Chapter 134 A glass of wine of conscience
Qin Hunt crossed his waist and shouted loudly around: "Zhou Xiaoshi, don't play any game of hide and seek, I know here, hurry up and get out of the master, everyone will do it head-on!" ”
Zhou Xiaoshi, who was dressed in white Shengxue, easily put his hands behind his back, with a naughty smile on his face, which came out of the corner of nowhere, and said with a smile: "Hehe, who would be stupid enough to fight you?" ”
Qin Zhan sneered, and shook his hand with a flying knife, but the sharp beast tooth scalpel passed through Zhou Xiaoshi's figure without hindrance, but he didn't see that she was injured at all.
"Is it an illusion again...... Qin Hunt frowned, his profession is a doctor after all, and he doesn't study illusion deeply, once Zhou Xiaoshi doesn't fight him head-on, and only uses illusion to confuse the enemy, then he will be blind.
"Doctor Qin Hunt, on the festive day of the New Year, why are you so angry? Come on, come on, I can respect you with a glass of wine~"
Zhou Xiaoshi's illusion chuckled and raised his hand, and at the same time, there was a small porcelain cup full of liquid in his hand out of thin air, and then he saw her red lips lightly opened, and she drank it all with a wine glass, her temperament was free and easy, and with her indistinguishable beautiful face, she was free from a demon who was a disaster to the country.
"I'm sorry, except for the medicinal wine, I don't touch the wine next to it." Qin Zhan waved his hand, his mouth was casually perfunctory, with a cold look that rejected people thousands of miles away, and at the same time, his two eyes were reversed, as if he was looking for Zhou Xiaoshi's true body.
However, what made Qin Zhan wonder was that whether it was the fiery eyes or the judge's ghost eyes, they all inexplicably lost their effect at this time, and they couldn't see anything.
"It's weird, it's weird, this illusion is too real......"
Qin Hunt was entangled in his heart, but in the blink of an eye, he saw Zhou Xiaoshi jumping in front of him with light steps, poking a delicate jade finger, tapping Qin Hunt's chest, and said with a smile: "Doctor Qin Hunt, didn't you already drink Xiao Ke's cup of heart wine?" ”
Qin Hunt's body was shocked, his eyes glared at Zhou Xiaoshi, and at the same time, a fragment-like picture also passed through his mind.
Just now, Qin Zhan smashed the ceiling and rushed to the fifth floor, as if it was a glimpse, Qin Zhan saw a snow-white fox tail flashing, and at the same time, he was also splashed with liquid from nowhere...... Then, it "crosses".
"Wine...... You're willing to pay for it! Qin Hunt gritted his teeth and punched Zhou Xiaoshi's little white face hatefully, but Zhou Xiaoshi's figure instantly dissipated and disappeared without a trace.
As far as Qin Hunt knew, Wenxin Wine was the legendary best hallucinogens on the same level as Meng Po Tang, and the medicinal effects of both were domineering and violent, and they were not anesthetizing the body, but directly impacting the soul.
It's just that the effects of the two are diametrically opposed.
Meng Po soup is to teach people to forget, whether it is love or hate, a bowl will be forgotten clean, even if it is a turbid soul, after the washing of Meng Po soup, the cause and effect will fall clean.
Asking heart wine is to teach people to reflect, no matter how vague the memory, you can remember it clearly, no matter how painful the past, you have to face it again!
Forgetting is not a bad thing, when you have pain in the past, pain does not exist, and when you remember pain, pain will torment you for the rest of your life. Life is so hard, life is so hard, if the suffering and hardships can never be let go, such a life will not last long.
Forgetting is selective. What people forget is related to emotional factors. People are quick to forget things they don't care about, and conversely, things that can elicit a strong emotional response are hard to forget. Things that cause positive emotions tend to be retained for a longer time, while things that cause negative emotions are not.
It is this forgetting mechanism that makes most people's memories positive and beautiful, and also enables most people to withstand setbacks and blows, "the sun rises as usual", "life has to be lived as usual", and people grow up step by step in this way.
If this forgetting mechanism fails, people's psychology is often difficult to withstand the long-term accumulation of negative emotional torture, and various mental illnesses appear. The epidote is PTSD, or post-traumatic stress disorder, in which patients constantly read unpleasant and even terrible memories of the past. Many Vietnam War veterans in the United States have had this disease, which makes it difficult for them to adapt to the peaceful domestic environment after retirement, and they suffer from mild depression, and even act out of control and kill people indiscriminately.
Asking hearts is not poisonous wine, it is better than poisonous wine. Poisonous wine only poisons the body, but the wine of the heart poisons the soul!
"I see...... No wonder the Sharp Eyes and the Judge's Ghost Eyes are useless, because all this is not an illusion at all, but my own psychic world! ”
As soon as Qin Zhan realized this, he found that he was floating like a wandering spirit, and then drifted towards the other side of the street, this kind of consciousness involuntarily felt like a dream.
"Calm down! Asking hearts is not incomprehensible! As long as you keep your heart and carry through those painful memories, there will be no substantial damage! ”
Qin Zhan muttered to cheer himself up, as the so-called learning Buddhism cannot help oneself, and those who heal cannot heal themselves. If someone else was poured with wine of inquiry, Qin Hunt might have a way to solve it, but now that it was his turn to be tricked, he would be a little confused.
"Wow~Wow~"
Just when Qin Hunt was worried, there was also a trace of human breath in the heart world, and a string of faint baby cries were like a sharp knife slashing Qin Hunt's heart.
The cold wind swept the snowflakes down, casting a veil of holiness over the filthy world. A garbage dump on the corner of the fish market is no exception, it is piled up like a hill by snow, and on the edge of this hill, a broken bamboo basket is thrown away so casually, and as the snowflakes fall, there is no trace of its existence in a short time.
It's just that in the broken bamboo basket, there is a seven or eight-month-old baby, wrapped in a thin layer of swaddling clothes, the baby struggles unyieldingly, crying, and the little arms and legs move wildly, but the swaddling clothes are tossed loose, and the process of freezing to death is accelerated in disguise.
The snow is getting thicker and thicker, like a thin blanket covering the baby's body, and as the heat is lost, the baby's voice is getting weaker and weaker.
Qin Hunt's eyes were soaked all of a sudden, because that abandoned baby was his former self.
Qin Hunt recognized the identity of the baby so quickly, but it was because the physical condition of this abandoned baby was so special that Qin Hunt often heard the master mention it with emotion when he was a child.
In the late 80s and early 90s, the social atmosphere in China was still quite simple, so the reason for abandoning babies basically did not need to consider the issue of underage girls giving birth. Abandoned babies are either girls, or they are disabled and sick, and Qin Hunt, a pure man with baby roots in his crotch, can be abandoned by his biological parents, naturally because he is disabled and sick.
The baby's appearance is very miserable, and there is something terrible in the misery.
The exposed skin on his body is festering, the smelly yellow body fluids mixed with the red blood can't stop coming out, and what's even more terrifying is that the skin on his face is just festering, but from time to time there are all kinds of terrifying and hideous distorted expressions, like a ghost's upper body, and even the cry that should be tempting people's distress is faintly full of a seeping Sensen ghost aura.
This baby is obviously a living person, but it is even more terrifying than a dead man's ghost baby!
Zhou Xiaoshi's joking whisper suddenly appeared in Qin Hunt's ears: "Ah, how pitiful, who would have thought that Doctor Qin Hunt, who was as strong as a beast in the wilderness, would be so weak?" Look at this ghost look, no wonder your parents don't want you! ”
Qin Zhan turned his head angrily, but he couldn't see half a figure, and he also pressed his faintly painful heart, with tears in his eyes, forcing himself to hold back this breath.
However, Zhou Xiaoshi's sentence "No wonder your parents don't want you" pierced Qin Hunt's heart like a thorn, evoking Qin Hunt's long-forgotten resentment and sadness.
Qin Hunt looked around vigilantly, and said vigilantly in his heart: "Calm down! The vixen is good at sneaking into other people's dreams, I must not relax, if she breaks through the defenses, the consequences will be unimaginable! ”
Zhou Xiaoshi's whispering voice was still haunting, and he continued to stimulate: "Speaking of which, although it is not as unfathomable as Doctor Qin Hunt's ability, Xiao Ke is also a little proficient in medical skills, and your miserable appearance when you were a child, Xiao Ke really is not an ordinary illness...... No, strictly speaking, it shouldn't be considered a symptom......"
"Doctor Qin Hunt, I remember that you know a Miss Yao Jing who was born with a 'Ming' spiritual root, and she has been ill since she was a child, right?" Zhou Xiaoshi's words changed, but he heard Qin Hunt's heart again.
Qin Zhan sneered and replied, "Hehe, what about knowing?" No matter how good the 'Ming' spiritual root is, it is also a good reincarnation, and there is nothing to envy. ”
Zhou Xiaoshi's voice was full of provocation and ridicule, and she sneered and said, "Doctor Qin Hunt, of course you don't envy others. You must know that you are born with an 'empty' spiritual root, and the 'empty' spiritual root contains all things and devours heaven and earth, just like the little Wuxianggong in martial arts novels, it can be compatible with the operation of hundreds of schools, if you were born five hundred years early, Zhang Sanfeng, who was a martial arts void, would be willing to bow down. ”
Qin Hunt's face was as usual, without the slightest embarrassment or panic at being seen through the secret, or rather, he himself did not regard the so-called "empty" spirit root physique as a treasure at all.
Zhou Xiaoshi saw that Qin Hunt didn't react, so he simply reappeared, holding the sword "Snow Fairy" and provocatively gestured on the baby's body a few times, and chattered endlessly: "It's a pity, it's a pity, you were born in the era of the end of the law with thin aura, and the good talent that should have helped you rise to the blue sky has become a talisman that pushes you to the ghost gate!" ”
Qin Zhan couldn't bear it anymore, snorted disdainfully, and explained for Zhou Xiaoshi: "The 'empty' spiritual root can absorb the aura of heaven and earth, the essence of the sun and the moon without any hindrance, but in this heavily polluted era of the end of the law, it can only absorb a little remnant soul resentment. Once there is not enough pure aura to nourish the soul, the inclusion of all things will become a collection of filth and dirt! Even with the body and body, it is like a bus, and the lonely soul and wild ghost come and go as soon as they want, and a stream of yin qi enters the body, which aggravates the weakening of the body, forming a vicious circle. ”
Speaking of this, Qin Zhan's face couldn't help but show a hint of a smile, and he smiled back: "In the eyes of ordinary doctors, I was born with a deficiency in the immune system, but in the eyes of my master, there is no so-called incurable disease!" ”
(Note: The author first conceived this book in 2010, and the time background of the main line in the book is also in 2010, and the protagonist's birth year is 1988, and the current age should be 23 years old.) )