I sat on the edge of the bed a little irritably, looked at Wang Lin and said, "Wang Lin, can you help me pour a glass of water?" ”

There was no water in this ward, Wang Lin could only go out to pour it, but thinking of Fu Yeqing's words, she hesitated and said, "Madam, you can bear with it first, and drink water when Mr. Fu comes back." ”

Wang Lin's words were very clear, and I no longer struggled fearlessly, waiting for Fu Yeqing to come back after going through the discharge procedures, he saw me sitting honestly, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and told Wang Lin: "Go and drive the car to the door." ”

Wang Lin left in response, Fu Yeqing came over and took my hand very naturally, I subconsciously struggled, he glanced at me: "Do you want me to take you out or take you out, you choose." ”

Hearing this, I don't struggle anymore, let me choose, I definitely choose the former.

I know that if I follow Fu Yeqing back, I really can't get out, but at the moment I can only compromise, Fu Yeqing led me out, and unexpectedly met Simu at the door, did it mean an accident?

Not really, since last night, Simu must be looking for me, he won't worry that I will go with Fu Yeqing.

Simu stood about ten steps away, he didn't approach, just stared at me and Fu Yeqing holding my hand with gloomy eyes, and didn't look carefully last night, now it seems that Simu has lost a lot of weight, and he must be very tired during this time.

Ten steps away, we looked at each other, he only shouted my name, only this sound, the guilt in my heart ran out, I remembered the conversation between Simu and Huo's mother in the ward, I struggled, but Fu Yeqing grabbed it tighter, I glanced at him and said: "You let go of me, I just have a few words to say to Simu, and I will go home with you after speaking." ”

The last sentence made Fu Yeqing's face unexpected, since the events of that year, the word home was a thorn, but now, it has become a needle, threaded through the line, and sewed the fragmented home together.

Fu Yeqing let go of my hand: "Give you five minutes." ”

I answered softly, clenched my palm, and walked towards Simu, I thought Simu would ask me why I left, whether I chose Fu Yeqing, but I didn't expect his first sentence to be: "Your face is so ugly, do you still feel uncomfortable?" ”

I was stunned for a moment and shook my head: "It's much better, Simu, I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

"An An, I said, never say these three words to me, you didn't feel sorry for me, I made you embarrassed, I once said, I hope I am not the one who influenced your choice, I want you to be happy, even if the person who gives you happiness is not me, I want to see you happy."

Simu's words made me burst into tears instantly, and I sniffed: "Simu, can you not be so good, in fact, I don't deserve to be treated like this by you at all, I'm not a good person, it's my hesitation and vacillation that hurt you, if I didn't go with you back then, now you must have a wife and children." ”

"Fool." Simu Wenwen smiled, took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped my tears, he glanced at Fu Yeqing behind him, hugged me gently, and said in my ear: "For more than a month, I am very worried about you, and I have thought a lot, in fact, at first I also wanted to marry you back no matter what, slowly, I know, in fact, as long as you are happy, it is enough, if this is your choice, I bless you, if Fu Yeqing bullies you again, you must call me, I will take you away again." ”

"Well, thank you, Simu." I promised that even if I really met him, I wouldn't look for Simu again, it was enough to stay alone in the abyss, and Simu shouldn't accompany me.

Simu should have been waiting at the gate of the hospital a long time ago, he didn't choose to go in, during this time, he must still be fighting between heaven and man, in this life, if you want to say who I am most grateful for, except for Simu, there is really no one else.

He has achieved that love is fulfillment, and I am not even qualified to say love.

Our posture seemed a little intimate to Fu Yeqing, and he coughed heavily and reminded loudly, "It's almost time." ”

I ignored Fu Yeqing, raised my hand on Simu's back, patted him gently, and after parting, I was about to turn around and walk towards Fu Yeqing, and Simu shouted to me again and again: "An An......"

I looked at him and waited for his next step, but he just smiled and said, "Be happy." ”

I know that what made Simu make this decision was me and Fu Yeqing holding hands and coming out, whether it was a misunderstanding or a mistake, it was okay to let Simu let go.

I smiled slightly, moved my lips, and although I didn't make a sound, Simu must be able to understand it, and we must be happy with each other.

Many years later, I still remember the longing under the warm winter sun, and it is still a warm sun in my heart.

Returning to Fu Yeqing's side, he said in a non-yin and non-yang manner: "Go home." ”

I followed Fu Yeqing into the car, and sitting in the car, I watched Simu still standing in place, watching us go away.

My dodge can't let Simu go at all, only if I have a choice, he can really rest assured, Simu, if this is what you want to see, I will be happy to show you, even if it is pretended happiness.

In this life, there are too many things that cannot be done, and life is not all for themselves, but for those who love themselves.

I originally had a good home, but I didn't want it, so I let it disperse, if it was destroyed by Fu Yeqing himself, then I was also an accomplice.

With my hand attached to my lower abdomen, I am the mother of the children, the mother of two children, and the father of the children is beside me, and no matter how much there is between them, it cannot change this fact.

This time Fu Yeqing did not take me back to the prosperous city, but back to the Fu family, Jiajia last night because Fu Yeqing was not there, made trouble for a long time, slept very late, and is still sleeping, Fu Yaoer saw me come back, very surprised, she had a lot of things to ask and want to say, because Fu Yeqing was there, and I knew to endure it first, Fu Yeqing did not arrange another room for me, but let me live in his room, that is, our wedding room back then, the wedding photos are still hanging on the wall, I remember that I had smashed it back then, and there were scratches on this photo, It should be Fu Yeqing who took it to the frame later.

Fu Yeqing instructed Fu Yao'er a few times, and he didn't know who made a call to him, he hurriedly went out, but when he left, he asked Wang Lin to take care of me, and he was not allowed to leave the Fu family for half a step.

After Fu Yeqing left, Fu Yao'er immediately gossiped: "Sister An'an, where have you been these days?" My brother is looking for you crazy, you know? Also, why aren't you and Huo Simu married? You're coming back now, and you're not going to leave later, are you? ”

Fu Yao'er's series of questions made me not know how to answer them.

I pursed my lips and said, "Yao'er, let's talk about these things later, I want to go and see Jiajia." ”

As long as I don't leave the Fu family, I can still move freely, Fu Yao'er didn't ask again, seeing that my feet were a little wrong, she helped me to Jiajia's room, Jiajia slept a little unsteadily, and there were tear stains on her little face, presumably she cried a lot last night.

I lay down on Jiajia's side, gently patted Jiajia's back, kissed him on the forehead, and whispered, "Jiajia, my mother won't leave you in the future." ”

Fu Yao'er gave us mother and son space, took the door and went out, Jiajia didn't wake up until noon, when he opened his eyes dimly and saw me, a little disbelieving, his little hand rubbed his eyes, Jiajia's movements made my heart sour, sure I was really back, Jiajia put her arms around my neck, and said happily: "Mom, you're really back, my aunt said last night that Mom will come back today, Mom is really back." ”

That's what Fu Yao'er said in order to coax Jiajia.

I pinched Jiajia's nose and said with a smile: "You see that my mother is back, so shouldn't Jiajia get up?" The sun is all on the ass. ”

Jiajia couldn't get up on me, and coquettishly: "Mom, will you disappear again for a while, Mom cheats on Jiajia every time." ”

"Then this time my mother won't say anything, Jiajia will look at her mother every day in the future, and my mother will never be able to leave again, do you say it's okay."

"Really? Na Jiajia followed her mother every day after that, and didn't let her mother go again. ”

With my words, Jiajia really didn't leave me for a moment, I just turned around and went to the bathroom, and Jiajia also followed, which really made me cry and laugh.

Fu Yeqing answered the phone and went out for most of the day and didn't come back, and I guess it was probably the person in the hospital again.