Chapter 066: We Won't Be Together Forever
The sound of the water is rattling.
The heat dissipated throughout the bathroom, Su Nian's face was slightly red, his expression was subtle provocation, and when he opened and closed his lips to say that question, Ye Shucheng's lower abdomen was hot.
I like it a lot," Ye Shucheng pushed her back to him against the wall, then bit her ear, and his tone was aggravated: "you." ”
He tore at her clothes roughly, her forehead against the wall, her heart numb and barren.
She recognized one thing with great clarity in this moment.
Ye Shucheng was willing to be kind to her, spending some thought on her, or being a little gentle, in fact, only when he had that leisure.
As a woman who has been adopted, what she should do is to be grateful to Dade, not to be moved.
She closed her eyes resignedly, but her body was still tense, the tacit understanding in this matter in the past was gone, he finally lost his patience, and he was not merciless when he invaded her, and with a ruthless anger in and out, she was caught between him and the wall, and there was no sound in the toss.
His hand was on her chin, and she heard him questioning her.
Won't you call it? ”
She bit her lip, and with more force, he continued to move as he said, "It's time for you to familiarize yourself with your business." ”
He used "your business" to describe what was going on between them.
She clenched her fists, weakly. Bear his wrath weakly.
When it was over, her legs were trembling, leaning against the wall, and she looked like she had been abused without dignity, and he didn't even pay attention to her, but took a shower, and when he washed up, he passed her and opened his mouth.
Su Nian, I don't like others to touch my things, you are mine now," he paused and emphasized: "Things." ”
After saying that, he left without looking back, she covered her face, and tears slowly flowed down.
……
Ye Shucheng changed his clothes when he went out, took the car keys downstairs and went out, but he drove the car on the road without a purpose, and couldn't find a place to go.
In fact, he can go back to the hotel, where he has a long-term suite, but when he gets there, he will also think of Su Nian.
Remembering where she was cooking, remembering the first night of the two of them.
She asked him if he liked her, and he couldn't answer.
In his life, there are many feelings that are missing, and the love between men and women is also dispensable for him, he did have many strange thoughts in an instant, maybe it would be good to be with her for the rest of his life, but that was not enough to support him to turn his back on Xu Jinghe.
The relationship between him and Xu Jinghe is too complicated, although he is not a lover yet, An Ziyan is right, he can feel what Xu Jinghe wants.
Xu Jinghe will give whatever he wants, but this is not money, he gives it to one person, and the rest is given to another person, he must make a choice.
The moment he saw Su Nian uncomfortable during the day, he was really moved with compassion, and said that he wanted to end this relationship, and he almost said that it was not cost-effective for him as a businessman, but he thought for a while. If she's in that much pain, forget it.
If you lose, you lose, and if you lose it, he thinks it's worth it.
She's so good that people can't bear to hurt it.
But when she interrupted him, he didn't know if she was pretending to be strong, and he suddenly couldn't see through it again.
She's not a clingy woman, and she doesn't bend to tell that kind of lie against her will.
The red light, the car stopped at the intersection, his mobile phone rang next to him, and he pressed answer.
The background music was a little noisy, and An Ziyan asked over there: "We are 'enchanted', are you coming?" ”
The steering wheel turned, and Ye Shucheng should get down and go to the "charm".
"Enchanted" is a famous high-end entertainment club in Jincheng, An Ziyan is keen to go to this kind of place of dogs and horses, Ye Shucheng is occasionally dragged there, but he is often out of place, sitting in the corner of the box, although in such a lively place, he still feels alone.
An Ziyan called a few girls who accompanied the wine to the box, and pushed one in front of him, and the woman sat down with a strong smell of perfume, and he felt a little unappetizing.
He didn't eat anything, the wine went down first, and in the coldness and astringency of the alcohol, his mind was full of the scenes of eating with Su Nian. And when Su Nian was cooking, he liked to watch her busy back......
When the girl saw him wandering, she wrapped her arms around him.
Mr. Ye, what are you thinking......
The voice of the wine girl was deliberately coquettish, Ye Shucheng frowned, and pushed her arm, "Let go." ”
Ye Shucheng's face was not good, and the girl didn't dare to make a mistake, so she quickly let go.
Sensing that the atmosphere here was not good, An Ziyan hurriedly pushed the girl aside and came to Ye Shucheng, "If you don't like it, I'll change it for you?" ”
Ye Shucheng looked worried, "Forget it, I'm not interested." ”
An Ziyan gossiped in a gossipy tone, "Do you still have to have that Su Nian?" ”
Ye Shucheng was stunned.
An Ziyan casually pointed to the other girls in the box who accompanied the wine, "Look, there are also good ones, anyway, you and Su Nian are also playing, you should try other flavors before Xu Jinghe comes back, maybe it's better than Su Nian?" ”
Ye Shucheng glanced at the girls lightly, and didn't say anything, but thought in his heart, how could it be?
These women can't be compared to Su Nian.
He still thinks Su Nian is better.
He patted An Ziyan on the shoulder and got up, "You go on, I'm going home." ”
An Ziyan was stunned, and in his impression that this was the first time Ye Shucheng had said such a thing.
Go home.
When Ye Shucheng returned to Ye's house, he said that he would go to his home, and when he returned to the hotel, he said that he would go to the hotel.
Now he says to go home.
An Ziyan was stunned for a while, and actually forgot to get up to send it.
……
After Ye Shucheng left, Su Nian cried for a while, then washed herself, returned to the room and sat down on the computer to open the software, but her head was chaotic, and there was a terrible pain between her legs.
I couldn't sleep, I tossed and turned for a long time, I opened my eyes wide and looked at the dark sky outside, I didn't see much, and the sky changed after a while, she heard the sound of raindrops, she felt terrible, it was raining, Ye Shucheng was still outside, she didn't know where he went, it would rain, but she couldn't call him now.
In fact, she is also angry in her heart, a lot, but when she thinks about it, she blames herself for everything, Ye Shucheng's words are right, it is she who has a bad idea about a transaction. She can only blame herself.
Startled by the sound of footsteps in the darkness, she sat up and followed the sound in the direction of the door.
It was dark inside the house, and when the door was pushed open, she saw only a dark shadow, and he came over with quick steps, leaned down on the bed and hugged her, and she could smell the familiar smell of tobacco in him, a faint cologne, the smell of wine, and a little damp rain.
His shoulders were drenched in the rain, her chin was resting there, damp, her hands were touching his back, and the clothes behind him were dry. She was relieved.
Her hand still fell on his back, and it looked as if he was holding him back, and he hugged her tighter, smelling the faint fragrance of her bath, and his heart was quiet from the inexplicable chaos.
She opened her mouth first, her voice was small, muffled with a little nasal: "Have you drunk?" ”
He let out an "um".
She said: "It's not good to drink without eating. ”
He suddenly laughed.
There was a tense and almost quarrel before, but she seemed to forget it in a blink of an eye, and the first thing she talked about was actually drinking on an empty stomach.
Su Nian was so easy to coax, he thought that many times he spent a little bit of effort, and she would always give back to him more, even if he did so much to her before he left, and said so many ugly things. But as long as he hugged her like this, she would turn the page.
It's not right to say that she has no temper and no self-esteem, and when she gets up, she would rather bleed herself than bow her head.
Not to mention the women in the clubhouse, plus all the women he had known in the past years, he couldn't think of where to find her again, like this.
She made him feel sorry again, he shouldn't have treated her so roughly, and she even made him want to apologize.
He rarely apologizes to people, and even if he is wrong, he is reluctant to say sorry, he strokes her back, and is about to speak, she interrupts him.
I'll cook for you. ”
He was stunned for a moment, and was pushed away a little by her.
It hurts your body to sleep without eating and drinking, so I'll make you something to eat......"
As she spoke, she was about to get up, but he pulled her back.
She looked at him in a daze, "What's wrong?" ”
Suddenly a flash of lightning appeared outside the window, reflecting the whole room, and in just a moment he could see that her eyes were red and swollen.
She cried.
His heart twitched hard, and he raised his hand to rub the corner of her eye, "You ......"
He stopped there.
I seem to have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say.
Su Nian was also silent, half loud, and whispered: "I have no special relationship with He Zeng, his action is unconscious, I will pay attention to it in the future." ”
There was a pause. Adding, "When I'm by your side, I can't have anything to do with other men, don't worry." ”
It was a promise, albeit short-lived, only for the duration of the transaction, and it was something she had thought about for a long time before saying it.
He was silent, then leaned over and kissed her on the lips.
She didn't cook until a little closer, and the late dinner was only noodles, not even a dish, and she felt a little monotonous, but he was satisfied.
Ye Shucheng didn't understand women, at that time he thought that the matter would pass when it was over, but he didn't know that there was some estrangement, and the formation was formed.
She doesn't say it, she smiles, it doesn't mean that she really doesn't care.
Her tolerance is no longer inclusive, but her deliberate accommodation.
She just let him go and kept all her emotions to herself.
……
From the second day, He Zeng's attitude towards Su Nian had changed subtly.
He Zeng was not the kind of person who would slap her up because Su Nian was close to Ye Shucheng, on the contrary, he had some disdain for Su Nian.
Originally, the architectural design department screened the elite of the elite, and Su Nian was the only exception, but now all this is explained, she came in completely by nepotism. He was tired of this kind of person who had no ability, and he was still begging to squeeze in, if it wasn't for Su Nian, maybe he would have a more suitable and mature assistant.
His thoughts were reflected in his attitude, and he began to be much lazy to say anything about Su Nian, and would hardly guide her to draw except for giving orders.
Su Nian can only work harder to explore the software, but she also has to take into account Ye Shucheng's emotions, she will not be stupid to think that Ye Shucheng can really support her wholeheartedly to do what she wants to do, a transaction is a transaction, she has lost too many unnecessary feelings, she can only hope for her own work, hoping that before she and Ye Shucheng end the transaction, her work can improve somewhat.
Experience in the architectural design industry is particularly important, such a good platform, but in the end, it didn't take long, and I didn't even have decent project experience at hand and left, so it was not easy to enter this industry again.
She is walking on thin ice, working harder than before, the first thing she does when she gets home after work every day is to cook for Ye Shucheng, after eating, she goes to study the software, and before Ye Shucheng goes to bed, she has to obediently climb into bed.
In just half a month, Su Nian lost weight very quickly, Ye Shucheng didn't notice her abnormality, but he couldn't find the crux of the problem, and he didn't want a problem to push the relationship between the two people into an impasse.
Since they can't be together forever, they should be together when they are together, he thought so, but when he touched Su Nian's shoulder blades on the bed, which was becoming more and more abrupt, and grabbed her delicate wrist that seemed to be broken with a slight grip, he still felt something strange in his heart.
He asked her, "Why did you lose weight again?" ”
She smiled and said, "I'm losing weight." ”
It was a terrible feeling, she said it with a smile, but he knew she was just perfunctory.
On the surface, no, but in the bottom of her heart, she has begun to resist him.
He hugged her and finally let out a low sigh.
When you come back from work, don't cook anymore and let the cook do it. ”
She was so fanatical about design that she couldn't let her give up learning software, and he didn't want her to work too hard.
She was stunned. "But you didn't say that I made it to your taste......
Occasionally, you have to change the taste. ”
She fell silent in his arms.
She thought he was tired of her cooking, and soon, as he said, he would be tired of her as a person.
That's good.
She still feels sad, but at the same time a little numb.
In the end, she saw this relationship more thoroughly, Ye Shucheng was very calm from beginning to end, he was too calm, and he would not be ambiguous after labeling their relationship as a transaction in his heart, and there was never a time when he was out of control and confused.
Therefore, no matter what she does, it is impossible to get his heart.
If she can't get it, she won't think about it, thinking too much will only hurt herself, when she jumped out of a fire pit with the help of his strength, she was scarred, she didn't want to live so painfully and tired anymore.
In the end, all she valued to him was the little bit on the bed, and she tried her best to cooperate, but he was still not satisfied, and then one night he covered her mouth, and his sweat dripped on her body was hot, his expression was a little forbearing, and his movements became violent, and she was bumped and bumped all over her body, and finally waited for him to be released.
It's a little scary to do this without emotion, it's hard for her to follow her body's desires and let go of everything, and she even has the same brain as Spiegel when she gasps under him. The heart was bloody and painful.
He walked away from her, put on a coat, leaned against the bedside and lit a cigarette.
In the darkness, the sparks were bright and extinguished, and the white smoke dispersed, she pulled the quilt to cover her naked body, closed her eyes and heard Ye Shucheng talking.
The male voice was as low as the bass of a violin: "You didn't arrive just now." ”
She was stunned for a moment before she realized what he meant.
She touched her sweaty forehead, intending to pretend to be confused: "What? ”
He turned his head, his gaze falling on her face, and even though it was in the darkness, she could feel that he was looking at her, his eyes focused on her with some displeasure.
Why is it called that? Love, after the desire was gone, his voice was a little cold.
He knows her body too well, so he has already felt her absent-mindedness in bed these days, and he will also have the idea of tossing her hard, but every time he holds back, he doesn't want to treat her like that again, but the man still has some nostalgia for these things in his bones.
He didn't take it as a vent, he liked her body, and more importantly, her real response.
She had made him a little irritable, and now her obedience had become nothing, and her eyes were empty, which was a terrible feeling.
He put out his cigarette and got up to go to the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out, he didn't look at Su Nian, and returned directly to his bedroom.
The two of them have only been together for more than a month, and he feels unaccustomed to the lack of her temperature in his arms, and he tosses and turns for a long time at night before falling asleep.
Su Nian was even worse, she was blocked by a question from Ye Shucheng and couldn't speak, watching him leave, and then she didn't close her eyes all night.
She felt that he was unhappy, she was a lover, and when the gold lord was unhappy, she was honestly afraid, and when she went downstairs to see Ye Shucheng the next day, the expression on her face was a little helpless.
Ye Shucheng was having breakfast and saw her standing at the door. With a slightly aggrieved expression, he suddenly felt that his heart was poked softly, and his original temper was gone.
What did he care about her, what he gave her was unfair, and he shouldn't have asked for more, he beckoned to her, "Come here." ”
She walked over in small steps, was pulled by him and sat on his lap, then he pinched her chin and kissed him.
This night, her heart was like a roller coaster, going down and up again.
At the end of the long kiss, she gasped slightly, "I thought you didn't want me anymore......"
The words are blurted out subconsciously, and the thoughts are real. She even spent the night wondering if it was good or bad that he didn't want her, and finally she found out that it was good.
This kind of emotional torture was not much better than the mental torture she suffered in the Shen family, and besides, he didn't know that she was being tortured, and she couldn't say it.
His hand rubbed her cheek, "Su Nian, be nice." ”
After a pause, he said, "Be happy, you have to know that you and I won't be together all the time, do you want to remember the days together one day, all of them are unpleasant memories?" ”
She froze.
He sighed, and said that women need to be coaxed, he is not unwilling to spend time to coax, she is busy every day, and even on weekends she is studying software, he has already said that he wants to support her, so even the time alone is all given to her dear software, but he feels that it is not okay to continue like this.
"Next weekend, save a day," he said. ”
She tilted her head: "What's the matter?" ”
He pinched her cheek, the woman was distressingly thin.
My birthday. ”
She looked a little surprised, "What time is it?" ”
The fifth day of the fourth month of the lunar calendar. ”
Her eyes widened and she smiled, "I'm the fifth day of the fifth month of the lunar calendar. ”
He was also stunned, and then laughed, such a small coincidence. It is also worth her to be happy.
She forgot about her previous unhappiness, pursed her lips, and asked him, "What about your birthday...... Are you going to come with me? ”
Or else? ”
He scratched the tip of her nose, "Didn't I already ask you out?" ”
This busy man wants to coax her to use her birthday as an excuse.
But she laughed anyway, she was still thinking about the birthday that was only a month apart, and his birthday, he wanted her to spend it together, not anyone else, her originally suppressed emotions during this time slowly dissipated, and even kissed him on the face a little carried away, and then went down to eat.
Ye Shucheng couldn't help but laugh out loud.
He has been used to being alone over the years, and he has never known the expression of another person, and his mood will have such a big impact on him.
will make him can't help but spend some thought and effort, just to make her happy.
The morning sun was just right, he watched her eat breakfast quietly, and suddenly wondered, if he hadn't met Xu Jinghe, would he be able to live like this for the rest of his life.
He didn't bother to think about hypothetical things before, but when he thought about it, he suddenly realized how good it would be if it was really like that.
……
Regarding Ye Shucheng's birthday, Su Nian was very entangled for a few days.
When it comes to birthdays, gifts are indispensable, but she can't think of what to give. He has money and lacks nothing, which has become a big problem for her.
Qiao Ye said: "Man, what are you trying to raise?" Won't you just pack yourself up and send him to bed? ”
Su Nian immediately vetoed this suggestion, and when she got to know, she packed herself and sent him to bed, and she also blackmailed 500,000 people, and now the old trick is repeated, there is nothing new.
She really couldn't think of what men liked, so she asked He Zeng when she got off work at noon: "Master He, what gifts will you men be happy to receive?" ”
"Master He" is the nickname given to He Zeng by the office, because of his old qualifications, He Zeng also suffered.
He Zeng lifted a pair of glasses and thought about this question for a moment. Answer: "I like it." ”
So what do you guys like? ”
He Zeng said: "I have always liked ancient buildings, but now they are of little use, and there are too few designs in this regard." ”
Su Nian rolled her eyes, feeling that she had asked the wrong person.
Seeing that the days were getting closer and closer, Su Nian couldn't find any results, so he had to bite the bullet and ask Ye Shucheng directly, "Mr. Ye, do you have any gifts you want?" ”
Ye Shucheng was reading the newspaper at the time, and he couldn't remember anything, he was actually not very keen on celebrating his birthday, he just wanted to have a time to be with her and make her happy. I didn't have any concept of gifts, and finally said, "What I want, isn't it you?" ”
Her face flushed all of a sudden, "I'm serious. ”
Her delicate expression made his heart move, and he lowered his voice and said in her ear: "I'm also serious, we may be able to play some new tricks......"
Before he finished speaking, Su Nian pushed him away and ran away.
Can't talk properly.
In the end, Su Nian bought a tie at the International Trade Center, remembering that the money in her hand was still given by Ye Shucheng, she felt a little frustrated, so she had to make up her mind to cook a good meal on the night of his birthday, and it was impossible to charter the revolving restaurant on the top floor, but she could make a good meal by herself, she was much relieved when she thought about it like this, and when she got off the elevator from the International Trade Center, she passed by the underwear store, hesitated for a few seconds and ran in.
It's only the first time in her life that she's been so bold, she bought a very sexy pajamas, in the words of the shopping guide, this is the kind of pajamas that men don't want to sleep in at first sight.
She wants to give it to him if he likes it, and it's a bit difficult to get new tricks, but new pajamas are always okay.
Su Nian felt that she was very well prepared, she had a little expectation for the weekend, she wanted to give Ye Shucheng an unforgettable and beautiful birthday, she stupidly thought that what he said made sense, they couldn't be together forever, why should they even ruin this memory?
Later, Ye Shucheng's birthday did become a strong stroke in her memory, and let her see that her little expectation was just wishful thinking.