"Hello, my name is Lin Xueqi!"

Lin Xueqi stepped forward and took the initiative to stretch out her hand to the teacher surnamed Zhang.

Looking at Lin Xueqi's outstretched hand in front of him, 'Teacher Zhang' seemed a little hesitant, and finally stretched out his hand for a while, gently held it on Lin Xueqi's palm, and said softly: "Hello, my name is Zhang Xinlan!" ”

This 'Teacher Zhang' is Zhang Xinlan!

After letting go of her hand, Zhang Xinlan refocused her gaze on Zhao Yang, and bit her lip before she spoke: "Zhao Yang, can, can you talk alone?" ”

After speaking, Zhang Xinlan looked at Zhao Yang with a look of hope.

Zhao Yang looked at Zhang Xinlan's eyes full of anticipation, hesitated for a moment, and then looked at Lin Xueqi next to him, and finally nodded slowly, 'um'.

Seeing Zhao Yang nodding in agreement, Zhang Xinlan's face suddenly couldn't help but show excitement. Then he thought of Lin Xueqi next to him, and couldn't help but turn his head and look at her apologetically, and said, "I'm sorry, can you borrow Zhao Yang for a few minutes temporarily?" ”

Lin Xueqi smiled slightly, nodded, and said quite generously: "Well, then let's talk, I'll take Xuanxuan to the playground over there first." ”

"Well, Xiexie!" Zhang Xinlan thanked Lin Xueqi gratefully.

Lin Xueqi smiled at Zhang Xinlan, then looked at Zhao Yang again, and said, "Zhao Yang, I'll go over there with Xuan Xuan first, let's talk!" ”

“haode！” Zhao Yang nodded.

At that moment, Lin Xueqi took Luo Yixuan and continued to walk towards the playground. After Lin Xueqi and Luo Yixuan left, Zhao Yang also said to Zhang Xinlan: "Let's go?" ”

"Hmmm! Good! Zhang Xinlan nodded in response, and followed Zhao Yang, and the two walked along the school road.

After the two walked a few steps, Zhao Yang glanced up at Zhang Xinlan beside him, and then asked, "Are you teaching in the Thirteenth Middle School now?" ”

"Hmm. Oh, yes! After graduating last year, I returned to H City. Then he went directly to the 13th Middle School as a teacher. Zhang Xinlan replied.

"Oh!" Zhao Yang nodded, "You said that you wanted to go back to H City to be a teacher after graduation, but I didn't expect you to really take action." ”

"Hmm. Becoming a teacher has been my dream since I was a child. Now it's a dream come true. Hehe, I'll tell you the truth, I'm quite satisfied with my current life. Every day is about preparing lessons, attending classes, and teaching students...... This kind of life is a bit monotonous, but it is quite fulfilling. Zhang Xinlan raised her head and looked at Zhao Yang and said with a smile.

"Yes. That's pretty haode. It's also nice to be able to do the work you love. Zhao Yang also looked at Zhang Xinlan and smiled in response.

"Well, yes! So I'm very satisfied with my work now. After speaking, Zhang Xinlan looked down at the ground. After a slight hesitation, he raised his head and looked at Zhao Yang and asked, "What about you?" How are you now? ”

"I'm going to keep reading. I'm going to report to school tomorrow. Zhao Yang replied lightly.

"Well, yes, H University is about to start school." Zhang Xinlan nodded. Then he looked at Zhao Yang and asked, "But you should graduate in another year, right?" Have you figured out what you're going to do in the future? ”

Zhao Yang smiled and shook his head, "No." It's still early to graduate! I took another year off from school. When I report to school tomorrow, it's still a sophomore. I still have more than two years to graduate! As for what happens after graduation...... I haven't thought about it that much now, but I'll talk about it then, and I'll take it one step at a time. ”

Zhang Xinlan was slightly stunned and said in surprise: "Suspend school? ”

"Hmm. Something happened last year, so I had to take a year off. Zhao Yang responded.

"Oh, no wonder." Zhang Xinlan nodded suddenly.

"What's the wonder?" Zhao Yang asked in surprise.

Zhang Xinlan hesitated. Biting his lower lip, he said, "I, I've called you a few times before, but they all remind you that your phone is down......"

After speaking, Zhang Xinlan couldn't help but raise her head and looked at Zhao Yang with some burning eyes.

Zhao Yang was silent for a while. Said: "I wasn't in H City before, I went to other places, and my number was temporarily changed, and I just came back a few days ago." ”

"Oh, that's it......" Zhang Xinlan responded, "Then, what is your current number?" ”

"Now I've switched back to the same number." Zhao Yang said.

"Really?" Zhang Xinlan took out her mobile phone and tried to dial Zhao Yang's original number, and after a while, she heard Zhao Yang's mobile phone ringing.

"I didn't lie to you!" Zhao Yang smiled and said.

Zhang Xinlan's eyebrows and eyes were also slightly bent, and a somewhat shy smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and said, "Hmm! That's the new number I set up after I went back to H City, you can remember it. ”

"Well, good!" Zhao Yang also took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and saved Zhang Xinlan's number casually.

Then, the two of them suddenly fell silent, just walking side by side on the campus. It seems that there is a lot to say, but I don't know where to start.

Especially Zhang Xinlan.

After being silent for a while, Zhang Xinlan finally mustered up the courage, looked up at Zhao Yang and said, "Zhao Yang, you ...... Have you been dating your girlfriend for a long time? ”

"Hmmm! It's been some time. We met when I first woke up, and then we slowly got to know each other, and gradually began to officially date. ”

Zhao Yang said lightly.

"Then you love her very much?" Zhang Xinlan bit her lower lip lightly, staring at Zhao Yang without blinking her eyes and asked.

Zhao Yang nodded without hesitation, "Well, love!" Although her temperament can be a little impatient at times, she is also very cute and a good person. ”

After saying this, Zhao Yang couldn't help but look up at Zhang Xinlan. But at this moment, Zhang Xinlan looked a little depressed and looked down at the ground, walking silently, silent.

Seeing this, Zhao Yang couldn't help but hold Zhang Xinlan's shoulder, turned her body over, faced him, and then said, "Xinlan, I understand your thoughts. I told you when I was in Kyoto, so let it go! It's really hard to go back to the past. I'm no longer the same person I used to be, and you've grown up too. ”

"We are no longer the young and ignorant we used to be. We can also be very haode friends, but ...... That young and ambiguous relationship let it stay in memory. Let's be a very beautiful memory between us. ”

"In fact, a lot of things have really happened to me in the past few years, my experience, and my 'shijie' is too complicated for you today......

Listening to Zhao Yang's words, Zhang Xinlan lowered her head silently, and said with a hint of hoarseness in her voice: "But, I really can't forget you." I can't put down ......."

"I also thought about forgetting you and letting go of this relationship with you. I even tried to get in touch with other men, but ...... Whenever I'm with other men, my mind is full of your shadow. There's really no way I can forget you, I really can't! ”

"In the past six months since I went home, my mother has also recruited a lot of people for me, and asked me to go on blind dates no less than five or six times. But I can't accept any of those people, I really can't accept them. Even if I force myself to try to socialize with each other. But in the end, it still couldn't be done! Even if the other party wants to hold my hand. I instinctively resisted. Your figure will flash in front of you, and then you will be irrepressibly electrocuted......"

"Alas......" Hearing Zhang Xinlan's words, Zhao Yang could only sigh silently. Then he shook his head with a wry smile, he never imagined that Zhang Xinlan would fall so deeply into himself.

It's just that many things really don't dictate by the will of the individual.

Just when Zhao Yang didn't know how to continue to persuade Zhang Xinlan, Zhang Xinlan suddenly raised her head. After wiping away the two tears that slipped from his cheeks, a smile appeared on his face, and although his eyes were red, he was 'laughing' and said, "Okay! Zhao Yang. Don't worry, I just want to tell you what I feel and think, and nothing else. Don't worry, I will work hard to correct my mentality in the future, and I won't make you feel embarrassed and troubled. It's just that...... I also hope that you don't mind that I like you unilaterally in my heart, and you don't deliberately alienate me, or even ignore me, okay? ”

"Alas...... Xinlan, you, why is this so painful? Zhao Yang shook his head helplessly, he really didn't know how to say and do it. For Zhang Xinlan, he is not completely without the slightest emotion, and many very hurtful and ruthless words cannot be said directly.

After all, the purest, cleanest, and pure feelings that belonged to the high school period, the most youthful and ignorant, and the first time I knew and loved were pinned on the somewhat 'silly' girl in front of me. Even after the long years of Diyuan Xianlu, that green and hazy ambiguous feeling has long been worn out, but that innocent and beautiful memory has always been a very unforgettable and nostalgic memory in Zhao Yang's heart!

If he could, Zhao Yang hoped that he would never forget this youthful 'first love' memory and feeling.

Because this is a rare sunny and beautiful experience he has experienced in his life. Whenever I think back to that period of youth, and think of the kind of desire to say and stop talking about Zhang Xinlan, wanting to express it, but being afraid to express it, very young, and a little clumsy, but very true, very clean, and very pure, Zhao Yang will feel that his heart has a bright heart.

It is very rare to have such an emotional experience, and it is also very cherished and nostalgic.

It is precisely because of such a feeling, and the emotion of 'first love' that he once had for Zhang Xinlan, that Zhao Yang couldn't bear to hurt Zhang Xinlan.

However, his current situation is probably no longer able to accept Zhang Xinlan's 'infatuation'. He already has Lin Xueqi, Mu Qinglan, and Sister Jing!

What's more, he is more of Zhang Xinlan is the warmth brought by the beautiful memories left in high school, and he does not have the 'love' for Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan. At least not now.

Therefore, Zhao Yang didn't want to 'hurt' Zhang Xinlan and didn't want to delay her life. (To be continued......)