Zhang Minglang's hand paused, suddenly stopped in mid-air, and then his eyes became dim, and after a stalemate for a while, he got off me and sat down on the ground.

The two of them were silent, and it took a long time for Zhang Minglang to break the stalemate that made it difficult to breathe.

A sad and indignant emotion was heard in his tone, and he said, "Chen Sansan, do you dislike me so much? In your heart, would you rather die than let me get half a minute closer? ”

I lowered my head, the corners of my eyes lowered, but I pursed my lips, unwilling to say a word.

I'm afraid that I can't help crying, I'm too afraid that I will blurt out those inhumane things, and I'm afraid that after he listens to it, he will be conflicted and difficult to accept, and put him and me in an even more embarrassing situation.

In this way, it is better to flee ruthlessly and unjustly, at least it can make him unwilling and nostalgic.

If he knew that I was so greedy in his heart even if I was afraid of hurting him, he didn't know how much he despised and felt sorry for the person he had fallen in love with such a selfish person. I shuddered at the thought of his contempt, and I suddenly found that I was more afraid that he would despise me more than he would not love me.

Seeing that I was silent, Zhang Minglang suddenly smiled mockingly and said: "Chen Sansan, no matter how much you don't love me, I am also your first man, this fact you can't change in your life!" “

I was silent, sat up, and quickly straightened my clothes, intending to take the door.

But Zhang Minglang saw through it, he reached out and grabbed me, suddenly put on pitiful eyes, looked at me, and seemed to ask with certainty: "You may have loved me, but you didn't notice it, right?" If you think about it, maybe there were, but you didn't notice it at the time! ”

And I am like an executioner, with a knife in my hand, cutting a person's heart.

Turning my head around, I said coldly: "I've never loved, I've had a playful mentality from the beginning, because I had someone I liked in high school, and you're just a perfect stand-in!" “

This sentence is like a stone thrown into the lake, stirring up a thousand ripples.

Zhang Minglang clasped my hand and asked coldly, "Then what happened between us on the night I graduated?" Are you going to leave, feel unbearable, give me charity? ”

I took a deep breath, but after all, I was reluctant to let him go of himself in his unwillingness, and I had to become shameless and prodigal in his eyes, so that he would disdain, despise, despise, and be willing to remove me from his heart.

So my skill in lying was brought into full play: "Yes, the alms are given to you." Because you are so good to me, I have no way to repay it, I can only promise it with my body, and I will not feel so guilty when I leave. Zhang Minglang, don't be stupid, don't think that if you look good, I will like you, I was willing to be with you because you have a car, and you have money to bring out and have face. I'm still a good person, I recently caught up with Luo Jianwen, and I dumped the man in my hometown, a woman like me is to see one and love one, so that I can enjoy life. Our concepts are fundamentally different, I am greedy for pleasure, you need love, and we have been in opposite directions from the beginning. ”

After the last sentence, I stared coldly at the hand he grabbed me, and stabbed him again: "Don't you let go?" Can't you afford to play like that? ”